novelraw Chapter 1335 - 1164: Leaving Home
Chapter 1335 - 1164: Leaving Home
Thinking back to when his wife was at home, he always felt he didn’t want much, but when his loved one truly left, he realized that none of this was what he wanted. What he truly wanted was so simple, yet what he got was never that much.
"No matter what, I still hope you can pass on everything I’ve said to your mother. I believe when she hears it, she should understand what it means. What she’s done, she won’t forget in this lifetime. She should know it’s time to step up and take responsibility. You can’t always push all the blame onto others. I’ve already taken the fall for him too many times, and I won’t bother you anymore. I feel there’s not much to say between us since you, as a son, are dispensable to me, and as a father, I hold no value in your heart. You believe every word your mother says, even if she’s lying, while you refuse to believe me, even if I’m telling the whole truth! If you don’t believe me, go find your mother and ask her face-to-face, see how she reacts?
If your mother’s reaction is too extreme, or too indifferent, it means I’m indeed telling the truth!
Sometimes I understand that speaking the whole truth after a conversation can be a bit hurtful and hard to accept for both parties. But if some things are left unsaid, will they remain buried forever? The truth will eventually come to light."
"I know every word you’ve said, and I will tell it to my mother when I get back. I hope you don’t bother us anymore in the future. I hope you mean what you say. Since you’ve decided to give up on my mother, you shouldn’t see or contact her anymore. It would be best if both of you changed your phone numbers?
Don’t keep anything about each other; it will only make your heartache and prevent others from living happily ever after!"
"Just pass on what I’ve said to your mother; it’s merely a matter for the week. Don’t worry; I don’t want you telling us unnecessary things about our marriage. Sometimes all that’s needed is for you to convey what needs to be said, nothing more. You should know what kind of person your mother is. One day, you’ll see her true colors, and I hope you won’t regret it too much by then.
Otherwise, your heart will truly be unable to bear such pain and shock. I only hope to see my grandson in my lifetime, and I wish to return to my father’s side and dutifully care for him. I know my father doesn’t want to see his unfilial son anymore, but I’m still his biological son. How could he possibly say he doesn’t want me anymore?
I long to return to my father’s side, even if he no longer considers me his son in his heart. In mine, he remains my eternal father!"
"If you want to go back and see Grandpa, then go see him. Grandpa truly misses you. During your absence, he’s always wondering when you’ll return. Even if he doesn’t say it, we all understand. Perhaps, deep down, he misses you too. Grandpa falls ill time and again because of missing you. I’m a bit worried about his health; he can’t take it much longer, but now that you’ve promised to visit Grandpa, it’s the most grateful thing for me. If you can ease Grandpa’s mind, it would be the happiest thing for me. I only hope my Grandpa can live happily, enjoying family bliss!
My Grandpa has lived a life too hard and tiring. He’s always thinking about us, the younger generation, never considering what he might want. Sometimes, I deeply hate myself. Why is my grandfather so good to me, yet I have no ability to keep him by my side forever, never leaving? Sometimes, it truly dawns on me that I’m not a Saint, and every decision has its cost. My grandfather paid so much toil and hardship to nurture and raise me to success, yet I couldn’t let him enjoy a life of happiness and family bliss.
Life is hard because my parents are not by our side. No matter how much I plead, they refuse to come back to us. My parents never felt my grandfather and I were special. I don’t understand what my parents are thinking internally. How could they abandon their father, son, and grandson repeatedly? What’s the point of having family if that’s the case? Sometimes, it’s incomprehensible. Why, when I was just a month old, did my parents choose to abandon me? Why bring me into this world to suffer? Is it all for the sake of lineage continuation?
It seems I’ve said too much. Forget it, I won’t speak anymore, I’ll leave now. I will pass on your message; it’s best if you speak to him yourself, lest it’s thought I’m trying to drive a wedge between the two of you!"
As soon as Zhang Yichen returned home, Zhang Ni ran over and said to him, "Dad, I want a little brother or sister. When will you and Mom give me a brother or sister? Playing alone at home is too lonely. I don’t want to walk the road of life without a partner. I know on life’s path, others cannot be relied upon; only family blood can be trusted. I really feel like having a younger brother or sister now. I want to play with them and see them grow up together. I’ll take good care of them, make them chubby!"
Zhang Yichen and Ran Zhihan never expected their child to say something like this. A brother or sister? Who taught her that?
How could a small child understand so much? Could his wisdom be unusually high? A child only five years old already knowing about adult affairs is truly unbelievable. Did he see it in someone else’s book?
"You want a brother or sister? We’ll have one for you when Mom and Dad have time, okay? Right now, the most important thing for you is to study well. Make sure everyone who looks down on you knows it’s a huge mistake to do so. Let them understand that abandoning you is their life’s only mistake, and it’s a mistake that can never be corrected, understood?"
"Sometimes, one should reflect on oneself, that it’s better not to dwell on what was once lost, as what you have will always be more than what’s been lost..."