Love You for the Rest of My Life

Chapter 1153: Sister Xiaxia is absolutely right, I agree

"Xuanxuan," Di Xiaxia didn’t expect Di Jinxuan to say such harsh words.

She was a bit embarrassed by it.

However, Di Jinxuan, though young, was not a simple-minded girl.

How should one describe her feeling? If one must, then her character comprised elements common to Di Mingjue, Di Mingzhe, and Di Mingchen.

After all, they were siblings and thus shared similarities.

She knew clearly what she wanted.

"Xuanxuan," Di Xiaxia spoke again, her tone sincere, "perhaps Big Sister doesn’t know how to explain it to make you feel relieved because I am not you; I can’t fully understand or experience what you think or feel in your heart. But what I want to say is that we are sisters."

As she spoke, Di Xiaxia stood up, walked over to Di Jinxuan, slowly crouched down, and looking into her eyes, she said, "Though you are not my biological sister, our affection is no different from that of real sisters. Since childhood, you were the one I brought along with me to play, so I don’t want any misunderstanding to cause a rift between us.

If you really, really mind this issue, then I and Big Brother can stay at the Vice Presidential Residence and not come home. If it bothers you, I will definitely not appear in any event that includes Nangong Jin to avoid upsetting you. As long as you and he are happy, that’s enough."

"Big Sister, what are you doing?" Di Jinxuan was shocked and hastily urged her, "Please get up, get up, you are pregnant now, it’s not appropriate to crouch in front of me like this."

"But I feel very sorry for you." Di Xiaxia’s eyes reddened, suddenly filled with immense guilt and self-reproach.

She also glanced at Gu Qibao, her eyes downcast in defeat, "Once, because of my willfulness and lack of thorough consideration, I caused Qibao and Third Brother to argue. Now..."

Di Xiaxia looked back to Di Jinxuan, "You and I, as sisters, have also become distanced because I handled things poorly at that time. I am truly saddened.

In fact, the situation is not what you all think, because you are not me, so you cannot understand and there are misunderstandings, and because I am not you, there are also misunderstandings. Just like when I embraced Third Brother, I truly only wanted to express my feelings briefly.

But in Qibao’s view, things were not like that. Afterwards, I felt guilty, and although I wanted to apologize many times, I could never bring myself to do so. If I had considered things from Qibao’s perspective initially, maybe I wouldn’t have done what I did.

Maybe I would have explained to Qibao first, told her that I just wanted to embrace Third Brother briefly to express my own feelings. I think if I had said that, Qibao would surely have agreed, and there would not have been any misunderstandings or confusion.

But fortunately, afterward, Big Brother dragged me to apologize, and Qibao graciously accepted. But if I really had ill intentions, I might have resorted to foul tricks, and I would not have become good friends with Qibao.

So now I feel that one thing can have many facets because we are not each other, and do not understand each other’s true feelings, leading to misunderstandings.

Just like with Brother Jin, neither I nor you are him, what he exactly thought about that remark might have been casually said, or maybe he really wanted to make a friend at that moment, but it could have been just a fleeting thought.

I don’t think it represents anything significant. If you really can’t get past this issue in your heart, I think you should ask him. What I can assure you is that I really have no feelings for him at all, not from start to finish, only friends, because he is truly worth befriending.

As a friend, once you start mingling with him, you would possibly do anything for him, but it’s still just friendship. Nangong Jin may appear close to everyone and unpretentious, but actually, it’s not quite so; I always feel his politeness carries a bit of indifferent aloofness."

"That’s so true!" After listening to Di Xiaxia’s very long speech, Gu Qibao finally couldn’t help but interject, "I think Sister Xiaxia is absolutely right! I totally agree."