Hello, my Mr. Shangguan

Chapter 239 The Biggest Compromise and Concession

It's no wonder that after Mu Zixiao was seriously injured by Shangguan Rui and hospitalized, Chen Yuan left after confirming that her life was out of danger, and only asked himself to take care of her.

It seems that before that, they have already started to hide.

Accompanied by Chu Yingrou, the doctor came over to check all the data of Mu Zhennan's body, and said that after waiting for a few hours, Mu Zhennan should be able to wake up, and we will see the situation at that time.

He also informed his family members that although Mu Zhennan still had a heart rejection reaction this time, he was much better than the previous few times, and his body was slowly recovering.

So, the group of them waited outside the ward.

Seeing the white light rising from the sky, Mu Zixiao felt for the first time that every second of the helpless waiting was so long.

Shangguan Jingyu took off his coat and put it on her body, Mu Zixiao looked dull, looking at the world outside the window.

All the things shrouded in the night are like silhouettes, standing there one by one, but when she saw it, she was moved to tears.

With her crying so silently, Shangguan Jingyu stretched out his arms and held her in his arms, his gentle voice rang in her ear, and said to her in a deep voice, "The success rate of heart transplantation in China is relatively high now. , I asked someone to check the doctor's qualifications, I believe Dad will be fine, don't worry too much."

Mu Zixiao knew that Shangguan Jingyu was trying to comfort herself, but she couldn't stop worrying.

His eyes were a little empty, his head rested on his shoulder, and he said in a muffled voice, with guilt in his tone, "Actually, I used to blame him quite a bit. Because whenever I think of him, I will think of how he treated my mother. I will be sad, resentful, and ignore him. I don’t like everything he arranged for me on his own initiative, I don’t like how he restrains me too much, and I don’t like his repeated rigidity. There are many things about him. , I don't like either.

Maybe I just don't cherish it. When I meet him, I always quarrel with him because of various things.I know that most of the time it is me who makes trouble for no reason.However, at that time, I felt that, facing him, there was no other way to get along with him except to quarrel.Especially, when my mother passed away, when Chu Yingrou was able to go in and out of his side in a legitimate way, every day in the future, my resentment towards him would increase.Because of this incident, I suddenly discovered that my relationship with his father and daughter was spent most of the time in disputes. "

She discovered that she actually gave up the life she had originally because of her resentment towards a woman.

Clutching the hem of his clothes, she sobbed uncontrollably, the sadness accumulated in her heart was completely released at this moment, and her sobbing from time to time gradually turned into continuous low-pitched crying.Her eyes were tightly closed, tears were mottled on her face, and she gritted her teeth tightly. She tried her best not to cry, but the tears could not be stopped.

"It's not that I can't accept that he has his own life, it's that he can't accept his relationship again. I know that there is still a long way to go in his life, and I also know that I can't always be with him. I won't let myself be selfish To this point, however, I just can't bear it, the person by his side is Chu Yingrou. As long as I see her, I will always be stuck in the past. And every time he tries to justify, in my eyes, It's all about protecting Chu Yingrou."

　Even if she didn't say this feeling, she would still come out to torture her when she dreamed back at midnight and struggled to sleep.

Qin Wan's death was like a thorn that pierced deeply into her heart. Even if it was pulled out intact, it would still leave a bloody scar.

The lips were bitten by her with blue and white marks, and my breathing began to become difficult, "I have been stuck in this emotion before. I thought that my resentment towards him would last forever. But, I found that I was The moment I heard that something was wrong with him, I immediately panicked, and I was very afraid that something was wrong with him."

"I was thinking about it on the way here. I thought about it a lot. Most of it was about the past. Those memories were swaying in my mind. The moment the car stopped, I suddenly realized in my heart that even I'm full of resentment towards him, he's still the one person I can't let go of. I can't stop thinking about it, I can't even accept not having him."

The most difficult part between relatives has been tormenting her.And at the most critical moment, he pulled her back.

In the past, when she felt resentful because of complaining, she and Mu Zhennan didn't have a good time, nor were they happy.

In the past, she naively thought that seeing Mu Zhennan unhappy would make her happy.But in fact, neither of them was happy.

Therefore, she thought, if remembering a person's shortcomings will widen the distance between two people, then if it is better to miss a person more, can the distance between seeing each other be quiet.

So, she tried to recall that in her past years, she found that apart from the one thing she couldn't let go of, Mu Zhennan really doted on her everywhere.And after Qin Wan's death, everything that Mu Zhennan did for her was vilified by her.

