novelraw Chapter 238 Her life is longer than mine
Chapter 238 Her life is longer than mine
Seeing that she was always so resolute, Chu Yingrou lowered her eyes slightly, took the lead in taking a step back, and stopped talking.
Now that he has reached this point, seeing Mu Zixiao put all his attacks on Chu Yingrou, Chen Yuan simply opened up the matter and told her.
Chen Yuan is very straightforward, even his voice is dull and serious, his expression is dull, and his emotions are well hidden, "Actually, when you were injured at the airport, the master's condition was already very bad. You On the day he was hospitalized, he heard the news of your injury, was so emotional that he suddenly fell into a faint, that's why he couldn't rush to the hospital to see you."
Mu Zixiao's pupils constricted, her vision became blurred, and her heart felt aching.She felt a little empty in her mind, she remembered what Chen Yuan said.
That day, she was hospitalized with a gunshot wound. It was because Mu Zhennan didn't go to the hospital that she stubbornly wanted to break off relations with Mu Zhennan and the Mu family.
She thought that Mu Zhennan was disappointed in her, that Mu Zhennan was angry because she didn't want to get engaged to Shangguan Rui, didn't want to care about her, didn't want to talk to her anymore, but she didn't think that there was another reason behind it.
"Because of the fainting that time, the master needed a heart transplant operation as soon as possible. Fortunately, he found a suitable heart in advance, so the operation was performed two days later. The operation was successful and the master recovered very well, but, This situation did not last for a few days, and the transplanted heart was rejected."
Heart transplantation is a very complicated operation, and heart rejection after the operation is even more inevitable.No matter how successful the heart transplant is, there is no guarantee that there will be no other side effects after the operation.
Chen Yuan told her, "Actually, the master wanted you to get engaged with Shangguan Rui, just to give you a future to rely on. He knew that his health was not good at the time, so he tried his best to make arrangements for you. The Shangguan family The prestige in Pingchuan, and being married to Shangguan's family is a very strong support for your future. However, you firmly opposed that day, and the master is willing to agree with your opinion in the end, but he has not had time to say it."
Listening to what Chen Yuan said, a gap seemed to burst open in her heart, and more and more cold wind poured in, making her heart colder and hollower.
Every word, every sentence, connected in series, is like a needle piercing her heart.This sharp pain spread from the heart to every inch of skin and every trace of flesh and blood.
When she was at her most hesitant, he gave her this blow directly and mercilessly.
Holding the corner of her lips ironically, her lips turned pale. She always thought that Mu Zhennan was greedy for the power of Shangguan's family, and that's why she insisted on getting her engaged with Shangguan Rui, but she didn't expect that there was such a reason behind it.
But why didn't Mu Zhennan say anything, and let her be so misunderstood?
Looking up at the closed door of the ward, she and Mu Zhennan were in two distinct situations just separated by a door.
All the goodwill behind it, after time and speculation, turned into a very bad look.
And now she knows the so-called truth.
But what's the use?She didn't even have time to say an apology.
Mu Zixiao listened to his words, leaned against the wall of the corridor, and suddenly laughed, tears flickered in her eyes but turned cold, she took a breath slowly, "So, you have been Hiding it from me?"
Chen Yuan stared deeply at her with complicated eyes, and after a long time, he said stiffly, "...that's what the master meant."
In an instant, she forgot to breathe, and she froze in place.
Hearing this sentence from Chen Yuan's mouth really made her irrefutable.
Does Mu Zhennan think she is irrelevant?Even important matters such as life and death were kept from her.Or, Mu Zhennan felt that she was someone who couldn't stand setbacks?
The tears in his eyes were forced away, and the difficult voice revealed an incomprehensible calmness, "You didn't tell me the truth at the beginning, but now that I have found this place, you come to tell me these things. He thinks that in a situation where I don't know Now, let all this happen silently, even if I know the truth one day in the future, I won’t be sad? I won’t be worried? I won’t feel guilty? Or do you think that you should be the ones who accompany him at the critical moment of his life?”
Chen Yuan was silent this time and did not speak.
Mu Zixiao then asked him, "Do you think what you said to me just now is what you said to be kind? And I should be grateful to you? Thank you for your loyalty to him?"
Standing aside, Chu Yingrou looked at Mu Zixiao tenderly, and finally said, "Zi Xiao, don't doubt Zhennan's concern for you. Zhennan just doesn't want you to worry. At the beginning, the attending doctor said that the operation The success rate is relatively high, and he wants to take a gamble."
Mu Zixiao took a breath, the smell of the hospital made her feel cold, she closed her eyes tiredly, unwilling to see Chu Yingrou. "I don't want to argue with you now, and I don't want to see you."
Chu Yingrou looked at her, opened her lips, and originally wanted to say something, but when the words came to her lips, everything disappeared.Seeing Mu Zixiao's evasive eyes, she lowered her eyes, calmed down for a moment, and said, "I'll go to the doctor to see the situation."
