novelraw Chapter 191 Away From His Daughter Forever
Chapter 191 Away From His Daughter Forever
Chapter 191 Away From His Daughter Forever
And during this time, Chen Chuxue was also constantly perfecting her new song.
And because of Chen Chuxue's continuous polishing, her new song is almost perfect.
Only the last point comes from the sublimation of the connotation of the song.
So Chen Chuxue was a little troubled at this moment because of this matter.
Although the song has already been written.
But she felt that there was a little taste missing in the song.
So she, who has been pursuing perfection, has been unable to release this song for a long time.
But Chen Chuxue has always had absolute confidence in herself, thinking that she can definitely write this song.
And it is precisely because her goal this time is to surpass Zero One.
So instead, because of her own goal, she got rid of her dependence on Zero One in her heart.
If she encountered these difficulties in the past, she would subconsciously seek help from Zero One.
Ask Zero One to help her solve these things, but at this moment, she only wants to rely on herself to complete these things.
And in another screen.
Lin Yi still didn't feel tired, he was constantly coping with his coma period.
That business piled up.
In order to maintain these enterprises, he changed several very big decisions for them.
After doing all this, he felt a little tired.
He also felt very cold.
So Lin Yi returned to his bedroom.
After that, he picked up a notebook and started writing subconsciously.
After Lin Yi wrote a few words, he realized what he was doing at this moment,
Lin Yi was puzzled at first, why did he do these things.
Why did I do these things subconsciously?
But he later realized immediately that doing these things had formed a habit in his bones.
He will do these things subconsciously.
But after Lin Yi wrote a few pages, he tore up all these things.
Because he thought of something now, he had to write it.
Although he had already written a suicide note a long time ago, and had the idea of choosing a cemetery for himself.
But what he is writing now is what he has been avoiding all this time.
Something I have never dared to face.
He now wants to write some words for his daughter.
After his death, he was handed over to his daughter through others.
He began by writing that he didn't need anyone's tribute.
Because he felt that his life was not worth anyone's tears for him.
He has done many wrong things in his life.
He thinks this should be some kind of punishment in disguise.
After Lin Yi finished writing this paragraph, he stopped and then started writing.
He wrote.
I know daughter, you must hate me very much.
The image of me in your heart must also make you extremely disgusted.
So when I heard this news, I think your heart should not be too heavy, but you will feel a sense of relief.
Even if you feel sad because of this, I think it is completely unnecessary.
Because for someone like me, that's where I belong.
For me, there is a very quiet and open place, and I really want to go there.
But when Lin Yi wrote this, he found that he could not continue writing.
Because when he wrote this, he seemed to really have a feeling that he and his daughter were divided.
He felt he couldn't accept it.
So Lin Yi chose to escape again this time. At this moment, he also found that he was not so open-minded, and he never let go.
Death has always been a relief for him, but he always has some reasons for him to continue to live, to continue to bear those pains, and feel the injustice of those fates.
Lin Yi finally figured it out now. In fact, he didn't want to die. Even though he had endured so much pain, the deepest part of his heart still didn't want to die.
Death he feared.
Even if death could allow him to end all of this and save him from living to bear those things, he still couldn't accept it.
After Lin Yi thought of this, he cried again.
Many times during the rescue, after being rescued, he would complain from the bottom of his heart for the teasing of fate.
He hated himself for waking up again. He felt that after waking up, he would have to bear the pain again.
And he also felt that the people who saved him were like devils, at least he had thought of this many times.
But now he also discovered that the one who didn't want to die the most was himself.
It is precisely because of this idea in his heart that he has lived until now.
After seeing this scene at this moment, many of the audience felt a little heartbroken and shed tears.
When they saw Lin Yi make such a choice, he felt that this man's life was too difficult.
"Yeah, what a cruel thing this is."
"I think this is also an instinctive contradiction."
"Yes, on the one hand, the torment from physical illness made him want to seek relief. It made him feel that the world after death would be very quiet, very vast, and much warmer and more comfortable than the place he is now."
"So there will be an idea deep in his mind, that is to seek death or relief."
"So when he has these thoughts, every time he wakes up from a coma, his emotions will actually collapse a bit, because he wants to be relieved, and he doesn't want to bear these pains anymore."
"No one wants to suffer that kind of pain that seems to be tortured in hell."
"But on the other hand, he has some concerns about himself, which makes him have a strong desire to survive."
"So he lived in this extremely contradictory state all the time for the rest of his life."
"And every emotional change will make his heartstrings fluctuate violently. So I think it is true that his mental torment is definitely not weaker than that of his body."
"Yeah, this man is really too difficult and too tired."
The pictures in the memory fragments are still playing.
in another screen.
Chen Chuxue has also become a young girl.
And the road that followed her got farther and farther.
The rules in the circle put more and more pressure on her.
There are many dirty things in the circle staring at Chen Chuxue.
But these things were all blocked by Lin Yi.
So Chen Chuxue knew nothing about these things.
And that day Lin Yi issued an extremely strong warning to the outside world.
Keep them away from his daughter forever.
His financial resources and the energy behind him are capable of saying such things.
This time the warning undoubtedly formed a very terrifying deterrent.
