novelraw Chapter 734: Full Moon (1)
Chapter 734: Full Moon (1)
"Buzz buzz..."
Seemingly transmitting specks of trembling sounds from the void, a sense of repulsion and oppression making Fisher's body instinctively want to stay away transmitted along the space, surprisingly making Fisher for a moment fail to immediately turn his head checking the situation over there.
He panted for a moment, only then bit by bit turning his head looking over there, exactly as careful as a newlywed husband lifting the marital veil of a wife whose true appearance hadn't been seen.
Following the direction his head tilted, that originally gentle moonlight also became increasingly bright, condensing into a circle of illusory halo around a blurred massive form. And at the edge of that bright and clean moonlight, what Fisher first saw, were streaks of continuously surging substance seemingly certain black feathers.
At the instant seeing those black feathers, Fisher then felt his eyes produce a kind of burning discomfort. Yet he merely let his gaze explore a step further towards within, very quickly, he then entirely took in that "moon" slowly rising from the void.
Honestly speaking, that wasn't a form that could uniformly be termed a "moon".
Yet seeing before Fisher's eyes, suspended a massive form similar in size to the moon. Above the surface of that circular solid entity, wrapped layer after layer of continuously moving twinkling black feather-like substance exactly like tides.
That substance was exceptionally smooth, continuously producing faint fluorescence amidst continuous movement. But the black feather-like substance on the surface of the massive solid entity before his eyes continuously shrank towards the deep layers of His body during movement, and continuously produced from another direction, seemingly endless without bounds exactly unable to be counted carefully exactly how many such black feathers there were on the surface of His body.
Fisher merely perceived, His body seemingly continuously moved, the surface of the body also eternally unextinguishably grew feathers. And the quantity of generated feathers because of being too many, became pressed beneath by newborn feathers tilting, lying prone very quickly...
But after the old feathers tilted, they then exactly like vanishing could no longer be seen by Fisher. Yet Fisher however felt those feathers completely didn't vanish, merely constantly accumulating...Constantly growing, constantly accumulating yet making people unable to perceive the increase in quantity, because its quantity itself was already so grand any object any intelligence was unable to measure...
Fisher blankly looked at that "moon" continuously growing black feathers. Unseen, he seemingly saw the movement trajectory of those black feathers revealing specks of silver light exactly like a black ocean, exactly like a Möbius strip joined head to tail completely filled with magical power.
And in the center of layers upon layers of endless black feathers, an illusory purple halo slightly lit up, amidst an expanse of bright and clean moonlight exactly like an opened eye looking towards Fisher standing above the Sea of Souls below.
His figure truly exactly was too massive, so making the human form of Fisher before his eyes appear exceptionally insignificant.
After that purple halo lit up, from amidst those black moving feathers also stretched out lines of purple illusory ribbons exactly like wings. Those ribbons were joined head and tail, forming brilliant luster exactly like an aurora in mid-air.
This exactly is... Renee's main body?
Fisher blankly looked at this massive circular beyond indescribable object in mid-air. While the Renee in mid-air seemingly because of Fisher's gaze became increasingly bashful, during this process, Fisher noticed those continuously moving black feathers on Her body seemingly also wrapped increasingly tighter, looking from the whole also shrank by a circle...
Is this being shy?
Why did it constantly give Fisher a feeling of Renee cowering her body ne?
Not knowing why, looking at the massive beyond indescribable twisted thing in mid-air before his eyes, Fisher during a long period of sizing up actually unexpectedly gave birth to a kind of unspeakable... from within his heart
Beauty?
"Fisher..."
Renee's voice transmitted from the void, that somewhat embarrassed voice making Fisher return to his senses,
"Probably... exactly is like this... how do you feel?"
"Very beautiful..."
Fisher opened his mouth wide, looking at the massive main body before his eyes subconsciously saying thus.
"..."
But what welcomed him, was a period of silence.
Subsequently, he again heard Renee somewhat disappointedly saying,
"Actually, there's no need for you to speak lies deceiving me, Fisher... I know you are unable to accept it, also impossible to accept it, merely... this exactly is my true appearance. Within the eyes of ordinary living beings, we are all monsters difficult to delineate."
"No, I..."
Fisher blinked his eyes, originally wanting to explain saying "I truly think so", but saying like this would it be deemed even more hypocritical by Renee, or perhaps is it somewhat too weird?
