together for a long time

Chapter 72 Reason

Jian Yan was frightened by Ji Yunxin's righteousness, and then she politely refused. When the two entered the hotel, Jian Yan avoided suspicion and let Ji Yunxin go first, Ji Yunxin turned her head to look at her: "You go in first."

"I'll make a call."

Jian Yan saw that she was making excuses, she walked into the hotel in a low voice, the feeling of weightlessness came when she got on the elevator, and her stomach began to feel unwell again, she was going to pat her chest for fear of a plastic bag clicking on her hands Jian Yan lowered her head and opened the bag. There were a lot of sour plums in it, both in cans and loose bags. Besides, there was a small bag of black sugar. She took it out and saw that it was plum.

Really——no one she likes to eat.

After getting off the elevator, Jian Yan threw the bag in the trash can next to her. After a while, she folded it back and carried it in her hand and went straight back to the house. As soon as she opened the door, she received a call from Su Ziqi.

The mobile phone was buzzing in the pocket of the down jacket. When Jian Yan took the mobile phone, her fingers touched something soft. The texture was very similar to the gift from Ji Yunxin before. She took it out and looked at it. As expected, it was a pink hippopotamus with a big palm and a horse. There was a round button on the head, she touched the belly of the hippopotamus with her fingers, and sure enough, she touched something hard.

When was it put in?Why doesn't she know?

The phone was still ringing, Jian Yan took the hippopotamus to answer the phone: "Hello, Sister Su."

"Are you home?" Su Ziqi tilted his head and looked out the window with his Bluetooth on.

"I'm here." Jian Yan asked, "Have you arrived yet?"

"Not yet." Su Ziqi turned the steering wheel: "Today Ji always went for you, right?"

Jian Yan didn't hide anything, and said honestly: "Yes."

"It can be seen." Su Ziqi smiled slightly: "But I will not get involved in the matters between you, you make up your own mind."

Since she could see that Ji Yunxin went for Jian Yan, she could also see that Ji Yunxin's eyes were clearly attracted by Yan Yan, but Jian Yan suffered such a serious injury before, so she would not easily forgive and understand, she It's better not to intervene, the person involved is more aware of such things as influencing feelings.

Jian Yan thought she would hear a lecture, but she didn't expect Su Ziqi to say that, her voice softened a little: "I see, Sister Su."

"By the way, the program team sent me the itinerary, you saw it."

"I saw it in the group."

"That's fine, stop talking, I'll make a phone call with Director Gu."

After Jian Yan hung up the phone, she put the phone on the coffee table, and when her fingers touched the plastic bag, she turned her head to look at her eyes, and after a few seconds, she took out a bag of plums from inside, peeled off one and put it in her mouth, the tip of her tongue immediately became sore Sweet and sour, suppressing the nausea she had just felt, Jian Yan took off her shoes and leaned on the sofa, lying on her side, pressing her fingertips into the hippopotamus' belly, and Ji Yunxin's clear voice rang out in the room.

"...Sorry, I don't have a deep impression of that night. I just remember that you were very silent. Grandpa and I ate dinner with you..."

Jian Yan's thoughts were brought back to the past by Ji Yunxin's voice. She was reclining on the sofa, holding the pink hippo doll, her eyes were not focused, and her mind was drifting into the distance.

It was indeed raining heavily that day, and Ji Songlin took her home. On the way, he said that her parents would not be able to come back from a business trip for a while, and asked her to stay at Ji's house for a while. At first she was very happy, but on the way she received The police called and was told that her parents were gone. She resisted the urge to jump out of the car for a long time, and finally bowed her head and cried.

After arriving at Ji's house, Ji Songlin asked her to go home first, but she refused, so he had to tell her everything, and told her that all funeral arrangements were made by Ji's family, and that she would be a member of Ji's family from now on, and she refused to follow her life and death at that time. When he entered the room, no matter who came to persuade her, he refused until Ji Yunxin came over.

Holding a dry towel and an umbrella in her hand, she stood in front of her and said to her, "Are you Jian Yan? My name is Ji Yunxin. I heard from my grandfather that we are very sorry about your parents, but you can't Fall down, Jian Yan, if you fall down, your parents won't leave at ease."

At that time, she stared at Ji Yunxin, maybe because she was the same age, or maybe she was persuaded, the two of them stood under the same umbrella, she asked: "If I stop crying, will my father and mother come back? Will they come back?" Come pick me up?"

Ji Yunxin didn't change the subject to persuade her like Ji Songlin and Ji Shuiquan did. She shook her head directly and said firmly, "No."

