Chapter 72
Chapter 72
[Extra] Xuan Zheng & Xu Xu: Love is too short, forgetting is too long ([-])
If Xuan Zheng just forgot about Xu Xu, then according to Xu Xu's temperament, he should explain it clearly to him and start over.But after he got off the operating table with a sigh of relief, Dang even fainted, slept for two days and three nights, and woke up again, he received the news that the Xuan family was going to divorce.
The reason is that Xuan Zheng has a crush.
When Xu Xu first heard this sentence, he still thought it was funny. Could it be that Xuan Zheng's ideal person is someone else?Even if he lost his memory due to a head injury and couldn't remember that the two had met in real life, could he still mistake his lover?
However, what he didn't expect was that what Xuanzheng forgot was everything about them, including the things that happened when the two people didn't know each other's identity in the virtual network, how they became friends, and how they fell in love.At this moment, Xuanzheng has forgotten Xu Xu, but still remembers his first love - a teenager who died of the thanatus virus a few years ago.
In order to let him get out of the relationship that died in grief before it even started, Xu Xu put in unimaginable efforts in those few years, both for Xuan Zheng and for himself.Xuan Zheng once said to Xu Xu that it is because of you that I can step out of the shadows of the past and learn to love someone again.
But now, even if Xu Xu wanted to pull him out again, he was powerless - he had such tenacity and persistence at the beginning, because this was his first love, and he always had the perseverance of a newborn calf who is not afraid of tigers; The second is because he could see Xuan Zheng's gradually accumulated feelings and affection for him, so he chased after him regardless, until he firmly grasped Xuan Zheng's heart in his hands.
It is precisely because of this that the current Xu Xu can't bear Xuan Zheng's cold and unfamiliar eyes at all - not to mention that Xu Xu is a very proud person, and he didn't come to call off his marriage when Xuan Zheng had that person in his heart. But now, after they released the news of their marriage, after they announced the date of their marriage, after they actually fell in love, Xuan Zheng forgot about him, and even wanted to call off his marriage with great fanfare, and let him live forever. Lost all face? !
On the night when the engagement was divorced, Xu Xu took his cousin Qiao Ying out to drink heavily. He drank a lot and talked a lot, but he was still sane.He even made fun of Qiao Ying: "Before I had time to show my love to you, I became someone who couldn't love you."
Qiao Ying looked at him worriedly: "In that case... why don't you try again?"
Xu Xu chuckled, and stared at the clear wine in the glass: "Tired...too tired, how much effort I had to drag him out of the pit, and how many times I was disheartened, he But it slid back again, and you don't want me to get close..."
Qiao Ying couldn't help but said: "So you have to retreat like this? Brother, are you willing?!"
Xu Xu was silent for a moment, and finally said: "No, I haven't finished my efforts. But I don't know... You don't know Xuan Zheng, and when he doesn't remember me at all, I went to approach him. I will only be thoroughly dug out by him with his examining, probing and suspicious eyes, I... can't stand it." He buried his face in his palm, and suddenly laughed out a moment later, "You know, most people live their lives There will not be only one person who is in love with you, but you can only choose one person to spend the rest of your life with him at a time... What I meet now is only the first one."
"..." Are you just using such a ridiculous reason to comfort yourself? !Before Qiao Ying could speak, Xu Xu murmured, "But, love is too short and forgetting is too long. If you miss this, who knows how long it will be before the next..."
No matter how much theoretical knowledge you learn, you don't know how to use it when you put it into practice.Xu Xu kept asking himself in his heart, why is it so hard to love someone, why is it so tiring to love someone?Before I had time to taste the sweetness of the harvested fruit, it had already changed its quality—is it better to give up such a relationship?
He tried to save it for the last time, because he couldn't openly show up at Xuan's family to provide people with gossip and jokes after dinner. He sent the news to Xuan Zheng's private communicator.However, he got a cold and formulaic reply: "Sorry, because of this accident, I don't remember what you said."
It's really good, very good—Xu Xu looked at the text message and finally gave up with a sneer.He randomly picked up a good-looking graduate student from the research institute to help, and they attended the banquet the next night together.He wants everyone to see that he, Xu Xu, is not a seed of infatuation who is about to die after being divorced. The relationship between Xu Xu and that surname Xuan has not reached that level yet!
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Xu Xu originally thought that he might be able to completely throw that person aside if he hadn't seen him for a few years, but the person he hadn't met once in the past few years unexpectedly let him meet again within two days.A serious radioactive material leakage accident occurred in a laboratory in the Eastern Sea District of the Imperial City. Xu Xu rushed to help deal with the aftermath with two research teams. Unexpectedly, the person who came to inspect the condolences from the government was actually Xuan Zheng.Cleaning up radioactive substances, rescuing the wounded in the laboratory, and checking whether the laboratory medicines and experimental products were affected, Xu Xu was too exhausted to speak after finishing his work. He just wanted to find a place to sleep quickly, but was stopped by government personnel. When he saw Xuan Zheng's familiar face, Xu Xu's mind instantly filled the screen with muddy horses, can you tell me how far I can roll and stay away from me? shake!But before he finished slandering, his eyes went dark and he fell over.
