Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 838 - 841 I’m Not Worthy 9

He stared at her, wishing he could bore a hole through her with his gaze.

His expression remained unchanged, except for a faint, mocking smile that appeared at the corners of his mouth.

Luo Xi looked away.

She couldn’t bear to see the hurt in his eyes.

For some reason, at that moment, she really wanted to explain.

And that’s exactly what she did.

"Fengchi, I didn’t use you."

"I just needed Gu Shaocheng’s help, that’s all."

She had tried hard to exclude him from her plans, always resisting his temptations, rejecting his advances, refusing to accept his love... always resisting...

Couldn’t he see that?

She hadn’t used him.

She didn’t want to use him.

Even if she had thought about it at first!

"If I really wanted to use you, you would have been in my pocket long ago; but I didn’t..." She could look him straight in the eye and say this with conviction.

"Really? You didn’t?" he slowly repeated her words.

Luo Xi shook her head, "No!"

He took a deep breath, "Why wait until now to take action?"

Her body trembled as if a puff of wind could blow her down.

"I had to wait, wait for the right moment!"

"Wait until Chenxing became important enough in Gu Shaocheng’s heart, so important that a single word from her could sway Gu Shaocheng’s decisions."

"I also had to wait for Miyai, that old fox, to be unsteady in his position. My informants in Japan told me Miyai’s daughter had fallen out with Tian Yi, his woman found a new boyfriend, Tian Yi’s position was in jeopardy, there were unstable elements within, now was the best time."

"So you’ve already excluded me from your plans in Japan and didn’t even give me any calls? Have I become so insignificant that you wouldn’t even bother using me?" He felt like a revelation had struck him, suddenly recognizing his own status.

"Haha... I understand now... I only understand now... I was too caught up in the act, took myself too seriously!"

She said she hadn’t used him!

She said no!

She really hadn’t!

"So, when you called Chenxing, you didn’t know she was in Japan, your call was just to make her come to Japan voluntarily, expecting Gu Shaocheng to bring her to Heaven Sect to help you, but she had already arrived?"

"You deliberately told my brother where the thing was, even going to your death with a resolve to die, making my brother go fetch it, allowing him to discover on his own that the matter involved him?"

"Actually, you let Miyai capture you on purpose, didn’t you?"

"You could have escaped. I later visited the explosion site and reconstructed your setup, but you chose to be captured!"

"You wanted my brother to come save you, right? To take the opportunity to drag my brother into the water, forcing him to act and even ultimately having to take down Miyai."

Good!

Good!

You really schemed well!

In just a few minutes, another earth-shattering realization!

At this moment, he actually began to long to be used by her! He mocked himself for thinking he had been used!

This woman, this woman he had forced into entanglements countless times, actually disdained to use him!

Was he unworthy?

"Haha..."

"Haha..."

"Luo Xi, I didn’t realize you were playing such dangerous chess, every move risking your life, gambling with luck, but you’d rather gamble with luck, scheme against my brother, than ask for my help. In your heart, do I really have no value to be used? Perhaps if you told me, I would have willingly helped you!" He laughed, a laugh filled with desolation.

Luo Xi shook her head, "I don’t want to use you!"

Because I fear I have fallen in love with you, so I don’t want to use you.

"Don’t want to? Or am I unworthy?"