novelraw Chapter 56 Let It Go
Chapter 56 Let It Go
In fact, Ji Yunxin was already ready to have a child. Before she confirmed with Jian Yan that night, she was already ready, otherwise she would not take medicine with Jian Yan and have such a relationship, but she did not expect , Jian Yan didn't like it.
Still don't like it at all.
Ji Yunxin glanced at Jian Yan's lower abdomen from the corner of her eye, and suddenly felt that what she was about to ask was a little redundant. If Jian Yan already had plans, what right did she have to speak up?
The two of them are no longer married, and Jian Yan's decision doesn't need her approval, she has every right to decide whether the child will go or stay.
Ji Yunxin rushed over with excitement, but was drenched in cold water from head to toe.
The heart seemed to be held in the hands of someone, tightly twisted, painful and sore.
Before knowing the existence of this child, Ji Yunxin never thought that she would have any special feelings. She thought that she would pour in feelings little by little, just like between people, you need to get in touch with each other slowly before you can inject feelings. But it's not. The moment she learned that the child might exist, she was very happy and excited. She couldn't suppress this natural reaction from her body and nerves. It was like an inborn feeling. Just overwhelm her, with a mighty surge.
Ji Yunxin's thoughts were tumbling, she lowered her head, the child in her arms had already finished drinking milk, she put the empty bottle beside her, the child was smiling at her, her round eyes were full of her reflection, Ji Yunxin took a few glances With the corner of her mouth pursed, Jian Yan watched Ji Yunxin and the child interact with each other holding hands, and she forced herself to look away.
The curtain was lifted, and the child's mother came back. When she walked in, she saw Ji Yunxin holding the child and was stunned: "Hi, hello."
Ji Yunxin raised her head when she heard the voice, and the woman in front of her stretched out her hands, asking her to return the child to her. Ji Yunxin held the child tightly in both hands, lowered her eyes, the little balls in her arms were soft and waxy, her skin was fair and clear, and she laughed She has no teeth, and there is glistening saliva at the corner of her mouth. Normally, she would not even look at her twice, but now she wants to hug her tightly.
"President Ji." Seeing that she didn't move, Jian Yan took the child away from her hand and handed it to the woman: "She was hungry just now, we fed some milk."
The child's mother smiled and said, "Thank you, Miss Jane."
Jian Yan could still smell the milky scent of the child when she got close, which was different from all the smells she had smelled before. It was very warm. She smiled: "It's okay, then take the child, I'll go out to film first."
"Hey, good." The woman picked up the child and put it in the stroller, talking to the child softly, the child babbled and echoed, Jian Yan paused for a few seconds, turned and left the shed, Ji Yunxin sat there for a long time, she turned her head to look The child's mother, she was lying beside the stroller, stretched out her hand to wipe the child's saliva, and finally helped the child arrange the hem of the clothes. Ji Yunxin lowered her head, and it seemed that the child's faint milk scent remained in her arms. She sat for half an hour and then got up. left.
During this period of time, she often went in and out of the film crew. Many people were familiar with her, and they were not as in awe as before. They nodded and said hello to her: "Mr. Ji."
Ji Yunxin nodded slightly and brushed past them. After a few steps, she turned her head and looked back. She had just walked past four or five staff members. On the far side was a woman in a black down jacket. She wore a hat and lowered her head, looking at herself Self-walking is different from the staff who walk and talk around me.
"President Ji." Director Gu had already finished filming a scene, and just in time to see Ji Yunxin approaching, he said hello: "President Ji, do you want to go back to the hotel for lunch at noon?"
Ji Yunxin raised her eyes and saw Jian Yan standing next to Luo Jing, the two seemed to be talking to each other, Jian Yan shook her head and muttered something, Luo Jing smiled and patted her on the shoulder, Ji Yunxin's expression darkened: "No need."
"My company still has something to do."
Director Gu didn't dare to keep him: "Then I'll ask my assistant to take you out?"
Ji Yunxin shook her head: "No need."
After she finished speaking, she looked behind her and asked, "Are all the staff here?"