There will be a doctor on duty in the hospital at night, and the doctor in charge of Mu Zhennan even set up a targeted treatment team to check on Mu Zhennan's situation in turn.
Chu Yingrou knew the reason why Mu Zixiao treated her like this, the words that were originally on her lips turned into silence in the end.Now, I'm afraid that Mu Zixiao will feel more negative emotions because of her presence, so it's better for her to leave temporarily.
Walking in front of her, Chu Yingrou's figure always looked slender, like a puff of smoke, which might disappear with the wind at any time.
Chen Yuan looked at Mu Zixiao, hesitant to speak.
Mu Zixiao clearly noticed the gaze on her body, and said, "If you are worried, you can go with her."
After hearing her words, Chen Yuan followed her as expected.
She didn't bother to lift her eyelids to look at them again, and after a while, she was left alone in the corridor.
With no one else present, the hard erected armor on her body quickly collapsed at this moment.
Suddenly her nose was sour, and she cried without confidence.
Seeing Chu Yingrou here, she felt that everything that happened was ironic. Mu Zhennan didn't want to tell her about his illness, but let Chu Yingrou stay by his side all the time.
Did Mu Zhennan value Chu Yingrou too much, or did he always treat her as an irrelevant person?In the face of such a major matter of life and death, the choice Mu Zhennan made was to push her away!
However, after she knew it, she couldn't help herself not to care.
Especially, when she saw Chu Yingrou, she would think of Qin Wan's death.
She couldn't be calm about a man who killed her mother's murderer.
In the elevator room, Chen Yuan looked at the person beside him with a complicated expression, and said, "We...are we going to keep it a secret from her?"
Chu Yingrou knew what he meant, and it took a long time before she answered him, "Since it's in the past, let's leave it in the past! Don't tell her."
Chen Yuan breathed heavily, and looked at her seriously, "But, she will resent you."
This is a fact, Mu Zixiao has always had a deep prejudice against her.
Chu Yingrou touched the corners of her lips and smiled lightly. She looked forward, as if seeing a more distant past through time.In her gentle eyes like autumn water, ripples of light flashed, sad and desolate, she spoke in a warm voice, almost sighing, "Her life is longer than mine."
"..."
There was a gentle smile on the corner of her lips, with three points of firmness, "I hope she can live a happier life than me."
If some 'secrets' are chosen to be hidden from the beginning, there will inevitably be unspeakable difficulties.
Chen Yuan withdrew his gaze, "I see."
"I'm sorry." Chu Yingrou looked at him, "I know this is very unfair to you."
Shaking his head, "No." Chen Yuan withdrew his gaze, concealed the emotions in his eyes, and returned to his usual indifference, "I think everything is fine now."
"Ding" The sound of the elevator door opening is especially clear at night.
Footsteps suddenly appeared in the originally quiet corridor.
Mu Zixiao fell to the ground with her head buried in her knees, she didn't pay attention to it, and didn't want to see who it was.
A pair of exquisite men's leather shoes first appeared in front of her eyes, followed by the trouser legs of the suit. When her gaze slowly moved up, she saw Shangguan Jingyu's handsome face appearing in her sight.
His haste was a little embarrassing in his otherwise calm life, his eyes hurt, and he choked up and said, "Why are you here!"
Shangguan Jingyu pulled her up from the cold ground with a heavy expression, looked at her carefully from top to bottom, and then breathed a sigh of relief, "Aunt Mei is worried about you going out in the middle of the night, and I am also worried." Don't worry." She frowned and looked at her, "Why do you turn off your phone?"
Thinking of the cell phone that was still on the co-pilot in the car, Mu Zixiao replied truthfully, "The cell phone is out of battery."
Shangguan Jingyu's frown still did not loosen. If Lin Mo hadn't shown that the location on her car was moving, he would have thought that something had happened to her.The nervous heart hidden in his chest can only be truly relieved when he sees her appearing in front of him intact.
He reached out and locked her tightly in his arms, and said seriously, "Mu Zixiao, do you know that you scared me?"
I don't know why, when I heard him say this at this time, when he expressed his concern for her, her tears suddenly fell again without disappointment.
Leaning in his arms, with tears streaming down his face, his body trembled uncontrollably, "Old Mu has an accident, it's very dangerous, I'm worried about him."
Shangguan Jingyu didn't speak any more, and silently hugged her tightly. Her choked voice made him feel distressed.
The emotion that was still holding on disappeared completely in front of him. Leaning on his shoulder, she sobbed and said, "Why didn't he tell me! Why did he keep it from me? He had such a serious operation, I Really worried about him."
In front of others, she will not expose her fragility.However, in front of him, she suddenly felt very sad.
Shangguan Jingyu suddenly understood that when he met Chen Yuan before, he saw the hesitation on his face, and vaguely felt that something had changed in the Mu family, but he didn't expect that something happened to Mu Zhennan.