unsaved world

Chapter 155

At night, the nurse changed Xue Chuanlin's medicine again, and the doctor repeatedly ordered him to rest, but after a few people left, Xue Chuanlin sat up silently and began to remove the cumbersome monitoring equipment on his body.

Kuroba Kaito was startled when he heard the noise coming in. When he approached, he first asked her what she wanted to do. on the window bars.

"No need to come here." She smiled at him, her voice was thin and weak, much better than the hoarseness during the day, and she could already communicate normally.

"What do you want to do, what are you messing around with now?" Kaito Kuroba stopped in his tracks, his face filled with worry.

"I...cough." Xue Chuanlin lowered his head and couldn't stop coughing, raised his eyes and smiled at him without worry, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't worry, Kuroba, I'm immortal."

Not dead.

But when she said this, she lowered her eyes and smiled extremely sadly.

"No, it will still hurt even if you don't die." Kuroba Kaito said anxiously to her, "Don't walk around, Kudo Shinichi has already rushed over."

Yukikawa Rin leaned against the window, glanced at the back, and then quickly looked at Kaito Kuroba, with an extremely gentle and natural smile on his pale face, his knuckles lightly tapped on the window to sign their code.

I know.

The extremely simple three words were all that was conveyed to Kaito Kuroba, and it was also enough for him to understand that everything the girl in front of him did was to meet him.

In front of her, she was softer and quieter than ever before, leaning back against the window like that, swallowing all the pain in her body as if it didn't exist, as if it was just an ordinary stroll in an afternoon.

She wanted him to rest assured, and also hoped that he would not intervene. Following the knock on the door of the ward at the back, he turned and walked over. The young detective inside looked panicked, but he just whispered to him when he passed by. Sentence: "She has a knife."

Another reason why he didn't approach the girl was because he saw a sharp blade hidden under the window rail at some point.

Immediately afterwards, he exited the ward, closed the door tightly, and also guarded the door, preventing anyone from approaching.

This is only his encounter with her.

The meeting was not as embarrassing as imagined. When Kudo Shinichi walked towards her slowly, Yukikawa Rin's eyes were misty, and he looked thoughtful. When he was only one step away from her, he followed her with a hoarse voice. He said:

"Just stop there."

She didn't even look at him, she just said the words flatly.

"I'll tell you." Even though he had conceived countless confession scenes, Kudo Shinichi still felt real fear at this moment. His trembling hands tried to touch the girl who was close at hand, but it seemed to stop in the air so far away. , "Go back to the hospital bed first."

"Kudou." She called him that, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and when she turned her face to look at him, her eyes were sad and far away, "Let me tell you first, okay?"

But this kind of address, such words, far more frightened Kudo Shinichi than questioning and anger, and his pupils trembled in disbelief.

"cold……"

"Actually, you don't have to worry." Xue Chuanlin leaned back and sat on the window rail. At the same moment, the boy anxiously grabbed her arm. As the distance between the two narrowed, she lowered her face and looked at him closely. He smiled unreservedly, "You know, I can come back from the dead, and so can you."

But this kind of smile was like an invisible thorn, blocking all the words he had prepared, piercing his already crumbling heart, and the arm he was holding was completely cold, just like smiling at this time, But it seems that some kind of sadness has seeped in.

"Fortunately, in the institute, countless deaths allowed me to see my own birth."

She continued, her tone was plain, as if she was not the main character she was talking about, nor was she the one who had suffered countless deaths, her eyes turned sideways as if recalling, but also as if she was pitying herself.

"It turned out that I even made a mistake with my parents. They just couldn't bear to make me suffer. But the members of the scientific research team who rescued me from the research institute, I thought they were abandoned, and I hated them for a long time."

When Furuyoko Ida was planning to completely strip the substance called Pandora in her heart, the two researchers responsible for raising her had already regarded her as their own daughter as they got along day by day, and took the risk of hiding her in the waste dump to get her Take it out of the research institute and hide it in your own home.

The good times didn't last long. When she was three years old, someone from another organization had already discovered that the two of them were moving strangely, and they didn't care who the other was. They entrusted her to each other before they could even say a word. It's a human trafficker. When she was young, she saw the money exchange between the two parties. In fact, the two knew that they were dying, so they gave a lot of money to ask each other to take care of themselves.

"Actually, I was loved when I was so young." Her eyes shone with a bit of tenderness and cherishment, and gradually fell on the boy, "Even if the love you get is always short-lived."

"I made you suffer." He frowned, his eyes full of self-blame and pity, and stretched out his hand to cover the girl's face. The face that had been rounded up by him became thinner again, as if it could touch the bones General: "I know you blame me, but I have never changed my mind for you."

His fingers touching his cheek trembled cautiously, and his eyes fell on her body. Those eternal blue eyes were full of caution and restraint. It's not like the high-spirited teenager when we first met.

