My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1339 - 1166: Irony (Part 3)

Was it merely to come back and please myself? But I don’t buy into this at all? Each time I pay the price of heartache. Those tears that one day I must bear, why make everything so disastrous and hard to accept over and over again?

Zhang Zhentian saw his son standing there, yet unwilling to call him "dad," how could his heart not feel afflicted? But he knows all of this is consequences he caused, yet there’s no way out, forced to airily endure his son’s disregard. Perhaps for a parent, this is the greatest pain?

His son clearly stands right in front of him, yet he has no way to hug him, no way to say a single word!

"Yichen, have you been doing well all these years? Dad truly misses you!"

"I’m sorry, please don’t say things like that. I don’t know you at all, so how can you say you miss me? Since you chose to leave back then, don’t do this now or say such things anymore, do you know it truly makes me feel quite embarrassed?

Once you chose to leave, you never considered my feelings or thought about what predicament I would face. In Gao Mi, only now do you suddenly think to come to my side? You never thought about how painful and conflicted I, as your son, felt inside. You repeatedly ignored me, what did you take me for, treating me like this time and again, where do you see me fit? I just want to live happily, want my mom and dad to be by my side. For you, it’s merely a simple effort, but for me, it’s something I can’t even dream of attaining in my lifetime, because you’ve never cared about how much pain and suffering your biological son feels inside. All you care about is what you want to achieve again and again, do you understand?

These years have been so painful for me, who can truly understand these heart-rending feelings? Why do you treat me like this, I am your biological son, isn’t it truly that difficult to sacrifice some of your so-called freedom? I just want a stable family life, yet you repeatedly shatter all my hopes.

Sometimes I really want to ask you, am I truly your biological son? Why do you do these things that forever leave me guessing, unable to see through, as the one supposedly cherished? Why do you repeatedly hurt me?

As your biological son, why won’t you ever stand in my shoes and consider what kind of life I want? Why do you repeatedly hurt me like this, as your biological son? What exactly am I to you? Am I truly your birth child or just simply adopted so long ago that there should at least be some affection by now? Yet last year, the child you adopted doesn’t even compare..."

It has to be admitted that Zhang Yichen’s words truly pained his parents’ hearts. They never imagined their son might one day hate them, but now they finally understood, a small decision they made back then led their son to hate them deeply, everything they once sacrificed, what does it count for? Sacrificing their happiness and family for freedom led their child to hate them fiercely, is this the happy life they wanted?

Can such a life truly be happy? Who can truly care about how much pain and conflict they feel inside as parents, watching their child standing before them with cold sarcasm, while they have no words to refute, enduring their child’s repeated ridicule.

Moreover, all of this is still the result they created themselves.

If one day I could find my most beloved woman, I would be willing to give everything.