novelraw Chapter 775 - 778: Chenxing, I Hurt 5_1
Chapter 775 - 778: Chenxing, I Hurt 5_1
She opened up, and Gu Shaocheng immediately reflexively withdrew his arm, fearing that her expression might indicate an intent to bite him again.
The most impressive thing about City E was the bay dotted with islands at the foot of the glacier-covered mountain. With lush greenery and picturesque scenery, by the time she heard the sound of the waves lapping against the beach, Chenxing no longer knew where she had been taken.
Before her stood a delicate little villa. Even situated by the sea, it was impeccably green.
There’s a poem titled "Facing the sea with spring blossoms".
It was currently springtime, and sat in the passenger seat, she thought to herself that the scene depicted in the poem was probably just like the one before her now. But—
No, she no longer craved architecture surrounded by gardens.
Gu Shaocheng opened the passenger door, bent down again, unbuckled her seat belt, and lifted her out of the car. He didn’t carry her into the small apartment but instead towards the sea.
Chenxing forcefully pushed him away and said with rejection, "Let me go, I don’t want your charity!"
He pulled her back into his arms again, cherishing her, adoring her, even with a hint of pleading behind his helpless gaze.
"Don’t hate me, alright..."
She turned her head and tears began to fall.
He turned her face towards his and looked at the tears in her eyes; lowering his head, he extended his tongue softly to lick them away before kissing her cheek, gradually and faintly. "Don’t hate me..."
To love a woman who cannot love you back, it’s an unspeakable pain, deeply buried in the heart!
She turned her head again, but her arms were gently wrapped around him. She struggled, but her efforts were met with tighter restraints. Besides her ear echoed his deep, repressed voice tinged with the saltiness of the sea breeze.
"All these years, you’ve been constantly in my mind. I’ve given up the world, but never you. Since you’re also unable to rid yourself of these feelings, then from now on..." He held her hand, their fingers intertwining in slow motion: "Let’s be lovers engaged in joy, regardless of the length of time, regardless of whether it’s fate or calamity!"
He gently touched her lips, uttering each word truthfully and determinedly, falling onto her wounded heart.
"You’re not the only one who tosses and turns every night. I can’t sleep either. My dreams are filled with you, and when I wake up, I sit blankly holding my phone for a long time, repeatedly calling and hanging up on numerous numbers. It’s not that I can’t forgive you or that I’m angry at you for aborting our child, but that I’m afraid that your... love is here, and it’s not waning but growing. Every night, it chastises me in my heart. I don’t know if I can survive this kind of yearning if we part or sever our ties. What am I supposed to do if you hate me even more?"
She looked up at him, "Afraid of what?"
"I’m afraid you don’t love me."
I’m afraid you’re not really in love with me!
I’m afraid that you’re only dependent on me!
I’m afraid that one day you’ll find out how selfish I am to tie you to me and then you’ll truly despise me!
I’m afraid that one day you will discover that all I have left is a body, worn and wrapped up in ailments, and then you will unleash a look of repulsion and disgust!
I would rather stop here, leaving you with a perfect impression of me!
"Stay with me peacefully, I won’t push you away. Will you stop being angry, okay?"
She stared at him for a long time, then pushed him away, turned around and ran towards the beach. Unconsciously, she had run to the water’s edge. Standing there, facing the sea, the sea water soaked her shins.
Chenxing was both laughing and crying. The next second, the man embraced her waist from behind, his chin resting on her hair. She tried to pull his hands away, but the difference in their strength was stark at this moment.