Director Gu didn't quite understand why she asked such a question, and explained: "This side is all from the crew, and there is another crew filming over there. Mr. Ji, what's the matter?"
Ji Yunxin shook her head: "It's okay."
The smell of perfume just now was very familiar, and she had smelled it somewhere.
Ji Yunxin didn't realize that this perfume was Li Weiqing's usual perfume until she got in the car. She had recommended it before, a luxury brand, a custom-made perfume. This was customized by Li Weiqing alone. Most people can't buy it at all. How could people in this crew have it?Thinking of this, Ji Yunxin felt something was wrong, combined with what Li Weiqing did to Jian Yan before, her heart beat twice and quickly got out of the car.
The crew was still as she had just left. Jian Yan and Jing Yuan were sitting on a stone bench talking, Luo Jing was holding the script and chatting with the people next to her, Gu Kexin was swiping her mobile phone, and the other staff were doing their own duties, what to do, Ji Yunxin Looking around, she didn't see the person in the black down jacket just now, but instead saw the staff member who just greeted her.
"Just now?" The staff member wearing a light blue cotton coat was suddenly stopped, she frowned and recalled: "The person standing next to me just now seemed to be someone from another crew. She was wearing a mask, and I didn't see clearly."
There are two or three production crews filming nearby, and the staff are often mixed together, so she really didn't care, Ji Yunxin nodded: "It's okay, you can go to work."
The staff patted their chests, let out a breath, and left Ji Yunxin's sight. Ji Yunxin shook his head for a few seconds, turned and left the crew.
She returned to the company, and as soon as she entered the office, she saw Fu Qiang follow her in: "President Ji, this is from Director Ji."
It’s an application form. [Honeymoon 30 days] needs to let a few artists and amateurs have a short contact time before starting the recording, and then see if they can spark the spark of love according to the process of their contact. This time it is a voting system, all netizens vote You can participate, which is different from the foreign program from the beginning.
Ji Yunxin saw the list of pairs:
Luo Sanri——Yu Yue.
Cheng Yirong——Zhao Qingqing.
Han Xiaodong——Qian Cheng.
Xia Yun - Jiang Yirou.
Ji Yunxin - Jian Yan.
On the left are amateurs, and on the right are artists. The first recording location is the same. Except for her and the program crew, the list has not yet been announced. Ji Yunxin saw that the location she chose was in an amusement park, so she called Ji Han: "Playground? Are you playing games?"
She didn't know the content of the recording, because she was also a guest, so she had to keep it secret. Ji Han was still not used to receiving calls from her elder sister. She flipped through the recording schedule and said, "There is no game project."
Ji Yunxin hummed lightly, and was about to hang up the phone, when Ji Han said in a cheap voice: "Sister, are you looking at the list? Are you satisfied?"
What came back to her was the sound of the phone being hung up, Ji Han twitched the corners of his mouth and made a cut. After hanging up the phone, Lin Mu knocked on the door and entered the office. He asked, "Boss, can you post news about amateurs?"
At [-] o'clock in the morning, they put up the artist's poster, and there is still a lot of noise on the Internet. Zhao Qingqing doesn't have many fans, and has the least nominations. Qian Cheng is a traffic niche, and his wife has a lot of fans. Fans are swiping to see which amateur he is dating this time. Cooperation, they don't buy it with low looks!Jiang Yirou is a variety show expert. She has won the hearts of a large number of variety show fans, so her fans have participated in the promotion early on. As for Jian Yan and Yu Yue, they have been the focus of attention since the beginning of the year. What happened to Yu Yue when they were in the bar It was later clarified, but some of her fans thought she was threatened, some supported her to be friends with Jian Yan, and some of her fans turned black. These fans of hers have been scolding Jian Yan for several years. He and Su Ziqi, now suddenly being told that they are friends, must not be able to bear it, so many fans have turned black fans.
The power of black fans is terrifying. When they turn black, they don’t recognize their relatives. How much they liked them before, but now they hate them so much, and they even speak bad words at each other. All bad words are used on Yuyue, and they can swear any ugly words:
——I wish Yu Yue and Jian Yan a happy marriage for a hundred years, a pair of bastards!
