novelraw Chapter 190 That day will never come
Chapter 190 That day will never come
Chapter 190 That day will never come
At this moment, after everyone saw this scene, they fell into silence.
They originally thought that Lin Yi's efforts during this period would be rewarded.
During this period of time, he kept forcing himself to eat all kinds of things, insisting on exercising, and suppressing the discomfort in his heart.
Even every time the pain wailed out loud.
He never gave up these efforts.
But it still didn't work.
"Yeah, all of this is really useless."
"And you can imagine that he must have been in such desperate situations many times later."
"And I think no matter how strong a person's willpower is, there will always be a limit."
"I think that every time Lin Yi goes into a coma, every time he wakes up from a coma, it is impossible not to feel a little despair. He will be defeated by these things one day."
"Yes, this feeling is too hopeless. No matter what you do, it won't work. No matter what you do, you will still fall into a coma."
"I think this is normal. After all, with Lin Yi's body, he should have left this world long ago."
"And what he said was in vain in the eyes of his doctors."
"Those doctors wrote in their reports that these things will not have any effect on his physical health."
"Those doctors also said that in their original expectation, Lin Yi should have died long ago."
"But I think this is exactly what proves that Lin Yi's efforts are useful. Although he did not change the final outcome, and that final outcome will not be changed by anything, he changed the process and delayed his progress. The time of death."
"Then how can this be said to be useless?"
The memory fragments in the screen are still playing.
This time, after Lin Yi was carried into the operating room, he was unconscious for a long time.
The doctors also tried their best to rescue Lin Yi.
They felt that even if they couldn't rescue Lin Yi this time, they would at least try their best.
Because they saw too many miracles in Lin Yi.
So they really couldn't bear to let such a tough life die like this.
After some persuasion before, Lin Yi was euthanized by the doctor.
In the process of seeing Lin Yi fight against the pain again and again, when seeing Lin Yi endure all kinds of discomfort in his body, force himself to eat, and force himself to exercise.
They were all overwhelmed.
They all felt that some of their previous remarks were a complete blasphemy against this incomparably tough life.
But this time the rescue situation is not optimistic.
They performed many rescues.
But even if Lin Yi came out of the emergency ward, his life was out of danger.
But he didn't wake up for a long time, and he was in a state like a vegetative state.
And Lin Yi had a dream at this moment, he dreamed of his daughter.
In the dream, his daughter met him.
His daughter told him that she doesn't need this father anymore, she can walk the rest of the way by herself, and she will definitely shine in the future.
After Lin Yi heard this sentence, he fell into silence.
He felt that this was indeed the case.
My daughter is growing up step by step, becoming more outstanding step by step, and will not be defeated by any difficulties.
Lin Yi thought of his daughter, the promise he made with him back then.
And the dreams I told him.
Chen Chuxue told him that she wanted to become a big star and earn a lot of money.
Only then did Lin Yi realize that his daughter had already achieved the ideal she had and the goals she had set.
So Lin Yi thinks.
Should I really let go of all that?
Maybe my own existence is indeed superfluous.
But then Lin Yi asked his daughter again, what would you do if your dream came true?
After Lin Yi asked these words, Chen Chuxue, who was in the dream, lowered her head and thought for a while.
She said: "Of course I will continue to go on and take my own path further."
Lin Yi continued to ask: "Then how can we go further?"
Chen Chuxue seemed a little impatient at being asked, she replied: "Of course it is to go to a bigger concert and get on a higher stage."
After Lin Yi heard this answer, his heart skipped a beat for some reason.
He said: "What if you don't have talent in the future."
"Just like those predicaments you encountered before."
"Suddenly one day you couldn't write songs, and there were no new works after that."
"And your old works were ridiculed by the audience because you sang them over and over again."
"I laughed at you and said that you sang the same song over and over again and laughed at you that you no longer have talent and will only rest on your laurels. What should you do at that time?"
After Chen Chuxue heard these words, her face flushed red.
She wanted to refute, but found that there was no way to refute.
Lin Yi continued: "If the development of the matter is really similar to what I said, then the next thing you have to face is that there are no programs that will continue to invite you."
"There is no bigger stage to hold a bigger concert."
"It's not because of the blocking of some capital that you once faced."
"Those capitals will not need to be blocked at all. Those programs will consciously avoid you."
"Because your songs will only get reviews after they perform on their show. The show group is out of money. How can you invite such a past singer to sing these songs? I'm tired of listening to them a long time ago."
"Your concerts were also neglected because of your long silence."
"At that time, no one will buy your tickets, so what's the use of going to a big concert?"
In Lin Yi's dream, he didn't seem to be a patient anymore.
He is just an ordinary father. When he said this, he didn't have back pain, tinnitus, or wheezing.
So when Lin Yi said this passage, it was extremely smooth.
And just when Lin Yi wanted to continue talking.
In the dream, Chen Chuxue was so anxious that she burst into tears.
So Lin Yi panicked in a hurry. He stepped forward to help his daughter who was squatting on the ground and crying, but was pushed away by her little hand.
So Lin Yi was at a loss for what to do, and he quickly comforted: "No, the situation I mentioned is just a hypothesis."
"That's not going to happen."
