together for a long time

Chapter 57

Jian Yan has been restless ever since she received Su Ziqi's call.

"Yanyan, the date is fixed. At three o'clock in the afternoon the day after tomorrow, I will arrange an accident for you. You need to rest for a week after the operation. I have already thought about the reason. I will greet the show and the crew."

Su Ziqi took care of everything, she didn't need to think about anything, she just needed someone to show up, but she—Jian Yan was sitting in the shed, she lowered her head and touched her belly, she didn't feel the existence of this child yet, She hasn't felt her heartbeat yet, she hasn't felt her baby move, she hasn't felt anything, and she's about to lose her.

A blush appeared on the eye sockets again, spreading around the corners of the eyes bit by bit. She blinked, and the water in her eyes appeared.

I'm sorry baby, it's the mother who is not good, and the mother is not qualified to be your mother.

She is not qualified to be a mother in the future.

She doesn't deserve it.

Jian Yan's thoughts became more and more extreme. She took a deep breath, and gradually regained her mind. People around her were coming and going, and the curtain was lifted. Assistant Director Gu shouted: "Prepare for the next game."

"Do you want to feed some milk first? Will you cry when you are hungry?"

"See if you need to change the diaper."

Several artists in the shed were busy circling the child, and the child's mother put on a red blanket for the child, and after checking inside and out, said: "That's okay, let's do it this way."

A few people walked out of the shed one after another, Jian Yan was in a daze for a few seconds, got up and followed them out.

The scene with children is not very easy to shoot. After all, it is different from adults. She cries erratically. gone."

Jian Yan followed the crowd and watched the child being teased by the assistant: "Little ancestor, it's up to you."

The child seemed to understand her words and suddenly grinned, his round eyes curved into slits, lovable and cute, Jian Yan softened her heart when she saw her smiling face, and subconsciously put her hands on her belly.

"Prepare for the next match!"

Director Gu yelled, and everyone else got up to get ready. Gu Kexin walked back and forth in the room wearing a long gown, and the man beside her also looked anxious.

"Brother, don't worry, sister-in-law will be fine."

As soon as the words were finished, there was a loud cry from the room, Director Gu smiled: "OK! Next game!"

After finally passing, several people breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, and then there was a scene with children, and they went to toss again. Jian Yan took a look at it and said hello to Director Gu's assistant before going back to the hotel.

When she left, there was a person behind her, wearing a black down jacket and hat, keeping his head down all the time. When he got on the elevator, that person glanced in Jian Yan's direction and walked into the next corridor.

After Jian Yan returned to her room, she did not expect to meet someone at the door. Ji Yunxin was still wearing a professional small suit, light gray. She was tall and tall, and the close-fitting small suit made her slender, with narrow shoulders and thin waist, hidden in the suit. The legs inside the trousers were long and straight. With her back to Jian Yan, she folded her arms around her chest, as if she was deep in thought.

"President Ji?" Jian Yan asked, "Why are you here?"

Ji Yunxin turned her head when she heard a voice behind her, put down her hands, looked at Jian Yan with gentle eyes, paused for a long time before saying: "I'm back."

Jian Yan lowered her eyes: "Looking for me? Why didn't you tell me when you came?"

Ji Yunxin's voice was gentle: "I want to try what it's like to wait for someone."

Jian Yan's heart was blocked, she didn't say a word, she swiped her card to open the door and went in. After entering the door, she turned her head: "What do you want from me?"

Ji Yunxin took a step forward: "Go in and talk?"

During the day, the production crew were all in the film and television city, and there was no one around the hotel. Jian Yan looked at the empty corridor and nodded: "Come in."

Ji Yunxin went in behind Jian Yan, and Jian Yan took off the heavy down jacket after entering the door. She was wearing a light blue sweater and jeans, loose fit, and the slightly oversized clothes were put on her body, making Jian Yan look cute Feeling emotional, Ji Yunxin's eyes fell on Jian Yan's invisible belly, and Jian Yan said: "What do you want to drink?"

"sit down."

Ji Yunxin was sitting on the sofa, she said, "No need, don't be too busy."

Jian Yan turned around and paused slightly, then walked into the kitchen, she poured out two cups of warm water, and handed one to Ji Yunxin: "What does Boss Ji want from me?"

She asked straight to the point, and the corners of Ji Yunxin's lips twitched: "There is something I want to tell you."

Jian Yan took a sip of warm water: "Say it."

Ji Yunxin put down the cup, put her hands on her knees, thought for a few seconds and said, "Yanyan, did you open the gift I gave you that day?"

