novelraw Chapter 735: Full Moon (2)
Chapter 735: Full Moon (2)
Listening to Renee's words, Fisher's lips slightly parted, hesitating and pondering carefully for a moment, he merely said,
"Yeah, becoming human perhaps indeed is a good thing, at least to me it is like this."
"Right ba, do you also think so, Fisher?"
Fisher smilingly raised his head, nodded his head, spreading open his own palm, then seeing his human-appearing palm gradually grow granulations under the influence of Renee's Authority and continuously be restored to its original state by Fisher. Along with the continuation of such a process, the degree of his body being influenced also began to have some attenuation, at least able to be seen from the size of the granulations.
"Mhm, perhaps it's because I am human, so I personally experienced certain things making me forget to return, therefore I feel becoming a human is a good thing.
"Because I am human, not jackals wolves tigers panthers, not some weird-looking monster, so when Sister Teresa picked me up she didn't throw me away, but kept me by her side. Because I am human, so only then can I be situated in a society composed of compatriots equally possessing souls, enjoying each other's contributions while giving..."
Before his eyes, the massive bright moon seemingly was moved by the words Fisher described, thereby the bright and clean moonlight on Her body also became intermittently bright and dark, exactly like her bit by bit becoming rapid breathing.
To a Deity like Renee staying singly in the Spirit World for a long time, the warmth and love of the same kind described by Fisher perhaps exactly is what She dreams of seeking.
"Merely..."
Looking at the pain brought when the granulations in his hand collapsed and restored, Fisher took a deep breath closing his eyes, the direction of his words also turning following this."Because I am human, so I also know the bad things of becoming a human. If I am merely a human, without the Completion Handbook, even if exhausting all strength can only pace at the bottom layer of the ranks, exactly like the majority of lives within reality, losing life amidst an expanse of the unknown because of weakness and ignorance; or else, exactly is becoming an even more unlucky unfortunate egg among them, even if knowing the danger of destruction in the future yet can only watch helplessly as it heads towards destruction to no avail...
"Those even more powerful Mythical Species equally are unable to break away from the shackles of ranks their entire lives, heading towards destruction amidst the teasing of destiny. When the destiny of their death arrives, they perhaps will feel even more angry than you. If allowed to choose, they also don't want to become living beings that aren't 'Gods'."
Renee's massive body fell silent for an instant, subsequently She hurriedly said,
"I understand the Authority within my body clearly is already something all other living beings dream of seeking, merely..."
"I understand... Renee..."
Fisher let out a long breath, the twisted granulations on his body finally began to restrain, newly becoming a part of his skin.
Feeling the tightening of the changes on his body, Fisher slowly stood up continuing to approach Renee's body. Following the shortening of the distance, on his body again began appearing signs of being repulsed by the Authority thereby collapsing. Thus he again stopped on the spot, sat down and softly said,
"Sometimes, the things we long for, place high hopes on cannot truly solve our own problems. Merely we have never possessed it, so only then sparing no leeway beautifying it, attaching all goodness onto the foundation of knowing nothing. Also exactly because of this, every time when we obtain it then unavoidably feel disappointed and lost..."
Fisher understood Renee's thoughts. Because the mistake committed by the Mother Goddess caused Renee to be bound ever since birth, She was set with a restriction absolutely unable to interfere with reality, until encountering Fisher.
Looking back, besides Fisher and Lady Bojiang these two, who other people does She know?
Elizabeth has her kingdom, Jasmine has her parents, Raphaela has her Dragon Court, Valentiina has her Wutong Tree, Alajina has her sisters on the ship, even Eliog and Barbatos etc. Demon Gods are well-acquainted...
From beginning to end, Renee has constantly always been in the Spirit World, having bindings in front, having the World-Ending Prophecy chasing behind.
Perhaps the persona Renee disguised previously exactly was the appearance she truly wanted to become, she wanted to become a carefree and without worries, alluring big sister.
Under this kind of situation, her envying the carefree and without worries "Human" within reality perhaps is excusable. As long as becoming a human, without such a previous incarnation having committed a grave crime she then could be free and unfettered, then could be completely unconstrained...
But exactly as what Fisher expressed, souls will always beautify things they haven't possessed, only able to see the goodness of that unpossessed thing, yet unable to see the hidden defects of it.
If becoming a human, losing the perception towards the Completion Handbook, amidst the sea of masses would she still be able to encounter Fisher walking on the path of solving the end of the world? Without the Authority transcending the mortal world, all worldly thoughts of miscellaneous living beings, for example appearance, money etc. could they still be cast aside by her?
