Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 473 - 476: Do You Know How Panic I am Now? 4_1

Time has passed, a full twenty-five days.

From sunrise to sunset, every single day was agonizing. As every day passed, everyone’s hearts got a little heavier.

Especially Chenxing, who couldn’t swallow food or sleep. She was so worried about him that she became haggard. She had lost too much weight, her cheeks were hollowed, and even her chin became sharper.

Every day, she woke up in the early morning and stared at him blankly. Sometimes she dreamed of him waking up, she would excitedly open her eyes only to face the stark reality. The reality was so brutal, it never offered her a glimmer of hope.

"Shaocheng, do you really intend to sleep like this forever?"

Her voice choked with agony, "Shaocheng, I miss the way you teased me every day. I won’t complain about your unrestraint anymore, you can play any way you want, just open your eyes and look at me, okay?"

"I miss the old you who used to utter sarcastic taunts about me being dark and smelly. Although you were annoying and sometimes you made my stomach ache in anger, at least you were lively and not like now where you don’t respond to anything I say. I hate the feeling of playing a one-man show!"

"I miss the you who used to lecture me with a stern face. Although I didn’t agree with your high-handed theories deep down and would at most nod along to indulge you, the powerful aura you gave off then was attractive and dominant. But now, even if I talk about dating someone else, you show no reaction, not even a flinch!"

"I also miss the you who taught me many survival skills. The strict you then was the most fascinating. Although demanding, and with standards higher than any teacher I’ve ever had, I admired you at the bottom of my heart. You are more knowledgeable than any teacher I’ve ever met, and you understood the nuances of survival better. But now, you just lie here, and it doesn’t inspire any admiration in me at all!"

"I also miss the you who used to kiss me. You then were the most affectionate man. Even if you left shameful love marks on me, even if you tried various ways to flirt with me in bed, even if sometimes it was scary yet lovely, it was all better than how you are now, do you understand?"

"Shaocheng..."

"Shaocheng..."

She repeated his name over and over, "I won’t quarrel with you anymore. I won’t get upset anymore. I won’t talk about getting another boyfriend as a gamble. Can you wake up and comfort my lonely and frightened heart?"

"Do you know how panicked I am now? Do you know I’m getting more and more panicked each day?"

"I’m scared, I’m really scared. I’m scared that you’ll never wake up. What can I do then? What can I do? I don’t need to prove my ability to survive anymore. I am telling you explicitly now, I can’t handle life on my own, I can’t cope with everything in life by myself. Can you wake up and set things right for me?"

"You’re older than me, nine years older. I want to rely on you, I want you to take care of me, take care of me like an elder brother, arrange everything for me, let me live a carefree life, okay?"

Chenxing bit down hard on her lips, leaving deeper teeth marks on them. She rested her head on his shoulder, her tears flowing onto his bare shoulder.

Gu Shaocheng’s throat moved as if he wanted to say yes, but the words were stuck in his throat and couldn’t come out.

...Note: If there are no updates by 9:30 a.m., it will be updated in the afternoon or evening. I’m not sure when exactly as I’m a bit busy and can’t find the time to write.