Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 770 - 773: After Happiness, There Is No Way to Go 5_1

"I don’t regret falling in love with you, nor do I regret doing such demeaning things to salvage our relationship. I certainly don’t want to have regrets!"

"Although my life now is not what I wanted, it’s no longer as wonderful as I once imagined. I used to fantasize that we could have a home, a love-filled home."

"Do you remember when we were in Dubai? Underneath the fireworks, we cuddled closely. I listened to you sing ’Never Abandon’, ’Love’s Slave’, and I always thought that we would be happy together until old age..."

"But now, I’m lost. I don’t know if we can still have that kind of tomorrow."

"You said you like the feeling of home. Actually, I want to tell you, I also like that feeling. But in that apartment, there’s only my lonely shadow every day. I don’t know what I can do to win you back because I can’t see you. All I can do is endlessly pray for your care."

"Sometimes late at night, you’re still in my dreams. But when I wake up, I feel the cold beside me. At that moment, I’m filled with despair. I really want to call you then, wishing I could hold you tight as we used to. Because I’ve gotten used to it, used to your chest, used to being dependent on you!"

"Shaocheng..."

"I’m just a woman who wants to be loved. Can you tell me what I should do? Reminiscing on our sweet times makes me ask: do relationships naturally cause many problems over time?"

"But won’t you guide me? You said I could change, why won’t you give me a chance to?"

"We’ve been apart for over a month. You’ve only visited the apartment once during this period. But is that enough? I love you so much that even when you’re right next to me, I still miss you. How am I supposed to endure the agonizing longing when you’re not around?"

"Someone asked me, ’Are you tired?’"

"I shook my head and said, ’No, because I love you!’"

"But do you know? There are times when I’m really exhausted! When I’m too tired, I tell myself to face reality since we’ve broken up, just like you said. I tell myself to wait a day, a month, a year, maybe that’s how long it will take to move on from this relationship."

"I could do it, but I really don’t want to!"

"The feeling...only you can give me the full spectrum of emotions. No one else can, and even if they could, I wouldn’t care for it..."

"Maybe if I give up on this relationship, I may find someone else who treats me right in the future. But I don’t want to."

"I know what people say makes sense, but I just can’t let go. It’s not that their consolations are unnecessary, it’s just me...I’m deep in it..."

"The world is too numb. Having someone who can make me cry, make me laugh, and linger in my thoughts all day is a precious gift. That’s why I really don’t want to give up..."

"What scares me more...I don’t know how long my love for you will last. A month, two months, three months, or half a year, a year, or maybe forever..."

"I don’t know what the future holds. I fear the love we once had will gradually fade away. Without the nourishment of love, how long will this relationship blossom? If no one cares, if there are no sunshine and rain, it will only wither slowly. Until that day, perhaps, we’ll just be unfamiliar strangers who once knew each other well."

"But is that really okay? Is that the outcome you want?"