together for a long time

Chapter 88

Every year on Jian Yan’s birthday, she would go to the vegetable market early to buy a lot of vegetables, then go back to Ji’s house for dinner, and then rush back to the apartment to cook a table of dishes, buy herself a cake, and wait for that person to come back. Happy birthday to her, but she never got her wish.

Smokey, let's go home.

Smokey, I'm back.

Yanyan, I'm here to take you home.

In the past, she thought these three love words were more beautiful than I like you. She had imagined countless times, woke up from a dream, looked at the empty room, and cried bitterly. She was thinking that she would never listen to it in this life. It's time for Ji Yunxin's words.

But now, she heard it.

The corners of Jian Yan's eyes were slightly red, and tears were falling down. Seeing this, Ji Yunxin reached out to hug her, but Jian Yan avoided her. She took a step back and handed the key to Ji Yunxin. Ji Yunxin was puzzled: "Yanyan?"

"Sorry." Jian Yan said calmly: "This gift is too expensive, I can't accept it."

Faced with Jian Yan's refusal, Ji Yunxin was a little astonished, she murmured: "Yanyan, don't you want to go home with me?"

"I don't want to." Jian Yan raised her head, her eyes that had just cried were slightly bright, under the dim light, half of Jian Yan's facial features were hidden in the dark night, and she couldn't see clearly, Ji Yunxin heard her continue: "Yun Xin, you know What is my annual birthday wish?"

Holding the box she handed over, Ji Yunxin lowered her eyes, her heart ached before she opened her mouth, no matter what it was, it must have something to do with her.

"My birthday wish every year is that you can go home, have a meal with me, and have a bite of cake with me. Even if you just come back to see me and then leave, I will be very happy. Yun Xin, look, when I was It's so humble." Jian Yan's voice choked up, and when she mentioned the past, she still couldn't calm down.

Ji Yunxin's hand holding the box trembled slightly, and she said in a slightly lower voice: "I'm sorry, Yanyan, I..."

"I'm not blaming you." Jian Yan looked calm: "Yunxin, I never blamed you, and it wasn't your fault that I didn't like me back then, and I have no reason to force you to come back to accompany me and make me so It is I who humble myself, not you."

"But I'm just an ordinary person. I know it's not your fault, but I still can't help but blame you, and I'm even more afraid." After Jian Yan said it, she relaxed a lot. She took a deep breath and wiped the corners of her eyes With tears in his eyes, he said: "I dare not enter that house, I dare not enter that house, and I dare not accept you easily. I am afraid that if it is a flash in the pan, I will not have the courage to bear it a second time."

"sorry."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Ji Yunxin and said with a choked voice, "I can't accept this gift."

"It's okay." Ji Yunxin frowned when she heard her words, there were water splashes in her eyes, and the waves were bright and bright. She suppressed her emotions and said softly: "I can understand."

Jian Yan bit her lips and cried when she heard her words. She wanted to say these words to Ji Yunxin a long time ago, but she dared not say them. She was afraid that Ji Yunxin was only interested in her for a while, and she was even more afraid that Ji Yunxin would be driven away by her indifference. She can't lie to herself, she still likes Ji Yunxin, and she will still be moved by her, but this kind of heartbeat is mixed with a little fear, afraid that she will leave suddenly, afraid that she will not be able to stand herself, so she forced herself from the beginning Indifference, forcing myself to ignore it, but she is Ji Yunxin, the person she has been thinking about for several years, her every move can affect her mind, how can it be said that indifference can be indifference, recently she feels that she has begun to fall again , that feeling of 'poisoning' is too familiar, and fear wells up my spine after being so familiar.

She dared not take any chances.

Ji Yunxin put away the key, she saw that Jian Yan was still crying and took a step forward, this time she stretched out her arms to hug Jian Yan, and held her in her arms, tears soaked her clothes, fell on her skin, from the warmth It was so hot that it was cold, Ji Yunxin patted Jian Yan's back, let her cry enough, and when Jian Yan was sobbing, Ji Yunxin whispered: "It doesn't matter, Yanyan, you don't have to be afraid, I won't leave you."

"If you're really scared, you can hide in your shell now, and come out when you feel safe outside."

"Don't worry, I will always wait for you at the door of your shell."

