novelraw Chapter 1474 - 1477: The Most Painful Confession 3
Chapter 1474 - 1477: The Most Painful Confession 3
He didn’t dare to say too much, feeling ashamed, and even more so, feeling vile and guilty!
That night of that year, when he first relied on fantasy to release himself, he became addicted.
After all, most men are creatures driven by their desires, just like Eve tasted the forbidden fruit, tasted its sweetness, and wanted to indulge again and again. And his brother was so full of charm, in his eyes, he was simply one of a kind, incomparable to anyone else.
Especially when he became the Young Master Gu of the Gu Family, he transformed completely and was no longer average. During his training as an heir, he became strong and powerful, his temperament slowly rising, exuding the unique aura of a real man.
At that time, he still kept him by his side all day, almost inseparable, even sleeping in the same room, a master bedroom and a secondary bedroom, and sometimes bathing together at night.
Being together constantly, he simply couldn’t resist his brother’s unique charm!
When people hit that developmental stage, they would dream at night, having some strange dreams.
He dreamt of being bullied by a few disgusting people, and at that moment, the door was kicked open with a bang, his brother turned into an unrivaled king, instantly defeating those disgusting men and carried him out, he looked up and saw his brother’s face, so handsome, arrogant, and domineering, filled with strength, making people irresistibly reliant! Just that kind of fantasy... he could release even in the middle of the night!
Hua Hua’s face turned crimson red, as red as a tomato, cheeks, earlobes, even collarbones, were all stained with a bright glow!
"Fantasize... about me?" Another clap of thunder struck down from the sky.
Gu Shaocheng found that he was somewhat immune, even if he said a few more absurd words, his heart wouldn’t explode. It’s just really...
That kind of feeling is hard to describe with words.
Gu Shaocheng tried hard to recall, then thought, back then, he and he slept, one in the master bedroom, one in the secondary bedroom, separated by a wall. Exactly how many times had he fantasized about him?
Couldn’t help but get goosebumps.
Back then, fearing others might target the person closest to him, he was cautious at the Gu Family, unlike now where things go smoothly. Often he had to guard against this and that, had no choice but to keep Hua Hua inseparable by his side. How did it turn into such a long-developed feeling?
Touched his pocket, only a pack of wet cigarettes.
Really wanted to smoke, so he stood up, went downstairs, and Hua Hua, not knowing why, followed him back to the living room.
In the quiet night, only the sizzling sound of the lighter was heard.
With smoke curling up, he began to lose sight of Gu Shaocheng’s face.
The two were not sitting side by side either, Gu Shaocheng sat on the sofa, and he stood a bit farther away.
After a long silence, Gu Shaocheng suddenly extinguished the cigarette and shouted low, "Fantasize about me! Do you know who I am, you fantasize about me! You dare to say it out loud, you fantasize about me!"
Hua Hua’s lips trembled slightly, "Sorry... sorry... brother."
"Don’t call me brother!"
"Sorry... sorry..."
Gu Shaocheng fiercely scratched his hair, his sharp gaze sweeping over, "What are you sorry for, tell me, sorry, I love you?" Damn it, no matter how it’s heard, it feels infuriating!
It’s not Hua Hua that makes him angry, just angry, and not knowing where to vent that anger!
Has the world gone mad, or is his ability to accept weak?
Does he dare to raise his bottom line just a little?
Hua Hua didn’t know, he didn’t know what he should be sorry for, he just felt utterly confused, thinking this was the most cruel sentence in the world, forcing him to say it, how could he dare say sorry I love you? He never dared to hope for anything!