Indeed, looking from the viewpoint of ordinary people, this indeed is somewhat hard to accept, even Fisher himself thinks so. But speaking truly, not knowing why Fisher just felt right now Renee's main body carried a kind of inexplicable attraction on it...
He swallowed a mouthful of saliva, subsequently asking,
"Renee, is your body somewhat unnatural?"
"Unnatural?"
In mid-air, Her massive body paused slightly, only up to now when Fisher said thus did Renee notice seemingly there is somewhat.
If insisting on making an analogy it exactly probably is this kind of posture of crossing arms hugging one's own body squatting down carrying a somewhat concealing meaning compared to ordinary postures right?
But Fisher shouldn't be able to see it out right, why would Fisher's senses be so sharp ne?
"N-no."
Fisher opened his mouth wide, having no choice but to nod his head, smiling,
"Alright ba, then let's start ba."
"... Ah? S-start what?"
It looked like Renee had already been completely dizzied by shyness.
"You forgot, the training making me better adapt to Authority ah." Fisher was somewhat unable to help laughing, having no choice but to say to Renee in mid-air, "Or, no need to be so rushed. Actually for adapting this matter it only needs me to work hard, you just stay on the spot, I'll approach you little by little, if unable to adapt I'll step back is fine."
Finished speaking, Fisher stepped his legs immediately moving towards Renee's direction. But in mid-air, Renee's massive form surprisingly began to retreat at the instant Fisher advanced.
Renee's main body happened to be exceptionally massive, this retreat directly withdrew quite a distance within the deep space of the Spirit World, making the massive "moon" in Fisher's field of vision instantly shrink by more than one size.
"..."
Fisher opened his mouth wide, looking at the Renee having retreated quite a distance in the void, perplexedly asking,
"What are you retreating for?"
C-can't exactly say it's because the avatar is accustomed to fleeing, so even the main body is also like this right?
But speaking of which again, currently Renee's main body's rank was so high surprisingly she would still be so shy as to be scared into retreating by Fisher, seemingly it indeed is somewhat embarrassing.
"I... I am merely worried you still haven't adapted."
"Wu..."
Fisher lowered his head glancing at his own hands, shaking his head saying,
"The distance just now actually was also alright, practically speaking we still stayed very far apart, if truly very close my entire field of vision should all be you, like that again not knowing whether I could endure it."
Renee ah Renee, right now you exactly are in main body state, anyway Fisher also cannot read your expression, no need to be shy.
"Alright ba..."
Thinking thus, Renee's body also bit by bit approached the direction Fisher was located, newly returning to the place She was located just now,
"Like this, uncomfortable me?"
Fisher shook his head, feeling the changes on his body for a moment, after feeling it was alright again proactively looking towards Renee's direction, and then lightly tapping the ground proactively starting to move towards Her direction.
And this time, Renee's body trembled slightly yet didn't step back again, merely watching Fisher bit by bit step on the Sea of Souls approaching Herself.
Along with increasingly approaching Renee, Fisher also very quickly felt that kind of repulsion coming from the Authority.
Exactly like the whole body up and down was completely being pricked by needles, and this kind of pain and discomfort along with approaching Renee was still continuously aggravating. Thus, before becoming unable to endure, Fisher then slowly stopped, pale-faced adapting to the discomfort brought by the Authority within Renee's body.
"Very uncomfortable me, Fisher, do you want to retreat somewhat again, easing up a bit?"
"Hu... no problem, just here, wait for me to adapt for a moment is fine..."
Fisher long exhaled a breath, feeling the pain throughout his entire body. He supported his knees, until a few seconds later even more directly sat above the Sea of Souls, splashing layers upon layers of illusory ripples.
Renee seeing he was still enduring, then didn't act rashly, merely used that massive exactly exactly like a full moon body quietly watching Fisher, watching him lower his head uttering not a single word, not knowing what he was exactly thinking about.
Until quite a while later, Fisher only then again raised his pale face, smilingly looking at the massive Renee before his eyes, asking,
"Let's chat for a bit ba, diverting diverting attention might be somewhat better..."
At this moment, the flesh and soul on his body surprisingly both began to suffer injuries under the influence of the Authority. On his body grew lines of granulations seemingly scrambling wanting to flee his body, while the degree of his soul being influenced was somewhat smaller...
