novelraw Chapter 90 Who is more cruel to whom?
Chapter 90 Who is more cruel to whom?
The elevator gradually ascended. I held the card in my hand, and I couldn't help but feel a little nervous. I just had such a fight with him this morning. At this time... How should I face him?
Bad words?With his current state and gloomy and melancholy state of mind, at this moment, this kind of reaction should be considered normal, but, if I go to see him now, will it add fuel to the fire?
Sebastian, you are such a nasty guy, you said the situation is so serious on the phone, if what you see later is not consistent with what you said, I swear, I will never believe you again in the future!Besides, are you so sure that the person who needs to come forward now is me?Wouldn't it be more appropriate to find Dean Zhang?
I couldn't sort out my chaotic mood, but the elevator had already ascended to the highest floor with a "ding", and I felt like I was riding a tiger. There was only one door in the whole corridor. I walked over and swiped the card in my hand beside the door. After a while, a digital cipher appeared on the panel, what?Is there a password in addition to swiping the card?
I flipped through the door card back and forth to make sure there was no password written on it, dizzy, why didn't you tell me about the password?Do you still want me to call and ask? Really, you must be too drunk!
I took out my mobile phone, flipped through the contacts on the mobile phone, and suddenly subconsciously thought of whether Sebastian "forgot" to tell me the password, but that it was not "convenient" in front of someone tell me.
So, Dr. Zhang, did you set up such an explicit password?Now, those two people are probably still together, so before calling to ask, let's try it yourself.
I went through several possibilities in my mind, and with some curiosity, I started to try one by one, not my birthday, not my mobile phone number, not my house number, dizzy, what else could it be?anything else?I rested my elbow, pressed my fingers to my lips, thought for a while, and finally tried a series of numbers.
Facts have proved that this has always been a perceptual world. What you think is the most likely is often not the answer, and what you think may not be the right answer.
How much do you care about that?How obsessed are you with this?The "memories" that we thought should be forgotten by us, but you still...have I hurt you too deeply?Has it made it impossible for you to get out?You didn't hesitate to threaten me, and you didn't hesitate to break up with me because you... care too much, right?
The correct password made the whole door open with a "click", which made me feel like I was opening the door of your heart. Everything in front of me is very in line with the specifications of a super five-star hotel. The luxury suite on the top floor is conceivable Luxurious, but under the gorgeous coat, there is a bleak sadness everywhere, the room is a bit messy, and the smell of alcohol in the air makes me frown unconsciously.
The lights in the living room were on, but there was no one there. I followed the direction and walked lightly to the inner room. There was a carved door at the end of the suite, which seemed to be the master bedroom.
I thought that if I saw him asleep, I would leave quietly immediately, open the door lightly, sneak into the room sideways, and close the door. There was no light in the room. moonlight.
Close your eyes and try your best to let your vision adapt to the dark environment. When you open your eyes again, everything in the room is still a bit blurry but can be recognized.
His figure appeared in the distance with the moonlight, I walked slowly to the bed, his back was facing the moonlight, I couldn't see his face clearly, only the smell of alcohol between his breath and the familiar smell on his body were very familiar. clear.
I knelt on the bed, leaned closer, and put my hand on his neck. Hey, do you have a fever?You are a doctor yourself, what's going on?
He didn't respond at all, I thought not to disturb him, let him have a good rest, and then asked Black Deacon to ask a doctor to show him, just about to withdraw his hand, but without warning, he waved He opened my hand with such force that my wrist was numb with pain.
"go out!!"
This is the first time I heard him speak in such a malicious and angry tone. It would be a lie to say that he was not frightened at all. It turns out that the temper of the second generation ancestors is the same, such a high-spirited tone It is exactly the same as the arrogant attitude.
I was stunned for a while before I escaped from his exasperated tone, holding my numb wrist, and slowly backed away. Just as one foot touched the ground, I suddenly felt something flying towards me, and I subconsciously wanted to He wanted to hide, but because the thing was flying too fast, it was too late to dodge completely.
It was a hard thing with speed and strength. In an instant, it hit my shoulder fiercely. The liquid inside splashed out due to the collision, splashing all over my face, and I lost my balance completely by avoiding it unprepared. In the process of retreating, he screamed and fell to the ground, and the sound of glass shattering sounded next to him.
Jang Keun Suk! !Are you crazy?What is this for? !
I was sitting on the ground, with cold liquid dripping down my face, and the clothes from my shoulders were wet and stuck to my skin. It was pitch black around me, and I couldn’t tell where there was broken glass, and I couldn’t stand with my hands on the ground. When he got up, he could only sit on the cold ground in a daze, looking up at the blurred figure on the bed.
His figure against the moonlight changed a little at the moment I fell, and the evil aura that was different from the past seemed to be subdued slightly. He slowly stood up and asked in a trembling voice, 'Who... are you? '
Black Butler, I hate you! !Didn't you take care of him here before?Did you send me here to teach others?Are you trying to take revenge on me in disguise? !
