Chapter 50 Looking at the empty door,...
Chapter 50 Looking at the empty door,...
Looking at the empty doorway, Lin Yichen felt a little uneasy.
But he still didn't chase him out directly, got up and knocked on Zhou Chengyuan's door, and called the child out for dinner first.
Zhou Jingwei is not someone who can't think about it.
We were all grown-ups, and there were kids to feed anyway—at least he wasn't so stupid as to commit suicide.
Just because of a few words from a person I don't know very well, it's too insignificant.
"Uncle Lin, you have a rich private life."
At the dinner table, Zhou Chengyuan shook his eyebrows at Lin Yichen, and the tone of his speech made it clear that there was something in his words.
"I have nothing to do with him, kid, don't think too much." Lin Yichen didn't look up, and took two bites of rice into his mouth, but it was always tasteless.
He doesn't worry about doing stupid things, but it's still not reassuring to leave the house after saying "just be alone" at night.
"If you don't have a good talk with me, then we have nothing to talk about." Xiao Zhou was a little annoyed by the other party's indifferent contempt. Resuming his usual cunning, "That's such a pity, I wanted to help you analyze my dad's situation."
Speaking of Zhou Jingwei's matter, Lin Yichen immediately returned to the united front with Xiao Zhou: "Speak quickly, what do you think about this matter?"
He almost forgot that there was this invincible and reliable little comrade in arms. Although he ended in failure every time he faced his father, the intelligence of this little comrade in arms was quite accurate.
It's just that this one seemed to be left out in the cold just now...
Lin Yichen quickly put on a smiling face to appease Xiao Zhou.
It seems that this person will be more excited when he hears about his father, Zhou Chengyuan rolled his eyes on purpose, shrugged his shoulders and pursed his mouth and moaned: "It's late, you refused just now, I don't want to talk about it now."
Hmph, let you underestimate the children!
"Xiaoyuan, Uncle Lin is wrong! Do you think we are not on the same front!"
"It was you who treated me as an outsider first, I don't like hot faces to stick other people's cold ass/ass."
For the other party's flattery, Zhou Chengyuan didn't seem to buy it, and turned his head away from Lin Yichen's eyes.
Only when you use it will you know how to say good things, these adults have always been like this!
"Yes yes yes, Uncle Lin is wrong! Uncle Lin will buy you delicious food another day!" What can I do, the old way, I can only show my sincerity to the other party!
For Xiao Zhou, buying snacks is a relatively good means of buying.
"You mean what you say."
"It counts, absolutely counts! A gentleman's words are hard to follow!"
After he made the promise, the expression on Zhou Chengyuan's face finally eased a little.
This child is just like his father in terms of arrogance.
After cleaning up the rice in the bowl, Zhou Chengyuan mysteriously asked a question while filling the soup: "Then Uncle Lin, what kind of person do you think my dad is?"
what kind of person?
This question brought back all the memories of Zhou Jingwei in Lin Yichen's mind.
Those scenes flashed through his mind like a revolving lantern. Looking at the expression on his face, it seemed that those memories could soften time,
"He is very good. He has supported a family by himself for so many years. He has never said that he is suffering and tired when he bears the responsibility of the family alone. He is optimistic and strong. I like it very much."
The last three words came to my ears, and the soup that Xiao Zhou just put into his mouth almost sprayed on the face of the person opposite.
He rolled his eyes and shuddered, and couldn't help complaining: "I didn't ask you if you like it, but it's disgusting to say that."
"Hey, you say you say it."
"As you said, my dad looks very strong on the surface. He takes care of the housework, takes care of the children, and works to earn money to pay off the mortgage and car loan." Zhou Chengyuan blew a few mouthfuls of the soup in his bowl, and said that Lin Yichen was incomparable. Shocking opinion, "but he's a fragile man."
Vulnerable, this word was the first time he heard it from someone else's mouth to describe Zhou Jingwei.
In front of outsiders, this man is always optimistic and strong, and has never had anything to do with fragility.
Even if his arm was dislocated while playing basketball, this man could still joke with his classmates that he became a "broken-arm hero".
No one had ever said that this man was vulnerable, and even he hadn't noticed the man's hidden fragility.
"He has such a good face, it is impossible to show his fragility in front of outsiders." Seeing that the other party's face was also confused, Zhou Chengyuan continued, "He cares about the opinions of the people he cares about. The content of your call just now, I I heard that too."
those contents?
Lin Yichen's face was even more puzzled. The content of the phone call just now was all about Chen Jing talking about himself. How could Zhou Jingwei be so fragile that he was injured.