Jian Yan didn't expect that she would ask this suddenly, what gift was given to her that day?Jian Yan thought for a while, she seemed to be too excited to know that she was pregnant that day, and forgot about the gift, she shook her head: "No, what's wrong?"

Ji Yunxin crossed her hands slowly, her complexion seemed normal, but her ears were slightly red, she said: "Do you still remember the first gift you gave me?"

First gift for her?

Jian Yan thought that the first gift she gave Ji Yunxin was a pen. At that time, she hadn't fully recovered from the grief of her parents' death. She often sat on the bay window for a whole day. She still remembered that Ji Yunxin When I came back late, I would come to her room to study and accompany her by the way. She sat in front of the desk with a lamp on. The room was quiet, only the rustling sound of the pen rubbing against the paper. She just lay on her knees and tilted her head to look at Ji Yunxin who was writing.

She looks really good-looking when she is studying hard, her writing posture is also pretty, and she looks good everywhere.

Pleasant to the eye.

Then Ji Yunxin frowned while writing, and looked at her. She didn't speak at that time, and heard Ji Yunxin apologize a little: "I'll go out and change a pen."

She came back within a few minutes of going out and continued to write her homework, but her words were engraved on her heart. The first time she went out from Ji's house was to buy a pen for Ji Yunxin.

Jian Yan recovered from her memory and nodded: "I remember, what's wrong?"

Ji Yunxin said: "I gave you a pen that day."

Jian Yan frowned: "What did you give me a pen for?"

Ji Yunxin looked calm. Although she had imitated these words many times in her heart, she still stumbled when she said them: "Yanyan, I want to give you all the things you gave me."

Jian Yan's frown deepened: "Give it to me? Do you mean to return it to me? You have already returned it all to me. I don't want the previous things."

Ji Yunxin opened his mouth: "That's not what I meant."

Jian Yan looked at her: "Then what do you mean?"

Ji Yunxin clasped his hands slowly and said: "I mean, I will buy you the presents you have bought and give them to you, I will go where you have been, walk the road you have walked, and do the things you have done, Will love someone just like you."

"Yanyan, didn't you ask me why I let my dad into the company after the next year? I can answer you now, because I need time to do one thing."

Jian Yan turned her head: "What's the matter?"

Ji Yunxin shook hands: "I want to chase you."

Jian Yan's mind slammed like a power outage, and a few seconds later, she blinked: "You want to chase me?"

Ji Yunxin nodded: "Well, I want to chase you."

It seems that it is not so difficult to say, the words that were buried in my heart before can be said smoothly now, Ji Yunxin continued: "Actually, I used to..."

Jian Yan interrupted her: "Mr. Ji, if I understand correctly, what do you mean, you want to chase me now?"

Ji Yunxin swallowed the words, nodded: "Yes."

Jian Yan said slowly: "I understand."

"You want to remarry?"

Ji Yunxin continued to nod: "Yes."

Her eyes were burning, her expression faded to calm and a little nervous, Jian Yan smiled lightly, she knew that her guess was right, all of Ji Yunxin's abnormalities recently had an explanation, because she wanted to remarry, and why she remarried, she thought, she should know the reason .

"Actually, you don't need to do this." Jian Yan raised her head to meet Ji Yunxin's eyes and said, "Because I didn't intend to keep this child."

After saying the word child, the expressions of both of them changed. Jian Yan never thought that she could calmly talk about the child with Ji Yunxin. Although she had been venting before, her voice still trembled slightly when she mentioned the child. Ji Yunxin clenched and loosened her hands, her throat seemed to be choked, making her speechless.

In the morning, she guessed that Jian Yan didn't want a child, and in the afternoon when she met Su Ziqi in the hospital, she also knew the date of surgery, but when these words came out of Jian Yan's mouth, it was like a death sentence that could not be appealed, and she still couldn't help it. Suppressed and uncomfortable, swollen and sore, Ji Yunxin's eye circles were almost invisible and flushed. Since she became an adult, she has always managed her emotions very well, rarely fluctuating, but at this moment she can't hold back anymore. Jian Yan glanced at her and said: "I just found out a few days ago."

She turned to look at Ji Yunxin: "You should have told me earlier."

Ji Yunxin's body was tense, all the nerves in her body were pulling, she heard Jian Yan continue: "But it's okay, I won't want this child."

"So Mr. Ji, let's stick to the old saying, bridges lead to bridges, roads lead to roads, okay?"