Conversely ne, in the past Fisher also was full of fantasies towards the level of Deities.
Having Authority, does it exactly mean being omnipotent? But looking at it now, within the Barrier heavily surrounded by Outer Gods, such as Ramastia and the currently unconscious Dagon, They possess unimaginable mighty power, yet still plunged into equally unimaginable predicaments...
Fisher lowered his head, looking at the resplendent Sea of Souls full of intimacy below him, suddenly felt wouldn't this expanse of Sea of Souls below him exactly also be a "sea of bitterness" that every single soul couldn't swim to the end exhausting their entire life?
Every single soul is fantasizing a once and for all "shore", firmly believing so long as they keep swimming, so long as they swim there they can then detach from the sea of bitterness, never having to suffer torment within it again.
Thousands of gold pouring down, reputation added to the body?
Long life and permanent vision, looking down becoming a God?
Merely when you exhaust all untold hardships climbing up only then discover, that is nothing more than another piece of "sea" merely.
The slow moonlight before Fisher bit by bit became bright, covering all lines of sight before Fisher having lowered his head. Fisher returning to his senses, then heard Renee's uncertain inquiry,
"Fisher... if whatever pursued things are nothing more than bubbles, are nothing more than the goodness we attach, then, merely staying on the spot is exactly correct me?"
"... If motionless, will be drowned by the sea."
Fisher smiled raising his head, looking at the massive bright moon before his eyes, saying thus.
He also took the opportunity to stand up once again, just barely adapting to the influence of Renee's Authority, then able to walk forward once again, the Sea of Souls beneath his feet also striking out circles of ripples following his every step.
On the Sea of Souls behind, one after another round little heads of little Chaos-kin popped out in succession. Seemingly only until this time did they determine that massive round moon wouldn't cause harm to them, only then daring to pop their heads out looking towards Fisher's direction.
"Too beautifying unobtained things is a mistake. If holding the thought of going ashore to swim with all one's might, growing tired until exhausted yet unable to swim to the end is unavoidably absurd; too beautifying already possessed things is also a mistake, because the sea water is too deep too black, merely staying on the spot will also feel terrified, will be swallowed..."
"Then, Fisher where do you want to swim to ne?"
Just walking a few steps, Fisher then grew tired to exhaustion, panting supporting his knees, as a result the hands instead began to liquefy because of the influence of the Authority.
Merely Fisher seemingly had already become accustomed to the painful abnormalities on his body. An expression of pondering appeared on his face, after being silent for a long time he only then raised his head, smilingly looking at the massive bright moon before his eyes saying,
"Mhm, I feel just swimming until the sea water turns blue ba."
"Eh?"
"Merely an analogy only..." Listening to Renee's totally in the dark voice, Fisher helplessly shook his head raising a finger explaining, "Exactly like right now, I exactly am bitterly persisting like this in order to temper myself to be able to contain the Authority. But, even if I truly can contain Hamon Hamon's Authority must I definitely be Dream Illusion's or even the Ocean's opponent me? Will it definitely be able to stop the World-Ending Prophecy me?"
"Can it me?"
"I don't know ah, Renee... perhaps somewhat helpful, perhaps completely playing no role at all towards defeating Dream Illusion, the Ocean ne?
"However, even if so, knowing the outcome in advance I will also go do it ba."
Renee was slightly startled, perplexed saying,
"Why?"
Fisher supported his knees, smilingly looking at the moon before his eyes, softly saying,
"Even if it's utterly of no avail to the World-Ending Prophecy, but me being able to approach you isn't it a solid and real achievement me?"
"Approach me..."
"Yeah, approaching you... approaching your main body, approaching the truest you, listening to your terror, touching your body, feeling your goodness..."
Fisher let out a long breath, continuing to walk forward, step by step walking to the edge place of the Sea of Souls. Exactly like a cliff precipice, at the extremely close place exactly ahead of that precipice suspended Renee's main body exactly like a bright moon.
Fisher was already close at hand from Renee.
Seeing there was no more road to walk ahead, Fisher also pantingly heavily sat on the Sea of Souls with one buttock. Subsequently, his eyes slightly narrowed, slowly reaching out his own hand, stroking the glistening moonlight spilling down around the massive moon before his eyes, exactly like stroking Renee's head of beautiful hair.
"Heh..."