Those two words pierced her chest fiercely like an awl, dripping with blood. After so many years, she still thanked Ji Yunxin for not choosing to comfort her at that time, but telling her the result directly, even though she was so hurt by those two words that she almost suffocated.

But compared to the so-called false hope, she would rather accept the cruel reality.

Later, she went back to the house with Ji Yunxin. She wanted Ji Songlin to take her to the hospital. Ji Songlin reassured her that the police were still investigating and could not visit her. She had to live in Ji's house. She didn't care about everything that was unfamiliar, and she was like a walking dead. Ji Yunxin said that she didn't remember what happened that day very clearly. In fact, her remaining memories were also vague, except for things related to Ji Yunxin, which were still clear.

After entering Ji's house, Ji Yunxin took her to the bathroom and changed into clean clothes. Ji Yunxin and Ji Songlin accompanied her to eat dinner. She didn't remember if she ate or what she ate. As far as I can remember, the most difficult night was when she hugged the quilt and cried to sleep, and cried when she fell asleep. For two whole days, people from the Ji family came and went, but she just wanted to sleep. In the end, the doctor from the Ji family came to help her She was on a bottle, and she lay on the bed for a week. Ji Songlin stayed with her until late every night, and asked her if she wanted to visit her parents. When she heard the news, she wished she could go there immediately, but Really waited until she could visit, but she flinched, Ji Songlin didn't dare to force her, let Du Yan take good care of her, he and Ji Shuiquan went to deal with the funeral, when Ji Yunxin came back that day, she didn't go into her room but came to her room first, she After standing by the bed for a long time, he said, "Are you really not going to see it?"

She hugged the quilt and turned her back to her. She didn't want to go, she just wanted to cry.

Ji Yunxin continued: "This is your last chance to see them, Jian Yan, if I were you, I would go."

"Yunxin! You don't understand anything, go back to the house!" Du Yan scolded Ji Yunxin, and went to the bed and patted her on the back: "Don't be afraid of Yanyan, don't go if you don't want to, it's okay, grandpa and your uncle will take care of it , don't be afraid."

Ji Yunxin took two steps back at that time, and she could clearly remember the sound of those footsteps.

"Can you go with me?" She sat up and looked at Ji Yunxin, because her crying voice had long been hoarse and dry, her lips were cracked when she spoke, and the smell of rust entered her throat, making her almost nauseous, she forced Enduring the urge to vomit, she looked at Ji Yunxin: "Can you accompany me?"

Ji Yunxin stood at the door of her room and turned around. She was wearing a school uniform, long hair and a shawl, and some light jumped on her body by the window. She only remembered that Ji Yunxin walked towards her step by step, and at the end she stood by the bed, stretched out her hand to herself, and nodded: "Okay, I will accompany you."

She hesitated for a few seconds before putting her hand on Ji Yunxin's.

That hand felt warm to the touch, and she held it tightly for fear of being left behind. Ji Yunxin didn't make a sound when she scratched her, but just walked by her side, accompanied her in the car, went to the hospital, and went to see her parents. The two of them held hands when they came back, and she didn't want to let go until they went to sleep.

After the story of the puppet was finished, the whole living room was silent. Jian Yan stood up from the sofa and felt a little dizzy. She went to the kitchen to make a simple dinner and ate while watching TV.

Before going to bed, she received a message from Luo Jing: Miss Gu is a very funny person, very happy today, thank you.

Jian Yan looked at her message and considered it for two seconds, then replied: You're welcome.

--have you slept?

Jian Yan turned over on the bed: asleep, how about you?

——Still writing the script, didn’t sleep and said that he wanted to ask you out for a drink.

Jian Yan pressed her finger against the screen: No, editor Luo can enjoy it by himself.

——Are you unhappy recently?

It was rare that Jian Yan was willing to chat with her like this, Luo Jing put down the script and said: I feel that you are not in a good mood recently.

Jian Yan thought for a while: "No, something happened, so I'm not in a good mood."

--What now?Not good?Do you want to come out and talk?Don't worry, I'm the best trash can, I can accept anything.

Jian Yan bit her lip: No need, I've resolved everything, and it's fine now.

——I saw Jiang Yirou said that you were eaten tofu when you were shooting commercials today?

Seeing her words, Jian Yan thought of today's events, and then thought of Ji Yunxin, she shook her head: "No, it's just a little difference in shooting, it doesn't matter."

——It’s fine if you’re fine, then go to bed early and see you tomorrow.

