Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 1075 - 1078: Hua Hua Speaks the Truth After Drinking 6

"Hua Hua, don’t do this, I’m not Shaocheng, I’m Chenxing." She tried to push him away, but couldn’t. He clung to her like a fragile little animal, blatantly exposing his vulnerability.

Unable to resist, Chenxing extended her hand and patted his back.

This wasn’t the Hua Hua she remembered. The Hua Hua in her mind was someone who scammed food and drinks, flamboyant and calculating;

For the first time, she realized that this big boy had such an unknown fragile core. She had only ever heard of brother-complexes, but now it seemed there was also a brother-dependence. She hadn’t expected Hua Hua to rely so heavily on Shaocheng.

A bond of brotherhood indeed...

Though she couldn’t put herself in his shoes to fully feel his sorrow, she still couldn’t help but feel her nose sting with emotion.

"Hua Hua, actually, if you feel too lonely living alone, why don’t you find a girlfriend? That way, your world won’t feel so cold and empty. What do you think?"

Hua Hua lifted his head and stared at her fixedly. "I don’t want a girlfriend."

"Don’t tell me you really like men?" Chenxing pressed her lips together. Actually, she wasn’t entirely against the idea. Back in high school, one of her best friends had been obsessed with BL comics and was an avid fujoshi. For a while, her friend had even dragged her into watching "The World’s Greatest First Love." As she thought about it, Chenxing looked at him. "Then go find someone to be with. Honestly, as long as you truly like them, whether they’re a man or a woman, I’ll support you. The most important thing is having someone. Life becomes more fulfilling that way, don’t you think, Hua Hua?"

Suddenly, Hua Hua laughed, his eyes reddening from the effort, his voice filled with helplessness. "Bro, are you saying you’d agree if I liked men? Didn’t you say before that if I found a man, you’d break my legs?"

"Huh? Shaocheng said something like that?" Chenxing was startled.

"But don’t worry, bro. I don’t like men either. I don’t like men or women. There isn’t a single person who can enter my heart. Those who are into me are only infatuated with my looks—they’re shallow. I hate touching others, hate being kissed, and hate kissing others even more. Most of all, I despise the idea of doing *that* with anyone, whether it’s a man or a woman. Just thinking about it makes me feel sick."

So sick, in fact, that his body would start trembling uncontrollably!

In his mind, the images of those men and their beastly actions resurfaced—a cacophony of hands groping his body, lewd laughter. Just thinking about it made his skin crawl, goosebumps rising all over him. At those moments, boundless fear would well up in his heart.

Even his voice trembled as he said, "Bro, I’m scared. I’m so scared... save me, save me..."

If he had been sober, he might still have been able to control his emotions. But now that he was drunk, as soon as those nightmarish memories surfaced, his whole body shook violently. Chenxing panicked, not knowing what was wrong with him. His entire body was trembling.

"Hua Hua, what’s wrong? Are you cold?"

"Kill them, bro. Kill them. Kill them—!"

Suddenly, he roared out loud, his emotions spiraling out of control. The outburst terrified Chenxing. His hand gripped hers so tightly it was as if he was crushing her bones.

"Hua Hua, who do you want to kill? Calm down, calm down! What’s wrong? Don’t be scared, don’t be afraid. Are you having hallucinations..." Chenxing reached out, intending to hug him, but Hua Hua instinctively recoiled, shoving her away forcefully.