Just because of the presence of Chu Yingrou beside Mu Zhennan, all Mu Zhennan's concern for her turned out to have ulterior motives.

The past is all false, memory is an endless road.

On this road, if you are too persistent, everything will fall into endless torture and endless darkness.

And once a person falls into self-torture and darkness, it will be difficult to get close to sunshine and happiness.

"So, when I saw it suddenly, I figured it out. People can't always hold on to the past and never let go. Life pushes people forward, and people have to look forward. As long as he can get better, as long as he can be well, I will definitely not use it anymore." What happened in the past has tortured our current life." His eyes hurt, and he sniffed, "I thought about it, even if he really wants to be with Chu Yingrou in the future, it's okay. As long as he can get better, I will acceptable."

This is the biggest compromise and concession she can make for Mu Zhennan.

Crying like an unwanted child, no matter what the tears are on him, the panic and helplessness in her heart made her reach out and hug him tightly, "All I want now is for him to get better... He can't just leave like this suddenly...he can't just leave me like that, he can't just leave me like this..."

Even if life and death are something that must be experienced in life, she cannot accept it.

Qin Wan is dead, she can no longer lose Mu Zhennan.

If Qin Wan's death and Chu Yingrou's existence were the pain points that bothered her the most, then, for Mu Zhennan's sake, she could let go of all of them.

She will never do anything to make him sad again, she wants him to live well.

If the existence of that woman can make him live happily, that's not impossible.

For Mu Zhennan, she was willing to make concessions.

Shangguan Jingyu had never seen her cry so sadly, her eyes were swollen from crying.

Holding her chin, staring at her walnut-like eyes, she said with a bit of disgust, "It's so ugly to cry like this!"

Mu Zixiao was already in tears, but when he heard him say that, she glared at him and accused him with her eyes, the joke she made at this time was not funny at all.

He lowered his head and kissed her tearful eyes, the tears were sour, he held her in his arms, stroked her hair with gentle palms, and said comfortingly, "No matter what happens, I will be by your side. You are not alone, Don't worry, don't be afraid." He stood by her side and hugged her tightly.

Maybe the power of words seems weak, but he wants her to know that when she is sad, he can be relied on by her side, and she will not be alone.

Although the night is dark and long, there will always be day.

All the sorrows can be overwhelmed by time.

Chen Yuan at the corner noticed their figures embracing each other, their bodies were as stiff as a statue, the fists clenched by their sides, with blue veins exposed, loosened weakly after repeated ideological struggles.

He finally withdrew his gaze, turned and left.

**

Since the clarification of those public rumors, Min Nana's resources that originally belonged to her have returned one after another.

All parties wanting to sign a contract are waiting for her schedule.

If it was before, she would have let Aaron fill up her formation, but after this period of time, it made her feel a lot calmer, and suddenly she didn't care so much about the entertainment industry.

According to what she said, it's been a period of suspension anyway, and it doesn't matter if you stop for a while.

But those investors thought of asking her to speak for them.

During the peak period of public opinion, not only can you gain the favor of the people, but you can also capture the sense of guilt. You only need to use your brain a little to predict the full benefits in the future.

Fingertips slid on the screen, and Ming Nana swept across the screen. Now the wind of public opinion on the Internet has changed, and it has begun to lean towards her, leaving messages and comments on her Weibo.

"Let me just say, Ming Nana is the queen of traffic, how could she do such a shameless thing, it turned out to be a misunderstanding after a long time. That Mo Xuening is really shameless."

"My goddess is the best! She is a well-deserved national goddess."

"You can do such a slanderous thing. It's obviously a mess of yourself, but you still pour dirty water on others. How can there be such a scum in the entertainment industry? Why didn't you find out that Mo Xuening was so stupid before?" so disgusting."

"That's right, she still has a pretty innocent face. It turns out that she is the one who was slept to death."

"People like Mo Xuening should be cast aside. We must launch a call to boycott Mo Xuening, a hungry scum in the entertainment industry."

"That's right, Mo Xuening is the one who should get out of the entertainment industry."

"Yes, Mo Xuening get out of the entertainment industry."

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After she really wanted to be exposed, Mo Xuening lost countless fans overnight, and in the end only a small group of fans supported her.

Later, even her fans became the targets of online siege, and those fans who originally spoke out for her couldn't stand the attacks on the Internet, and finally chose to shut up.

However, because of the recent turmoil, Mo Xuening was able to appear on the trending searches as she wished, and attracted everyone's attention.