Chapter 1955
Chapter 1955
Niannian has always been good at expressing himself. When musjue asked, he told the truth: "I want to sleep in my mother's room."
"No problem." But we're going to squeeze a cot together, will you
Read without thinking nodded: "I would like to ah!"
The bodyguard moved a folding escort bed, which is only one meter and two wide. For musjue and Niannian, who are used to big beds, this bed can be called "mini".
Musjue motioned the bodyguard to put the bed beside Xu Youning's bed.
In this way, he can pretend to sleep in the same bed with his mother.
No matter how small the bed is, he can stand it!
Before nine o'clock, Niannian yawned, fell on musjue's knee and said, "Dad, I'm sleepy."
Musager closed the computer, put it aside, picked up the little guy and said, "I'll deal with the work when you fall asleep."
As soon as he got to the bed, he got into the bed and looked at muskegee and said, "Dad, go to work. I can do it!"
Musager tucked the little guy in: "really?"
"Well!" Niannian nodded his head and looked at Xu Youning on another bed. His voice was full of happiness, "mother is with me!"
"Good night," Muse said, raising the corners of his lips and kissing the little fellow's forehead
"Good night, Dad!"
Niannian closed his eyes, heard the voice of musjue going out to close the door, and then quietly opened his eyes again.
He turned over and lay on his side, facing Xu Youning. It took a long time for him to say:
"Mom, dad said, I used to sleep in this room when I was very young."
"Mom, I've grown up a lot. Uncle Yuechuan said I'm a big boy. Wake up and have a look at me..."
"Mom..."
Niannian said a lot intermittently, but Xu Youning, as usual, had no reaction.
Niannian is used to it. Instead of feeling disappointed, she smiles and says:
"All right. Good night, mom. "
The little guy closed his eyes, adjusted a comfortable posture and coaxed himself to sleep.
When musjue came back to his room, it was almost eleven o'clock. The little guy was facing Xu Youning and curled up in the quilt, sleeping soundly.
After washing, he lay down beside the little guy, facing Xu Youning like a little guy, and closed his eyes.
The bed is too small, and there is a slight crowding feeling when sleeping, which is the feeling that muskeg dislikes the most.
However, at such a time, the right kind of crowding made him deeply feel that he, Xu Youning and the little guy in his arms were a family. Although they and Xu Youning still can't hug, kiss each other, or sleep with each other. But their hearts are very close.
This night, it became a very easy thing for muskegee to fall asleep.
I don't know how long I slept, but Xu Youning went into musjue's dream.
She woke up, and muskmelon saw clearly that she was sitting on the bed, looking at him with a smile in her eyes.
Compared with four years ago, she is almost the same. She is still smiling. Her deer like eyes look smart and energetic.
She asked him how the four years had been.
He reached out and touched her face. "Tell me first, how have you been for four years?"
These four years are like a long dream for Xu Youning.
Occasionally she can feel everything around her, hear someone talking, or talk to her. She wanted to respond, but she couldn't move, she couldn't make a sound, even though she had exhausted all her strength.
Recite, recite... She often hears the name.
Later, she vaguely understood that Niannian was the child of her and muskegee.
Their child, after her coma, came to the world safely.
She can feel that Niannian is growing up. She can only babble and say "Dad, Mom" and now she can speak complete sentences and express her own meaning.
But she didn't know how old he was.
Maybe four, five, six, maybe ten?
The only thing she knows is that no matter how old the little guy is, she has missed the most important growth process of him, which will be the regret of her life.
And then there's musjee, who can often feel him around her.
No, to be more precise, he was with her all the time she was asleep.
Sometimes he would talk to her, sometimes he would talk about recitation, but sometimes he just held her hand and didn't say anything.
He was always by her side, waiting for her to wake up from her nightmare.
Every time I feel musjue, Xu Youning can feel his sadness at the same time.
That kind of sadness is not strong, nor to the extent of overwhelming, but lightly lingering in the air, along with the breath flowing into her heart, so that her mood also followed down, heart with tingling.
The sting of the heart, of course, is due to the love for muskegee.
The more distressed she was, the more she wanted to wake up and soothe muskegee's grief.