Jian Yan said good night to her. Putting down her phone, the cold wind was blowing past the window, half of her face was buried in the pillow, she touched her belly with her hands, patted it, and went to sleep.

The next two days were very busy. Su Ziqi and Director Gu discussed to gather her scenes together to shoot first, so the two days were all her scenes. The scene was busy, including Luo Jing, who kept running around. Jian Yan has no time to rest, either changing costumes or changing makeup, shooting from eight o'clock in the daytime to two or three o'clock in the night, and getting up again at seven or eight o'clock the next day, this is the first time that Jian Yan has been in the crew for so long. The time was tight, but fortunately it was going well. The actors who acted with her were all old actors, and everyone was familiar with it. Whether it was the emotional drama or the plot, it was very smooth, and it was often over once or twice. At seven or eight o'clock in the evening, Gu The director stroked his chin and said, "The next scene can only be filmed next time. Is it going to be recorded tomorrow?"

Jian Yan nodded while eating the lunch box Su Ziqi brought: "Recording tomorrow afternoon."

Voting list in the morning.

"Yanyan, are you in the same group as Luo Shen?" The artist in costume walked up to her and sat down, then turned his head and said, "I see that you have quite a lot of votes online."

"There are also a lot of people with Mr. Ji." On the other side, there were artists sitting down, Jian Yan was wrapped in the middle, she bowed her head to eat, and the artists on both sides discussed.

"Who will it be with? I'm really curious."

"Don't tell me, this program group is a chicken thief. I pay attention to it every day even if I don't watch variety shows."

"Don't mention it, my circle of friends is all about voting. I heard that the forum has fallen. The planning of this program is amazing."

"But I'm more curious about the final vote, how good is Luo Shen."

"Boss and Ji are also good."

Jian Yan eats stuffedly, completely unaware that the online voting has entered a feverish stage. Luo Jing and her votes are around 90, and Ji Yunxin is also stuck at 89. The votes on both sides have skyrocketed in the past two days. Jian Yan and Luo Jing's votes Ji Yunxin and Jian Yan’s CP fans have just made an appointment for a video, so their promotional speed is faster, and because of her high bid, many big bloggers and UP owners have been bought out , all the topics in the near future are related to these two couples, which almost set off the feeling that the whole people are chasing CP. The votes of Jian Yan and Ji Yunxin have already surpassed that of Luo Jing in the afternoon, and they were overtaken again two hours later. Now fans on both sides are very happy Crazy, no one is convinced, and this kind of popularity has led to frequent searches and trends. [Honeymoon] is one of the most searched shows before it is recorded.

The Internet was busy, and the program group was even busier. With a pencil in his mouth, Lin Mu asked, "What time is the deadline?"

"Twelve o'clock tonight."

Lin Mu lowered his head and wrote the date on the paper, and finally ran to Ji Han's office. When he knocked on the door, Ji Han was on the phone: "I don't need it for now, thank you."

"I will think about it."

Ji Han hung up the phone with a slumped face, and Lin Mu handed over the paper: "Boss, is it the advertiser again?"

These advertisers are so hot that [Honeymoon] has not been recorded, and they have called to participate. Before they were looking for amateurs, they were soliciting investment everywhere. They also visited these advertisers, but they all said that the prospects were not good so they did not invest. Who would have expected it to explode like this now.

Ji Han put down her pen and took the paper in his hand. She rested her chin on her hand and looked at the computer when she saw the deadline on the screen. On the screen, the official WeChat account was still displayed, and the data on the voting site increased in real time. Jian Yan, Ji Yunxin, Luo Jing, Yu Yue, Jiang Yirou are some popular people who hook up, she nodded and said: "I see, let everyone work overtime tonight."

Lin Mu nodded: "Okay."

Waiting for Lin Mu to go out, Ji Han switched the screen to group chat, which was a small group with only a few administrators.

Xiao Hanhan: What's going on?Why was it overtaken again?

Yanyan's beautiful back: The opposite side is shameless, it can raise [-] votes in two hours, and it's a cliffhanger!

Mr. Ji's hair: That's right, we worked so hard to save up votes, and buy the troupe on the other side, it's disgusting, I'm going to scold!

Xiao Hanhan: Why are you scolding, isn’t it just a navy army, what can you talk about when you have money to solve the problem, right, Miss Xiaoyun.

Ji Han entered this group only to find out that Xiaoyun is the legendary local CP fan who spent hundreds of thousands of dollars at one time. She was very moved by someone willing to think about her sister-in-law and her sister, and recognized her relatives on the spot: From now on, we will be Half sisters again!Eldest sister is good Xiaoyun.