Because, that precious property seemingly exactly was buried within his soul.
"... Chat about what... wu..."
Within Renee's mind flashed countless topics, but these topics often just surfacing upon the mind then would be occupied by another problem, attempting to open mouth time and again yet all ending up with nothing.
In the void, the gaze revealing from that massive purple eye of Renee seemingly condensed. She lowered her head looking towards Fisher, ultimately still hesitatively asked,
"Fisher... you truly don't care about the appearance of my main body me?"
Fisher was slightly startled, staggeringly raising his head, looking at the Renee before his eyes, he shook his head, saying,
"I don't care, rather than saying..."
"Mhm, truly me?"
"Truly."
"Truly truly me?"
"..."
Fisher had no alternatives, having no choice but to say,
"How exactly do you wish I care ah, Renee."
"I am merely..."
"Or saying, actually it completely isn't the problem of whether I care or not, but rather the problem of whether you care or not, right, Renee?"
These words of Fisher's made the Renee before his eyes suddenly fall silent, even the cyclic reciprocating motions on Her body also paused for quite a while.
"Because the one caring is you, so you exactly have to keep questioning me, but, seeking answers from me how can it answer your question ne?"
"... What you said is right, Fisher."
Renee's voice became somewhat low and uncertain, "Actually previously me constantly lying to you wasn't only wanting to protect myself, but rather I hoped to pass packaging to let me better conform to a certain persona in your eyes."
Fisher was somewhat perplexed, "Persona?"
"Mhm."
Renee's massive and beyond indescribable body seemingly again cowering shrank somewhat, even the moonlight surrounding beside Her completely became somewhat dim,
"Because I always feel lonely and solitary, wanting to constantly stay by your side, but I also had to pretend I am not like this, afraid of exposing my dependence on you. So I then lied to you I have matters to be busy with outside, so even if it isn't the Fullness Period I also would leave, actually I merely hid in a hotel in Kadu, constantly using Heart Birds watching you...
"Because I always feel shy, clearly liking you very much, every time once you approach I instead paradoxically feel scorching hot, actually every time my brain is completely a piece of blank. But I didn't want to let you perceive, so then constantly teased you, pretending to be very maturely seducing you..."
Fisher was slightly startled. He rubbed his forehead breaking out in weak sweat, smiling saying, "I still thought it was because you were bored, so only then having nothing to do toying with me playing."
"A-actually there are also reasons in this aspect la."
"..."
The massive Renee before his eyes again cowered Her body, the lightly sounding voice beside Fisher's ears also grew increasingly softer,
"Even the avatar transforming into such a beautiful Witch, actually declaring say not certain to a certain extent is also because I know my main body is impossible to be accepted by human aesthetics. The rest of the Gods completely don't care about this point, merely I am different... I feel I am more suitable, also more envious of being a [Human], rather than [God].
"Ever since my consciousness awoke from the haziness, I then lost freedom due to bearing the sins committed by my previous incarnation, signing many treaties with Ramastia, ensuring not to create troubles again... many times watching the life, aging, sickness and death of the living beings within reality, dying under the accompaniment of relatives, friends, and other souls encountered on the journey, transient and brilliant, I feel this exactly is the life I want...
"While I clearly possess the power of an Authority so powerful, when the rest of the Deities are completely desperately resisting the invasion of Outer Gods unknown geometry more powerful than Them, my first thought surprisingly was bringing you running away... these kinds of various thoughts sometimes completely make me feel I am quite unworthy..."
Renee's illusory purple eye slightly lowered, but that Deity-like body even the revealing of emotions was different from mortals, making people unable to read Her thoughts clearly.
But Fisher could instead empathize from Her voice at this moment, these were Renee's heartfelt words.
"If I wasn't a God, I exactly wouldn't pretend to be magnanimous because standing high and seeing far, merely staying in reality being together with you is also a not bad choice... if I wasn't a God, I stating say not certain then wouldn't be as affected as today, even if appearance was somewhat more ordinary, rank somewhat lower, declaring say not certain could also generously relying on my true feelings stand before you ne, rather than exactly like today, exactly like a monster hiding behind the scenes coming out after a thousand calls and ten thousand summonings...
"If only I was a human, if only I wasn't a God, Fisher..."
Renee said thus.
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