"still waiting for u."

The tears that Jian Yan had just stopped began to burst out unscrupulously again, and more intense emotions than before squeezed her chest. For the first time, she hugged Ji Yunxin back, hugged her waist tightly, and apologized over and over again: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry .”

"It's okay." Ji Yunxin heard that the tip of her nose was sore, the corners of her eyes were red, and tears rolled down Jian Yan's neck. I was too anxious."

"Yanyan." Ji Yunxin opened the distance between the two, and said hoarsely: "Look, I made you cry again, so I haven't become your best gift yet."

"You were right to reject me."

Ji Yunxin tilted her head slightly, the corners of her eyes were glittering and translucent, the corners of her eyes were red, and a gentle smile was added to her usually indifferent face, Jian Yan met those eyes, that face, that person for a long time, she lowered her eyes and smiled lightly, as if I also feel that what Ji Yunxin said is fallacious.

At the window not far away, a family of three pushed and shoved, Ji Songlin was full of displeasure: "Why did you make Yanyan cry again? What's going on, what the hell is Yunxin doing!"

Du Yan was squeezed by Ji Han, she turned her head and said, "Yun Xin is crying too? Why do I feel that Yun Xin is crying too?"

"Sister is crying, sister is crying! My mother, I have never seen my sister cry at my age!"

"You still have the nerve to say it!" Ji Songlin knocked her on the head: "I will kneel down to the ancestral hall later! How dare you hide such a big matter from us!"

Du Yan echoed: "That's it!"

Ji Shuiquan looked at the three people over there and shook his head, and said with a smile: "Dad, wife, Xiaohan, have you seen enough?"

The three turned their heads and said in unison: "Stop talking!"

Ji Shuiquan sipped his tea and went upstairs to work.

The daughter is in love, he has to work, the family eats melons, and he still has to work, Ji Shuiquan sighs and walks to the window to look down, Ji Yunxin and Jian Yan are still talking, their voices are very low, I don’t know what they are talking about What, but it seems that the relationship is not as strange and indifferent as before, which is also a good thing, he smiled.

Ji Yunxin and Jian Yan, who were watched by the whole family, stood face to face. Ji Yunxin waited until Jian Yan regained his composure and asked, "Go back to the house."

Jane nodded.

The two walked towards the living room, and the three who were lying on the window backed away immediately. Ji Songlin pretended to be sitting on the sofa with a serious face, Du Yan was busy back and forth with a happy face, Ji Han was holding the phone, Yu Light aimed at the two people who had just entered.

After entering the room, Jian Yan shouted: "Grandpa."

She had just cried, her voice was still hoarse, and the corners of her eyes were slightly red, Jian Yan knew that she couldn't hide it, so she simply let them look at her generously, Ji Songlin originally wanted to put on airs, and she couldn't bear to see that both children had cried Stopped, he said to Ji Yunxin: "Come here!"

Ji Yunxin walked to his side, and then Ji Songlin said to Jian Yan: "Yanyan, sit next to me."

Jian Yan was dragged by Ji Han to sit next to Ji Songlin. Everyone looked at Ji Yunxin, and there was an atmosphere of three trials. Ji Yunxin looked up calmly and asked, "Grandpa, what's the matter?"

"What's the matter?" Ji Songlin became angry when he said this: "Tell me about you, you divorced when you said you would leave! You never asked our opinion at all, but now it's better to chase after people, chase after people if you want. Yun Xin, Yanyan has no relatives now, we are her relatives, if you want to chase someone, you have to pass our test first!"

Ji Yunxin asked back: "Didn't you just ask about the matter between me and Yanyan in the future?"

"Then—" Ji Songlin felt a little guilty: "That's different."

"How do I know if you are acting on a whim? What if you are left in the cold for another three to five years?"

Ji Yunxin heard him say this and whispered: "I won't do it anymore."

She looked up at Jian Yan with a gentle expression: "I like her, I want to be with her, and I want to take care of her for the rest of my life."

