novelraw Chapter 139 Finding Memories
Chapter 139 Finding Memories
"Isn't it because I can't bear to disturb your home construction?" I replied with a smile.
He glanced at me and said nothing again.
I had no choice but to suppress my smile in embarrassment, I really don't understand why he is so angry?It is said that a woman's heart is a needle in the bottom of the sea, but I think a man's heart is even worse.
"Do you think I didn't tidy up the yard for you, and you feel unhappy? But you didn't let me do it yourself!" I flipped through the information in my hand, and said a little aggrieved.
"..." He stared at me suspiciously, shook his head and sighed, "No, I'm just afraid it's too late."
"What's too late?" I asked curiously.
"..." He folded his hands behind his head, leaned back on the sofa, and remained silent.
Seeing that he didn't want to talk to me, I had to start looking through the materials in my hand again.The riddles in Mi Xin’s tomb of Chu have almost been solved, and the rest are fragments of inscriptions on some bronze vessels, which are nothing more than records of some life stories of Mi Xin in Chu before his death. Not to mention, but the lacquer pieces collected on the drum surface can be seen from the side of Mi Xin's lofty status as a generation of Chu Wu at that time.
Chu people have a strong love for color, and after discovering lacquer, they are especially fond of lacquerware.Among the cultural relics unearthed in history, the lacquerware unearthed in Chu is the most.They are good at using red, green, black, gold, silver and other lacquer colors. The exquisite patterns and gorgeous colors have created the brilliant civilization of Chu culture.
Since the Shang and Zhou dynasties, witch dance has been popular in Chu State.There is a record in Wang Yi's "Chu Ci Zhangju": "In the town of Ying in the south of Chu, between Yuan and Xiang, the custom believes in ghosts and loves temples, and the temples must be composed of songs and music to encourage the gods." Qu Yuan wrote in "Nine Songs" "" "The Conjuring" also vividly reflects various aspects of witch dance.
And this kind of national ceremony is usually presided over by Mi Xin, not only by her divination and divination, but also by her personally performing dances on the big drum for offering sacrifices and asking gods in every unique witch dance. , a rare honor.
And the phoenix picture on the tomb door and in the tomb passage not only shows Chu State's worship of the divine bird, but also the ending that Mi Xin has predicted for herself.Especially the last picture of Phoenix Nirvana can be said to have exactly the same ending as Mi Xin.It's just that Mi Xin didn't understand that in the flames of war during the Warring States Period, only the Qin State was truly nirvana.
Min Xin's death is not recorded in historical materials.I think it was mostly caused by worrying too much, and she died in her own country in the end, and her father buried her next to Lord Xiling's tomb.Many people may wonder why the King of Chu didn't just bury the two together.
In ancient times, everyone paid attention to etiquette and class. They had no marriage contract during their lifetime, and according to their status as Lord Xiling, they could not be buried with Princess Mi Xin.It is this feudal hierarchy that prevents Mi Xin from entering Lord Xiling's soul-cultivation barrier even if she succeeds in cultivating her soul. That's why she puts all her effort into luring people to go.
And this person is definitely not something that the villagers of Lingyin Village can do.What she needed was someone who came here for the silk script, someone who could really break into Lord Xiling's tomb.Although I am pregnant with the mother pearl, it is protected by foreign blood, and I can't get it out at all.After attaching to my body, she was discovered again, forcing her to attach her soul to the jade bracelet, and by accident, she was put on my hand by the fat brother.
Lord Xiling's soul probably sensed the existence of the jade bracelet and the lingering aura of Luo Wan left in it, so it mistook me for Luo Wan.You must know that when Luo Wan cut her wrist and killed herself, the jade wearing this thing was the most psychic, let alone such ancient precious jade.
The whole thing was really tortuous and bizarre. I was a little tired thinking about it, so I couldn't help but sighed and said, "You have calculated everything, but you didn't calculate this ending." I felt very sorry for Mi Xin.
Brother Qiling didn't express any opinions, but just asked me lightly: "A lot of things can't stand waiting, can they?"
"What...?" I was inexplicably asked by him, thinking: Why is this guy feeling a little depressed today?Could it be that he was dumped by his sweetheart?But the problem is that I have never met his sweetheart, and I don't know how her character is, let alone persuade her!
