together for a long time

Chapter 50 Pregnancy

What if Mr. Ji is also pregnant?

Su Ziqi's words made Jian Yan a little confused, she looked up at Su Ziqi, and said, "It should, it's impossible."

"Why is it impossible? You are both pregnant, you two..." The rest is a boudoir secret. She is not married and it is not easy to say it directly, but said: "It is possible."

Jian Yan didn't say a word and thought about it. Both of them took the medicine that night, and they also used their posture. Although she didn't do anything all night, it is a fact that they are intimately attached to each other, so the chances of the two of them conceiving are the same, Su Zi The long-term suspicion is not unreasonable, but is Ji Yunxin really pregnant?

When did Ji Yunxin start to have abnormalities?

Jian Yan recalled what Ji Yunxin had done during this period, went to her with the reason of giving the recording pen, took the initiative to send her back to the hotel, chatted with her when there was no topic, and even did some things that she had never done before, usually not on business trips Even at work, she seems to be free now. I heard from Ji Han that she even asked Ji Shuiquan to return to the company to manage for a period of time. Take a break from work?

All these details are connected together, and Jian Yan suddenly realizes that Ji Yunxin may really be tricked just like her.

She thought about it and thought it was funny, she and Ji Yunxin got pregnant once with their method of conception a hundred times, or are there two?It's ironic and ridiculous.

Seeing Jian Yan's unpredictable expression, Su Ziqi called out, "Yanyan?"

Jian Yan came back to her senses: "Sister Su."

Su Ziqi nodded: "What are you going to do next? Are you going to quit again?"

Jian Yan looked down at the uppers of her cotton shoes, twisted the cuffs of her coat with both hands, her expression was tangled, she hesitated and said: "Sister Su, I don't really want it."

Su Ziqi looked her up and down, and finally said: "Yanyan, I'm not forcing you to make a decision." After so long, her temper has been suppressed. In fact, she has seen a lot of things over the years. Her temper has long been less irritable than it was back then. I still remember that not long after Jian Yanying died, she had no resources. After a fight with the director of the company, she resigned angrily. At that time, she was young and energetic, and felt that she should not stay like that In the company, but after she resigned, she realized that she could not blame others for many things, it was her own choice, so she stayed in Jingyi as a training officer, who would have contact with Jian Yan again.

Jian Yan lowered her eyes, her nose was inexplicably sore when she heard Su Ziqi's words, she bit her lip, pulled her cuffs with both hands, and said tensely: "Sister Su, I'm sorry."

"Let's not talk about those falsehoods. I'm sorry. It's all fake. Let's be pragmatic and talk about what to do."

This matter must not be announced to the public, or even known to others. No matter whether Jian Yan's decision is to live or get rid of it, it cannot be made public at this moment. Some time ago, there was a lot of rumors about her being taken care of, and black fans caught this to blackmail her. Well, if there is another pregnancy at this time, the reputation in this life will be ruined, even if they have the most powerful public relations team behind them, it is useless, so they can only suppress it.

Seeing that Jian Yan didn't speak, Su Ziqi continued: "Yanyan, let me emphasize again, I am not forcing you to make a decision, but I must explain your current situation to you clearly. If you are born, you will not be able to see each other for a while. Don't tell me, you still have a long time to recuperate your body, and I can't promise to come back again, there is still such an opportunity waiting for you now, besides, you and Mr. Ji are divorced now, if you don't have a baby..."

If she doesn't give birth, she will contact the hospital for an operation as soon as possible. Although it will hurt her body, at least it is much better than now. Although Su Ziqi didn't say much, she subconsciously supports not having this child. Jian Yan She has been in a state of chaos since she knew about it. She wanted to sort it out but her mind was messed up. Now she opened her mouth when she heard Su Ziqi's words: "Sister Su."

"Don't answer me in a hurry." Su Ziqi said: "Ask yourself first. If you want it, let's pretend that the previous plan was in vain. You can rest after filming this drama. If you want If you don’t want it, contact me again.”

Jian Yan looked up at her tense side face, and knew that she was still angry in her heart. Indeed, what did Su Ziqi do wrong to tell herself again and again, last time she was about to go back to get married and didn't tell Su Ziqi the truth, but now Another bomb was thrown at her. If it had been left out, most people would have yelled at her, but Su Ziqi adjusted in the shortest time and gave her advice. She owed Su Ziqi more and more.