These love words were said by her righteously, and they seemed to be a bit more serious. Everyone in the living room was a little stunned except Jian Yan, especially Du Yan. She dubiously picked out her ears. say what?I like her? ? ?Du Yan's hairs are standing on end. She knows Ji Yunxin's temperament very well. She has been the same since she was a child. If she didn't look a little like herself, she really thought that Ji Yunxin was just reporting an error from the hospital. She has a cold personality. What are you doing? They are all serious, never joked since they were young, and have a serious eye. When they went to school for the first time, other children hugged their parents' legs and refused to let go, crying heartbreakingly. It was she who cried so heartbreakingly that she couldn't bear Ji Yunxin. Thinking back to Ji Yunxin since she was a child, she had very few personal affairs, let alone feelings. Don't even want to hear about her private life, and she doesn't have any friends around her. She is like Just like a machine, now this machine actually has feelings and confessed his love!

OMG!

Du Yan wished he could jump upstairs and drag Ji Shuiquan down, and let him listen to his daughter's love story when she was enlightened, it was so touching!

Du Yan had a look of joy on my daughter's grown-up, and Ji Songlin beside him was a little dazed, and it was Jian Yan who coughed lightly before he regained his senses: "Who can say beautiful words, you have to make achievements before others believe you."

Ji Yunxin nodded: "Grandpa said yes."

Seeing everyone scolding her, Jian Yan shouted: "Grandpa, it's getting late, I'll take you back to your room to rest."

It could be seen that she was looking for steps for her to walk down, Ji Songlin recovered from the shock just now, and nodded: "Okay, Yanyan, help me back to the house."

Jian Yan supported Ji Songlin to stand up, Ji Yunxin was about to help him on the other side, Ji Songlin snorted coldly: "I don't want you to help!"

Ji Yunxin pursed her lips and took a step back, watching Jian Yan and Ji Songlin return to the room.

Ji Songlin's body is not so strong anymore, and his room was also moved from the second floor to the first floor. Jian Yan came in once before, and it was the same as last time, everything was packed in an orderly manner. After Ji Songlin returned to the room, he closed the door and said to Jian Yan: "Yanyan, grandpa doesn't want to meddle in your affairs, but before you..."

It is also true that she was hurt before. When her parents passed away, he promised to take good care of Jian Yan, but he failed to do so. Over the past few years, Jian Yan has always been the thorn in his heart. He felt sorry for Jian Yan, but She didn't know how to make up for it, and she didn't expect Yun Xin to find that Jian Yan was good and fell in love with her.

Jian Yan nodded when she heard the words, she supported Ji Songlin to sit on the side of the bed, and said softly: "Grandpa, I know you are worried about me, but the previous things are over, let's turn over."

"Then Yunxin, what are you going to do?"

"I still like her." Jian Yan didn't pretend to be in front of Ji Songlin, and said bluntly: "But I dare not accept her, Grandpa, I am not as brave as before."

There was mist in Ji Songlin's cloudy eyes: "It's not your fault, Yanyan, it's not your fault, it's Grandpa's fault."

"No." Jian Yan tilted her head. Although her eyes were full of water, her expression was surprisingly calm. She looked at Ji Songlin and said, "Grandpa, I actually don't regret marrying Yunxin at all."

She finished talking and laughed: "Similarly, I don't regret divorcing Yun Xin at all."

If she hadn't loved too blindly and persistently, she would not have chosen to marry Ji Yunxin. In those three years, what she had wiped out was not her liking for Ji Yunxin, but her own dignity. So she chose to divorce, not because she didn't love her anymore , but want to pick up self-esteem, Su Ziqi is right, everyone has the right to choose, the important thing is not what you choose, but whether you can bear the consequences, whether she is married or divorced, she has never regretted it , to this day, she is grateful to Ji Yunxin for treating herself like that when she didn't like her. Although she was indifferent and ruthless, she let her pick up her dignity. , if during that time Ji Yunxin suddenly figured it out and went home, then her life would be over. She would continue to like her without dignity and lose herself for the rest of her life. Would such a person with no shining point make herself happy?Even if Ji Yunxin stays by her side out of responsibility, as time goes by, both sides will still suffer.

So she won't accept it easily this time, she has to wait until she is ready, since Ji Yunxin wants to be her best gift, then she also needs to be the best of herself, so that when she accepts Ji Yunxin, she won't be afraid to be with her Worry, let alone worry about gains and losses.

Ji Songlin nodded after listening to her words: "Yanyan, you have grown up."