"I know, you want to completely wash away my past and suspicions for me. This is the safest way. How can I blame you?" She replied softly, the moonlight behind her shone through her His side fell on the boy's face, "It has always been my honor to be liked by Kudo-san."

There is no joy in the calm words, as if they are just sentences of a mechanically established program.

"No, after all, I hurt you, concealed you, and caused you to suffer so much. I...I can't help it, this is already what I can think of..." His gaze was fixed on her , the emotions in it are too many and too complicated, and the endless entanglement seems to be conveyed to her. The young man who has always been articulate does not know where to start at this time, his words are barren and urgent, "I don't just like you...it's love. .”

Surprise appeared on Yukikawa Rin's calm face at this moment, and then the boy took her hands hidden behind his back, crossed them tightly, and spoke to her very seriously as if he could hear a violent heartbeat.

"I love you and don't want to lose you just like that."

Those words did make Xue Chuanlin astonished, but the situation didn't last long. She withdrew her hand and put it on the window rail, and quickly drew out a sharp knife, pressed it against the boy's chest, lowered her eyes, Asked in a cold tone.

"Even if you know that I am the one who killed you, or even the assassin who killed countless innocent people, do you think so?"

As she spoke, her face moved a little closer, breathing on his face, and called out the name after ten years.

"69."

Rin is so smart, she can think of everything after all, and the pain often comes from knowing everything. Her lowered eyes hide the pain, but her hands are shaking.

"Back then you were driven by drugs." Kudo Shinichi covered her knife hand with his other finger on her neck, "The drugs injected at that time would make people lose their minds under the emotion of killing. , I know the cruelty of the organization, if you want to survive in such an organization, you have no other way."

He easily took the blade from her, who was the assassin, and threw it on the ground while getting close to her body.

"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have wiped out [Shadow] who has harmed more people. You used to have no choice but to survive. Now you have been trying to make up for it. You have endured the horror of death countless times. In the research institute, Repeatedly... life and death have tortured you too many times, Rin, that's really, really enough."

The usually sharp-tongued detective choked up a bit at this moment, and carefully wrapped her into his arms, not daring to use any force to maintain this movement for fear of hurting the wound.

"The real you won't kill me." Such gentle and powerful words whispered in her ear, like the warm and dazzling light of childhood, all wrapped her up, "The future you will never kill me again." anyone."

She closed her eyes, her eyelashes fluttered like a butterfly's wings, it was enough to get such a result, he loves her, loves her sincerely, doesn't even care about her sinful status, and is willing to give her a chance, It couldn't be better.

There shouldn't be any extravagance, but there are too many things in my mind squeezing my nerves at this moment, so what about this kind of comfort, I still can't restrain the emotion called sadness.

"You always know everything."

Yukikawa Rin didn't reach out to respond to the hug, but a warm smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, he couldn't see the slightest joy, his eyes were misty, maybe he had talked for too long, there was too much bloody smell in his mouth, and his voice became hoarse.

"Knowing my unbearable identity, I worked hard to play with me; I also knew my relationship with [Shadow], and used a more comprehensive plan to destroy the organization; even if I fell into the research institute and would not die, what would I face? I also know it very clearly.”

Kudo Shinichi let go of her, the constant sadness and pity on this face was quite different from his previous one, such a cautious appearance made Xue Chuanlin feel strange joy in his heart at this moment.

"It turns out..." She lowered her eyes, her self-loathing and self-loathing reached its peak, her eyes were sad and cold, and she raised her hands under the moonlight, "Mr. Detective is also using this method to offset my identity as a victim. sins."

Her gaze crossed her arms and landed on the complex-looking young man's face. Her smile gradually narrowed, her eyes gradually dimmed, and she said with great compassion, "It's just that this alone is not enough. The dead have no chance of being resurrected. My real ending It should also be like..."

The second before the words were finished, his lips were tightly blocked, and he grabbed the blood-stained wrist and clasped his fingers together, and then he felt the palms on his cheeks, and he leaned forward to kiss her. She has no bloody lips.

The sudden movement made her stunned, but she didn't resist. It was the first time she looked at the young man's expression. At such a close distance, he frowned and closed his eyes. His trembling eyelashes seemed to indicate the current situation. Uneasy, silently deepened the kiss at this moment.

This should not be considered a forced kiss. They are boyfriend and girlfriend. She said that he can kiss herself at any time, even in this situation. across the cheek.

From the light and shallow touch to the deeper and more greedy demand, it seems that all the anxiety is integrated into it, and the warmth and moisture are constantly entangled and collided, as if this can heal her devastated heart and be able to Break through the gap between lies and calculations.

As a result, the originally gentle kiss became rampant, but the inexperienced two did not let go, as if this was the last kiss at the end of the world.