Ji Yunxin shook her head, her voice lowered to a little hoarse: "Not good."

Jian Yan's eyebrows tightened: "Mr. Ji, I can't have children now, do you understand? I can no longer joke about my future. I have already tasted what it means to have nothing, and I can't repeat the same mistakes."

"Then don't." Ji Yunxin gritted his teeth: "Since you don't want it, then don't."

Jian Yan raised her eyes and looked deeply at Ji Yunxin, and said angrily, "You are really capricious."

Ji Yunxin frowned at what she said: "Yanyan."

Jian Yan raised her hand: "Okay, the two of us have said what we need to say, and we have made the decision we need to make. Now I want to see off the guests."

Ji Yunxin was dragged to stand up by her: "Yanyan."

Jian Yan didn't want to hear anything, she dragged Ji Yunxin to the door, and before she opened the door, Ji Yunxin held back her wrist, she turned her head, and Ji Yunxin said with firm eyes: "Yanyan, I know I'm not qualified to decide what should this child do. I shouldn't stay, I just want to—" She paused, then continued: "I just want to hug her, is that okay?"

Jian Yan looked at her clear eyes, she thought of what Ji Yunxin had done recently, things she had never done before, and she was even willing to remarry for the sake of the child, she must care about this child, at least, more than she imagined, Jian Yan's heart softened a little, she nodded silently: "Okay."

Ji Yunxin let go of her hand, squatted down, and got close to Jian Yan. She wrapped her hands around Jian Yan's waist, and pressed her face against her lower abdomen. She moved piously and cautiously. Look away.

She didn't let go, and Jian Yan didn't push away, the two of them stood and squatted for nearly half an hour, and finally Jian Yan said: "Is it okay?"

Ji Yunxin stood up and her legs were numb, she said: "Thank you, it's fine."

Jian Yan's expression changed: "You go."

Ji Yunxin nodded: "You have a good rest."

Jian Yan didn't want to listen to her instructions anymore, she stretched out her hand and grabbed the doorknob, the door opened with a click, Jian Yan said: "Go slowly."

Before Ji Yunxin left, she couldn't help turning her head to look at her. The door was gently closed, blocking her view. She lowered her eyes, turned around and walked towards the elevator. When she got on the elevator, she received a call from Fu Qiang, saying that the N2 project was out. There was a problem, and when she went back to decide on a plan, she hung up the phone and walked out of the elevator. It was cold outside, the severe winter had just passed, and the snowflakes had not completely melted. When the wind blew, it was chilly. Ji Yunxin took a breath of cool air when she walked out of the hotel. It was getting dark, and some street lights had already been turned on. The staff of the film crew had just returned from work, and when they met her at the door, they shouted: "President Ji."

Ji Yunxin responded lightly. She was just about to leave when she spotted a person in a black down jacket in the crowd, very similar to the person she saw this morning. She paused for two seconds and walked towards that person. Qin Yao saw After Ji Yunxin came over, she bent down and walked a few steps quickly. When she reached the corner, she dodged into the corner. Ji Yunxin looked around, but she didn't see the person just now. She frowned, and Director Gu asked, "Mr. Ji, what's wrong with you?" ?”

"fine."

Ji Yunxin replied to him lightly: "You guys go back."

Only then did Director Gu greet her and take everyone back. Ji Yunxin frowned as she watched them get on the elevator together. After a few minutes, she turned around and walked to the garage. When she was about to get in the car, the more she thought about it, the more something was wrong, and a bad feeling came to her heart. She has never acted on her intuition, but this time she wanted to trust her intuition, so she called Jian Yan.

Jian Yan was answering the phone, Luo Jing called her after returning to the hotel and asked her to go downstairs for dinner.

"Now?" Jian Yan was exhausted after driving Ji Yunxin away, she leaned against the door: "You guys eat first, I'll come down later."

Luo Jing heard her weak voice and asked concerned: "What's wrong? Is there something wrong with your body?"

Jian Yan whispered: "No, I haven't had a good rest recently, and I want to rest early."

"Then how about this, you rest first, and I'll pack a copy for you when I'm done eating?"

Jian Yan said shallowly: "Okay, thank you."

"You're welcome."

Luo Jing was relieved to hear that she didn't resist her request, and the two hung up the phone. Jian Yan just got up and walked to the room when the doorbell rang behind her, she frowned, Luo Jing wasn't so fast, was she?

"Who?"

