novelraw Chapter 1115: Don't give up when you have hope
Chapter 1115: Don't give up when you have hope
Chapter 1115
Xiaoqian was immersed in the heartbreaking scene in her dream, and her heartache made her feel suffocated.
The last scene is the scene where Xiaoqian fainted in a hurry when he said he would not touch the gun anymore.
"No!" Xiaoqian woke up and sat up on her bed. What she saw was a piece of white snow and smelled the scent of disinfectant water that was unique to her will. Then his anxious face came into view.
After she fainted, he immediately rushed to the hospital with her in his arms. After a detailed examination, he only said that he was in a hurry to get angry because of a bad rest, but Yu Minglang was not at ease, watching Xiaoqian look horrified from the dream. Li was awakened, he hurriedly held her hand and gently stroked her head.
"Husband, husband..." Xiaoqian looked at him, and her tears burst out suddenly.
"I'm not afraid it's all a dream, it's okay." He didn't know what she had dreamed of, which could make the invincible strong woman cry into tears.
"Not a dream, husband, I'm sorry, I was wrong..."
Xiao Qian said while crying.
Why did she make such a choice, why did she hurt the man she loves to such a point.
She only saw her own pain, but did not notice the scars under his affection. The departure of her previous life would inevitably leave deep marks on his already battered heart. She took the form of a victim to him. The wounded heart gave another cruel knife!
"Don't cry, don't cry." Yu Minglang didn't know why she was like this suddenly, so she could only wipe his tears in a panic, but her hand was not loosened. He turned his head back and saw such complex emotions in Xiao Qian's eyes.
Suddenly, Xiaoqian rushed over, holding his neck and not letting go, buried her face on his chest, like a little daughter, tightly not letting go.
"Hello, may I ask if the patient is awake--oh, sorry." The doctor wanted to come in to check Xiaoqian, but he immediately left with interest when he saw this scene.
"I must heal you, I must bring you out, definitely!" Xiaoqian gritted her teeth while listening to his heartbeat.
"Don't force yourself, I know my situation. As you said, not shooting a gun is actually nothing for my current position." Yu Minglang comforted her bitterly.
He particularly hates himself for being involuntarily involuntarily now, because his affairs make Xiaoqian so worried, but she has always been strong, but she is so emotionally out of control at this moment. He puts all this on his own body, because he is not good. Xiaoqian followed him to worry about getting angry.
So she became more brave, and Xiaoqian shook her head in tears.
"If you can't cure you, I tore up my doctor's license, and then I withdrew from the field of psychotherapy, and I will no longer see a doctor in this life!"
This is what she owes him. Her walk in the previous life broke him for the rest of his life. In this life, she is by his side, and she will do everything to bring him back!
What is the glory of the doctor?
is the rescue of patients from the hands of the disease again and again, it is the repeated challenges with difficulties, and the despair of saving the patients.
Although Xiaoqian loves money, she never forgets that she is a doctor. As long as she handles the cases, she will do her best, even those free cases.
If she can’t save the person she loves most, what is the use of her medical skills?
No matter how much money she earns, no matter how much she has a false name, what's the use?
"Don't talk angry." Yu Minglang worried that Xiaoqian would put too much pressure on herself, so she persuaded her.
Xiaoqian said earnestly in a firm tone, "I have never been as firm as this moment. I am sure that what I said is not angry. Yu Minglang, I must heal you!"
He wanted to do the same as before, pretending to perfuse her with a pretentious tone, but he couldn't say anything when he met her serious eyes.
"I know that uncovering your scars will make you very painful, and I also know that asking you to cooperate with me is a cruel thing, but please cooperate with me, I beg you, let me try."
Xiaoqian used the word "please". She never asked for help so that Xiaoqiang was overwhelmed with grief but couldn't bear to refuse.
"Qianbao, everyone has their own lives. Perhaps the current tempering is also a test for me. You don't need to put the responsibility on yourself. Maybe I will be fine after a while. Time can heal everything. "
Xiaoqian shook her head, her crystal tears drawn a sad arc in the air like pearls.
"No, time is not a panacea, there are always things that time can't erase!"
Xiaoqiang from his previous life has spent so many years never going out, thinking that he had been so sad in a place he couldn't see, but he has to pretend to be strong, leaving everyone to see him who is extremely strong, but keeping the deepest sadness in my heart, Xiaoqian Just want to live in pain.
"Xiaoqiang, I am really selfish this time. I am not for you, I am for myself. If I can't cure you, I won't be able to get through this hurdle in this life. I will definitely live in self-blame every day for the rest of my life. Healing you is not only for you, but also for me, please promise me!"
Listening to her like this, Yu Minglang is very soft-hearted. He really does not want to face the painful memory, but he can't see his wife feel sad because of his abnormality, so he can only touch her head.
"Don't cry, you have to be calm, otherwise how can I see a doctor?"
"Husband, are you willing to receive treatment?" Xiaoqian said with tears.
Yu Minglang sighed lightly, "You worked so hard for me, how can I be so selfish?"
It hurts together, life has pushed the two to a point where there is no way out.
Xiaoqian originally thought that his current situation would make him try his best to avoid treatment, but she didn't expect her to make concessions if she only revealed her true feelings, which gave Xiaoqian infinite hope again.
If it was Yu Minglang from the previous life, he would definitely refuse. He would kill himself without illness, but Yu Minglang had just admitted personally that he was sick.
This is hope! This is the difference!
The two have been in love for so long. These trusts and mutual pity are not in the previous life, so she still has hope. She still has the opportunity to drag Xiaoqiang out of the hands of the disease!
With this expectation, Xiaoqian burned infinite fighting spirit. After the two returned from the hospital, Xiaoqian immediately closed the door and gave Xiaoqiang a series of scales and talks.
She has to determine the extent of Yu Ming Lang’s injury.
But the result came out and poured cold water on the fighting spirit that she had just burned.
She could see that Yu Minglang had tried his best to cooperate with her, but it was useless.
He is immune to all psychological treatments. Even if he cooperates very hard, his instinct still actively defends himself. Whether it is conversation or scale, his performance is no different from normal people. It is not that he intentionally concealed it. But his subconscious is highly exclusive.
This kind of person has tenacious willpower and will become the best existence in any field.
But for the psychologist, encountering this kind of patient is simply invulnerable, like being immune to antibiotics.
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(End of this chapter)