"...Let me think about this question. I think it's a matter of course. If this thing is destined to happen, then there's no reason why we can't wait to talk about it. Anyway, it's just a matter of time!"
"Really?" Brother Qi Ling was thoughtful after listening to my words.I don't know if it's comforting, but it's quite uncomfortable to see him like this.Guessing the reason for their conflict in my heart, I thought about it, and suddenly realized, could it be because I live here that my sister-in-law overturned the jar of jealousy?
"No way! This woman, who has never met before, has never met me before, so how did she know that I have an affair with Brother Ling?"
"Looking at Brother Ling's embarrassed appearance, I'm afraid he wants me to move away, and it's difficult to speak up. I'm caught in a dilemma between two women. I should have expected this situation a long time ago. I feel so happy recently that I completely forgot Between me and him, there is still a person in the middle!"
Thinking of this, my heart felt like being pierced by a needle, and I got carried away with pride.
"Zi Lin, you said earlier that you would marry someone much older, haven't you forgotten?" Brother Qi Ling suddenly grabbed my hand, his eyes full of hope.
But it was precisely this kind of look that stabbed me deeply, making me feel like I was a burden, and he was eager to get rid of me.
I wrenched my hand away from his, and then said coldly, "I did, but I'm not obliged to choose an older one just yet."
"Zilin...you...do have a better choice." His expression was very sad, the hope just now had completely disappeared, and his tone was so low that it was almost inaudible.
I was so distressed that I almost suffocated, thinking that he has disliked and tired of me to this point?In the end, we should be more sensible, leave early, and make room for them.
So he stood up, bowed his head and said to him: "I understand what you mean, I will do what you want." After speaking, he turned around and was about to leave, but his hand was grabbed by him again.
"I don't think you get it, you never get it," he said.
We look at each other, but the fog in my eyes is getting thicker and thicker. If I don’t leave, I’m afraid I’m going to cry on the spot. The last thing I want at this moment is to let him see my weakness, so I have to shake off his hand and hold my hand. Put down a sentence and said: "Don't worry, I won't ruin your business, and please leave my business alone."
After speaking, he quickly walked back to the room.After closing the door, I couldn't help but slap myself on the face, how many times have I had it?How many more times will I have to suffer this kind of sadness?I will be able to wake up?
I wiped away my tears and started to pack my things, wiping my tears as I cleaned.Today's tears seem to flow endlessly.It's time to wake up from this beautiful dream that I wove, this time I should wake up completely.I recalled the scenes I experienced with him, and suddenly collapsed and squatted on the ground crying.He was also afraid that the voice would be heard by him outside, so he covered his mouth and tried his best not to cry.
Until the end, I sat on the ground exhausted physically and mentally.The box containing the notebook that Wu Xie brought from Changsha last time was placed at his feet.At that time, it was used as a reference when looking for clues in the silk books, but I didn't read all of them.
I let out a long sigh, and poured out the whole box in a state of confusion.I wanted to sort it out and then send it back to Xiao Rong intact to Beijing.But this one slides out a beautiful bookmark.And this bookmark looks very familiar to me.
So I hurriedly threw the box down, picked up the notebook with the bookmarks in it, opened it, and couldn't help but turn pale with shock. I saw a lot of my handwriting on the notebook.And I don't like to fold the corners of books, and placing bookmarks is also a habit I have always maintained.The question is why did my notebook fall into Xiao Rong's place?
These notebooks look like they were purchased and assembled together.The cover is dark blue hard kraft paper with the title, year and serial number on it. When I saw this, I suddenly felt that I had seen this notebook somewhere in Beijing.But I can't think of it for a while, so I have to think about it for the time being.
The content in the notebook is a normal transcription, and there is nothing unusual about it. It is all about historical figures, or some annotations and related information on cultural relics.I don't know what I was writing these for?I really can't remember many things.
This kind of memory gap is very uncomfortable. At this moment, I am extremely eager to retrieve the lost memory and find out the cause of my illness. After making up my mind, I am determined to go back to Beijing to investigate first.It's also good to take the opportunity to avoid Brother Ling and make some space for him and his sweetheart.
