Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online

Chapter 1065 - 1068: Will Never Leave You 5

"Hua Hua, do you remember? He even tried to push me away initially, knowing that he was sick, so he wanted to keep me away from him, afraid that he would drag me down. It was you who found me on the suburban road back then and took me to the Imperial Palace District."

"It’s because of this illness that he tried to drive me away many times. He really had it tough and felt so helpless, but his powerlessness could only be hidden in his heart, swallowing all the bitterness and tears with clenched teeth. If I hadn’t accidentally discovered his diagnostic report, I would have been kept in the dark forever. Thinking about it, my heart feels so painful..."

"I’ve even repeatedly asked God, why treat him like this?"

"His life has been hard enough, his parents died young, and he has an evil aunt who conspires with outsiders to fight over his inheritance. Even in the two years I’ve been with him, we’ve faced countless dangers."

"How can fate be so unfair? His disease isn’t hereditary, but because he was poisoned in the womb. However," Chenxing wiped the corners of her eyes, "Doctor Tian has already organized the world’s best experts to research his disease, and there has been a breakthrough now."

"I called Doctor Tian yesterday, and he told me that it’s not incurable. As the cause of the disease is being uncovered, the hope for a cure is also growing."

"I believe that heaven couldn’t truly be so cruel to Shaocheng. When you’re with Shaocheng in the future, never show him a look of pity, it will make him uncomfortable. Just treat his disease with a normal attitude like me, bring him joy, dispel the gloom in his heart. Can you promise me that?"

By the end of it, Chenxing could barely speak through her tears, her voice filled with a low plea.

"Hua Hua, do you know? I’m actually really scared. I really want to talk to someone about what’s on my mind. Since Shaocheng doesn’t want others to know about his illness, I have to keep it to myself, holding all my fears with no one to confide in."

"I’m truly afraid. There are many patients with Lou Gehrig’s disease in the sanatorium, and they are really heart-wrenching. When I see what they have become, I sometimes can’t help but tremble. Just the thought of Shaocheng possibly becoming like that one day... I really... really... don’t know how to face it..."

"I don’t know if I can still treat it with a normal heart then, and I don’t know if I can keep from crying, keep from screaming..."

"Hua Hua, can I ask you for a favor?"

"What is it?" Hua Hua’s voice was hoarse, like a car run over it.

He slowly closed his eyes, feeling like his whole being was sinking into an ice cellar. The words she had just spoken, they were like voicing his own inner thoughts. At this very moment, he felt so scared, unable to hold back the urge to scream, wanting to ask heaven why it had to treat his most beloved... brother this way.

"I want to ask you, if one day... I mean, if... then can you help me take care of the child Shaocheng and I have?" Chenxing touched her stomach with sobs, "I’ve already decided, no matter where Shaocheng is, in heaven, on earth, or under the ground, I want to be with him, never to part from him."

Even if the day comes when Shaocheng leaves this world, she wants to accompany him in leaving it.

She does not care about the length of life, only who is accompanying her.