My Alleged Husband

Chapter 616 - 595 Exploitation_1

Ran Zhihan had not known all the things Zhang Yichen was doing to her, merely using her to understand what really lay in the depths of her heart?

But after overhearing the conversation between Chen Gang and her husband, she finally understood. Even the dullest person would have realized that things were not as simple as she imagined. She had never thought that in the end, her own husband would still choose to doubt her, subjecting her to his distrust. She couldn’t fathom how, despite giving so much, she always seemed to mean nothing in her husband’s eyes. What else did she have to do in order to give him everything he wanted?

She said nothing, just foolishly gazing at her husband. It was as if she could see through someone’s heart with her eyes, staring intently, hoping to discern a different expression on his face. Yet she was disappointed, for from start to finish, his face bore the same expression. Her heart was torn, wondering why she had to face such a situation?

Chen Gang felt that there was no longer any need to stay. If he lingered, it would only add to his sadness. Although the woman he loved most stood right before him, he felt powerless. They were within arm’s reach, yet it felt as distant as the ends of the earth. Why did all this have to happen to him? He just wanted pure love, but why had it made him this way instead?

Indeed, he knew that some things shouldn’t be forced. People have their selfish and ambitious sides, always seeking something greater after obtaining something good. But is fate really fair? On one hand, it seems the fairest yet also the most unfair, offering something perfect while granting something flawed. And sometimes, the very thing you desire is the one thing you’ll never receive, but instead, you’re given a different path. No one knows which path fate will choose for you to walk, nor can anyone control their destiny. That’s how fair fate is, and that’s why people live as they do, with their hardships!

Chen Gang turned to leave, aware that the couple still had many issues to resolve. Although he thought of letting go, he didn’t want to simply walk away victorious. He wanted to make things even more complicated. He wanted everyone to know the consequences of not wanting to be with him, of misunderstanding him. He wanted everyone to understand that in this world, one shouldn’t expect to get something for nothing without giving back – there are no pies falling from the sky. Only through constant giving in exchange with others can one truly receive. You can’t always gain without effort.

Ran Zhihan knew it was time to clarify some things. Since she had already turned to leave, what words couldn’t she say to her husband’s face? Why should she spend her days in a blur? She was not willing to accept it.

"Yichen, I have something to ask you."

"Say whatever you have to say. Why beat around the bush in front of me? You are my woman. Isn’t there anything you can’t say to your husband? I just want you to tell me straight if there’s anything on your mind, without beating around the bush, because I don’t like people who play games with me."

"Since you’ve put it that way, I’ll ask you straightforwardly. I really want to know if you’ve been doubting me from the start, never trusting me. If that’s the case, why did you let me get so close to Chen Gang? All this was just a game you orchestrated, hoping to see through your ploy just how I really care about you. Do you know? Sometimes, I just don’t understand why you do this to me."

"If I were you, I would never ask why, because in this world there is no such thing as why, nor is there any reason to tell you so. The only thing I can tell you is not everyone in this world is a saint. It’s impossible to be sincerely devoted to someone forever. I want you to understand that you must bear the consequences of your actions. Although I might seem indifferent on the surface, out of regard for the family’s reputation, in my heart, I do care. I am a man and need to maintain at least some dignity. It’s unthinkable to be cuckolded while acting like a fool, giving my all for that person."

"So this is what you think? Do you know? Sometimes, I truly feel grateful to fate for letting me meet you, such a perfect man, making my life complete with no regrets. Even if you were without wealth, status, or reputation, in my eyes, you are the most perfect person in the world. But through these events, I’ve started to wonder if we’re really suitable for each other. After all these years of hard work, even if I haven’t earned credit, haven’t I suffered enough? Yet, you never truly trusted me. I don’t understand what you really think, but I hope you can consider this – am I really not worthy of your trust? Would giving me a bit of trust cost you your life? Why do you hurt me so? All these years, I’ve been uncomplaining and without regret. I don’t care what I’ve given up for you, nor do I care how much I’ve suffered. My journey has been hard, but as long as I could be with you, as long as I could do something for you, I’ve been content. I’m not greedy for much. I know many things in this world are not meant for me; I’m just a common person. What right do I have to yearn for more?

But at least before you hurt me, please tell me. If you don’t trust me, just say it to me directly. Don’t treat me in such a twisted manner. It will only make me more resentful. I don’t know whether I should still be with you or not?"