It's not the first time Ji Yunxin has received Ji Han's Aite. Ji Han is very familiar with him, not to mention the money, and he quickly became one with the people in the group. Now he seems to be the leader of the group, probably because the money is not as much as her. , so she kept calling her eldest sister, Ji Yunxin didn't want to recognize this younger sister in the group, so she always ignored her.

Ji Han didn't receive a reply. She asked other people about the navy in the group. Ji Yunxin took a look. Ji Han was very slick on the Internet. Although she is not usually very honest, at least she is obedient in front of her. , Now she completely let herself go, she put down her phone after a few glances, the computer was still on, the screen was the official Weibo vote, she looked at the first and second rankings with heavy eyes.

After nine o'clock, Fu Qiang knocked on Ji Yunxin's office and asked if he wanted to take her home. Ji Yunxin stood up and took the coat on his wrist: "I will drive back by myself."

Fu Qiang followed her to the parking lot, and the two got into their cars. Ji Yunxin didn't go back to the apartment or Ji's house, but went directly to the crew. The director pulled her into the group of [One Dream] because he wanted to see the progress. Director Gu did not doubt that he was there. After joining the crew, she saw Jian Yan's recent schedule and knew that she had a night show tonight.

The twilight was deep, the sky was dark, the street lamps elongated the figure, and the crew not far away was brightly lit. Jian Yan stood by the city wall, and Qing Han asked, "How many days are there?"

"Miss." Lingyue looked up at Qinghan's side face, silent.

"Tell me." Qing Han gritted his teeth: "I want to know how many days are left!"

"Take my inner alchemy." Lingyue's eyes were reddened: "My life belongs to the young lady, and I am satisfied with living for so many years. If the young lady and the general can last for a long time in the future, Lingyue will be at ease. "

"Nonsense!" Qing Han said with a gloomy face, "Is there no other way?"

"The general is already terminally ill, and there is no cure." Lingyue lowered her eyes: "Up to three months."

Qinghan stood beside her and swayed, his body fell limply, Lingyue immediately reached out to hug her and shouted: "Come here!"

Although Jing Yuan was not heavy, but she was completely dependent on her, Jian Yan still took a step back, holding her waist from behind Jing Yuan, trying to support her.

"Stuck!" Director Gu looked at the camera and said to Jian Yan: "Come again, Yanyan, you didn't back up just now."

Jane Yan nodded: "Okay."

Jing Yuan didn't say anything, the two still didn't communicate, but Jian Yan obviously felt much less pressure during the second filming, and Jing Yuan was also supporting herself, trying not to give her any weight.

"OK! Prepare for the next round." Director Gu finished speaking, Jian Yan let go of Jingyuan: "Thank you, Teacher Jing."

Jing Yuan fiddled with the hem of his clothes: "No need."

Jian Yan nodded slightly at her. Although Jing Yuan's personality is cold and indifferent, she is actually very caring. She doesn't talk much, but she always makes people feel warm when doing things. Gu Kexin has a completely different personality from her. She seems to be kind to everyone. She is very close to everyone, but in fact she is very lonely by nature, so now Jian Yan is more willing to get along with Jing Yuan. Every time she looks at Jing Yuan, she has a familiar feeling. In an instant, Jing Yuan tilted his head: "What's wrong?"

Jian Yan came back to her senses: "It's nothing, I just think Teacher Jing is very similar to a friend of mine."

Jing Yuan lowered his eyes: "A good friend?"

Jian Yan shook her head, lowered her eyes and smiled: "It doesn't count either."

"That must be someone you like."

Jian Yan was startled: "No."

Jing Yuan smiled lightly: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend, but you see your friends through me a lot, haven't you noticed?"

The stylist came over to touch up the makeup of the two of them. Jian Yan closed her eyes and let the stylist powder her face, but Jing Yuan's words came to her ears. It's just that you look at your friends through me a lot, haven't you noticed?

Does she have it?

Jian Yan frowned, and the stylist worried: "Miss Jian, what's wrong?"

"Well, it's okay." Jian Yan's eyebrows stretched.

Ye Jingyuan and Gu Kexin left first. Jian Yan still had two or three solo scenes, which lasted until about eleven o'clock. After all the scenes were over, Su Ziqi came out of the shed and walked over to Jian Yan to put on her clothes. clothing.

"Are you tired?" Su Ziqi asked, "Would you like to have some supper?"

Jian Yan rubbed her lower abdomen: "I'll go back and make some myself."

Su Ziqi nodded: "Okay, I'll take you back."