"I want to film." Jian Yan said after a long silence: "Sister Su, you should remember that I told you before that I have someone I like very much."

She seemed to be recalling, her expression was quiet, and her eyes became clearer after being stained with water. Su Ziqi remembered that Jian Yan told him that there was someone he liked. When Jian Yan first debuted, she used to ask about emotional matters Ordinary people would answer her, even if they like something, they would hide it and not reveal it, just because they were afraid that the company would not support them, but Jian Yan was an exception, she told her generously that she There is someone she likes, she likes her very much, she felt that Jian Yan was very different at the time, and was attracted by this difference, so she insisted on taking her with her.

"That person is Ji Yunxin."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Su Ziqi. Since she decided to tell the whole story, she would no longer hide anything. Su Ziqi has done so many things for her and has the right to know the truth. Jian Yan continued: "My parents were in a car accident. In order to save Ji Yunxin's grandfather, I was taken to Ji's family and lived there for a period of time. At that time, I was in great pain and thought about committing suicide."

She never mentioned this past to anyone, and Su Ziqi didn't know about it. She only knew that Jian Yan's parents had passed away. In the past, every time she interviewed her parents, she would be cut off, so netizens were curious about her family background. , do not know the inside story.

Su Ziqi's tense expression changed, she was not so serious, she turned her body towards Jian Yan, and heard her say: "She brought me out, Sister Su, I don't know if you can understand such a situation. This kind of feeling, liking someone, liking to the point of desperation, liking to blindness, treating a person as faith, as the only hope, in order to hear her say a word, in order to see her, I will not hesitate, even make a wrong decision. "

"Wrong decision?" Su Ziqi turned his head to look at her: "What wrong decision."

"Marriage." Jane Yan said: "Marriage is my wishful thinking."

Su Ziqi thought for a few seconds: "President Ji disagrees?"

Jian Yan shook her head, spoke out the agreement with Ji Yunxin, and briefly summarized the experience of the past few years, and finally said: "I think, I should let her go free, she has nothing wrong, I delayed her for three years , shouldn't delay a lifetime."

Su Ziqi's face was not as indifferent and tense as before, and she said slowly, "You should have told me."

At least he told her when he signed the contract that he finally got a divorce, but because of her, he was pulled into Jingyi again.

Jian Yan smiled wryly: "I thought these things were over."

She and Ji Yunxin won't have anything to do with each other anymore, even if they are in the same company, it doesn't hurt, so she didn't reject her from joining Jingyi, Su Ziqi said silently: "What about now?"

"How do you feel about her now? If Mr. Ji wants to get back together..."

Jian Yan lowered her head, clasped her hands, her fingertips turned white, compounded?Compound for the child?Then she takes the child and waits for the person who doesn't come home every day?Thinking of that scene, Jian Yan shuddered, her face turned pale and she said, "It's impossible."

"Sister Su, I don't want to talk about relationships right now. I just want to film and work hard, so I don't want to keep this child."

"Really?" Su Ziqi stared at her shoes, and said earnestly: "But you are already protecting yourself, Yanyan, you only live once, I don't want you to make a decision you regret, you don't have to feel sorry for me, This is a matter of your whole life, I hope you don't think about other things in this matter, just ask yourself."

Jian Yan raised her head: "Sister Su."

"Let's go, go eat." Su Ziqi picked up his coat from the sofa and put it on, and said to Jane: "I'll take you back to the hotel after eating."

Jian Yan followed Su Ziqi out of the company. Gu Cai called her during lunch and asked her if she wanted to accompany her for lunch. Jian Yan declined, saying that she was with Su Ziqi. Gu Cai still hesitated. Asked: "Are you all right?"

It didn't look like she was okay last night. Gu Cai had known Jian Yan for several years. When she saw her like that, she was naturally worried, but Jian Yan couldn't tell her the truth. It wasn't because she was afraid that she would slip up, but It was because she was worried that since she had already made up her mind, the less people would know about it, the better.

"It's okay, I didn't feel well yesterday. I went to Ji's house and saw my parents' relics, so I lost my composure."

Gu Caisong breathed a sigh of relief: "Don't think too much, just tell your sister if you are unhappy, although I have no skills, at least I am by your side."

Jian Yan's heart was warm, she smiled: "Gu Cai, thank you."

Gu Cai: "You're welcome!"

After Jian Yan hung up the phone, Su Ziqi turned to look at her: "Does your friend know about this?"

"do not know."

Jian Yan replied to her: "I didn't tell her."