No one spoke or moved outside the door, Jian Yan didn't see anyone from the cat's eyes, she frowned, just about to leave, the doorbell rang again, Jian Yan opened the door: "Who..."

no one.

There was no one in the empty corridor. Jian Yan stood at the door and looked out suspiciously, frowning and preparing to close the door. When the door was closed halfway, she saw a small box on the ground with a bow tied on the top. It was about the size of a courier, and on it was written Jian Yan bent down to pick up the gift box, and saw a card pasted on it, which was printed out by a computer:

——Yanyan, hello, I am your fan, I really like your drama, I am sorry to bother you today, but I want to give you a gift on my birthday, I hope you will always be happy.

fan?

Jian Yan took the card and smiled, bent down to pick up the gift, when a voice came from the elevator entrance: "Jian Yan!"

Jian Yan raised her head when she heard Ji Yunxin's voice, her bent posture remained unchanged, Ji Yunxin quickly walked to her side and pulled her up, Jian Yan was stunned: "Why are you back?"

"Why didn't you answer my call?" Ji Yunxin was still holding the phone, she ran over from the elevator, her breathing was a little messy, Jian Yan was a little inexplicable: "I didn't hear the phone ringing."

Ji Yunxin pulled her two steps in: "What were you doing just now?"

Jian Yan felt that Ji Yunxin was a little strange, she replied: "It's nothing, why are you back again?"

Ji Yunxin wanted to say that she was worried, but she was afraid that Jian Yan would be worried when she said something that had no basis, so she said: "It's okay, I'll come back and take a look."

Jian Yan frowned: "Hurry up and leave, the crew will come back later, and they will see you."

After she finished speaking, she bent down to pick up the gift, Ji Yunxin saw the gift in her hand and asked, "What is this?"

"Sent by fans."

Ji Yunxin's expression turned serious: "What fans?"

Jian Yan felt that Ji Yunxin was inexplicable tonight, she asked the same question and said the same thing, she was a little unhappy and said: "It's just a fan, what's the matter?"

Ji Yunxin followed her into the door, Qin Yao stood at the corner of the door, waiting for the screams to erupt from inside, she couldn't wait to hear that heart-piercing sound, she wanted to hear that she was about to be possessed , but she never heard.

The gift was not opened, Qin Yao's face was gloomy, her eyes were ruthless, she stared at Jian Yan's room, turned and left.

After Jian Yan entered the door, she put the box on the tea table, and Ji Yunxin followed her and said, "Yanyan, I think it's better not to open this gift."

"why?"

Ji Yunxin moistened her lips and said with a serious expression, "You just said that this gift was given by a fan."

Jane Yan nodded: "Yes."

"But how will your fans know which floor and which room you live in?"

Jian Yan was slightly taken aback when she heard that, yes, her fans only knew that she was filming in the film and television city and lived in this hotel. It is impossible to know that she lives in this room, unless she is a staff member of the film crew, but she has never heard of it. Who's birthday today?Seeing her frown, Ji Yunxin said, "So this kind of gift of unknown origin should be thrown away."

As soon as Ji Yunxin finished speaking, the box moved, as if there was a living thing inside. Jian Yan was a little scared when she heard Ji Yunxin's words just now, her face turned pale: "What's inside?"

Ji Yunxin shook her head solemnly, she took Jian Yan's hand and took two steps back, both of them looked very nervous, the box on the table didn't move anymore, Ji Yunxin looked at Jian Yan and said: "I'll throw it away, don't you want it?" Touch it."

Like a ticking time bomb, Jian Yan felt a little flustered when she saw her walking by, her voice trembled slightly: "Ji Yunxin."

Ji Yunxin turned her head with a calm expression: "It's nothing, don't be afraid."

Jian Yan's heart was hanging behind her, Ji Yunxin took off his coat to wrap the box, tied it up and said to Jian Yan: "I'll take this away first, don't open the door casually, and don't open presents casually, Yanyan..."

"Why?" Jian Yan had almost regained consciousness at this time, her eyes were clear and she said: "Do you know something?"

Seeing this, Ji Yunxin had no choice but to say: "I suspect it has something to do with Li Weiqing."

Li Weiqing?

Jian Yan hasn't heard this name for a long time. Since Su Ziqi said that Li Weiqing went abroad, she didn't pay attention to her movements. How could she come back?Give her such a gift?What is she trying to do?

"Are you sure?" Jian Yan's voice tightened.

Ji Yunxin whispered: "It should be related to her, I will find out as soon as possible."

"During this time, I will ask Miss Su to come and accompany you."

