My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1202 - 1032: We’ve All Argued Before

"Mom and Dad, you should be well aware that in this society, if there wasn’t even a single argument between partners, living together would be impossible. Sometimes I truly envy you; no matter how much you argue, you never think of completely giving up on each other. When a misunderstanding occurred between my wife and me, she asked for a divorce at that moment. I was so afraid of losing her, but still, I chose to hurt her."

Xia Jing didn’t know that her son had experienced such things. She held back from asking, waiting for Zhang Yichen’s story to continue.

Ran Zhihan really doesn’t know what to do now; no matter what she says or does, her husband will never trust her. If that’s the case, why should she keep pursuing this? In the end, isn’t she just hurting herself?

The more she thinks about it, the more uncomfortable she feels. She has given so much for this family and received such treatment in return, never even getting a fair chance. What more is there to wish for by staying here? What is the meaning of continuing to stay here? Is it just to let her husband humiliate her time and again, thinking she’s just a gold-digger?

No, she absolutely cannot let such things happen, even if she has nowhere else to go. She must prevent such misunderstandings from continuing. She never cared about his money; from the beginning, she didn’t know he was from a wealthy family. From that moment, she fell for him at first sight, but why, after so many years, does he still treat her this way? The person who never doubted her suddenly fills with suspicion. How should one’s heart accept it? No one can accept such things happening to themselves. No one in the world understands how much pain it takes to make these situations turn into the current state.

"You don’t need to tell me anymore. I’ve made up my mind. Let’s divorce. Being with you has brought me immense happiness, the happiest I’ve ever been in my life, but this is how it ends. Thank you for suppressing that issue and letting it end without turmoil, and thank you for all you’ve done for me.

Perhaps you think I’m an ungracious woman, but do you understand? As a woman, she also has dignity. Her heart cannot be repeatedly humiliated by others and remain indifferent. You insult me verbally time and again; is there really no guilt in your heart? I’m a human too; you have the dignity of a man, but don’t I have the dignity of a woman?

You always expect me to respect you, but have you ever respected me? Have you ever understood what kind of life I want? You never cared about what kind of life I want; you only know that everything you do is to keep me worry-free. Do you think a woman stays with her husband for financial security for life?"

"Isn’t it? How many women in the world aren’t like this? Don’t put yourself on too high a pedestal. Do you really think you can travel the world without me? Without the title of being my wife, how could things go so smoothly for you?

I don’t expect you to repay me, but at the very least, please don’t do anything to betray me. Hearts are made of flesh; you hurt me so much, is there no guilt in your heart?"

"Now you tell me hearts are made of flesh. Then what is your heart made of? Stone? Do you really think I don’t feel pain from every word you say? You can hurt me without regard, but why must I always endure and compromise? I don’t want to be the aggrieved clown anymore. The greatest regret of my life is being humiliated by you time and again and not standing up to resist. Perhaps, in your heart, I’m just a woman who can be insulted at will; no one would think this way. I’m a living person!

Since you can’t live with me anymore, wouldn’t it be better for us to divorce? Why make things awkward for each other? Rest assured about Grandpa; I won’t tell him about our divorce, nor will I tell our son. But there’s one thing you need to know: no matter how it ends, my son must live with me. He’s my child, born after ten months of hard pregnancy. I can’t let anyone else raise him by their side; for me, that would be excruciating pain. Whether you agree or not, I will take good care of my son!"

"You want a divorce so much. Then tell me what conditions or benefits you want. Do you want a fortune, a villa, or a sports car? But I absolutely won’t let our son stay with you. You are a negligent mother; you can betray your own husband, and who knows whether you’ll eventually abandon your own son. My patience has limits. While I still have the mood to discuss these topics with you, immediately put down everything you want, or you’ll regret it!"

"I’ve made it extremely clear, very clear. I don’t want anything. From the start, I didn’t value your money to be with you, so why would I want your money now that I’m leaving? I simply wish for my son to stay by my side, and as a mother, I will surely treat my own son well. You call me morally corrupt, but what about you? When have you ever been there to care for your own son? You always put him through devilish training; he’s just a child. Why would you make him go through all the pain you’ve experienced, make our son live in hatred, when he can happily enjoy his childhood?

A person has only one childhood, yet you’ve built our son’s childhood on pain and hatred. You are incredibly cruel; he is your own son. How can you bear to treat him this way? What have you truly taken him for, to use such vicious means against him? I can’t believe it!"

"This is what he must experience in his lifetime. Since he chose this path, he must not have any complaints throughout his life. If he ever chooses to give up, then he’s not worthy of being my son. My family doesn’t have cowards; if he chooses to be a coward, I won’t let him stay in my family. I’ll send him abroad, making it impossible for him to return to his homeland for life.

You think I’m cruel, but don’t you admit it yourself? You betrayed me, hurt our love, betrayed all the vows we made to each other. I hope you think it through. If you choose divorce, then you will gain nothing!"

"Since that day, I will never believe in love again. I will never believe what everyone’s true intentions towards me are. I’m afraid, afraid of the consecutive difficulties and unfair treatment, but I never thought about trading my life for others’ sympathy. That would be the greatest failure of my life..."