Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 837 - 840 I’m Not Worthy 8

At that time, her hair was longer than it is now, styled in big, wavy curls, and she wore a fiery red dress. She had a somewhat enchanting look that made one’s heart tingle incessantly.

He admitted that she was precisely to his taste—he liked beautiful women, especially those with hot figures.

His gaze gradually cleared from the nostalgia.

"So when you first met me, seducing me, huh?"

He lifted his hand, touching her face, which was burning hot, hot enough to scorch his thumb.

He clenched his fingers, pulled them back, and resisted!

Staring into her eyes without blinking.

Even held his breath, waiting for an answer!

He didn’t know whether the answer was something he wanted or something he didn’t.

At that moment, he actually wanted to turn around and stride away.

Luo Xi lowered her eyes and shook her head.

"Fengchi, running into you was indeed an accident; I just wanted to get close to Gu Shaocheng."

"I was in City E for a whole month without any chance to get close to Gu Shaocheng; the Gu Family is not a place I could step into."

"I even spent a whole month guarding the road the Gu family frequents, yet I never saw Gu Shaocheng."

"I tried to find Chenxing, but she had changed her phone number, and I couldn’t locate her at the moment."

"During that time, I could only wander around, and meeting Chenxing that day was truly unexpected!"

To put it precisely, it was unexpected yet reasonable because she certainly could enter the Gu Family’s social circle through Chenxing; all difficulties were just a matter of time.

Luo Xi slowly closed and then reopened her eyes, "But later, when I realized you were interested in me, I indeed thought about using you."

"The first one-night-stand was orchestrated by me."

What is love?

It is when two people barely begin before realizing it’s a tremendous lie, a seduced heart in the end, with no place to rest.

A setup!

A trap!

His fingers clenched tighter.

Luo Xi shifted her eyes slightly; her whole body seemed to burn and teeter as if it could barely support itself, then she continued:

"However, my plans for revenge were not yet fully formed, just a few bricks laid, when Gu Shaocheng and Chenxing began causing an uproar."

"I couldn’t be sure what Chenxing meant to him; a man’s love, especially those who see themselves as masters, how much is it really worth, who knows."

His heart inexplicably became irritable.

"At that time, Chenxing cried so sadly, clinging to me, begging me to take her away. She is my cousin after all, other than my grandfather and grandmother, she is my last blood relative, I’ve always treated her as my own little sister, how could I for the sake of revenge, advise her to continue staying close to Gu Shaocheng when she was so aggrieved, I could only temporarily abandon my plan to take her away."

"I even thought of temporarily giving up on revenge, trying to find a new life."

"Gu Shaocheng monitored Chenxing too closely, Chenxing with her resolve to never deal with Gu Shaocheng and even an attitude of despair towards life, not wanting to continue living, she was too much like the me who was once filled with despair at the world, I had no choice but to find ways to hide her, to help her find a new life."

"I myself can despair about life, how could I let my cousin also despair about life?"

"I met a man who was going to Liberia to become a peacekeeping soldier. I heard that the environment there would leave no time for melancholy, survival is the only thing to consider!"

"Yet your reappearing once again reignited my determination for revenge."