Su Ziqi nodded: "Don't tell me for now, let's talk about it after you think it over."

Jian Yan made a low hum, and the two went to a hotel near the company to have lunch. Jian Yan was recognized by the staff. They held a notebook and a pen in their hands, and said happily: "Miss Jian, can you sign for me?" ?”

"Yes." Jian Yan smiled, took the paper and pen, and signed her name neatly. Seeing this, another waiter hurriedly handed over the notebook and said shyly, "I, can I, too?"

Jian Yan wrote in her notebook, and the waiter lowered her voice and said, "Miss Jian, I really like your successful performance, and I also watched your last party, the dance was great!"

"Thank you." Jian Yan returned the paper and pen to them, Luoluo nodded, and the two waiters left with joy on their faces. Jian Yan watched them leave for a while, and Su Ziqi asked, "What's wrong?"

Jian Yan came back to her senses: "It's okay, I suddenly feel that this is also very good."

It's not because of being sought after by others, it's not for vanity, but because of being liked and affirmed by others, it's like hard work that has paid off. It's been a few years, and she hasn't felt this way, Jian Yan finished eating After lunch, he said to Su Ziqi: "Sister Su, you go back, I will take a taxi back to the hotel by myself."

Su Ziqi disagreed: "I'll see you off."

"But you haven't slept all night."

Su Ziqi insisted: "You must not be able to sleep well these two days, so I don't worry if I send you back."

Seeing her like this, Jian Yan had no choice but to compromise, Su Ziqi sent Jian Yan back and told her to stay in the hotel and not come out, and come to her when she finished her work, Jian Yan smiled: "Okay."

After she and Su Ziqi parted, she went back to the room. She just closed the door and received a message from Yu Yue. She asked if she was okay. Yue publicly admitted that he was her friend, and even said the words of his partner and breaking up. Now all the firepower on the Internet is on her, Jian Yan replied: I'm fine, are you okay?

It took Yu Yue a long time to reply: I'm fine.

Looking at these four words, Jian Yan fell silent.

Everyone likes to tell others that I am good, but only you know if it is good or not.

Years later, the crew didn't start work, Jian Yan slept in the hotel for two days, Director Gu asked everyone to have a reunion dinner on the first floor of the hotel on the third night of junior high school. Some academic meeting in other places, just came back, Jian Yan saw that her hair was cut a lot shorter, she put on light makeup, wore long ear chains, a light purple bottoming shirt, and put on a windbreaker. Seeing Jian Yan, she said: "New Year's Eve hapiness."

The two sent congratulatory messages to each other on New Year's Eve, but they didn't contact each other afterwards. Jian Yan wanted to send her a message to thank her after Luo Jing clarified the rumors about Jian Yan's scandal. Later, she was too busy to remember because of her pregnancy. Now she saw Luo Jing. .

"Happy New Year." Jian Yan raised her lips: "Did you just come back?"

Luo Jing nodded: "I came back yesterday, stayed at home to write a new script, and came over when I received a call from Director Gu at night. How is your year?"

Jian Yan walked out the door: "It's okay."

"It's good, I've seen everything on the Internet, don't take what those people say to heart." Luo Jing's tone was like persuading a friend, and she deliberately kept a distance when she walked with Jian Yan, not as ambiguous as before, Jian Yan Kailip: "Well, I didn't take it to heart."

"After the filming of this drama is finished, do you want to go out for a while?"

Jian Yan thought for a while: "It still doesn't work, Sister Su said that she will be filming next."

"It's busy now."

"No……"

The two talked all the way up the elevator, and met other crew members in the elevator, and they smiled and gave candy: "Luo Shen, Yanyan, eat candy!"

With a lot of joy, Jian Yan took it.

The dinner party was on the first floor, the two protagonists had no time to come, Director Gu hadn't arrived yet, only half of the people were seated at a round table, Jian Yan was arranged to sit next to Luo Jing, the crew had just returned, and apart from telling interesting things about the New Year, they were Talk about gossip.

"Yanyan, I read Weibo, you and Yu Yue are friends?"

Half of the people at the table looked at Jian Yan. She was wandering in thought, but Luo Jing pulled her off. She came back to her senses: "What?"

"It's nothing, just uploaded on the Internet that you and Yu Yue are friends, is it true or not?"

Jian Yan smiled: "Really."

"Fuck, it's actually true!"

"I always thought you were at odds."

"Me too. Yu Yue's mouth has offended many people."