The next day, Brother Qiling was still busy in the yard. It took only a few days, and the whole yard had taken on a new look.Not only have weeds been completely removed, but there is also clear water and live fish in the pond.The rose seedlings have been planted along the base of the wall, and the jasmine flower seedlings are also swaying in the summer wind. I think as long as I take care of it for a while, I will soon be able to smell the fragrance of the flowers.
Brother Qiling has been treating me more and more deeply since he talked with me yesterday.Either in the yard, or sitting on the sofa in a daze, unaware that the tea spilled on the table, he looked preoccupied.
I thought, since I'm leaving soon, I'll get to know him for a while. In all fairness, he not only takes good care of me, but also saves my life.Even if he treats me a little worse now, I don't think it's a big deal, the big deal is to have a thicker skin and take the initiative to talk to him.
Today I bought a lot of dishes and cooked a table full for him. When I was in the tomb, I basically cooked all the dishes he said, and my promise was fulfilled.
The two of us ate quietly around the table, and I would occasionally take the initiative to pick up some dishes for him.His prawns are still peeled by me, just like before. If time can go back to the past, it would be great.
Just as I was thinking wildly, there was a knock on the door suddenly. I opened the door and saw that it was Xiao Rong who came. How did he find this place?
The visitor is a guest, so I smiled and said, "I'm just having dinner, why don't you come in and eat together?"
Xiao Rong didn't enter the room, and looked at Brother Ling's cold face, which he turned a blind eye to, and immediately said with self-knowledge: "No need, Zi Lin, can you come out for a while, I have something to tell you .”
Since he had such a request, I couldn't refuse, so I had to slowly close the door under Brother Qi Ling's gaze.I got into Xiao Rong's car and asked, "What's the matter? Can't you go in and talk?"
Seeing that I was willing to come out with him, Xiao Rong probably said happily: "Zi Lin, Professor Sun has already been persuaded by me, so I plan to return to Beijing today. I came to ask you, will you come with me?"
"..." Isn't this too hasty?I wonder.
"Zilin?" Seeing my hesitation, Xiao Rong said again: "The hospital has contacted me and urged you several times to go back for reexamination!"
"Oh, I see." I replied silently.
Seeing my indifferent attitude, Xiao Rong probably felt a little anxious, and couldn't help asking: "Have you not thought about it yet? You didn't even care about your body because of him?"
Now I am very jealous of anyone who brings me together with Brother Ling again, because that is my sore spot, and Xiao Rong happened to poke at my wound undeadly.It made my face change, and I replied in a bad tone: "Yes, I would like to be with him, you don't care."
"You..." Xiao Rong was so angry that I slapped the steering wheel hard, and then questioned me: "How am I inferior to him?"
I was also speechless when I asked this question, and I was very annoyed at the moment. I didn't want to continue talking to him, so I just said: "Go back by yourself!" Then I got out of the car and left.
When I returned to the house, the people at the dinner table had already left, and he didn't move a bite of the food I gave him.I was exhausted, and I slumped on the chair weakly, staring blankly at his bowl in a daze.
Then, I booked a ticket to Beijing the next day.On the night before leaving, I hesitated at the door of Brother Qi Ling's room, trying to muster up the courage to say goodbye to him, but I couldn't say goodbye.I can't let him know that I went to Beijing to investigate the illness, and I can't find Fat Brother when I go, because they don't want me to remember the people from the past. If they know that I have such a move, they will definitely jump out and stop it.
But leaving without saying a word seemed a bit meaningless. I paced back and forth at the door of his room for a long time, but in the end I still didn't knock on the door.Then I wanted to write a note, but I couldn't make up a reason after thinking about it, and I didn't want to lie to him again, so I didn't leave anything at all in the end.
I called a car early the next morning and took me to the airport.I booked the earliest flight, and just like that, I embarked on the road of searching for memories by myself. . . . . .
The author has something to say:
The boring god is very cool in the fight, but in love, he always feels a little humble in the face of the innocent and kind-hearted Zhang Keai, who is as white as paper.I have lived for so long, although I have seen many beauties, but none of them are as good as Zhang Zilin.Under the circumstances that Zhang Zilin cannot know the past, she can only choose to wait for the opportunity.But the reality made him unable to wait more and more.Coupled with Zhang Kei's pretentious cleverness and the appearance of Xiao Rong, the misunderstandings became deeper and deeper.
Let's see what kind of encounter Zhang Zilin will have after going to Beijing?