together for a long time

Chapter 59 Responsibilities

Jian Yan thought that she could be rational, she did so much psychological work for herself, forced herself to accept the decided result, she wanted to pretend that the child had never been here, but she really - couldn't do it.

She lay on the operating table, collapsed to the point of losing her voice, crying.

The operating room was quiet, and there seemed to be no one there, but Jian Yan's right hand was tightly held in his hand. The palm of the man was warm, sweaty, and sticky. Su Ziqi went to the ophthalmologist and treated her Gently nodding, the doctor put down the instrument and left, Ji Yunxin frowned watching the two of them communicate, took off the mask, Su Ziqi walked behind her and said softly, "Yanyan."

"Yanyan, can you hear me?"

Jian Yan could hear it, she replied: "I can hear it."

Su Ziqi was silent: "Do you regret it?"

Jian Yan gritted her teeth, although she didn't want to admit it, but the thoughts that emerged from the bottom of her heart were shouting, roaring, pulling every nerve of her, and that thought was: she regretted it.

But how could she do this to Su Ziqi.

Jian Yan's lip was bitten, the tip of her tongue was full of pungent fishy sweetness, and a bright red overflowed from the corner of her mouth. Ji Yunxin's eye circles were so red, she closed her eyes, the eyes were astringent, Su Ziqi continued: " Yanyan, I will give you one last chance now, you can choose to want it or not, it is your choice."

Ji Yunxin remained silent all the time, she held Jian Yan's hand tightly, as if she was conveying silent power to her, she respected Jian Yan, from the great joy of knowing the existence of this child to the great grief of losing this child, she always She didn't mention anything to others, she didn't want to put any pressure on Jian Yan, and didn't want to influence her decision, because she was not qualified.

Now she just wants to hug Jian Yan, give her some warmth, and tell her not to cry, but she can't do anything, she can only silently wait for Jian Yan's sentence.

Declare whether the child lives or dies.

Jian Yan felt the power transmitted from another person, she held Ji Yun's hand tightly and said: "Sister Su, I—"

"I don't want to feel sorry for you."

"Leave me alone." Su Ziqi said sharply: "Yanyan, I told you from the very beginning that you don't need to take care of other people's feelings. You just have to ask yourself, do you want to stay?"

Jian Yan remained silent, her thoughts were being torn apart, she couldn't allow her to think carefully, do you want to stay?Can't stay, don't you want to?she thinks.

Su Ziqi was still standing behind Ji Yunxin, and she said: "Yanyan, the injection just now was not anesthesia, I believe your consciousness should be very clear now, I will give you ten seconds, if you agree to the operation, you will be injected after ten seconds Anesthesia, just one injection, and you will say goodbye to this child forever."

"Ten—nine—eight—"

She didn't give Jian Yan any time to think, and announced the time indifferently: "Six-five-four-three-"

"I want it!" Jian Yan's whole body was tense, tears had completely soaked the black cloth, her temples were sweating, her forehead was also covered with sweat stains, her body was stiff, she said firmly, "I want this child."

"What about your career?" Su Ziqi asked: "Yanyan, you like acting so much, are you going to give up now? And you've already given up once, and if you give up again, there's no hope of coming back."

"You should understand."

When Ji Yunxin heard this, she clenched Jian Yan's hand tightly, her five fingers were so hard that her fingertips turned white.

I understand, why don't I understand, Su Ziqi's words were like sharp thorns, piercing Ji Yunxin's heart hard, dripping with blood.

"Sister Su, I will find an appropriate opportunity and make it public." After Jian Yan said this, she was very calm, and she seemed to be struggling with a definite answer in her heart, which she could accept and was satisfied with. She said: "Sister Su, I owe you an apology, I owe my fans an apology, I owe a person who supports me an apology, if I continue, I will owe this child an apology, I know my decision is absurd and ridiculous, But since she's here, I want to protect her well."

"Do my best."