After Chen Chuxue heard these words, she stopped sobbing, raised her head slightly to look at Lin Yi and said, "What if it happened?"
"One day, I will have no talent."
"Although a friend of mine taught me how to face mediocrity and how to face my own ordinaryness."
"But on that day, I will definitely feel uncomfortable for a long, long time."
Lin Yi immediately replied: "No, that day will never come."
After Lin Yi finished speaking, his consciousness seemed to be gathering slowly, and the little finger of his left hand twitched slightly.
After that, the screens in the memory fragments began to jump.
Lin Yi's consciousness began to gather slowly again.
When he woke up that day, all the doctors were extremely excited.
They were all cheering and hugging excitedly.
But at this moment, Lin Yi's mind was still filled with the dream he had.
At this moment, he felt inexplicable sadness in his heart.
He had indeed educated his daughter before, to face up to mediocrity, and to know how to see her own mediocrity.
Everyone will have a day like this because time is fair to everyone.
But Lin Yidang heard his daughter say that although she understood this truth, it would not be until she lost those auras.
After that day comes.
She will definitely still be sad.
So at this moment, Lin Yi has only this thought in his mind.
That is to let those auras be placed on their daughters forever.
He will not let his daughter fall into the ordinary.
But at this moment, the audience watching this scene has a completely different feeling.
Because the moment they saw Lin Yi in a coma, his expression was relief, his expression was that he had finally let go of everything, and even smiled at that moment.
And maybe he has been in a coma for so many days, and he has been arguing with each other on these two issues.
His choice was to just let it all go.
Get a good night's sleep.
Or continue to return to this cold world that seems to be suffering in hell every day.
Lin Yi obviously chose the latter.
So at this moment, there are a lot of barrage in the live broadcast room.
"His life is really too hard. Why did he choose the latter? He still can't let go of his daughter."
"His body is already like this now, and he will suffer from this pain in the future."
"If you are alive, every moment is a kind of suffering, so does the meaning of living really exist?"
"But this was Lin Yi's choice. He was still calm after waking up. He had no resentment and did not lament the unfairness of fate."
"He still chose to live and bear the pain because he wanted to watch his daughter grow up."
At this moment, the picture in the memory fragment is still playing.
When Lin Yi woke up, the doctors performed further treatment on him.
And all the doctors, the first thing everyone said to Lin Yi was to congratulate him for making it through this time.
And the second sentence is.
He should just rest and leave it alone, he's in terrible shape right now.
Lin Yi's only reaction after hearing these words was just shaking his head with a smile.
He said to the doctors: "You have persuaded me countless times about these words."
"But every time I know very clearly my physical condition, these things are useless."
And when Lin Yi finished speaking, the doctors at the scene fell into silence again.
At this time, they felt worthless for this man again.
They felt that if Lin Yi could live a little more selfishly and live for himself.
Then he doesn't need to bear these things at all.
With his financial resources, he could spend the rest of his life in style, but he chose such a path.
And such a road hides everything about him.
Let all the shining points on him disappear.
And everything he owns doesn't seem to exist, because this road makes him extremely mediocre.
At this moment, Lin Yi behaved calmly.
As for the things that outsiders said, he didn't think there was anything unbearable at all.
Although he felt extremely painful every day because of the pain his body caused him.
But he has never regretted all the sacrifices he has made to his daughter.
Even after he associated the suffering he had encountered with his daughter, he felt nothing.
Because that is my daughter.
That was his only daughter.
From the first moment he saw his daughter, he vowed to make her life very comfortable and help her realize her ideals.
would make her a liberal idealist.
He just wanted to block the other side of the world from his girl.
He just wants to give everything he can to his daughter.
And this moment.
in another screen.
Chen Chuxue finally appeared on the screen again.
And this time it wasn't because she made any new songs, but because she received an endorsement.
This endorsement is also different from some ordinary endorsements.
Chen Chuxue established a charity organization with the money she earned from singing over the years.
Because Chen Chuxue thought of the promise he had made with the handsome uncle who taught her homework, and her.
At that time, she promised the other party that if her dream was realized.
What will she look like after she has accomplished her goal.
The first thing Chen Chuxue thought of was that she once said that she would never feel that she was superior to others, so that she would look down on other people around her.
After thinking of this, Chen Chuxue began to reflect.
At first she thought it was pretty good, but then she slowly discovered that she was still not perfect enough.
Because after she became more and more famous, after her songs were sung by more and more people.
She always subconsciously thinks that she is superior and that her peers are so naive.
There was a gap between them.
Even a bit contemptuous.
She felt that it was a waste of time to talk to those childish peers.
So after Chen Chuxue thought of this, she immediately told herself in her heart that she should change her mind and make changes as much as possible.
Then Chen Chuxue began to think of another point.
At that time, she said that if she made a lot of money, she would take out the extra coins and give them to the people at the bottom who were suffering.
Although this approach does not change her and their lives.
But it can bring them a little warmth.
Chen Chuxue felt that she had been doing this all the time.
But she still feels that she has not done enough, so this time she joined forces with a charity,
This time she plans to help children with congenital diseases.
Because she was once one of them.
However, she was luckier.
She also wants to give others a little luck.
(End of this chapter)