The corners of his lips curled up uncontrollably, sitting before Renee's eyes, raising his hand, stroking past the outline of the massive moon before his eyes,
"You are before my eyes and able to be touched... isn't this exactly the sea water turning blue, Renee?"
"..."
The massive purple eye in the center of Renee slightly trembled, subsequently not only her eye, but rather her entire body.
"Buzz buzz buzz..."
Uncontrollable emotional fluctuations burst forth following the Authority within her body, exactly like a gentle breeze brushing the face within the Spirit World, making Fisher open his mouth wide.
Indeed, she originally wasn't a human, but rather a powerful living being possessing Authority.
Merely because of loneliness, because of solitude feeling unfair and wronged, fantasizing so long as becoming a living being within that Crevice she then could feel the goodness they feel.
But right now even if she is a God, yet equally felt that kind of goodness, causing the loneliness she was trapped in for a long time to melt exactly like solid ice.
"Fisher... you... truly can accept my main body me?"
"Anyway I don't feel it's weird, even feel it's quite good-looking..."
Exactly at the instant Fisher softly opened his mouth, the circular body of Renee before his eyes suddenly unfolded bit by bit, those massive, continuously moving black feathers also expanded open, exactly like separating unfolding becoming a star ring exactly like a Möbius strip.
Fisher opened his mouth wide, helplessly watching as after those black feathers dispersed the exactly like a bright moon beyond indescribable thing appearing within...
This...
Is Renee truly unfolding her body?
Fisher blankly looked at the bright expanse of Deity body before his eyes, for an instant seemingly being swallowed by the soft fragrance bursting from within. Amidst that expanse of bright and clean moonlight, he seemingly saw the completely flushed Renee bearing shyness suppressing her gaze within, both hands covering her chest.
After staying silent for a moment, Renee still mustered up courage, taking a deep breath looking toward Fisher before her eyes, subsequently stretching out an arm towards him, gently grabbing his shoulder.
While in reality, from that expanse of bright and clean moonlight, streaks and lines of tentacles exactly like light also slowly extended from that massive body, coiling upward stroking onto Fisher's cheeks.
"Renee, you..."
"You... you said it yourself, feeling it's good-looking..."
"It is indeed so."
Fisher closed his eyes, feeling the warm temperature around his body, exactly like being as comfortable as bathing in gentle moonlight.
And those tentacles split open densely packed together, in an instant then turning into an uncountable magnitude, aggressively passing through Fisher's clothes attaching onto his muscles.
Merely in Fisher's line of sight, that black-haired purple-eyed Renee then wrapped entirely in gentle white light, exactly like a fairy flying down hugging him, carrying him floating away, exactly like ascending to fairyland.
"Hu... wait... wait a minute, Renee, I still haven't completely adapted to your Authority, if approaching closer again..."
Feeling the clothes on his body having completely disappeared not knowing when, and his own body also floating up, Fisher returned to his senses a bit, hurriedly saying thus to Renee.
"I... I will take it slowly."
Renee only then realizing after the fact discovered she was too anxious, that movement exactly like wind sweeping away clouds wanting to "eat" Fisher also lagging slightly.
All blaming Fisher, originally was already alluring enough, previously because of shyness, because of lacking confidence towards the appearance of her main body made Renee slightly cower...
Now Fisher saying such a whole bunch of words, isn't it exactly letting Renee directly completely go crazy?
Fisher vaguely perceived the Renee before his eyes had already started to get handsy, even the clothes all...
But he also had some curiosity, exactly what kind of feeling is it doing this and that with a Deity possessing Authority, merely regarding right now it definitely is pain greater than happiness, because he still hadn't completely adapted to the taste of Authority.
"Splash splash..."
"Baby... baby..."
The little Chaos-kin originally still paying attention to Fisher's safety raising their heads below all began to heat up, seemingly seeing some shy-making sight exactly thus, one by one getting restless exactly like Tangyuan in boiling water, ultimately all unable to bear looking hiding into the Sea of Souls.
Within the silent Spirit World all dangers seemingly quietened down, exactly like that moment of tranquility exactly before a storm is brewing leaving only the two existences Fisher and Renee.
Fisher's consciousness gradually became blurred, could only and only wanted to feel Renee...
Unseen, he merely felt himself unknowingly getting closer and closer closer and closer to Renee...
Until so close it couldn't be any closer, until thoroughly reaching zero, then again breaking through zero distance.
"Buzz buzz buzz..."
"Fisher..."
Amidst a round of bright and clean moonlight, Renee's murmurs completely encompassed the matters within unable to be spoken delicately.
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