The two of them got on the elevator while talking. After returning to the room, Su Ziqi took out a box from his bag and said to Jian Yan, "Today's gift, you say Mr. Ji, why do you like giving gifts so much?"

When Jian Yan heard Mr. Ji's expression paused, she turned her head: "Ji Yunxin has been here?"

"I'll just watch you filming next to me, and I won't leave until you're finished." Su Ziqi said, "I've given you a gift, do you want me to make you some supper?"

Jian Yan shook her head: "No, I'll make some myself later, will you go back at night?"

"Go back." Su Ziqi smiled: "Why don't you go back and sleep at your place?"

"I'm going to record a show tomorrow, and I'm going back to pack my luggage."

Jian Yan watched her leave, and she turned to look at the coffee table after the door was closed. Although Ji Yunxin hadn't appeared in front of her for the past two days, there were many presents, every day, she took a deep breath and walked to the coffee table, Sitting on the sofa and opening the box, there was still a doll inside, but there was a red lucky bag next to it, which was a sachet. Jian Yan took it out from the box with a slightly surprised expression, and saw the name of the temple embroidered on it, which was the same as she had given her before. The one for Ji Yunxin was exactly the same, but the one she gave had Ji Yunxin's name secretly embroidered on it. Jian Yan flipped the sachet, but she didn't see the name.

This is the new sachet.

She blinked lightly, held the sachet, and sat on the sofa. The temple she went to was the first time she went on a trip. At that time, she prayed for a further breakthrough in her relationship with Ji Yunxin. After that, she also prayed for Ji Yunxin's health. When she went out, she saw a seller beside her. So she bought a sachet, and when she came back, she embroidered Ji Yunxin's name on it and gave it to her, but the gift was sent back to the company soon after it was sent. Now seeing the familiar sachet, Jian Yan felt a little sad for a while.

Yanyan, I will walk the path you have walked, give you the gifts you have given, and learn how to like someone just like you.

This is how she goes her own way, gives her own gifts, and learns she likes someone?

But she doesn't need to be liked like this now.

Jian Yan held the sachet and stood up. She went to the room and put all the gifts that Ji Yunxin had given her in a box, packed them, and went to the elevator.

Ji Yunxin just put down her briefcase after returning to her room, and hung her coat on the hanger. When she was about to go to the bathroom to wash up, she heard the doorbell ringing. She frowned and walked to the door: "Who is there?"

Jian Yan's cold voice sounded: "Mr. Ji, it's me."

Hearing the voice, Ji Yunxin hurriedly opened the door, and Jian Yan was standing outside the door: "Yanyan?"

She wondered: "Why are you here? Come in."

"No." Jian Yan stood in front of Ji Yunxin and said, "I came here to return all the presents to you."

Ji Yunxin opened the door and stood face to face with Jian Yan, she asked: "Don't you like these gifts?"

"It's not a question of whether you like it or not." Jian Yan looked at Ji Yunxin with bright eyes, and she said, "It's just that I hope you don't give me any more gifts."

"I don't want to take it."

Ji Yunxin nodded slightly when she heard the words, Jian Yan in front of her didn't have makeup on, her skin was fair, her pupils were dark, her expression was very serious, there was no smile on her face, she seemed to be angry.

Seeing that Ji Yunxin didn't speak, Jian Yan put the box on the ground, stood up and said to Ji Yunxin: "Please don't do such boring things in the future."

After she finished speaking, she took a deep look at Ji Yunxin and turned her head to leave. Behind her, Ji Yunxin said in a slightly lower voice: "Yanyan, I will still give it to you."

Jian Yan paused, did not go any further, but turned her head: "Don't you understand what I mean?"

Ji Yunxin took two steps forward, crossed Jian Yan's shoulders, and walked in front of her. Both of them were not wearing high heels, and they were about the same figure. Ji Yunxin looked into Jian Yan's eyes and said, "You give me back the gift, and you don't want to accept me. Logically speaking, I should respect you and stop disturbing you, right?"

Jian Yan stared at Ji Yunxin's eyes, it was very calm inside, like a clear pool, but she couldn't see to the end, Jian Yan nodded: "Yes, you should do this."

Ji Yunxin nodded: "I should, but I don't want to."

Jian Yan frowned, why didn't she realize that Ji Yunxin had such a stalking personality before?

Ji Yunxin tensed his jaw and said: "Yanyan, I learned a word on the Internet during this time, that there is no reason to talk about feelings."

"So." Ji Yunxin looked at Jian Yan with deep eyes and said, "I'm not going to reason with you."

"I just want to chase you like this."