"You and Yun Xin have grown up, it's Grandpa who is getting old."

Sitting beside him, Jian Yan opened her lips and said, "Grandpa, in Yanyan's heart, you will never grow old."

Ji Songlin burst into tears at what she said, he patted Jian Yan's hand: "Good boy."

It was obviously his fault, but Jian Yan said that she had no regrets, and took it all on to prevent him from feeling guilty. Yunxin was so lucky to meet her, and the Ji family was so lucky to meet her.

Jian Yan came out of Ji Songlin's room and Ji Yunxin was waiting outside. When she saw Jian Yan coming out, she went up to him: "Grandpa is resting?"

"Well, rest." Jian Yan went to the kitchen and poured a glass of milk: "Where are Auntie and Xiaohan?"

"I let them go back to the house to rest."

Naturally, a burst of gossip was unavoidable, Du Yan asked things like a child, and even asked about the progress, saying that he would help her as a consultant, but Ji Yunxin declined her kindness. Yan's playfulness has never changed, and she asked her father to come down to take Du Yan away, Ji Han is much easier to deal with, she coldly handed it over, and Ji Han went back to the house obediently.

Jian Yan drank the milk and nodded, poured another glass after drinking and asked belatedly: "Do you want it?"

Ji Yunxin took a long sip as she held the cup in her hand, and smiled slightly: "Sweet."

Jian Yan turned her head to look at her, didn't say a word, and filled up again by herself, just as Ji Yunxin was about to speak, when the phone rang, she raised her hand to pick it up: "Hello."

It was Fu Qiang. There was something wrong with the N2 project. He couldn't make a decision, so he contacted Ji Yunxin. After hearing what he said, Ji Yunxin frowned and looked serious: "What else?"

Mumbling on the other end of the phone, Jian Yan saw Ji Yunxin and whispered to herself: "I'll go to the study first."

Jian Yan nodded, and then realized that Ji Yunxin didn't need to report to herself, she turned her head, and Ji Yunxin was walking upstairs slowly with her mobile phone in her hands, with steady steps, Jian Yan immediately thought of what she just said in the flower garden.

"It's okay, Yanyan, don't be afraid, I won't leave your side this time."

"I will always stay with you."

She thought about it and couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled, and took another sip of milk, the sweet feeling spread from the tip of her tongue to her heart, she thought, wait a little longer, wait until she is ready, ready to accept Ji Yunxin again .

Ji Yunxin never went downstairs. Jian Yan drank the milk and went back to the house to lie on the bed. The wedding room was still the same as when she left, with a few simple decorations, and there were still magazines on the bedside table. She reached out and flipped through two pages at will. , thought it was funny and put it back, just got up and was about to take a shower, there was a message notification on the phone, Jian Yan looked down, it was Su Ziqi who sent her a message: Do you want me to pick you up tomorrow?

Jian Yan thought for a while: I will go there with Mr. Ji tomorrow.

Su Ziqi replied to her: Haven't you slept yet?

Jian Yan put her hands on her forehead, not only did she not go to bed, she didn't wash up yet, she typed: I will be going to bed later.

Su Ziqi: It seems that the birthday star is very busy tonight, so I won't bother you. By the way, you can check Weibo when you have time.

Weibo?

After Jian Yan and Su Ziqi said goodnight to each other, they climbed onto Weibo and saw that the trending search turned out to be congratulations.

#Creation Boss and Qiao Yin Private Meeting#

Qiao Yin is a very popular female artist now. She was born as a model. In the past two years, she became popular in filming. She has a lot of high-quality resources in her hands. She has been kept by others. Last year, she got a license with a male artist who just debuted. This topic was suppressed, but now unexpectedly being photographed by the paparazzi and going on a date with He Yi, the boss of Genesis!

Jian Yan scrolled down, and saw that most of the comments were full of meaning. This is not the first time, it has happened before, such as the green grassland on the male artist's head, and the science popularization of He Yi's deeds of cheating on female artists. In the end, I don’t know if I don’t get involved, but once it gets involved, it gets involved a lot. Weibo was full of excitement for a while, netizens were very interested in this kind of 'amorous history', and there were insiders, insiders, and He Yi’s friends broke the news , For a while, Weibo was full of blood and blood, and Jian Yan was so engrossed in reading that she almost forgot to take a shower. Half an hour later, Jian Yan reluctantly put down her phone and went to the bathroom.

