Chapter 170
Chapter 170
Yes, not like, but love.
When Lu Boyan first met Su Jian'an, she was only ten years old. She was just a little girl. She was regarded as the apple of the eye by her family. She was not familiar with the world and simply made people not bear to let her know that the world was dangerous.
In those dark days, hatred swelled violently in Lu Boyan's heart, and Su Jian'an appeared like a bunch of bright sunshine.
The sunshine into his life, into his heart, let him know what is normal day.
Only when he saw Su Jian'an, he could forget his father's death and hatred for a short time.
At first, he felt incredible about this feeling, so he deliberately alienated Su Jian'an without even looking at her. At that time, Su Jian'an had already shown her extraordinary toughness. She couldn't notice his coldness. She blinked and followed him, calling him brother Boyan one after another.
Slowly, he unconsciously softened her heart and responded to her every request. In order to make her happy, he even promised to take her to the amusement park.
The next day he went abroad in a hurry, only to find that what he couldn't let go of was not her father's hatred, but Su Jian'an, her innocent smile.
He thought that he only regarded Su Jian'an as his sister, but it took a few years for him to realize that it was not the case.
At that time, Su Jian'an's mother was still healthy and kept in touch with Tang Yulan. Tang Yulan liked Su Jian'an, and she would send Su Jian'an's photos by e-mail from time to time.
Through those photos, he saw that Su Jian'an grew up year by year, his smile became more and more charming year by year, and his facial features gradually became exquisite and outstanding. He had a strange feeling in his heart.
When she was 14 years old, she took part in the autumn outing organized by the school. She was wearing a knee length school skirt and a clean white shirt. Several boys gathered around her to compete for her position and take photos with her. She looked at the camera with ease. Finally, a boy caught her shoulder and laughed contentedly.
When he saw that picture, Lu Boyan had the impulse to tear it up.
But the photos are in the email. In addition, even if he can tear up the photo, it will not change the fact that the little boy took Su Jian'an's shoulder.
He was furious.
If you don't understand that he likes Su Jian'an at this time, the past 20 years are nothing.
It's just, how could it be? Does he like a teenager who hasn't seen her for three years?
After that day, Lu Boyan no longer pays attention to any news about Su Jian'an. Tang Yulan mentions to him that he always finds excuses to refuse to listen, let alone go to see her photos.
It was not until she was 15 that her mother died unexpectedly.
Tang Yulan calls home. He hears Su Jian'an's heartbreaking cry. She cries out of breath and says on the phone intermittently, "aunt Tang, I want my mother."
At that time, her mother had been buried, but she refused to face the fact. Su Yicheng said that she had not eaten for many days, and she was just crying to find her mother.
Lu Bo Yan knew how sad Su Jian'an was, but he could not imagine what Su Jian'an would look like when she cried.
She shouldn't cry. She looks good when she laughs.
In the end, he bought a ticket and cheated Tang Yulan into going out with her classmates for a few days. In fact, he flew back to China secretly.
Su Jian'an somehow figured out that she had to face the fact of her mother's death, so she ran to her mother's grave and stood there. She refused to leave even after dark. She stayed in the cemetery all night as if she didn't know fear.
In this way, she forced herself to accept the cruel fact.
Su Jian'an will never know that Lu Boyan was not far behind her and stood with her for a night.
The next day, she went back to sleep for a long time and went back to school in the afternoon. On the surface, it seemed that she had accepted the fact and recovered her calm.
Lu Bo Yan didn't know what she was thinking, but she realized that her smile had changed. Without the bright, her laughter was no longer clear.
But she did grow up. At the age of 15, she has grown up to be more graceful than other girls of the same age.
Lu Boyan was not at ease with her. He stayed in a hotel near her school and watched her go to school every day. Until he was sure that she would not do anything stupid, he bought a ticket to return to the United States.
After this, he knew that he couldn't put Su Jian'an down.
However, what he is doing and what he will do in the future will not allow him to get close to Su Jian'an. He knew too well what he was going to face in the future. No matter who stayed with him, there would only be danger.
Therefore, he still refuses to listen to his mother mention Su Jian'an and refuses to let her arrange for them to meet. In private, he finds someone to pay attention to Su Jian'an for him.
Since she went to university, Lu Boyan knows everything about what she met, who she met, and how she is doing every day. He even can see that he receives photos from China every few days.
He expanded his power and strengthened his wings, not only for his father, but also for Su Jian'an.
Although he never thought of taking Su Jian'an as his own, he did not dare to.
His side is full of danger, and Su Jian'an is as simple as her name. She should have a quiet life. He can give her everything, but he can't give her a safe and happy day.