"Yu Yue is also pretty good, right? He needs acting skills and good looks. What's the matter with being straightforward? He's much better than some of the pretentious people in the circle."

"You're talking about the one who just debuted hahahaha I know, the last video..."

The topic was changed, Jian Yan sat on a chair, Luo Jing poured her a cup of tea and asked, "What are you thinking about?"

After Jian Yan thanked her, she took the cup and said with a sip, "I didn't think about anything."

Luo Jing turned her head to look at her, the curves of her side face were exquisite and beautiful, as if outlined by a stroke, her white forehead was full of heaven, her eyebrows were heroic, her long eyelashes curled up and thick, and her eyes fell like a small fan. Covering the clear eyes, the tip of the nose is small and straight, the lips are red and the teeth are white, Jian Yan has no makeup, pure makeup, and her skin is fair to translucent.

In fact, she has been wanting to contact Jian Yan for the past few days, but she is afraid of causing her discomfort, so she suppresses her thoughts. She came back the day before yesterday, and she heard from Director Gu that Jian Yan was at the hotel. She hesitated again, so she delayed coming.

Jian Yan just posted about her affair with her on Weibo, and was scolded by her fans. If she doesn't give her some space, the two of them will only drift apart. She doesn't want that, so she has to take things slowly.

"Do you still want to drink?" Luo Jing saw Jian Yan finished drinking a glass and asked, Jian Yan picked up the kettle casually: "I will do it myself."

"Why hasn't Director Gu come yet?" The artist sitting next to Jian Yan looked at his watch and asked, "Didn't you just say you're coming soon?"

"Maybe there is a traffic jam, this road is prone to traffic jams." Just as the man finished speaking, he heard someone shout: "Director Gu is here."

Then she added: "Who is that next to Director Gu?"

Everyone looked over: "President Ji?"

"Is it Mr. Ji?"

"Why is Mr. Ji here?"

Ji Yunxin asked Ji Shuiquan to return to the company after another year. She followed Ji Shuiquan to visit several directors. She just took a break today. She thought of Jian Yan's appearance two days ago and was very worried, so she drove here by herself. Came over to take a look, just got off the car to call Jian Yan and heard someone calling him behind him, it was Director Gu.

Director Gu did not expect to meet Ji Yunxin here at all, it was a pleasant surprise, he hurried to Ji Yunxin and invited her to have dinner together, Ji Yunxin thought that Jian Yan might participate, so he agreed.

"It's a coincidence that I ran into Mr. Ji who was talking about business in the garage just now."

Jian Yan looked up, Ji Yunxin was not wearing the usual professional suit, but a warm sweater and slacks, with a cotton coat on top, she was thinking, this is pregnant, have you started to keep warm?

"President Ji." Director Gu greeted Ji Yunxin: "Sit here."

Others also greeted each other: "Mr. Ji, Happy New Year."

Ji Yunxin nodded lightly: "Happy New Year."

Director Gu raised his hand: "It's time to serve."

The waiter bowed his head and went out, and started to serve food after a while. The assistant director was sitting next to Director Gu. Today, Lu Kaiping didn't come, and there was only one table. But because Ji Yunxin was there, the people who were chatting just now were a little cautious. Seeing that there was no topic to talk about, Gu Dao took the initiative to find a topic, but his topics were basically around the TV series of the crew, and he couldn't match up with Ji Yunxin's high-level topics, but Ji Yunxin couldn't drink, so he had to find someone later. A few words on the topic, combined with Ji Yunxin's indifferent hmm, the atmosphere became even colder.

Jian Yan couldn't eat much, she took a few mouthfuls and put down her chopsticks, Luo Jing turned her head and whispered: "What's wrong, it doesn't suit your appetite?"

Everyone at the table was eating with their heads down, and the communication between the two was particularly obvious. Jian Yan lowered her voice and approached Luo Jing and said, "No, I'm not very hungry, you guys eat."

"How about we go out to eat later? How many meals do you owe me?"

Jian Yan was infected by her serious tone, and said with a serious expression: "It's cold outside recently, I don't really want to go out."

"I'm teasing you!" Luo Jing smiled, and Jian Yan also had an expressionless expression. Ji Yunxin looked at the two people who were communicating in a low voice and clenched their chopsticks, feeling a little uncomfortable. Director Gu said in a timely manner: "Mr. The goose is very famous, it is a signature dish, would you like to try it?"