Su Ziqi watched her choose the most stupid path for her child. She was frequently exposed to the rumors of being a nurturing child, and now she is secretly married and has a child. She also said publicly that she did not choose a child, but chose to give up. Qian Cheng, she asked, "You really don't regret it?"

Jian Yan said calmly: "I don't regret it anymore."

What Su Ziqi said is right, she likes acting and her current career, but she gains and loses, if she gets her current career and loses her child, then she might as well disclose everything about herself generously, and she will share with Ji Yunxin Discuss, disclose the fact that she has been married for three years, she will give birth to this child, do not hide it, and bring the child to this world in an upright manner, she will actively find resources in the future, continue to film, even if there is no film, she will not regret it .

Now that things have happened, Jian Yan can no longer escape. Her love for this child has nothing to do with Ji Yunxin, the Ji family, or the guilt towards Su Ziqi. It is her true thought from the bottom of her heart, she wants this child.

The tears had dried up, Jian Yan calmed down now, Su Ziqi said: "Well, Yanyan, from now on, I want you to remember what you just said, remember the feeling now, this is Your choice, no matter how hard or tired you are in the future, you have to swallow it for me, don't cry, hear me!"

Jian Yan's eyes were moist again, she said calmly: "I remember."

"Fool." Su Ziqi looked at her indifferently and said, "I knew you would regret it."

Jian Yan choked with sobs: "Sister Su..."

"Okay, since you said that she is here, you will protect her with all your strength. Since I signed you, I will do my best to protect you. This is my duty."

When Jian Yan heard this, she sat up from the hospital bed. She held Ji Yunxin's hand firmly, and wrapped her other hand around Ji Yunxin's neck, hugged her tightly, and murmured: "Sister Su."

Tears seeped out along the black fabric and rubbed against Ji Yunxin's cheeks and neck. She didn't dare to move, her body was completely stiff. She put her hands on Jian Yan's shoulders, wanting to touch them, but curled up again, repeating two times. Once, there was a lot of pain in her heart, she really wanted to hug Jian Yan tightly, and wanted to comfort her not to cry, but she was afraid of scaring her, the pain and joy in her heart mixed together, drowning her, Ji Yunxin lowered her eyes, a tear , fell from the lower eyelid, and sank into Jian Yan's hospital gown.

Only Jian Yan was left crying softly in the ward, she was about to take off the cloth with her left hand, Su Ziqi quickly grabbed her hand: "Wait a minute."

"I'll help you take it off later, don't move around."

She said that she would let Jian Yan lie down again, and said to Jian Yan: "We will have a rest, I will be right back."

Jian Yan frowned, she let go of Ji Yunxin's hand, and heard footsteps coming out of the ward, she took off the black cloth covering her eyes, and looked at the door with an inexplicable expression.

Outside the door, Ji Yunxin's face was paler than that of Jian Yan who was on the hospital bed just now, her jaw tightened and she asked, "Miss Su, do you have something to tell me?"

From the moment she asked the doctor to go out, Ji Yunxin could see that this was a bureau set up by Su Ziqi, but she didn't understand why she did it. Su Ziqi said: "Yanyan is too hesitant. She obviously wants this child very much, but She didn't dare to take it because she was afraid of being sorry for me and of continuing to entangle with your Ji family."

"So I took a strong dose of medicine."

It hurts a little, it's better than hesitating all the time, after this pain, she knows the real choice in her heart.

She arranged everything last night. She was sure that Jian Yan would regret it and be reluctant to part with it. She knew too well what kind of feelings that was. If the operation was performed today, it would be a lifetime regret for Jian Yan. She knew She doesn't want Jian Yan to bear what it feels like to have such regrets, let alone spend half her life in regrets.

"Then you ask me to come..." Ji Yunxin looked at Su Ziqi, her eyes were clear, the blush in the corners of her eyes had not faded, and her expression was slightly different from the usual indifference, Su Ziqi said bluntly: "I'm sorry, Mr. Ji, I admit that I did it on purpose. I asked you to come."