——Yu Yue and Jian Yan are such a good match, they are not good birds, get out of the entertainment industry!
——In the past, Yu Yue was a brainless fan, but now Yu Yue is a brainless fan, Yu Yue, you have been hanging on us for so many years, is it fun?
——Yu Yue and Jian Yan are worthy of being friends, they are equally disgusting!
The more these black fans scold, the more the fans will defend them, especially Jian Yan's fans. They have been scolded for several years for no reason. Up to now, the release of artist news has not yet been concluded.
But the news of releasing the amateur was delayed again and again, Lin Mu saw that he couldn't hold it any longer, so he ran to ask Ji Han.
"Let's let it go." Ji Han said, "Pay attention to the criticism."
Lin Mu returned an OK gesture.
At twelve o'clock at noon, just after lunch time, Jingyi's "Honeymoon 30 Days" crew released another poster, the list of personnel in it is: Ji Yunxin, Luo Sanri, Cheng Yirong, Xia Yun, Han Xiaodong.
Netizens were dumbfounded when the poster came out, and then there was a huge uproar:
——Roshen!God Luo!God, I can do it!Pair it with Jian Yan!I love you ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!This CP powder finally has sugar to eat, mama!
——To be able to invite Luo Shen, the program team is awesome!Great!And Han Xiaodong!I urge you to urge your comics, it has been a few years, can you give me the result?
——Wait a minute, I know the last four, the first one is Ji Yunxin?Is it the Ji Yunxin I thought of?Jingyi's boss, Li Weiqing's gossip?
—Fuck!
Jian Yan had just taken off her make-up when she received a call from Su Ziqi. She was sitting in the shed having lunch, and Su Ziqi asked on the phone: "Yanyan, have you read the promotion?"
"What promotion?" Jian Yan picked out a few white rice grains and stuffed them into her mouth, and finally said: "Is it the promotion of [Honeymoon 30 Days]? I haven't had time to read it yet, do you want me to forward it?"
"No." Su Ziqi chose his words carefully: "That's it, do you know who the last guest is?"
Jian Yan's heart skipped a beat: "Who?"
"It's Mr. Ji."
Ji Yunxin?
Ji Yunxin would actually participate in such a program?
For a moment, Jian Yan suspected that she was hallucinating, she put down her chopsticks: "Who?"
"Mr. Ji." Su Ziqi said: "I just confirmed that Mr. Ji is right."
Jian Yan lost her appetite in an instant, she put the meal aside, the curtain was lifted, and several entertainers walked in.
"President Ji will actually participate in the show?"
"Is Mr. Ji going to follow the line of being close to the people?"
"I think she's going to be in the entertainment industry."
"No way, Jingyi is so awesome..."
Jian Yan stood up, brushed past them, walked out of the shed, and breathed a sigh of relief, she said: "How could she participate in such a program?"
Su Ziqi said: "I heard that it was originally Zhang Qiang who posted it, but Zhang Qiang couldn't be contacted, so I went to Mr. Ji."
That shouldn't be the case, how could a busy person like Ji Yunxin participate in a variety show or a reality show?
Jian Yan didn't hide it: "She should know."
"I guess so." Su Ziqi said: "That's why she takes extra care of you. I guess she is on the show this time because of you."
"She knows you and doesn't want this child?"
Jian Yan lowered her eyes: "I probably know."
"What did she say?"
Thinking of Ji Yunxin's expression in the morning, Jian Yan was silent for a few seconds: "I didn't say anything."
Su Ziqi sighed: "Forget it, don't worry about it for the time being, I will go to the hospital to see the doctor to set the operation time, let's talk about it after the operation."
"By the way, I forgot to ask you two days ago, do you know He Yi?"
"Congratulations?" The image of congratulations immediately appeared in Jian Yan's mind, and she said to Su Ziqi, "I've seen it twice, but I don't know him."
Su Ziqi said: "He asked his assistant to call me and said he wanted to meet with you to talk about whether he could change jobs. I declined, Yanyan, if he asks someone to ask you out, don't go."