I was so angry that I simply ignored him. Can I go crazy like this if I drink too much?Yes, your temper should be directed at me, I am the one who made you sad.But if it was someone else, would you act so casually and lose your temper like this?
Seeing that I didn't answer, he asked again, and then without waiting for my answer, he turned on the bedside lamp by himself.
At the moment when the eyes meet, I'm sure that I read more than four kinds of emotions in him, including surprise, anger, forcibly suppressed forbearance, and a lot of heartache.
He has been holding back, and the emotion is so obvious that even if I don't feel it, I know that he is fighting with himself in his heart, between indifferently continuing to accuse me of my behavior, yelling at me, and rushing to hug me. Struggling frantically.
I lowered my head and looked away, not wanting to continue to be tortured by his gnawing emotions, looked at the surrounding environment, stood up on a piece of ground that seemed to have no debris, wiped my cheeks with my hands, and shook my clothes wine stains.
After I stood up, I realized that there seemed to be something on my leg. I looked again carefully. It was probably scratched by the splashed glass, and two bright red liquid flowed down my calf.
I took a deep breath, thinking that maybe my appearance was really inappropriate, so I decided to leave quickly. If he continued to make such a violent noise, after a while, the people "below" would be unable to sit still.
I raised my head to meet his gaze, and wanted to speak, but was once again forced by his eyes with too much emotion to speak, Jang Keun Suk, why bother, if you want to continue to torture me, you do it, If you are reluctant, if you can't be hard-hearted, don't force yourself like this.
The room was filled with a strong smell of alcohol, but at this moment, the consciousness in his eyes was very clear, without any confusion. It was as clear and transparent as usual, containing some kind of dense water vapor.
At this moment, I really feel very hurt, not because of his kind of attitude, but because of the relationship between us, which has no results from the beginning to the end, but makes us torture each other until we are bruised, what a sad thing.
I repeatedly gave myself courage in my heart, but when I was about to speak, he spoke first. His request was very simple, really simple, and he asked me to leave.
After finishing speaking, I turned off the lights in the room, and the light and darkness switched instantly. I couldn't adapt to the darkness in front of me. I closed my eyes for a while in silence. After I could see something, I turned around and walked out.
When he rushed over, my hand was already on the doorknob, and my body was pressed firmly against the door panel by him. The oncoming breath, with a certain desperate breath, enveloped me forcefully and resolutely. For a moment, my mind went blank and I couldn't think about anything.
His lips had a faint smell of alcohol, confusing my already fragile nerves, the soft touch formed a strong contrast with the domineering plunder, a certain emotion that had always existed but was deliberately suppressed and ignored seemed to be gradually approaching the extreme .
I don't know how long it took, but when he finally let me go, I could clearly feel the smell of blood spreading between my lips and teeth, it was so cruel!Are you all born by vampires?
He tightened his arms and hugged me, and his trembling shoulders made me clearly feel his emotional breakdown at the moment.
In fact, what I said to you this morning did not mean to break with you, to prevent you from contacting Li Huijing's family, nor was it that I aimed at you in order to protect him. Did you understand it as something else? up?
I relaxed my body and let him hug me, and slowly patted his back. I didn't want to confront you, but, you are already engaged, we must keep a distance, this is respect for another woman, not against you.
I know that you don't love her, I know that you are forced, and I know your feelings for me, but the cruel reality has already made us all victims, so why bother to involve an irrelevant poor person.
But, Jang Keun Suk, I can no longer tell you these words, I can no longer tell you, some things cannot be turned back, and cannot be regretted.
Black Deacon said that he wanted me to refuse to the end...how easy is it to refuse?Don't comfort him, don't explain the truth, let the heartache spread, it's my limit, if I continue to hurt each other, I can't seem to do it, what should I do... When the truth and lies Can no longer speak out.
Jang Keun Suk, don’t be like this, please be strong, I really don’t know what to do if you’re like this...
Leaning on his thin shoulders, I took a deep breath while suppressing my emotions, not letting myself collapse with him, trying to divert my attention, and pull my thoughts back from the cliff of despair.
You just rushed over like this?Has your psychological construction collapsed across the board?Have you forgotten that there are shards of glass on the ground... Do you know that you have a high fever, and the contrast of body temperature is more obvious when you stick to your neck.
......
When I finally comforted him, it was early in the morning, and when I pushed the door out of the bedroom, those two people were already sitting in the room waiting, and when they saw me coming out, they all stood up from the sofa.
I walked quickly to Du Minjun's side, leaned into his arms and couldn't think anymore, I was so tired, so tired, "I want to go back." He hummed, and walked out together with his arms around my shoulders. Send us to the door, watch us into the elevator, and say 'thank you' to us with your lips.
Thanks for what?I'm here because the guy in the house is just starting to come down with a fever, no need for you to thank me, but can you please stop framing me next time? !
"Are you okay?" During the descent of the elevator, Do Minjun raised his hand and scratched my cheek, asking softly, I nodded, turned sideways to meet his hugging posture, and got closer to him .
Do Min Joon, as long as I have you, with you by my side, I have the courage to solve any problem, anyone, for the sake of you I love.