Intentionally let her come over to see this scene, intentionally say those words, and intentionally make her feel guilty. Since she has grasped Jian Yan's mind, she must make a corresponding strategy, and Ji Yunxin is an important part of her strategy. ring.

She can still stabilize the current situation, but she can't guarantee it in the future. In any case, Jian Yan can't retreat again, so this requires Jingyi and Ji Yunxin, and she called Ji Yunxin here for this purpose. She wanted to tell her that the child was still there, and secondly, she wanted to borrow Ji Yunxin's hand to do things.

Ji Yunxin understood without her having to say it, she nodded: "What do you want me to do."

Su Ziqi said: "President Ji, I don't know what this child means to you two, and I don't know whether you want it or not, but I don't think it's Yanyan's fault alone, she didn't Full responsibility must be taken, and so should you.”

It was the first time someone had discussed a deal with her so bluntly, but Ji Yunxin was not bored at all. She looked at Su Ziqi with gentle eyes: "If Yanyan is willing, I will take full responsibility."

But she also knew that Jian Yan wouldn't be willing, she was already disappointed in herself, and she didn't have any warmth, so how could she agree to take responsibility.Su Ziqi smiled: "Mr. Ji, since that's the case, I won't keep it a secret. I'll ask you one thing first. I don't want anyone to know about Yanyan's pregnancy, especially the media."

Ji Yunxin thought for a few seconds and nodded: "Okay, I will arrange it."

Su Ziqi breathed a sigh of relief. She didn't want to interfere with the relationship between Jian Yan and Ji Yunxin. The responsibility she should bear, as for the relationship between the two of them, is not under her jurisdiction, so she naturally won't ask more questions.

Seeing that she had nothing to say, Ji Yunxin asked, "Can I go in and have a look?"

"Don't go in." Su Ziqi said, "I didn't tell Yanyan that you would come."

Ji Yunxin stood at the door of the operating room and looked in, silent.

A few minutes later, she turned around and left. Su Ziqi adjusted his breathing and re-entered the operating room. It was quiet inside. Jian Yan was lying on the hospital bed with the black cloth on one side. Su Ziqi walked in and said, "After the nutrition We can go back."

Jian Yan looked at the needle on the back of her hand. At first she thought it was for injection of anesthesia, but she was mistaken. She said, "Sister Su, why did you do this."

"Don't do this, can you see your own thoughts clearly?" Su Ziqi sat beside her, handed Jian Yan the pajama pants that had been left aside, and turned around: "From now on, don't think about anything else. I will arrange everything."

Jian Yan pondered for a few seconds: "Am I not allowed to film?"

"You have a good idea." Su Ziqi said without turning his head: "What did you say when you signed the contract with me at the beginning, you will make a good movie, do you want to break the contract now?"

Jian Yan put on her pajama pants and shook her head: "I don't want to."

"It's better not to, let me tell you, you will not only be filming, you will also be very busy, remember what you just said, this road is your own choice, no matter how hard or tiring you have to swallow it for me !"

Su Ziqi seldom talked to her in such a serious manner. Jian Yan's eyelids were slightly swollen from crying just now, and there were still splashes in her eyes, so she nodded affirmatively.

Ten minutes later, Jian Yan finished her drip and explained the car accident to Ji Songlin and other concerned friends. After everything settled, Su Ziqi helped her back to the ward to change clothes, and finally took her back to the hotel, saying : "I've already told Director Gu that your car accident was not serious, but you hit your waist, so you can't stand for a long time."

After listening to her, Jian Yan asked, "Then when can I go to the set?"

"Tomorrow." Su Ziqi helped her back to the room and said, "Go and rest first, I'll make a phone call."

Seeing her turn around and leave, Jian Yan shouted, "Sister Su."

Su Ziqi turned his head: "Huh?"

"Thank you."

Su Ziqi looked deeply at Jian Yan and said, "Yanyan, time cannot heal wounds, so I hope your wounds will be less."

