My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1320 - 1149: I Begged You

The roads we once walked on, those unseen prosperities, those ideal glory will someday meet us, but the ordinary pains whether called love or hurt, are too vague. Maybe you were chosen by those stories, and you have no right to be naive. Even if there’s no audience for everything, you are the first to be touched, but we will still believe that until the last minute, there are too many words not from the heart. Whether it’s the content of the years, or the roads we once walked on, until the moment you turn back, you might still sigh that your journey continues forward.

"Zhihan, have you ever thought? Actually, he did this out of true love for you. If he didn’t love you, why would he agree to those unreasonable demands from your parents? As a man, how could he not wish to have the crystallized love between him and his wife? But to be with you, he gave up so many girls with excellent conditions. It’s because he wants to accompany you for a lifetime, that’s why he resisted against his parents. He doesn’t want his parents to dominate his life; he wants to own his perfect life and rights. That’s why he’s figuring out how to escape his parents’ control, seeking to find the true love in his heart. But he found you, and in his heart, you are more important than anything. He can give up everything he built so hard for you; now he’s an economic emperor, everything relates to him. I’m sure you know, as the saying goes, celebrity is feared of fame like a fat pig. Isn’t he doing this to protect you? Your parents always think Yichen will bully you after marrying you, as parents, their concern is correct. They worry for their daughter and pose unreasonable demands. I can understand that, but if your husband didn’t agree to your parents’ demand, how would they marry you to him? He chose that decision for you two to be together smoothly and was forced to make it. How do you know his heart wasn’t in pain when he made such a choice? Sometimes as a wife, you should empathize with your husband’s satisfaction and pain. You cannot live your desired life whimsically. You are no longer a young girl; you have a family and your own people. Everything involves the fate of a family. Do you know? For a wealthy family like ours, every move is watched by media. Maybe you don’t feel it today, but once you argue after the wedding, it will be in the news headlines. Do you really want to see your husband’s hard-earned empire crumble because of your poor relations? You know how hard she worked over the years to achieve her career goals, working tirelessly. He’s not doing this for anything else but to be with you. He waited for so many years, just hoping to create a world belonging to both of you. Now you two are finally together, why continue to make the relationship awkward due to unpleasant issues? As husband and wife, no hurdles cannot be overcome hand in hand; it depends on whether you want to accompany the one who hurt you but whom you can’t hate, to co-create your world?"

"Grandpa, I know you have a point in saying this. I know I can’t argue with you. I haven’t read that many books. I know, and I don’t want to comment on this matter anymore. But in this matter, from start to finish, he shouldn’t hide anything from me. It was truly my parents who made those unreasonable demands to him, and he should have told me earlier to let me solve this matter myself. But why did he do this? Is it merely to be with me that he made such a big sacrifice? Do you know? I have always fantasized that if I marry the man I love most, I must have the children symbolizing our love together. Because that’s the symbol of our love, because of our love comes the children between us. But he brought up such a request on the wedding night, and no matter how, I can’t forgive such a thing happening to me. I view it so importantly, and I long for a child with the man I love most, yet he ended up saying this to me. No matter the purpose, and whether he did so for anyone, I can’t forgive such a thing happening to me! Grandpa, I’ve clearly stated my point just now. I don’t want to continue living at home these days. Maybe after a few days he thinks it through, and he’ll know where he went wrong. This is our way of dealing with things as a couple, I understand. These things happened as they did; what I do now is futile. But I just want him to understand clearly, thoroughly, as couples with any problems, they should face them together, not one person choosing to bear it alone. Even if his original goal was to protect the one he loves most, you can’t lie to the one you love most because lies can indeed break the feelings between two people, and lead a perfect happy home to lose its original warmth. Grandpa, do you understand what I’m saying? Maybe you think I’m being immature, but I have to do this! Until he figures it out, he’ll come look for me to discuss, but until then, I absolutely won’t see him..."

"Do you have to end up like this? Which just-married couple moves out after two days? Aren’t you deliberately making Zhang Family lose face?" Old Master Zhang was quite furious with Ran Zhihan, although he understood that his grandson erred, it shouldn’t be like this. Leave just like that, does she not consider herself part of Zhang Family anymore?

"Grandpa, this isn’t my fault that things turned out this way, but because Yichen lied to me. I am not sure whether I want to continue living with him anymore. This of him makes me feel unfamiliar. In the past, no matter what happened, he’d honestly tell me, but now? Just married and he’s lying to me. Do I still matter to him as a wife? Now I see no hope in his eyes. This time he brought me despair. I know he loves me very much, but can he casually lie to me just because of love? I cannot accept this kind of husband. Grandpa, farewell!"

"Zhihan, Zhihan, Zhihan..." No matter how Old Master Zhang called his granddaughter-in-law, nobody paid him any mind.

Ran Zhihan walked further and further away, finally her figure vanished into the lights!

If one day he truly could return to this place, back to my side, I sincerely hope he wouldn’t leave. Too much had happened before. I begged him deeply, no matter what not to leave me. Leaving would result in my breakdown. But he ultimately left uncompromisingly. I don’t know what I mean to him in his heart, but I know his heart still loves me and cares about me. Yet his heart was chilled by my actions, and at last, that moment he left, what do I even count as? I don’t know why everything I used to want ended up like this. I hoped we could have the happiest time, but our deep emotions and joy were harder to obtain because of our own actions.

Everyone has hopeful expectations for their future, but upon the repeated shattering of dreams, one realizes that all are not as imagined.