Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 1477 - 1480: The Most Painful Confession 6

Gu Shaocheng’s apology was on the tip of his tongue, but he swallowed it back!

He really didn’t know how to deal with matters of the heart!

Reason told him he shouldn’t be too hasty in making Hua Hua give up this idea, but he was always on the brink of losing control, feeling his brotherly bond was being tainted. His emotions were even more unstable than Hua Hua’s, perhaps even more so!

He knew that matters of the heart couldn’t really be blamed on Hua Hua. Feelings were not something one could control, and he couldn’t entirely evade responsibility for Hua Hua developing such feelings towards him!

But he just couldn’t suppress his anger!

Because he found that no matter how he talked to Hua Hua, it was to no avail!

The only thing he could accept was Hua Hua finding a woman and settling down; this was what he desperately wanted to see.

A man should find a woman, date, and marry—every man must go through this process, even he himself hasn’t escaped it! Moreover, he enjoyed the process very much; ever since Chenxing walked into his world, life became extremely wonderful, living became more motivating, and the happiness his wife and child brought him was irreplaceable by anything else.

The more he experienced this kind of happiness, the more he hoped Hua Hua could gain such happiness as well!

But Hua Hua simply wouldn’t listen to him now; he didn’t want a woman. How could he build a family and discover family happiness without wanting a woman? Could a man marry and have children with him? Could a man give him the happiness of family?

Now it was no longer about men or women; it was that he planned on choosing nothing, stubborn as a mule! How could living alone be called comfortable for a lifetime?

"Will you listen to me and find a wo... find someone to live a good life with?" Gu Shaocheng’s eye twitched, feeling dragged into a chaotic world by him, even compromising to the point that as long as he finds someone to live with, even a man... damn it, he was unwilling to try and accept!

There are many homosexuals in the world, even in Canada, where they can marry, but Gu Shaocheng couldn’t accept his brother being a homosexual! He couldn’t stand the thought of his brother being with another man, like a woman, being that!

Just thinking about it drove him to want to blow that man’s head off; could his brother really be sullied by others?! If his brother were the one on top, he’d feel a bit more comfortable!

Gu Shaocheng thought a lot in an instant, the more he thought, the more he felt dragged into a crazy world by Hua Hua!

But despite his repeated compromises, Hua Hua stubbornly shook his head, "Brother, I can’t listen to you, I can’t do it, I’m sorry, I can’t do it!"

"In this world, there’s nothing you truly cannot do, it’s just whether you are subjectively willing to do it or not."

"I’m not willing!"

"Say that again!"

Hua Hua raised his head, tears streaming down his face, yet he resolutely said, "I’m not willing, brother!"

"Slap!" A slap landed hard on Hua Hua’s face.

Hua Hua didn’t even try to dodge, he just stubbornly shook his head, "I... I’m not willing, I don’t want to... don’t want to wrong myself..."

"Slap!"

"...heart."

With a thud, Hua Hua knelt in front of him, "Go ahead, hit me, even if you beat me to death, I still won’t be willing. I’m sorry, brother, I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t have these thoughts about you, but in my heart... my whole heart... my entire heart... there’s only one person. I really can’t do it... truly can’t accept anyone else... I promise I won’t disturb your life, just pretend you don’t know, like how it was before, can we still be brothers?"