Jian Yan's nose was sore when she heard this sentence, her eyes were burning hot, and tears welled up in her eyes. She couldn't help but walked two steps forward and hugged Su Ziqi fiercely. He Dehe Neng, thanks to her love, Su Ziqi patted her on the back and comforted her softly: "Okay, go and rest, you should be tired too."

Jian Yan obediently entered the room to rest.

Su Ziqi watched her close the door before heading to the balcony, and she tweeted as she walked.

The matter of Jian Yan's car accident is still on the hot search. Netizens are very worried about this matter, and they send their concerned greetings one after another. Su Ziqi looked online a few times, and most of them said: "Is Yan Yan okay?"

——I hope Yanyan is okay, I'm still waiting for her Lingyue.

——It’s okay, help!Don't worry!

——The little sister who just became a fan, pray that everything is safe!

And the black fans were as quiet as a chicken this time. It seemed that everyone was concerned about Jian Yan's health. Su Ziqi saw that the time was almost up. She logged into her Weibo account and posted on Weibo as Jian Yan's agent: The person is very good, there is no serious problem, and he has returned from the hospital to recuperate.

As soon as the news came out, netizens and fans rushed over. They left messages to appease Jian Yan after seeing the news that Jian Yan was fine. Su Ziqi randomly selected a few replies and quit Weibo, and she called Ji Han instead.

Ji Han was contacting various agents to change the time, and just now to appease Yu Yue's agent, Su Ziqi called in again, and she said, "The recording will be postponed for half a month."

"What? Postpone for half a month? Why?" Su Ziqi was puzzled, "Didn't you say that the recording will start the day after tomorrow?"

Ji Han said: "There is a problem with the itinerary, so we can only postpone it later."

Su Ziqi frowned. Originally, the recording would start the day after tomorrow, and the show would be recorded in the next month. Her role in the crew was not that important, and she had arranged the time. In one month, the TV drama was finished and the show ended smoothly, but now she was told It will be postponed for another half a month, Su Ziqi is a little unhappy and said: "Can't you adjust it again?"

Ji Han couldn't tell, she also wanted to adjust, who didn't know that now is the best time to start the recording, but investors and guests don't have time, so she can't do it either.

"Sister Su, it will be postponed for half a month at most. Don't worry, it will definitely be done after half a month."

But Jian Yan can't.

She is almost three months old now, and she could hide it four months ago. This kind of cold-weather suit and loose clothes really can't be seen, but it won't work after four months. Su Ziqi thought about it and said: " In this case, Director Ji, then we may not be able to participate in the recording."

Ji Han was dumbfounded: "Sister Su."

Su Ziqi said seriously: "We will join a new crew next month, so there is no way to record the show."

Ji Han was unhappy, she immediately said: "Then you wait, I'll discuss it later."

Su Ziqi hung up the phone.

Ji Han was a little discouraged holding the phone, she finally persuaded Ji Yunxin to participate in the show, but now she was told Jian Yan not to go on, what's the matter, she wanted to cry but called Ji Yunxin.

"Sister, are you busy?"

Ji Yunxin sat on the office chair: "What's the matter?"

Ji Han said awkwardly: "Sister, for the recording of that program, can you see if the time can be adjusted forward?"

Ji Yunxin put down the pen and asked, "Is it Yanyan?"

Smoke.

Ji Han didn't know that when Ji Yunxin liked Jian Yan, she didn't think about it when she heard these two words, but now that she knew that she liked Jian Yan, it made her feel numb when she heard it, and she rubbed her forearm: "Well, it's Sister Jian Yan. I'm going to join a new crew in a month, so..."

"Then arrange according to her time." Ji Yunxin said calmly, "I can cooperate."

Ji Han's words stopped, she blinked, what did Ji Yunxin just say?

Just arrange according to her time, I can cooperate? ? ? ?

Emma, ​​why doesn’t she know when her sister is so easy to talk.

The power of love.

It's fucking great!