So after returning home, he still refused to meet Su Jian'an. As far as he knows, Su Jian'an has a good life, his work is very smooth, and his interpersonal relationship in the police station is also very good. In his spare time, he spends time with Luo Xiaoxi, and every day is very full.
She should live such a life. In the future, she will meet someone who loves her very much and take good care of her.
From Su Jian'an's college education to her work, Lu Bo Yan secretly helped her a lot. He has been around Su Jian'an, but never wanted to disturb her.
He was afraid that once he touched her, he wanted to leave her by his side and no longer let anyone spy on her beauty.
He knew that his self-control would collapse in front of Su Jian'an.
Later, as expected——
Su Hongyuan and Su Yicheng fight openly and secretly in the shopping mall. Everyone is waiting to see who will laugh last. Tang Yulan suddenly tells him that Su Hongyuan is trying to get Su Jianan's idea, asking him to marry her and protect her.
He refused on the ground that he had no emotional foundation.
For so many years, he didn't dare to get close to Su Jian'an. He suddenly asked Su Jian'an to marry him and become his wife. He admitted that he was ecstatic for a moment.
However, reason urged him to say no.
Later Tang Yulan said, "since you refuse, I'll let Yi Cheng go to someone else. Jane ANN is 24 years old. She has reached the marriageable age. She has never made a boyfriend. Anyway, she has to find a husband for her. If you don't want to, let someone else take care of her. "
It was at that moment that the desire that had been suppressed for too many years suddenly crushed his reason and occupied his brain.
Since Su Jian'an always wants to marry a man as a wife, since she has no object of her heart, why can't it be him?
Kangruicheng won't come back in a short time. His side is safe for the time being. Why don't you let Su Jian'an become Mrs. Lu, and have a aboveboard excuse to help her solve Su Hongyuan, so that she can live a safe and smooth life for the rest of her life?
In this way, Lu Boyan agreed to marry Su Jian'an.
The most unexpected people are Shen Yuechuan and mu sijue.
Shen Yuechuan put on an unexpected expression and teased him: "if you don't sing, you will marry her! Tut Tut, I didn't think you had the courage to approach her in your life. Well, it's going to turn people into wives. "
Musager calmly asked him: "if you do this, your previous patience will be wasted. Have you ever thought about what to do in the future? "
"Solve Su Hongyuan's problem, I will divorce her." Lu Boyan said, "before kangruicheng comes back, she must become a person who has nothing to do with me."
"Can you really control yourself?" "I think you can't help it. In the end, you can't live without Su Jian'an. "
Lu Boyan didn't answer. Maybe at that time, he knew that musjue was right.
He really didn't hold back.
Before marriage, he told Su Jian'an that he had no feelings for her and that they would divorce in two years. In fact, these words were used by him to warn himself. When Su Jian'an calmly replied that she had no feelings for him, he even felt angry.
After marriage, he interferes in everything of Su Jian'an. He can't help holding her hand, hugging her, kissing him and even wanting more.
Later, when he took sujian'an to G city to let him know muskegee, he was taking her into his own world.
At that time, he had decided in his heart that if there was a suitable time, he would tell Su Jian'an everything and let her choose whether to stay or not.
In his private heart, of course, he hopes that Su Jian'an can stay with him, so he is more kind to her, so that the whole world knows that he holds Su Jian'an in his hand, but she looks at a loss, thinking that everything is acting for outsiders.
Several times, he wanted to eat her dry wipe clean, tell her all this is not a play, he loves her.
But at this time, he always remembered that Su Jian'an had a person he liked. If she did something to her, she would hate him afterwards.
So in the end, he chose to let Su Jian an go.
Later, Kangrui city suddenly came back, interrupted everything and disturbed everything. He remembered the nightmare 14 years ago.
He didn't want Su Jian'an to get hurt and suffer a tragedy.
So he ignored Su Jian'an and quarreled with her unreasonably. He asked her to find the person she liked, just to pave the way for her divorce and return her freedom and safety.
Lu Boyan never thought that Su Jian'an liked him. He liked him for more than ten years.
He suddenly regretted what he had done in those days. He also found that musjue was right. He couldn't live without Su Jian'an.
Before he got married, he thought he could, because he never had it, and he couldn't imagine it. Later, when I met Su Jian'an, it was like he had a drug, and he couldn't do without it any more.
He didn't think Jane would like him. He underestimated himself. To think that you can leave her is to overestimate yourself completely.
When he braved the wind and rain to find Su Jian'an on the mountain, he thought that if Su Jian'an had an accident on the mountain, he would never get out of the mountain and the nightmare.
Fortunately, fate favored him at this time. Su Jian'an was OK. He could tell her everything she should know.
"Jian'an," Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian'an and said, "I love you."
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