novelraw Chapter 1546 - 1549: Not Just a Stranger You Can Forget When You Turn Away 30
Chapter 1546 - 1549: Not Just a Stranger You Can Forget When You Turn Away 30
"Hua Hua... I... you... no!" He stammered a bit, then suddenly woke up and spoke quickly, "I never intended to play with you. I sincerely apologize for my disrespect just now."
Hua Hua didn’t listen, only hoping that Crimson Shadow would quickly drive over, so he could leave this dreadful place.
Ling Yin was heartbroken:
"I know if I say I genuinely like you now, you’ll think it’s just sweet talk and won’t listen. Tonight was indeed my fault, and I hurt your feelings."
Ling Yin felt nervous and restless inside, half anxious, half helpless.
He didn’t know what to do.
His eyes were filled with panic.
This man, who was so successful in his career, was actually a beginner when it came to love, not knowing how to please someone and unsure of how to calm Hua Hua down.
Moreover, at this moment, he was even angry at himself on behalf of Hua Hua.
If Hua Hua acted like a woman and yelled at him, he would accept it; but Hua Hua was a man, a man whose heart was particularly sensitive and thoughts were particularly elusive. He wouldn’t hit or curse him; he’d just coldly cut off all ties with him because he wounded his self-esteem.
He had hurt the man’s dignity!
"Hua Hua, I have no filthy thoughts about you, it’s not your body that I covet."
Ling Yin said confusedly, pouring his heart out, "My feelings didn’t come quickly, they were even quite slow."
"If I really just wanted to play with you, we’ve had plenty of opportunities to interact in the past three to four years. I could have done many things to win you over and possess you, but truthfully, that’s not the outcome I want."
"The first time I saw you was in a bar, surrounded by a group of women, dancing so high. You were imprinted in my mind back then because your eyes gave me a distant sense of familiarity. But at that time, I just felt familiar and didn’t pay much attention, leaving soon and casting it out of my mind."
"The second time I saw you was at a Gu Family banquet. I received orders from my superior to take you to Canada to the training camp, which counted as real contact with you, bringing you to the camp. After returning to Basel, I only vaguely cared for you, not truly taking it to heart."
"You caused so much trouble in the training camp as you know yourself. Every time, the supervisor called me because you are Gu Shaocheng’s younger brother, and we allowed you multiple indulgences. I repeatedly went to the training camp to solve your problems. With multiple contacts, I got to know you better, slowly keeping you in my heart." Of course, seventy percent of the reason is that I investigated and found out you are Little Chu, so I paid extra attention to you.
"To be honest, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with my sexual orientation. Before knowing you, I never thought one day I would pursue a man."
"To be honest, I am a very traditional man, traditional enough that my life plan should include a woman, dating, marriage, children, living life. But your appearance disrupted my life plan!"
"To be honest, I resisted you. I didn’t believe I would be gay! But I couldn’t control my heart and couldn’t control my desire to enter your world. When I discovered my care for you gradually turned into affection and then into love, I couldn’t accept it myself and felt confused for a long time, and that time span was two years."