And this is also the reason why Lin Yi has been maintaining his enterprises.
What he was waiting for was this day, the things in his hands were never reserved for his own use.
He just wants to protect his wife and daughter.
And he felt that after his death, if he handed over these things to his wife and daughter, they would also be able to protect him.
And there are some rules and capital in the circle, they don't believe in evil and want to violate this rule formulated by Lin Yi.
And then he went bankrupt due to various reasons.
Some of them even lost their families.
So for a while, those capitals in the circle and the makers of those rules are in danger.
They all began to try their best to distance themselves from Chen Chuxue.
They didn't dare to curry favor with Chen Chuxue, let alone demand Chen Chuxue by the rules of the circle.
At this moment, they just want to get better and better away from Chen Chuxue.
Where there is fear, there is naturally hatred.
Many people were frightened by it afterward.
Although they chose to avoid at this time.
But they hated Lin Yi because of this.
The hatred for Chen Chuxue intensified.
The only thought in their minds at the moment is, what if you die?What should your daughter do?
Wait until after you die.They must implement more intense revenge to reduce the hatred in their hearts.
And this moment.
When these pictures in the memory fragments were published on the Internet one by one.
Many people sighed because of this.
At this moment, they all felt that what Lin Yi had done was too much.
Even at this time he has been guarding his daughter.
"I really can't imagine how Chen Chuxue would face the world if Lin Yi didn't have something in his hands forever."
"I think she will disappear among the crowd, or become a very talented star, but not as stunning and unique as she is now."
"Yes, if Lin Yi had left this world at that time, then no such perfect person would have been born."
"Chen Chuxue would never have received such a perfect education, and would never have become such a person with ideals."
"I think Chen Chuxue is also feeling scared now. She didn't know until this moment that her father did so many things for her back then."
And this moment.
The pictures in the memory segment are still playing.
And Lin Yi's eyes are always farther than ordinary people.
So after he did all those things and frightened the rules and capital in the circle.
Naturally, he also thought about everything that would follow.
He figured it out, though the resignation and what he'd done kept those people out of the way.
It is absolutely impossible to hurt his daughter in the slightest.
But he understands, because his actions will definitely make some people feel resentful.
He has met many such people in his life.
So he thought of even that.
After he made all the arrangements for his future life, he made sure that even if he died, the machine that protected his wife and daughter would still be able to operate normally.
He reiterated his warning to those capitals and rules.
Tell them that if they dare to move those thoughts, they will die together. He is not afraid of death, and he has long longed to embrace death.
And when Lin Yi finished all this, the whole circle ushered in the biggest shock in history.
And although all of this is menacing, it is like a stormy sea.
But in the eyes of most outsiders, this circle is still calm.
The same is true for Chen Chuxue, she knows nothing about all this.
She just noticed that several directors who had previously invited him to join the film and television industry suddenly stopped contacting her.
But Chen Chuxue thinks this is good, anyway, she has no intention of stepping into this circle now.
And Chen Chuxue discovered that during this period.
Those program groups and directors invited her less and less.
So Chen Chuxue wondered if she had done something wrong again.
And let those capitals who have always wanted to target her find a reason.
Thus came to find a new reason to block her.
Chen Chuxue still felt a little flustered at the thought of this, although she already had enough talent and confidence at this moment.
But when she faced these things, she was still subconsciously afraid.
Because the shadow these things cast on her back then was too great.
And when Chen Chuxue searched for relevant information about herself on the Internet, she found that such information did not exist at all.
There was no announcement like last time when those program groups jointly released, boycotted her, and blocked her together.
So Chen Chuxue thought of another possibility, she thought, maybe they didn't choose such a high-profile way this time, or they didn't even bother to find a reason.
They immediately blocked her.
But after Chen Chuxue thought of this, she soon felt puzzled again.
Because at this moment, the Internet is still filled with a lot of news about her.
One by one of her songs has been on fire.
The current reviews of her are all, this is a talented singer, she will never be buried by anything, and she will definitely shine even brighter in the future.
So Chen Chuxue looked at these remarks and comments on the Internet, and she felt that she didn't look like she was banned.
So this time she chose to take the initiative to contact those program groups, and chose a stage in advance for her new song to continue singing.
After Chen Chuxue was a little nervous, she sent emails to one program group's mailbox after another.
She received replies from those program groups that night.
Basically every program group agreed to Chen Chuxue's words very formally.
They all extended invitations to her.
Said that they are very willing to hand over the stage of their show to Chen Chuxue to sing.
So after Chen Chuxue received so many invitations from program groups all of a sudden, she felt that it was a bit difficult to choose, and she fell into a tangle.
After that, she copied the names of one program group after another into her notebook so that she could make a choice.
And she put a few very familiar names in the front.
Chen Chuxue thought that she would choose these programs.
And when Chen Chuxue finished solving the problem in her heart, she suddenly found that the forum user updated his post again.
This made Chen Chuxue feel that today is really her lucky day.
So she immediately sent a private message to that forum user.
Because she felt that the person hadn't logged into this forum for a long time, and they hadn't chatted for a long time.
And sure enough, that forum user was also online.
(End of this chapter)