My Alleged Husband

Chapter 599 - 578 Is this your apology?_1

"Are you here to argue with me today, or to apologize? If you came to quarrel, fine, you’ve already done that, so you don’t need to say anything more. Just leave already. Why get so ugly here? And you said you came to apologize. I think you’re just trying to make me angry on purpose. What’s wrong with sleeping in my own son’s room for a night? She’s still so young and needs her mother’s company. I can be by her side. Unlike you, who is always so busy with your own work and career, you neglect even your own family. Though we are a family, ask yourself, how often are you truly with us? Aren’t you always just busting your tail living the life you want?"

"Every day you get up early, without a single ’good morning’ or a greeting. After eating, you turn around and leave. Do you really care that much about work in your eyes? Are you telling me that you can deal with money for the rest of your life? Does that mean you would rather be with money than with your wife, the woman you’re with?"

"I am your wife, legally and rightfully. In court, I am your lawful wife. I’ve done nothing to hurt you, and you have no need to threaten me over and over with this. To me, these threats mean nothing."

"I never chose to expose your words before because Grandpa is still in the hospital. I wanted him to stay there peacefully, without worrying about the issues between us. But in the end, I realized that no matter how well-intentioned I was, in your eyes it’s all for naught. You can’t understand why I chose to do what I did. In your eyes there is only what you want, never considering what I desire, only caring about him, and not caring about everything I want."

"Right now, I don’t want to say anything. I just want you to be quiet and think calmly, is what you’re doing really beneficial for you? What’s the benefit for me? Aren’t you just making everyone sad, making everyone wish to die?"

"I hope you understand that love takes two people to maintain. A marital relationship requires mutual trust to last. If you’re always suspicious like this, half-believing, half-doubting me, then do you think such a life is even worth continuing? Right now, I don’t want anything, I just want to be with my son, watching him grow up healthy and strong. There are some things I hope you never say in front of him, let her live happily, and let him have a carefree childhood, not like us, always waiting for the other to appear, only to end up with such distrust in the end, then what’s the point?"

Zhang Yichen was left speechless by his wife. Although he had never considered that their situation would turn out like this, deep down, he always wanted to spend his life with the woman before him. Why did he seem so untrustworthy in her eyes? Was he really that much of an unforgivable villain that no one would believe him?

"Zhizhan, I really don’t think this is necessary.

I obviously came to apologize to you today, but why won’t you believe it? This issue could be resolved with a simple apology from me, yet you insist on making it increasingly urgent. Are you really pleading for Chen Gang’s sake? Is your heart truly longing for him as Chen Gang claims?"

"You doubt that my apology was sincere, so why bother talking to me this way? Because whatever you say now, I won’t believe. Whatever I say, you won’t trust. We no longer have trust between us. You just want an excuse to be with Chen Gang!"

"Why make up so many excuses for this? Just say it, and I’ll set you free. You both can fly high together, why make us both go through such an unsightly mess?"

"Don’t use my son as an excuse. What you really can’t let go of is the luxury. No one accustomed to wealth could live like a fanfan, you’re simply incapable of it. Don’t always think that your every word will become reality, but know that your words sadden everyone, because they’re worthless. You always think I’m too busy with my business to spend time with you, that I neglect you. But have you ever thought, without me working day and night, how could you possibly live such a stable life of luxury? All these years, you’ve never worried about food or clothing, living those days comfortably because of my daily struggles. Why do you do this to me? Don’t you see how much it hurts me, as a man?"

"If you really don’t want to be with me, then just say it. We can break up and not be together anymore. What’s the point of talking like this? Trampling on my self-respect, insulting my dignity, making me seem so pitiful. Do I truly not deserve your trust? Why speak words that would hurt me, embarrass me? If that’s the case, then please tell me plainly, don’t treat me with such heartache and discomfort!"

"Enough, I’ve said my apologies. Whether you believe them or not is up to you and has nothing to do with me. Since you don’t believe I apologized sincerely, why even speak to me this way? Doesn’t it just make you seem too false? Think about it, what should be done to maintain our relationship and prevent it from becoming so ugly, so awkward?

"Don’t force each of us to make a final decision. It’s harmful to everyone. We have a happy family, so cherish it. Don’t rely on your pride, thinking it’s so important, when in the end, you’re just hurting the person you love most. You should really think about what to do. Your parents have been doing well abroad for years. I don’t want them shuttling back and forth because of you. Do you understand what I mean?"