Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 414 - 417 - Within One Hundred Meters, Humans and Livestock Don’t Come Near 6_1

Chenxing’s heart trembled again. Even though his words were consistent with his usual overbearing and assertive image, she wondered if his declaration of a child being rather troublesome was due to his dislike for children, or because he felt more gratitude than love for her? It wasn’t that she was being overly suspicious, but for some reason, she had a bitter taste in her heart.

Her aversion to pregnancy was due to the fact she still considered herself young and the idea of being an unmarried woman bearing a child was something she would never accept. She believes women who disregard their values might suffer in the future. Just as the saying goes, those to be pitied must have some fault of their own.

When she worked as a nurse in Liberia, she often heard stories of young girls who neglected to protect themselves, ended up pregnant before marriage, and got abandoned by the fathers. Some had to undergo abortion alone, while others, who couldn’t bear to abort, failed to pressurize the men into marrying them with the child as leverage. They ended up facing a breakup, becoming single mothers, struggling to both work and raise a child. Bearing all hardships in silence and enduring societal judgment was a path Chenxing was determined not to tread.

The future is unpredictable. Today’s passionate vows of love might dissolve into parting ways tomorrow. That’s the harsh reality of love in this world. Nobody knows who will end up with whom, who will part ways, who will stay together until old age, and who will avoid each other for the rest of their lives.

It was just like how she used to fancy Jianqing, secretly loved him, and her motivation for daily life was the hope of seeing him even from afar one day if he returned home. But things changed in just over a year, and Jianqing was no longer her love. She had entangled herself with another man named Gu Shaocheng.

It wasn’t that she didn’t believe in love; she didn’t believe in this world.

Even in a relationship, she aimed to value herself by ensuring protection from harm.

But what about Gu Shaocheng? His view was the same as hers, claiming pregnancy to be troublesome for whatever reason?

Although she felt a little sad, thinking about it, it was not unreasonable. That’s how this society worked. Innocence and romance have their places, but the cruel reality cannot be overlooked.

"Why is having a child troublesome? Don’t you like children?"

After pondering, she voiced her doubts. She didn’t like guessing and she was afraid she might guess wrong. As she usually inclines towards negative assumptions due to her lack of confidence.

If he chose not to answer, then she would have to guess again, at least after an attempt.

Just like how she didn’t know if he was treating her well out of gratitude for her father saving him or if he truly loved her. She asked him, and since he didn’t answer, she could only suppress her doubts and ponder on them.

"I don’t know if I like them or not, never interacted with them. If you want to give birth, do it. If you don’t want to, don’t. But you are not allowed to have a child with someone else," he repeated, a shadow crossing his eyes, "As for the trouble, I will deal with it."

Chenxing was even more confused by his statement.

But her heart was somewhat settled.

She wrapped her arms around his neck, resting her head lightly on his chest, "I certainly don’t want to give birth, I’m just nineteen, I’m still young. Can you arrange someone to buy me some emergency contraception later? And we should always carry condoms in our pockets. Otherwise, with this beast of a man who seems to be in heat anytime, anywhere, I might be in trouble, right?"