After Ji Yunxin hung up the phone, she stood in the study for a while. N2 is not a project of Jingyi’s company, but a project of J Country Branch. Last year, the N1 project was a complete success, and then N2 was pushed out. Everything was ready and waiting to start. Previously, these projects were checked by her personally. This year, she also handed over the branch to the person in charge there. The person in charge is surnamed Luo. , called Luo Shi, a little older than her, has always been the vice president of the branch, she just promoted him to the general manager this year, and gave him the power, did not expect him to make a move before N2 started, Fu Qiang The reason for calling to inform her was to say that Luo Shi wanted to swallow up the branch office, probably because she hadn't been there for so long, and the outside world rumored that she was sick so she dared to be so insolent. Ji Yunxin stood at the window with her hands behind her back and her eyes were heavy.

The night wind outside the window gradually picked up, rolled up dead branches and fallen leaves and hovered in the air, wave after wave, Ji Yunxin observed for a few minutes and then turned off the lights in the study and went out. There was no one downstairs, and all the lights were turned off. She turned around and went back to the room to turn on the lights. The door froze, the lights in the room were on, and then she realized that this was a wedding room, and Jian Yan lived here before, just when she was about to leave, Jian Yan came out of the bathroom, and the two of them met One stood at the door, the other stood at the bathroom door and looked at each other. It was Ji Yunxin who spoke first: "I lived here before, so I..."

Jian Yan tore off the dry towel that bound her beautiful hair, and the long jet black hair slanted down and hung around her waist. She took two steps forward and said, "Do you live here? Then I'll go to the guest room."

Ji Yunxin said, "No need."

She still has her own room, but she missed Jian Yan too much before, so she would sleep here every night, now that Jian Yan comes back, she doesn't need to fight for the room, Jian Yan took two steps forward: "I sleep in the guest room. "

"You can sleep here." Ji Yunxin looked at Jian Yan. She had just taken a shower with her makeup off, her face was bare, her skin was fair and clean, her hair was not wet, her bangs were hanging on her forehead, slightly covering her eyebrows, and her eyes Facing the shining crystal lamp, the pupils were black and clear, and there was a small reflection of herself inside, Ji Yunxin looked at it for a few seconds and said, "I'm in the next room."

The room next door is Ji Yunxin's room. When Jian Yan came back and saw that Ji Yunxin hadn't come home, she secretly slept on her bed. She wanted to meet Ji Yunxin once in a while, but it didn't work. Now that she heard her say that, Jian Yan nodded slightly: "Yeah."

Ji Yunxin took two steps back, she said to Jian Yan: "It's getting late, you should rest."

Jian Yan nodded again: "Okay."

The door of the room was gently closed, and within two seconds someone knocked, Jian Yan opened the door, and Ji Yunxin who was standing outside said, "I'll go in and get a change of clothes."

Jian Yan moved half of her body away, Ji Yunxin went in and opened the closet, she took her change of clothes from it and walked out with her head down, Jian Yan smiled at her and closed the door.

Two seconds later, the door knocked, and Jian Yan was a little confused: "What else is there for Mr. Ji?"

Ji Yunxin grabbed her clothes and said to her, "Happy birthday."

Jian Yan was slightly surprised, and it took two seconds for her to regain her senses. She bit her lip: "Thank you."

Seeing that she was about to close the door, Ji Yunxin shouted, "Yanyan."

Jian Yan raised her eyes and didn't close the door anymore. She just stood at the door and stared at Ji Yunxin, as if she was waiting for her to speak. Ji Yunxin's expression was a little unnatural when she was stared at by her. She coughed lightly: "Yanyan... "

Jian Yan took the initiative: "Do you think the shower in the room is broken and want to borrow my bathroom to take a shower?"

Ji Yunxin's eyes lit up when she heard this reason, and she immediately asked, "Is it convenient?"

Jian Yan smiled at her, her eyebrows were gentle, but her words were ruthless: "Of course it's not convenient."

'boom! '

The door was closed for the third time, Ji Yunxin lowered his head and touched the tip of his nose, feeling a little stuffy in his chest.