He is so tired.Since the divorce, Xu Xu has never slept peacefully at night. He even had to prescribe a few bottles of sleeping pills to help him sleep, but he still couldn't get enough sleep. Go to work and try to stop yourself from thinking about the reasons for those bad things.It's not easy for him to carry it all by himself.
When Xu Xu woke up again, he thought it was a dream for a moment.He blinked hard, blinked again, moved his neck and looked around—then finally sat up slowly, nodded his fingers between his eyebrows, and said to another person in this small lounge: "Excuse me, Where are my assistants?"
Hearing that Xuanzheng looked up at him, he wrote lightly, "They are all in the public rest cabin outside."
Although he had been mentally prepared, Xu Xu still felt that his whole heart was slowly being squeezed tightly when he was talking face to face with the tone of a stranger, and squeezed out bitter juice.He nodded impolitely and said, "It's troublesome."
However, when he turned around and walked to the door, Xuan Zheng's voice suddenly sounded from behind: "Have we met?"
There was a little doubt and a little confusion in the voice, Xu Xu grabbed the doorknob and froze.He didn't look back, but asked back, "Why do you say that?"
Xuan Zheng thought for a while: "You look at my eyes as if... there is some deep hatred, but according to the description of the family, we should obviously not know each other well."
Sure enough, Xu Xu closed his eyes slightly, and when he spoke again, his voice was extremely cold: "We are not familiar with each other, but if possible, I hope you can keep this 'unfamiliarity', after all, we haven't met much. necessary."
Xuan Zheng raised his eyebrows: "Can I ask the reason?"
Xu Xu raised his eyes slightly, staring at the cabin roof ecstatically: "You look a bit like my lover."
"...?" Xuan Zheng frowned suspiciously, and was about to ask again, when Xu Xu suddenly turned his head and glanced at himself coldly: "However, he is dead."
After saying this, Xu Xu turned around and went out, closing the door behind him.Xuan Zheng stared at the empty door in doubt, and said to himself for a while, "...is something wrong?"
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"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooish qaq..." As soon as Xu Xu got out of the cabin door, a big dog pounced on him and hugged his waist and rubbed him tearfully. The soft fur was used as comfort, and a group of large dogs rushed over from the surroundings—"Mr. Xu, are you okay!" "Mr. Xu, how are you!" Ah!" "Get out of the way of Her Majesty Queen, how can you imagine!"...
A row of black lines flew up in front of Xu Xu's forehead, and he raised his hand to pat the big dogs that were about to pile up on him, and said with a smile on his face, "Everyone, what do you want to do?" ? !Queen? !Goddess Queen, you sisters!
Everyone trembled like chaff in the face of Queen Xu's frighteningly gentle eyes, "I want... to serve the people!"
As soon as Xu Xu raised his chin, he dispatched this group of people to clean up in the laboratory outside, so they could serve the people well.He took the medicine kit from a female graduate student who was taking care of the wounded, and prepared a tube of medicine to drink himself. The girl widened her eyes when she saw the ingredients, and looked at him worriedly: "Mr. Xu, you have had too little rest recently. Otherwise, let's go back first..."
Xu Xu raised his head slightly, and slowly slid down the esophagus with some dizzy, bad-tasting medicine. After a while, he replied: "It doesn't matter, there is no rush."
The girl looked like she was about to cry, and watched Xu Xu pick up the tools and get off the airship.Suddenly a voice came from behind: "Professor Xu just took, what kind of medicine?"
Seeing that the person who came was Xuan Zheng, recalling the rumors that have caused a storm in the city recently, the girl's drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, "It's nothing, it's just a medicine to replenish energy."
Xuan Zheng frowned, knowing that the other party wasn't telling the truth, but he didn't expose it - he stood at the airship hatch quietly lost in thought, and there was a strange feeling in his heart that couldn't be ignored, but he couldn't judge its origin.
"You look a little like my lover. He's dead, though."
Xuan Zheng raised his hand and rubbed the center of his brows—the previous investigation report did not mention that Xu Xu had any lovers?
"We are not familiar with each other, and there is no need to meet."
Really—is that all?Xuan Zheng didn't quite believe it.He walked down the stairs, walked into the laboratory, watched Xu Xu calmly busy with his work from a distance, and always felt that this scene seemed familiar.
After waking up from the hospital, the doctor said that part of his memory was missing, and he might not be able to get it back; however, he learned and recalled some things that happened in the past few years through conversations with his family, but nothing ...is related to Xu Xu.
However, Xuan Zheng's heart tightened, is it inappropriate to think about it now?After all, he just broke off the engagement, so he shouldn't be in close contact with the other party at this time.He turned around and walked out of the laboratory, looking at the deep sky above his head, he suddenly remembered a pair of eyes that were as clear as the sky.
However, this time, it was strange that he couldn't recall the heart-wrenching feeling in his memory.
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