Jian Yan was a little restless after what happened just now, her face was still slightly pale, Ji Yunxin was ready to go out with a gift, when she was almost at the door, she turned her head and said: "Yanyan, I have always regarded Weiqing as a friend, I have never thought of going online. There will be such rumors, sorry."

I have always regarded Weiqing as a friend.

I am sorry.

Jian Yan closed her eyes. She waited for this explanation. After waiting for three years, she dared not ask. Every time she saw the rumors, she silently digested them and licked her wounds. Those ugly scars were torn off every time she saw those rumors. She opened it once and repeated it again and again. She thought she was completely indifferent, but when Ji Yunxin explained to her personally, she realized that she was not completely numb, she still had feelings.

Jian Yan calmed down and said: "Don't talk about the past, and you don't have to say sorry to me, it's a coincidence."

If she could be bolder and verify it with Ji Yunxin in person, she would have gotten this explanation long ago, and she would not be worried about it. If Ji Yunxin was wrong in not explaining, then she was wrong in not daring to question her. She was too humble and lost herself too much, so it was not Ji Yunxin's fault, they evened out.

Ji Yunxin was silent for a few seconds: "Let her go about the past, from now on, can you give me a chance?"

Jian Yan looked at Ji Yunxin, but she didn't expect her to give up. She shook her head and said affirmatively, "No."

After Ji Yunxin left, Jian Yan sat on the sofa. After a while, Luo Jing sent her a message saying that she had arrived at her door. Jian Yan took the lunch box she handed over and thanked her. Luo Jing saw her pale expression and said with concern: " Are you OK?"

Jian Yan shook her head: "It's okay, thank you."

Luo Jing was still a little worried, but Jian Yan didn't need her to care too much, when she met Su Ziqi when she wanted to go out to see Jian Yan again, she said hello: "Sister Su."

"Screenwriter Luo." Su Ziqi smiled when he saw her: "I'm still going to call you, I heard from Yanyan about your new script, I'm sorry, Yanyan will be filming other scenes in the future, maybe I can't keep up with your next play."

Luo Jing nodded: "It's okay."

She returned to her room with a smile, Su Ziqi patted her cheek, walked to Jian Yan's door, and knocked on the door: "Yanyan."

Jian Yan opened the door: "Sister Su, why are you here?"

"Why don't I come? Mr. Ji told me. Li Weiqing is back, right? I gave you a gift? Do you know what's in that box?" Jian Yan raised her eyes after hearing this: "What is it?"

Su Ziqi looked stern. When she was called into the office by Ji Yunxin, she was seeing professionals opening the box.

"It's sulfuric acid."

"sulfuric acid?"

"Look at how bold she is, she just wants to commit a crime!" If Ji Yunxin were not here today, as soon as Jian Yan opened the box, those sulfuric acids would spray her face. This Li Weiqing is getting more and more excessive, Su Ziqi Said: "So from now on, I will follow you every step of the way."

Jian Yan looked at her: "Then your job..."

"My job is to take care of you. If something happens to you, it's useless for me to find so many notices. Don't worry, Mr. Ji has already been investigated. There should be news soon."

Jian Yan nodded silently.

After taking a shower at night, Su Ziqi slept on the sofa outside. Jian Yan wanted to get out of bed and let Su Ziqi ask her: "Do you think I will let a pregnant woman sleep on the sofa?"

Jian Yan held back her words and swallowed her words. When she returned to the room, she tossed and turned, unable to help but think about what Ji Yunxin said and what she did today. Her thoughts were turbulent and she finally sat up and pulled the phone. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the phone hanging on the shelf. The black bag, she wanted to get up and pick up the bag in a few seconds, and found a gift box from inside, which was given to her by Ji Yunxin. She opened the box, and there was a pen inside, which was exactly the same as the one she gave Ji Yunxin before. This is no longer produced, and I don’t know where she bought it from. Jian Yan shook her head. She glanced at the box and suddenly remembered that when she gave Ji Yunxin a pen, she secretly stuffed a note and put it under the foam of the pen. It was very tight, and the note could not be seen without lifting it up. She relied on this to stuff her confession inside. Later, she didn't have the nerve to ask Ji Yunxin if she had seen the note.

Jian Yan put the pen aside, picked up the box, and after a while lifted the foam inside the box, a note was stuffed inside, her complexion changed.

The note said: Yanyan, I want to chase you, can I?

The handwriting is beautiful, piercing through the back of the paper, she recognized it at a glance, it was Ji Yunxin's handwriting.