Ji Yunxin took a sip: "It's pretty good."

Director Gu smiled and was about to answer when he saw Ji Yunxin put down his chopsticks and asked, "Is Mr. Ji full?"

Ji Yunxin got up and said, "Sorry, I'm going to the bathroom."

Director Gu nodded again and again: "Okay, Xiao Lian, you accompany Mr. Ji..."

"I'll go by myself." She didn't have a loud voice, but she could easily calm everyone down. When she got up, Jian Yan's eyes fell on her lower abdomen, which was covered by the bottoming shirt. It was still flat and nothing could be seen, yes, she Thin, even after three or four months, you won't notice anything, not to mention that she still wears loose clothes, which is even less obvious.

But when she thought that the man was pregnant with her child, she felt weird and complicated.

The dining table regained a little popularity after Ji Yunxin left, and everyone chattered: "I don't even dare to take my food."

"I'm afraid to sit next to you!"

"I'm scared too."

Luo Jing looked at them and couldn't help laughing: "Mr. Renji is just an ordinary person, why are you so afraid? It's not a tiger or a beast."

Others said one after another: "I don't know what to be afraid of, but my legs are weak when I see her."

"Me too."

Probably people are born with that kind of momentum, Ji Yunxin is born serious and indifferent, so others are afraid when they see her unconsciously, after hearing what they said, Jian Yan thought that she didn't dare to look Ji Yunxin directly in the eyes before, even though she knew there was nothing to be afraid of, but The timidity in her heart still lingers, but fortunately, she has overcome it now.

It took a long time for Ji Yunxin to go to the bathroom. Director Gu wanted his assistant to take a look, but Jian Yan said, "Let me go, I happen to be going to the bathroom."

Luo Jing stood up: "Shall I go with you?"

Jian Yan shook her head: "No need, you can eat."

Luo Jing had no choice but to sit down again.

After Jian Yan nodded and greeted everyone, she went to the bathroom, and saw Ji Yunxin as soon as she entered, she was washing her hands, Jian Yan saw her and shouted: "President Ji."

Ji Yunxin tilted her head, and when she saw that it was Jian Yan, her usual indifferent expression relaxed a little, and her voice became softer, "Why are you here?"

Jian Yan was afraid that someone from behind would say, "Take a step to speak?"

Ji Yunxin followed her out of the hotel. The two of them stood under the flower bed tree in the hotel. There were no lights and no one here, only the cold wind rustled. She took off her coat and put it on her body. The coat still had Ji Yunxin's temperature and fragrance, but Jian Yan couldn't avoid it. She immediately put the clothes back into Ji Yunxin's hand and said, "You can wear it yourself."

Ji Yunxin picked up her clothes and asked, "A few days ago, were you okay?"

Jian Yan didn't really want to speculate and deal with her, she went straight to the point: "Are you here to find me?"

Ji Yunxin didn't hesitate: "Yes, I'm looking for you."

"Okay." Jian Yan nodded slightly: "I think I should know what you are going to say." She looked at Ji Yunxin, under the dark, her eyes were clear and energetic, Ji Yunxin's heart moved slightly when she met those eyes, she opened her lips :"you know?"

Jian Yan nodded solemnly: "I know."

Ji Yunxin thought for a while and asked, "Did Dad tell you?"

Jian Yan frowned, but Uncle Ji also knew?Did Du Yan also know?Are they still hiding it from her?Jian Yan was speechless: "Why didn't you tell me before?"

Ji Yunxin bowed her head: "I'm sorry Yanyan, I only found out not long ago, I think it's not suitable to tell you now."

Isn't it a good time to tell her?how?Is it appropriate to wait until the child is born, hug her and call her mother?

Under the weak light, Jian Yan's face was calm, her eyes were deep, her pretty face was tight and serious. Ji Yunxin looked at her sideways, knowing that Jian Yan must be unhappy now. She has done so many absurd mistakes before, and now she apologizes There was no explanation at all, and Ji Shuiquan was asked to be a lobbyist in the middle. No one was dissatisfied, and the cold wind was howling. She stood at the wind, took a step closer to Jian Yan and said, "Yanyan."

Jian Yan's expression changed slightly when she heard her call, her eyes darkened, and she said to Ji Yunxin powerlessly: "Mr. Please don't interfere with my affairs, as for the child..."

Ji Yunxin frowned and interrupted: "Child? What child?"

Jian Yan looked down at her lower abdomen: "Aren't you pregnant?"