novelraw Chapter 1481 - 1484: How I Wish Someone Would Love Me Desperately 2
Chapter 1481 - 1484: How I Wish Someone Would Love Me Desperately 2
Hua Hua cried hysterically, in this quiet deep night, every sound striking Gu Shaocheng’s heart.
But he had no way, didn’t know how to comfort, couldn’t comfort, comforting would also be futile.
He could never give Hua Hua the feelings he wanted. From beginning to end, he only loved one person, that person was his wife Zhou Chenxing, not Hua Chu!
What meaning do those assumptions have?
Maybe, maybe he was right. If he weren’t a man, maybe they would really walk together, fall in love, be in love. Gu Shaocheng looked up, gazing at the starry sky, unwilling to follow Hua Hua’s line of thought to imagine those maybes.
Sometimes, facing the people beside you, but unable to speak, only then do you realize the inadequacy of words.
In the dark night, on the rooftop terrace, footsteps could be heard, getting further and further away.
Hua Hua suddenly raised his head, "Brother..."
Gu Shaocheng did not turn back.
Hua Hua suddenly stood up and yelled, "Brother!"
Gu Shaocheng paused for a moment, but did not turn back. This night was simply too chaotic, their minds needed to calm down, continuing to talk was already meaningless, Gu Shaocheng irritably ruffled his own hair, and walked out in big strides.
Calming down is something they both urgently need to do!
............
The night, even deeper; the wind, even colder!
Gu Shaocheng sat inside his Aston Martin, speeding towards the Gu Family.
The car music played "The Secret of Winter":
Loving you I cannot say, seeing you embrace sweetly
Laughing and chatting naturally, enduring the expected sadness
If I say, I really love you
Who will tidy up the friendships that are destroyed
If I hold back this secret
The warm winter, will then be distant and endless
...
He finally belatedly understood the reason Ling Yin recommended this song to him, such lyrics, carrying deep pain and helplessness, transmitted to his ears through another’s voice.
But how could his heart feel good?
His own younger brother, falling in love with himself, he couldn’t shirk the responsibility!
Thinking about Hua Hua’s pain, his heart also tightened with pain.
This is an unsolvable problem!
Hua Hua can only think it through himself!
What he can give, and what he cannot give;
What he can get, and what he should not long for;
.........
"Shaocheng, didn’t you sleep all night?"
In the dark early morning, Gu Shaocheng returned to the warm bedroom, he couldn’t sleep, even though he had been troubled all night.
On his proud yet lonely face, expressions of floating and sinking showed as he squinted his eyes, sitting quietly on the bed, smoking cigarette after cigarette, appearing sullen, the entire room filled with the swirling smell of smoke.
Chenxing was choking and woke up, in the dark early morning, the sky hadn’t fully brightened, only the flickering firelight at the bedside.
She turned over, affectionately wrapped her arms around his waist.
Appearing intimate and seamless.
Her head rubbed against his chest, a little flirtatiously.
Gu Shaocheng, however, was disinterested, reached out a hand and touched her face: "Can’t sleep, you continue to sleep."
Chenxing pursed her lips, reached out to turn on the bedside lamp, then looked up cluelessly at him: "What’s wrong, is something on your mind?"
Gu Shaocheng kept silent, his whole face showing a knitted-brow expression, looking very unhappy.
Chenxing leaned her head on his leg, looking up to ask him: "What on earth happened?"
He gave a perfunctory reply, unwilling to mention it: "It’s nothing."
"Did you encounter troubles at work?" Chenxing yawned a big yawn, and rubbed her swollen eyes, "Your face looks really bad."