Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 883 - 886: How Will She Choose?

He had checked the surveillance room; there were no issues. Besides the person who cleaned on schedule every day, only he and Chenxing had been there.

The only ones who knew the password were he and Chenxing.

Considering Chenxing’s absent-mindedness and distraction over the last few days, he quickly came to a conclusion and was endlessly troubled by it.

The puzzling question had an answer, but it set a chilling wave through his heart.

"She knows she’s sick."

The answer was affirmative, his heart felt emptier, was she, who now knew the truth, planning to leave him?

Gu Shaocheng clenched his fists, closed his eyes, like a prisoner awaiting a sentence, not knowing what kind of verdict his beloved woman would throw at him, to stick with him or to become strangers.

His heart began to race.

He didn’t know if Chenxing, at this moment, would curse him for his selfishness. To have such a serious illness, and still have the nerve to keep her by his side, no wonder she showed little interest even in shopping with him.

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On the streets of City E, the car sped aimlessly, circling City E three times. Each time he passed the bridge to Jiangxin Island, he wanted to rush across but couldn’t make the leap, merely brushing past the only bridge that connected to Jiangxin Island over and over again.

He didn’t want to return to the sanatorium, yet he didn’t know where else he could go.

So, he could only drift aimlessly through the city streets.

Finally, the car stopped in front of Hua Hua’s house. He got out to knock on the door, but unfortunately, Hua Hua wasn’t home. Luckily, the password he had set wasn’t hard to guess, and he quickly let himself in. Once inside, he found his bedroom, started a movie without watching, and fell into a heavy sleep.

Eyes closed, he couldn’t sleep.

He was just tossing and turning in bed, tormenting himself.

That day she had held him, kissing him nonstop, saying she had a terrible dream, fearing that something had happened to him, clinging to him tightly, making him swear never to leave her.

By then, she must have known about her illness, so even knowing her condition, she didn’t want to leave him, right?

Gu Shaocheng comforted himself with such thoughts, unable to resist tearing at his own hair, terribly agitated.

But how could that be possible?

Where in this world were there so many women willing to share both fortune and hardship?

He had no confidence in his heart.

He could only lie there, staring at the ceiling, keeping the calmest mind possible, pondering over her choices, going over each one in his head, but in the end, he couldn’t determine what that girl would decide.

Actually, no matter what choice she made, he would respect her decision.

It was just that his heart felt really heavy and chaotic.

He took out his phone, wanting to call her. Since she already knew, he wanted to openly ask her for her decision, "Chenxing, I’m a man with no future. Are you willing to stay with me, or do you want to seek happiness elsewhere?"

"There’s no need to face me every day with your mind elsewhere. Whatever you decide, I won’t blame you. After all, it was I, Gu Shaocheng, who wronged you first."

Before making the call, Gu Shaocheng talked to the air, practicing by himself, hoping to approach the matter with a relaxed tone during their talk, to not pressure her.

But in the end, after practicing, he threw the phone violently against the wall!