He Yi has a very bad reputation and dirty methods. Su Ziqi is very disgusted with him. If it wasn't for him, she and Yu Yue wouldn't be where they are today. Jian Yan pursed her lips: "Okay."
The cold wind was blowing, which made her head hurt even more. It was obviously cold, but Jian Yan didn't want to go back to the warm shed at all. She put down her mobile phone and wandered around outside the set, with her head lowered and her expression gloomy. There was always a person following him not far away, wearing a black down jacket and a hat. Occasionally someone passed the staff between the two of them, and Jian Yan didn't notice that there was someone behind him.
"Jian Yan?" Jing Yuan came out of the bathroom and saw Jian Yan standing by the flowerbed, she asked, "What are you looking at?"
Jian Yan turned her head: "Miss Jing."
Jing Yuan's cold expression has not changed, and his voice is full of coolness: "Just call me Jing Yuan."
The time Jian Yan and Jing Yuan get along is quite short. Although they play the relationship between master and servant in the play, Jing Yuan has a dull personality, doesn't like to communicate, and doesn't take the initiative to express opinions in meetings, so Jian Yan has a relatively good impression of her. Alone indifferently, she said obediently, "Okay."
Jing Yuan was planning to go around her and go back to the shed. Seeing her standing here alone for no reason, she thought about how she couldn't stop crying in the morning, so she said: "Jian Yan, although I don't know what happened to you, I want to talk to you You said, nothing is impossible."
Jian Yan never thought that Tianjingyuan would comfort her, she was slightly surprised: "Thank you."
Jing Yuan nodded slightly and went around her. Jian Yan was sitting on the edge of the flower garden when no one was around. It had just snowed two days ago, and it was still white. Jian Yan casually put a handful of snowflakes on the ground and put them in her hand , cool, and after melting it turned into a warm temperature. She felt that it was very similar to Ji Yunxin. Ji Yunxin had always been such a cold existence. She hadn't melted in the palm of her hand for several years. Now that she was separated, she melted Now, she has started to have a temperature, but unfortunately, she only has the temperature because of her child.
Jian Yan fiddled with the snowflakes for a while, then thought of Su Ziqi's mention of congratulations just now, she picked up her mobile phone to call Gu Cai, and just after the phone rang twice, she heard the call from the other end: "Yanyan?"
"I was just about to call you when you called."
The wind blows snowflakes, Jian Yan narrows her eyes: "What are you calling me for?"
"What else?" Gu Cai said, "I've already watched the news. Is Ji Yunxin going to your show too?"
Jian Yan didn't expect that she knew the news, she nodded: "Well, I heard it is."
"What do you think Ji Yunxin is doing? I was confused by her. When you two were together, she avoided you all day long. She didn't see you twice a year. What's going on now? She took the initiative to come to you go?"
Jian Yan rolled her eyes: "She didn't take the initiative to join in."
"You're not taking the initiative!" Gu Cai was speechless: "You think I'm stupid, she came here to pick you up that night, right? Now she's on a variety show for no reason? Is their Jingyi going to go bankrupt?"
Jian Yan didn't know what to do: "Gu Cai."
"What's the matter, you feel bad when I say bad things about her."
Either distressed or powerless, Jian Yan felt a deep sense of powerlessness, she tried her best to think about everything she wanted to escape, but turned back, she didn't really want to talk, so she simply said: "Okay, let's not talk about her. "
"Okay, what are you calling me for, miss me?"
Jian Yan: "He Yi didn't bother you anymore, did he?"
"Congratulations?" Gu Cai thought for a moment, "You said that the boss of Chuangshi gave a check and there is no sign of him until now. Why mention him?"
Jane Yan said: "It's nothing, I'm worried that he will make trouble again."
"No." Gu Cai reassured her: "I don't know why he was reported when he caused trouble in the bar two days ago, but he is probably busy now."
He Yi is indeed very busy. Somehow the media found out that he was making trouble in a bar in a small town, and then became a hot topic. He bought some trolls and suppressed it. If he dared to go home, he would naturally be criticized by his family members. These are trivial matters. The important thing is that he seemed to have offended Ji Yunxin that day, so he was thinking about how to remedy it for two days.