Zhou Chengyuan just rolled his eyes at the other party's reaction: "Forget it, you are really not smart. That person said that he is willing to divorce and have children. Isn't my dad also divorced and have children? He will worry about your treatment of such a person." the opinion of."
After being mentioned in this way, he understood.
What Chen Jing said before seems to coincide with Zhou Jingwei intentionally or unintentionally.
Whether the relationship is not disclosed, or the so-called failed marriage introduced by his parents, he can more or less get him into the seat.
It turned out that he was worried about these...
Walking in the night, Zhou Jingwei was in a mess, he didn't know why he just ran out of the house.
He said he wanted to calm down, but his mind went blank, and he didn't even know what he was thinking about.
He walked back and forth on the fitness track, and saw a familiar figure at the entrance.
It was Lin Yichen.
"I've said it all, just be alone."
"I have something to tell you, and I'm going to say it now."
"Let's talk about it when I get home." Zhou Jingwei didn't intend to answer the conversation at all, and turned to leave, "I'm in a mess right now, give me some time to calm down for a while."
Facing Lin Yichen, he couldn't organize his words well, and he didn't know what to say at all.
Seeing that the other party was about to leave, Lin Yichen stepped forward quickly, grabbed the man's wrist and pulled him towards him.
Zhou Jingwei knew that he was also a very healthy man, so he could easily break free with this little force from his wrist.
As a result, when the opponent exerted strength, he had no intention of resisting at all, and let his body crash into the opponent's arms.
Then came Lin Yichen's overwhelming love words.
"I don't like Chen Jing, no matter what conditions he offers, I don't like it."
"You don't want to announce our relationship, listen to you, if you don't make it public, you won't make it public."
"Student Xiao Zhou is also very cute, I like it very much, and he will be my son in the future."
"We are the same age, there is no generation gap, and there are more topics and fewer obstacles when we communicate together."
"..."
"The most important point is that I like you and only you."
At this time, the murmur in the ear was so warm, Zhou Jingwei only felt that he was a little disappointed and wanted to cry.
What Lin Yichen said was really good, which made him a little moved, but the reality is cruel.
As others said, he is nothing more than shamelessly occupying such a good person.
"I'm sorry, I may not be able to do what you do. I'm just a stupid fuck who doesn't understand emotions! I just want to do what I want to do well, and I really can't find anything called love in my mind !"
His tone became more and more excited. For this person who has never understood love, it is difficult to understand those things.
what is love?
Is it an impulse caused by the secretion of dopamine in the human body, or is it a simple obsession with a certain aspect of someone?
In his memory, there is no result at all, just like his emotional history, it will not end well.
Regarding those two relationships, when they broke up, he was not as heartbroken as the male and female protagonists in the TV series. On the contrary, everything went on as usual, continuing his daily work and life.
After all, life still has to go on, and we still have to work hard to make money to survive, and we still have children to support.
He doesn't like to linger on his previous relationship history. After divorcing his ex-wife, it seems that the other party disappeared from his life.
Excluding the monthly support payments to the child, it seems that the whole family has no evidence of the existence of the other party.
It rarely even appears in dreams.
Looking back on this, in the process of interacting with people, he always maintained his utmost sincerity with them, but what they wanted was not what he could give.
Romance, love, the meaning of such words in his memory is really vague and esoteric.
In the end, he even gave up exploring this aspect completely.
Because compared with those illusory, reality is already breathless.
Need to work, need to make money, need to repay the mortgage and car loan, need to pay for children's education...
He is a common man, and his family cannot survive in society without money.
No romance, no love, have to stand aside behind work.
Even his original dreams and hobbies, he made up his mind to trade them back in exchange for the daily necessities that allowed his family to survive.
His name is Zhou Jingwei, and he hasn't accomplished any feats in the world. In the end, he lived his own life as a rigid dogma.
"He's right. I might just be occupying you. You really don't need to..."
Lin Yichen's rebuttal was as gentle as running water in this moonlit night: "Is it necessary? I want to be with the person I like, and that's enough."
"Being with someone like me, sooner or later you will be covered in bruises!"
What Chen Jing said on the phone frightened him. He didn't know what he was afraid of, maybe he was simply afraid that the other party would ask questions like "Do you love me or not".
He can only give a negative answer, but about this question, who would like to hear a negative answer...
"Scarred all over? He is not qualified to say that." Lin Yichen's voice was still so gentle, but there was a bit of resentment in someone's eyes when he talked about it, "I haven't dated him before, and he has already hurt me all over. .”
Don't worry, I'm already a person with bruises all over my body, so why would I have a few more scars.
What's more, you never hurt me.
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