novelraw Chapter 1480 - 1483: How I Wish Someone Would Love Me Desperately 1
Chapter 1480 - 1483: How I Wish Someone Would Love Me Desperately 1
Hua Hua’s sharp mouth is now fixated on just this one thing, yelling frantically, filled with accusations: "You don’t care about me, you only use money to brush me off, always, do you think I like this money? Do you think I value it?"
His emotions have become completely unhinged, his face controlled by a look of disgust: "I hate your money! I hate everything about you right now! Your success has taken away everything I wanted the most!"
Gu Shaocheng’s face looked horrendous, the angrier he got, the more his headache worsened.
He didn’t want to respond to Hua Hua’s accusations; he didn’t understand what he had done wrong as a brother.
He asked himself if he had done everything a brother should, but Hua Hua wanted too much, his strong possessiveness, almost pathological, was truly insane!
"Are you my wife? Do you need me to worry about everything for you, to constantly focus my attention on you? All I can give you is what a brother should give, I can’t give you any more!"
Hua Hua’s face turned bright red; blood rushed to his head as he picked up a can from the floor and threw it at him without hesitation.
It was like venting his frustration!
"Wife! Wife! Right, I’m not your wife, I’m nothing, I’m just a stubborn fool... What, what the hell am I..." Hua Hua suddenly laughed, not even knowing what he really is!
All these years, he tried hard to suppress what he wanted and desired; tonight he really went insane, acting neurotic!
But in the next second, he became incredibly quiet, pupils shrinking, murmuring, "If... if I were a woman, would you fall in love with me?"
"If I were a woman, would I have a chance, right? Then we could be inseparable, get married and have kids, you’d treat me as the most important person in the world like you do Chenxing, right?"
"Hua Hua, such assumptions don’t hold up, you are a man." Gu Shaocheng took a deep breath, "From beginning to end, in my eyes, you are my brother."
"This position has never changed; it’s not because there are constantly others around me that I ignore you, nor because I am successful does the brotherly bond fade. You’re a man; I hope you understand what it means to be a man. A man needs to stand tall, not overly dependent on others. You need to be independent and strong; that’s the only reason I wanted you to move out of the Gu Family." Back then, he realized Hua Hua was too dependent on him, which was not good for a boy’s growth!
Don’t even mention him, even in the future, in the education of the children, he can’t let the children overly depend on him!
Actually, Gu Shaocheng sighed, admitting he was a failed brother!
After Hua Hua moved out of the Gu Family, instead of learning to stand tall, he became particularly rebellious!
"So the saddest thing in my life is being born as a man, leaving me with love I cannot express!" Hua Hua suddenly squatted down, hands clasped over his head, in deep anguish, "If I weren’t a man, I’d be able to depend on you, right? If I weren’t a man, how wouldn’t you fall in love with me? Am I not good looking? I saved your life too, why don’t you offer yourself to me?"
His mind is filled with hatred towards the fact that he is a man, lost in chaotic thoughts, and the more he gets stuck in such thoughts, the more sore his eyes become, to the point of pain!
Gu Shaocheng remained silent, his face tense, absorbing all of his pain, he walked silently to him, squatted down, wanting to touch his head, but his hand fell then retracted.