novelraw Chapter 382: Esports God, Don’t Close Yourself Off 47
Chapter 382: Esports God, Don’t Close Yourself Off 47
Speaking, she got into the black Mercedes and left.
Not until the black Mercedes had completely disappeared from sight.
Lin Yiren felt like a great burden had been lifted, leaned against the big tree, and exhaled deeply.
It seemed as if confronting Ji Xingyu had drained a lot of her energy.
And the malice dissipated with Ji Xingyu’s departure.
Su Yan looked at Lin Yiren, feeling slightly curious about this person.
Curiosity might not be the right word, more like puzzled.
So much so that she spoke up
"Do you have something to tell me?"
Lin Yiren paused, thinking Su Yan was asking about her recent entanglement with Ji Xingyu.
She hurriedly explained
"Sister Su Yan, Ji Xingyu and I are not boyfriend and girlfriend, don’t misunderstand."
Su Yan curiously asked
"Are you defending him?"
A top popular singer being revealed to be dating an ordinary girl.
What would the fans react?
Probably, it would be like dropping a nuclear bomb on the internet...
At this moment, Lin Yiren did not know whether to nod or shake her head.
Su Yan looked at her and said
"I’m not concerned about your relationship with him, just relax a bit."
Speaking, Su Yan was about to head home.
Though still a bit curious.
But just a bit.
If Lin Yiren doesn’t speak, it doesn’t matter much to her.
By now, the sky was turning dusk.
The sunset and evening clouds hung in the sky.
A breeze blew by, carrying a hint of chill.
For some reason, Lin Yiren cried.
She seemed not to want to cry, continually wiping her tears silently without making a sound.
Su Yan hesitated for a moment, remembering the meal Lin Yiren had brought her.
She offered
"Do you want to talk about it?"
Although she was not a good confidant.
With that one sentence, Lin Yiren completely broke down.
After a while, Lin Yiren asked Su Yan with teary eyes,
"Sister, have you ever felt despair? The kind where you like him, but you know you can’t be together, the more he treats you well, the more malice you feel, wishing you could pull him into despair with you."
Su Yan thought for a moment, then replied very seriously
"No."
Despair...
Those two characters represent having no way out, no hope, right?
Lin Yiren isn’t even eighteen yet.
Her life has just begun.
How could she feel despair already?
She is not Lin Yiren, she cannot fully comprehend Lin Yiren’s despair.
So, Su Yan could only straightforwardly ask
"What do you need? Money? Love? Power?"
In life, these three things can solve ninety-nine percent of problems.
What’s the other one percent?
Physical health.
Listening to Su Yan’s words, Lin Yiren with teary eyes, spoke out
"A chance."
Su Yan fell silent for a while.
Honestly, she didn’t really understand.
Su Yan’s life might be tough, but she herself is strong, and this inherent strength is her greatest support.
As for Lin Yiren... her life is tough too, but she’s isolated and weak, her own weakness can’t help her escape from these circumstances.
That’s why, she feels despair.
Lin Yiren’s self-mocking smile followed Su Yan’s silence
"I’m carrying a debt of five hundred thousand.
Two hundred thousand is from my mother’s kidney transplant, and three hundred thousand is from my father’s gambling debts.
My father likes to drink, and when he does, he beats people; it used to be my mother, but since she got sick, I’ve been the one getting beaten.
This morning, Sister, you saw those kids who are my age bullying me; it’s related to the high-interest loans my father owes.