Ji Han sighed in his heart and hurriedly said: "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, Ji Yunxin closed the file. She typed on the keyboard with one hand. After a while, a video popped up on the page. In the video, people were coming and going. She stared at the crowd and pressed the pause button quickly. The person in the black down jacket, wearing a hat and mask, is slender and slender. She should be a woman. She zoomed in here alone, but it was still very blurry, and she couldn't even see what kind of clothes she was wearing. When the bell rang, she looked down and picked it up.

"Mr. Ji, the camera in the corridor was broken two days ago, and nothing was recorded."

Such a coincidence, when Jian Yan received the gift, it broke?

It must be artificial, Ji Yunxin held up the phone with one hand, tapped the desk with the other, and said, "Okay, have you found the guy in black?"

Humanity on the other end of the phone: "There is no definite news yet."

"Ah."

"Then I will contact you when I have definite news."

Ji Yunxin put down her phone, her eyes were still on the man in the black down jacket, her brows were tightly frowned.

Qin Yao has been waiting for Jian Yan on the set, but she only waited for the news of Jian Yan's car accident. She thought that God had eyes and finally let that damned woman go away. Who knew it was just a small accident, and it made her more for no reason. Many fans saw that the netizens' comfort to Jian Yan was like a spike piercing her chest, and she clenched her hands tightly in pain.

Anger can burn a person's reason, not to mention that she has been in a state of rage now. The gift she gave Jian Yan before was not opened, which made her very disappointed. After a failed experience, she hated Jian Yan even more A little bit, especially recently Li Weiqing said not to contact her anymore, and to cut off contact with her completely. This kind of anger piled up to the highest point, and she was a little out of control. Qin Yao was walking on the road and heard the people from the crew of [Yimeng] chatting .

"Jian Yan seems to be fine."

"Let's go back to the hotel."

"I see Sister Su said that she has gone back to the hotel, and I don't know if there is anything wrong."

"How about going to see her after the show?"

Qin Yao tilted her head and looked at their eyes when she heard their chatting, and left silently. She changed into a beige windbreaker, which covered the lower half of her face, and was wearing a hat, so she couldn't see her expression clearly. .

As the sky was getting dark, Su Ziqi received a call from Ji Han, saying that the time had been fixed, so she started recording the day after tomorrow. She was relieved and looked at the follow-up of Jian Yan's car accident online. Fortunately, everything was under her control. She touched the cigarette box on the coffee table, squeezed it, and there was no cigarette in it. She stood up from the sofa, walked to the door of the room, and knocked on the door: "Yanyan."

Jian Yan was resting when she heard a vague voice saying, "Sister Su."

Su Ziqi said: "Don't get up when you're resting. I'll go downstairs to buy two dinners. I'll buy something along the way. I'll come up later. Be careful, don't open the door casually to hear."

Jian Yan hugged the quilt and sat up: "Okay."

Su Ziqi didn't forget to close the door before leaving. When she got on the elevator, her cell phone rang. Su Ziqi saw that it was Ji Yunxin calling.

"President Ji?" Su Ziqi was surprised: "What's the matter?"

Ji Yunxin was sitting in the office, her screen was on, and it was still on the previously suspended page, she felt uneasy after sitting in the office for a long time, instead of calling Jian Yan directly, she contacted Su Ziqi first.

"Miss Su, I want to tell you about the gift from before." Ji Yunxin's voice was clear.

Su Ziqi focused his attention: "Are you talking about the gift that Yanyan received before?"

Ji Yunxin replied: "Yes, I haven't got any definite news from here, and I haven't found anyone, so I think you should pay more attention to the people around you these two days."

Su Ziqi made it clear: "Are there any characteristics?"

Ji Yunxin said lightly: "I'll send you the photo."

Su Ziqi replied and hung up the phone. She looked down at the phone. Ji Yunxin sent her a slightly blurry photo. The person in the photo was wearing a black down jacket, hat and mask, and the shape of the face could not be seen clearly. Only the general figure can be seen, it is a woman.

She frowned, replied to Ji Yunxin that she had received the message, and finally walked out of the hotel, beside her, a woman in a beige trench coat lowered her head and passed her by.