"Mr. Ji, Mr. He asked you to have dinner tonight. He said he has a new project and wanted to ask if you are interested." Fu Qiang stood in front of Ji Yunxin's desk and asked, "Do you want to push it for you?"
This week, He Yi has sent out the invitation for the third time, and Ji Yunxin said without raising her head, "Pushed."
Fu Qiang stood respectfully: "Okay, Mr. Ji, it's almost 02:30, we should go to the hospital."
Ji Yunxin heard him say that the hospital only remembered the injury on her waist, she moved her body, but still felt a little pain, she nodded: "Go get the car ready first, I'll be right out."
Fu Qiang bowed his head and walked out. After a while, Ji Yunxin came out. After getting in the car, she leaned on the car seat to rest, and the snowflakes were fluttering outside the car window. She stared at it for a few seconds, lowered her head, took out her mobile phone, opened the photo album, and saw Ji Han In the photo that she sent to herself, she and Jian Yan met each other's eyes, and she can still see through the screen that there are drops of water hanging on Jian Yan's eyelashes, which are crystal clear and crumbling.
She looked at Fu Qiang and said, "Has the travel agency contacted you?"
Fu Qiang said without hesitation: "We've all been contacted."
Ji Yunxin hummed lightly, and Fu Qiang said, "Mr. Ji, do you want to travel?"
"It doesn't count."
Answering vaguely, Fu Qiang scratched his head and continued driving.
Ji Yunxin exited the photo album, turned off the phone, and turned to look out the window, her expression was the same as usual, but her whole body was covered with a touch of sadness. When did Fu Qiang feel this way on Ji Yunxin, he was so surprised that he almost ran the red light, and finally arrived at the hospital. Fu Qiang hurriedly got out of the car and walked to the side of the car, he opened the door: "President Ji, we're here."
Ji Yunxin stepped out on high heels, and there were many people coming and going at the entrance of the hospital. Fu Qiang said, "Doctor Qiao is waiting for us on the sixteenth floor."
After he finished speaking, he took Ji Yunxin to the elevator entrance. There were quite a lot of people taking the elevator together, including the elderly and children, as well as pregnant women. Standing next to Ji Yunxin was a pregnant woman with a big belly. The balloon was too big. Standing beside the pregnant woman, she even became cautious about breathing.
Ji Yunxin glanced at the pregnant woman from the corner of her eye, but she was thinking in her mind, if it was Jian Yan...
She came back to her senses, brushed off the unrealistic thoughts in her mind, and soon everyone got off from floor to floor, and there was no one on the [-]th floor. Fu Qiang got off the elevator first, and Ji Yunxin followed him to the doctor's office At the door, Fu Qiang was standing outside, and Ji Yunxin knocked on the door and went in.
Dr. Qiao is a woman in her forties. She is doing weekly checkups for Ji Yunxin, and she is quite familiar with Ji Yunxin. When she saw Ji Yunxin push the door in, she raised her head and said, "Here you are, what's wrong?"
Ji Yunxin walked to her desk and moved her back: "I bumped my waist yesterday, come for a checkup."
"Waist?" Dr. Qiao put down the pen in his hand: "Show me."
Ji Yunxin followed her into the examination room at the back.
Half an hour later, Fu Qiang heard the door was opened, he asked: "President Ji, is it over?"
Dr. Qiao gave him a list: "Assistant Fu, go get the medicine."
"You remember to rest more, waist injury is not a trivial matter."
Ji Yunxin nodded, and Doctor Qiao gave a few more instructions before Ji Yunxin took Fu Qiang away. After going downstairs, Fu Qiang handed Ji Yunxin the car keys to get in the car first, and went to grab the medicine by herself. Ji Yunxin took it and walked to the hospital entrance, passing by the door When she was in the elevator, she saw a person sharply.
Is it Su Ziqi?
Ji Yunxin took two steps back and stood behind the elevator. Su Ziqi was wearing a dark gray windbreaker with the collar pulled high to cover the lower half of his face, but Ji Yunxin still recognized it because she had seen Su Ziqi wear it.
