Were you mine?

Chapter 111-Pent up

Lea's POV

His kiss soothed me a little. Those things had been bottled up inside and it was high time I let it escape.

Tears streamed down my face as memories I had tried so hard to suppress resurfaced. I couldn't hold back the sobs that wracked my body. Jake's presence beside me was both comforting and agonizing."Lea," he begged, his voice trembling slightly, "talk to me."

I shook my head, unable to find the words to express the turmoil inside me. Instead, I let out a choked sob, burying my face in my hands. Jake's arms wrapped around me, pulling me close. His embrace was warm and strong."I'm here," he murmured, his lips brushing against my hair."I'm not going anywhere."

His words broke something inside me. I clung to him, my fingers digging into his shirt as if he were the only thing keeping me from falling apart. His scent filled me with comfort as I burried my nose over his neck while he nibbled at mine. His lips slowly found it's way back to mine. But before he could kiss me, I grabbed his face and started kissing with all my vigor.

This time, the kiss was desperate, fueled by years of longing and heartache. Jake responded with equal intensity, his hands cupping my face as he deepened the kiss.

"Lea," he breathed against my lips, "I've missed you so much." I didn't know how to respond except my kissing him harder. Only heavens knew how I had suffered. It was as if I had died a million deaths only to be resurrected again.

We stumbled to our feet, our hands exploring each other's bodies with an urgency that bordered on frenzy. Jake's lips never left mine as we moved from the living area towards the kitchen. There was no logic behind why we did it or what we were doing. It was just our passion guiding us.

I felt the heat between us building up like a volct.We collided with the kitchen island, Jake holding me while he hit it with his back. Then he immediately turned me around lifting me onto the hard surface. His hands slid under my shirt, caressing my skin with a touch that only he had. I moaned, arching into him as his lips trailed down my neck and his hands brushed against my breasts.

"God, Lea," he groaned, . "I've dreamed about this for so many times, it doesn't even feel like real. Am I dreaming? " He plunged his face between my breasts as he drove me to the edge. " If this is a dream, then don't wake up, Lea. Don't wake me up ever. " He did things to my body. His mouth was so moist as he played with my n*pples.

I gasped, tugging at his shirt, desperate to feel more of him.He pulled back just long enough to strip off his shirt, then returned to me, his mouth claiming mine in a searing kiss.

Our bodies pressed together, the friction driving us both to the edge. I could feel he was in need.And it made me feel so good that it was because of me. Jake's hands found the waistband of my pants, and with one swift motion, they were gone.He took his hands off me for a moment as he admired the work that he had done. I was I absolutely nothing, vulnerable and exposed as he looked at me up and down. The look of uncontrollable desire splashing in his eyes was making me w*t.

I wrapped my legs around him, pulling him closer as his fingers teased me, driving me wilder than I already was. "Jake, please," I begged, my voice barely a whisper.He lifted me off the island, carrying me towards the bedroom, but we didn't make it there.

We collided with walls, furniture, anything in our path. This passion was too overwhelming to contain. We fell onto the living room floor.Jake's hands roamed over my body,I arched into him, needing more, needing everything. "Lea," he murmured, his breath hot against my ear, "I want you so bad. I need to be inside you."

"Yes," I gasped, my nails digging into his back.He picked me up after standing up and then finally moved us to the bed. I immediately felt the rush over taking me. It was the same bed where we had our first time. Every detail of it was still engraved into every fibre of my memory.

He was already teasing me with his fingers again but my body was shaking at that point and I needed him to stop teasing and do the job. "Jake, please." I begged. He moved over me, his eyes locking onto mine as he entered me. The sensation was soo overwhelming,it took my breath away. We moved together, our bodies finding a rhythm quite naturally.

"Lea," Jake groaned, his voice a husky whisper, "you're everything to me. Everything." And he thrust inside harder and harder, making me melt, inside and out.His movements became erratic.

"Jake," I cried out, feeling myself teeter on the edge of bliss. "I love you." He smirked coming down to kiss me again and again. " And I love you more.You know that, don't you? " I couldn't answer. There was something building inside my core. It was driving all my senses into over drive. Suddenly Jake pulled out but before I could complain he turned me over and thrust inside once more. He pulled me onto his lap as he messaged my breasts with both hands. Pleasure wacked through my body as electric jolts of sensation, sent all my never endings to erupt with ecstasy. " Lea, I am coming! " He erupted into my ears as I could feel the warmth inside of me.We moaned and screamed like the world didn't matter.As we climaxed together, our cries echoed through the apartment and beyond but we didn't care about the world at that moment. Bliss. It was pure bliss that I felt. All the pain, all the bitterness, all the pent up thoughts simply evaporated.

Jake collapsed beside me, his arms pulling me close. We lay there all sweaty and naked,our bodies entwined.Jake turned to his side,looking up to see me. He brushed a strand of hair from my face, his eyes searching mine.He wanted to say something but words didn't come. Tears welled up in my eyes again, but this time they were tears of a different kind.