Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 651 - 654 Even if I Die, I Don’t Want to Let Go of You 1_1

There is nothing more painful in this world than having an agony that you can’t express.

As a person of high status, he encounters plenty of matters that he cannot casually share with others. However, she is his girlfriend, she would never speak casually about his affairs. She would keep his secrets and be his confidante.

Gu Shaocheng nodded slightly, "Indeed, the sea breeze is too strong; it hurts the eyes. Are you hungry?"

He quickly wiped away his tears, but his emotions were beyond control. New tears kept rolling down as soon as he wiped them away.

He nudged her away, and in the next moment let her down from his lap. He hurriedly fled in a state of utter disarray, swiftly standing up and heading back to the room.

However, he had only taken two steps before Chenxing grasped his arm.

"Shaocheng?"

He didn’t turn around, subtly tilting his head back to swallow the damn tears, waiting until his emotions had calmed down. By the time he turned around, Chenxing had already come to stand in front of him, gazing up at him from a lower position.

The last rays of the setting sun fell on her face, soft and dazzling. Gu Shaocheng reached out, pretending to be at ease, pinching her nose playfully, and then slowly spreading his arms to hug her once again.

Between the sea and sky, a man and woman embraced tightly.

"Shaocheng, what’s wrong with you? Tell me, please!"

"I just miss my mom so much, and it unexpectedly made my eyes teary..."

Gu Shaocheng explained, laughing, "Isn’t that embarrassing? Don’t you dare laugh at me, or I’ll spank you!"

Indeed, it was really embarrassing. A man like him, who couldn’t even control his own tears, that’s pathetic. But there was no way around it. His uncontrollable weeping was not only because of his terminal illness, but also due to the unbearable thought that he would no longer be able to hold her tightly in his arms, making his heart tremble.

The greatest pain in the world is finding the other half of your life, anticipating how beautiful their love should be, thinking about growing old together, wanting to be her lifelong partner, to be the father of her child, to work hard for their livelihood, and to grow old together. But all of these turn into illusions and bubbles in the end.

"Chenxing, if I can’t hold you anymore, will you still love me?"

Chenxing giggled and nodded, "Of course, I will. When you can’t hold me anymore, you can just hold my hand."

"What if I can’t even hold your hand anymore?"

Chenxing appeared to to be deep in thought. "In that case, I will hold your hand. When we grow old and can’t hold each other or even hold hands, we can find a peaceful place like this, enjoy the sea breeze, bask in the sun... That sounds not bad at all ..."

Gu Shaocheng felt a chill go down his spine at the picture she just painted.

Could there even be such a leisurely future?

Tears once again filled his heart!

Suddenly he didn’t know how to express himself; how were this girl he held in his arms supposed to live in future?

Without him, how would she live in the future? Would she grow old with another man?

NO!

The image popped in Gu Shaocheng’s mind, and his eyes filled with intense killing intent. However, within a blink of an eye, that feeling turned into despair, an overwhelming sense of helplessness that bound him.

Gu Shaocheng faintly relinquished his hold on her, he turned around, silently wiped the corner of his eyes. His tall silhouette revealed a sense of sadness.

When he closed his eyes once again, tears silently fell.

"Knock! Knock! Knock!"

"Knock! Knock! Knock!"

The front door of the house on the water echoed with urgent knocks.