However, after so many efforts, success is always out of reach.
It's like she's in a terrible nightmare. She's trapped in a dream by a net. She can't break free with any force.
She wanted to cry, her eyes were obviously hot, but her tears just couldn't flow out, as if the lacrimal gland was blocked by something strange.
In addition to muskegee and Niannian, she could feel others occasionally.
For example, Su Jian'an and Xiao yunyun, Luo Xiaoxi and ye Luo, and of course, Shen Yuechuan and song Jiqing.
They, like muskegee and Niannian, were her important source of strength.
Whenever she feels very tired and doesn't want to fight against the nightmare any more, she just wants to compromise and fall asleep all the time, they will become her strength and support her not to give up and continue to fight against the dream.
There are also many times, when she experienced a long sleep and regained consciousness, it seems that time has passed for a long time. The little guys can only speak one or two words, but they can speak simple sentences.
Fortunately, no matter what, she was not engulfed by the nightmare and regained consciousness again and again.
She didn't know how long she would fight against this dream, but as long as she could feel everything around her, she would never give up hope.
Recently, she seems to have seen the dawn of hope.
Recently, she can not only feel the sound and touch around her, but also occasionally feel the wind and sunshine outside the window.
She could even feel it was early summer, though she didn't know what year it was.
Of all the recent perceptions, the voice and touch of muskegee and Niannian are the most obvious.
She knew that muskegee had been coming every day recently and told her that she would soon wake up and that she would work harder to overcome the nightmare.
Niannian doesn't come as often as musager, but every time she comes, she can feel the little guy by her bed, or sleep by her side. She can even hear his slight breathing.
There are many moments, Xu Youning clearly felt that her heart softened down, full of tenderness.
If she is healthy, she will be reluctant to refuse any request of this child.
Now, what the child is asking of her is a heartbreaking request——
"Mom, I've grown up a lot... Wake up and see me."
When this sentence was put into the eardrum, Xu Youning felt heartbroken.
She is a mother, and her children's demands on her are so humble that they just look at him.
She has missed so many years of his growth, should she continue to miss it?
No, No.
She wants to wake up, witness his growth from now on, and participate in his childhood and his life.
Maybe it was because the faith was strong enough. At that moment, Xu Youning clearly felt that a force was injected into her body.
With this power, she tried again and again.
Finally, in front of the world is no longer a dark, replaced by a soft morning light.
She finally broke away from the nightmare and the endless darkness and saw the sunshine again.
Accompanied by the sun is the sound of breathing.
Shallow, very familiar breathing sound, let her heart for a lift.
She had just woken up and had no strength, but she wanted to see her and muskegee's children so much that she turned her head to the sound of breathing. A small face like muskegee was sleeping.
The little guy looks really like muskegee. Of course, muskegee is not as cute as him.
However, smelly boy is too impolite. He is also her son. There are many places like her.
If there is really no place like her, it doesn't matter. She will cultivate him to be as lovely and likable as her.
Oh, No.
Little guy looks like she's four or five years old. She's almost thirty years old. The word "cute" seems not to be used on her anymore.
Xu Youning thought, trying to reach out and touch the little guy, just like the little guy used to touch her carefully.
But there is no strength.
It was also at this time that hot tears burst into my eyes.
It's not because of sadness, but because of a kind of joy.
"Read."
Xu Youning called the little guy. His voice was very low and hoarse, like an adult who had just learned to speak.
She can't touch her child for a while, but she can finally call out his name and see him.
"Niannian..."
Xu Youning's voice was a little louder than just now, though still a little hoarse.
Niannian went to bed early yesterday, and the nursing bed was not very comfortable. She woke up early in the morning, but she didn't want to open her eyes. She was half asleep and half awake.
In a daze, he heard his name called one after another.
It must be dad or grandma Zhou who wants to wake him up. Hum, he won't be fooled!
Niannian closes her eyes more tightly and shrinks into the quilt.
Retract into the bed, read and feel wrong.
That voice is not the voice of my father, nor the voice of grandma Zhou, nor the voice of my uncles and aunts.
Well, is it
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