Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 1472 - 1475: The Most Painful Confession (Part 1)

Hua Hua couldn’t stand steadily in the water, just stood up and sank again.

His drunkenness mostly sobered, yet his feet grew even softer.

Falling and climbing up several times, his whole body was in a daze for a while, finally reason slowly returned, recalling what had happened earlier.

He lowered his head, not daring to look at the man on the shore. Although his head was fuzzy from the drunkenness, he might not remember exactly what he said, but he could vaguely recall the events.

Being kissed by his brother, responding passionately, pushed away, clinging to his thigh, did he say he liked him, and then what else?

Hua Hua tried hard to remember what exactly he said, his head aching as if it would explode.

For a moment, his face was wet all over, some of it pool water, but more were tears.

His tears glands malfunctioned, countless liquids pouring out from his eyes.

Life always brings such unexpected moments, but what should be done? He had no experience to deal with such situations.

Secretly lifting his head, glimpsing the man sitting by the pool, his gaze was falling on him, Hua Hua quickly averted his eyes, even slowly and subtly turning around, not wanting his brother to see his disheveled face, showing only his back.

What to do?

Brother surely knew!

Might even have premeditated!

As his mind became clearer, his suspicion grew, his tolerance wasn’t that bad, didn’t even finish a bottle before drunkenly speaking nonsense, doing foolish things?

Really wished he could break open his head, sew his mouth shut, restrain his hands and feet, then he wouldn’t get into trouble!

Directly, their brotherly bond seemed to sever along with it.

Heartache unbearable!

Wishing to cry out loud.

Yet he couldn’t make a sound, letting tears silently fall.

Even thinking, what about the future, brother surely wouldn’t recognize him as a brother anymore, probably disgusted to death?

Any man, treated as such by his brother, would be disgusted to death, right?

The more Hua Hua thought, the more miserable he felt, nose sore, throat trembling, heart aching in tight spasms.

What to do, who can teach him, how to extricate himself from such a situation?

He truly had no experience handling this kind of situation and didn’t know how to turn around to face brother. He still wanted to hear his brother call his name; he wanted to feel once more his brother’s care; he wanted to gaze once more at the person hidden in his heart!

But he was lost in the cold water.

The path ahead was dark, no direction, not even knowing where to go!

Only now realizing, unrequited love wasn’t the most heartbreaking. The most heartbreaking thing is, someone can be so sad that they can’t feel emotions, can’t speak... can’t even move.

In the world of emotions, he couldn’t control himself, what could he do?

Brother, I don’t want to have those sordid thoughts about you, but I’ve never been able to control my heart, do you understand? I sincerely hope you understand, before meeting Chenxing, realizing my feelings. That way, could I have fought for it, if I fought for it then, would you have given me a chance, after all, at that time, there was no one around you.

Hua Hua’s mind became more chaotic, not knowing what kind of jumble he was thinking about, really wishing to dive straight into the water and drown, then all the problems would be solved, he wouldn’t be like now, helplessly waiting for punishment like someone who committed a grave sin, not knowing when the sentence would come!