Su Ziqi was still on the phone when he got into the elevator: "I'll be right there, wait for me for 2 minutes."
When the elevator arrived, she went up, and many people rushed up behind her. Su Ziqi pressed the button for the sixth floor, and when she got to the sixth floor, she squeezed out of the people, and Ji Yunxin followed behind.
The sixth floor is the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology. Ji Yunxin got off the elevator and looked at the sign of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology and frowned. She saw Su Ziqi walking quickly to a consulting room, and she followed.
The doctor and Su Ziqi are classmates in elementary school. They have known each other for more than ten years, and they have a close relationship. After Su Ziqi walked into her office and sat on the stool, the doctor brought her a glass of water: "Are you sure you don't want it?"
Su Ziqi nodded: "No, I will trouble you."
The doctor sat across from her: "Have you told her about the risks and hazards?"
Su Ziqi put down his cup: "I've said it all, you should use the best medicine, and do you need anesthesia? I heard that it's painless, so you shouldn't feel it, right? It won't affect your future life. Well, that's right, and whether it will affect future fertility..."
She muttered a lot, and the doctor pressed his forehead: "Am I a barefoot doctor in your eyes?"
Su Ziqi slumped his shoulders: "I'm just worried."
The doctor patted her on the shoulder: "When can I come over for surgery."
"You decide."
The doctor thought for a while: "Then the day after tomorrow. I have two surgeries tomorrow. I can't take care of them. I can do it in the afternoon of the day after tomorrow."
After she finished speaking, she took a piece of paper from the table: "All the precautions are on it."
When Su Ziqi came out of the consultation room, he didn't pay attention to the side. He didn't hear someone shouting: "Miss Su."
Miss Su.
The voice was cold and clear, Su Ziqi straightened his back in an instant, and turned his head slowly.
"Ji, Mr. Ji?"
Meeting Ji Yunxin in the hospital was something Su Ziqi never thought of. Her face was pale, and she subconsciously hid the list in her hand. Ji Yunxin stood up from the bench, her hands crossed her chest, her eyes were sharp, her jaw was tense, Tight: "What are you doing here?"
Su Ziqi coughed lightly: "President Ji, I'm here to see a friend."
Ji Yunxin lowered her eyes, turned her head, and saw her hands behind her back, with frost on her face: "Is that also a gift from a friend?"
Under her persuasive gaze, Su Ziqi's heart beat a few beats suddenly, and she took a step back: "Mr. Ji."
"Is she pregnant?"
It wasn't a question sentence, but a statement sentence. Su Ziqi wanted to refute but heard Ji Yunxin say, "How many hours do you think it will take me to investigate this matter?"
Su Ziqi's tense body relaxed a bit, she took out the list in her hand, nodded: "Yes, she is pregnant."
Ji Yunxin clasped the hands hanging by her side, her voice became more tense: "What does she want to do?"
"It's obvious, isn't it?" Su Ziqi lost her nervousness just now and regained her composure. She said, "You should be able to guess it."
Jian Yan was pregnant, she guessed it.
Jian Yan didn't want children, she guessed it.
But when Su Ziqi told her with such certainty that Jian Yan did not want this child, her heart still clenched uncontrollably, her breath was stuck there, and her breathing was painful. Ji Yunxin was frozen in place, her face pale , when she spoke again, her voice was low and hoarse: "Does she not want this child at all?"
It's not that I don't want it, it's that I can't.
Su Ziqi thought for a few seconds, then said in a gentle voice: "President Ji, I know I shouldn't say this, and I'm not qualified to say it, but I think, since you guys are over, it's better to get together and break up."
"You, let go of the smoke."
Ji Yunxin's nose turned sour when she heard these words, she clenched her hand hanging by her side tightly, her jaw was still tense, and after a while she asked, "When will the operation be done?"
Su Ziqi frowned: "President Ji..."
"Don't worry, I know I'm not qualified to let her keep the child, I just don't want to see her lying on the operating table alone." Ji Yunxin's voice choked slightly: "I'll come to accompany her."