together for a long time

Chapter 30

Luo Jing stood outside knocking on the door and shouted: "Jian Yan."

Holding the phone, Jian Yan took a deep breath, she raised her eyes to look at Ji Yunxin, and met her deep gaze, Jian Yan said: "Mr. Ji, please hide for a while."

Ji Yunxin was dragged by her to the bed, and then stuffed into the kitchen. It's a pity that the place is full of internal organs, but the location is not big. It's clear at a glance. Jian Yan hurriedly tried to put her away, but found that there was no good hiding place. In the end, she suffocated Looking at Ji Yunxin in a tone, he said a little embarrassedly: "Why don't you hide in the toilet?"

Ji Yunxin's face was tense, gloomy, and her eyes were sharp. Her stiff body was being dragged around. The knock on the door continued, and Luo Jing's voice was like a reminder: "Jian Yan?"

Jian Yan intentionally fiddled with things on the coffee table and said, "Wait a minute!"

It was quiet outside the door, but the atmosphere inside the door was still tense. Jian Yan wanted to smack her head, thinking of some shit idea, and insisted on letting Ji Yunxin in. If she had known what she said, she would have gone to the company to get it herself. She hesitated to let Ji Yunxin go. Where is she, her eyes are moving around, her expression is tense, but Ji Yunxin looks at her fixedly, her face fades from the tension just now and becomes gentle, she said: "I'll go to the bathroom."

Jian Yan clasped her hands gratefully: "President Ji, please."

Ji Yunxin walked towards the bathroom with lowered eyes, and Jian Yan clapped her hands behind her: "President Ji!"

She turned her head and saw Jian Yan pointing to the balcony: "Why don't you go there?"

The location of the balcony is bright and bright, the curtains are half drawn, and the outside is tightly covered. It is indeed safer than the bathroom, but it is a bit cold and the wind is bleak. Ji Yunxin pushed open the glass door and walked out with a sullen face. He sneezed as soon as he stood outside.

When Luo Jing entered Jian Yan's room, she saw the mess on the coffee table. Jian Yan explained: "I was about to open the door and bumped into the coffee table. I'll clean it up. You sit down."

"Did you hit something? I'll clean it up for you." Luo Jing put down the fruit, stood beside Jian Yan, and helped her clean up the messy objects on the coffee table. Ji Yunxin stood on the balcony, looking through the glass when she turned her head Inside, the two chatted happily. The sound insulation effect of the glass is so good that you can't hear the sound at all, you can only see their expressions. Luo Jing didn't know what she said. go along.

"That's why I moved in early." Luo Jing explained to Jian Yan, "Would you like to go out for dinner together tonight?"

"I'm not hungry yet." Jian Yan glanced at the balcony from the corner of her eye, and she deliberately stood in front of Luo Jing to block her sight and said, "And I still have luggage unpacked."

"Have you packed it yet?" Luo Jing leaned over and looked at the bedside: "Do you want me to help you?"

Jian Yan hurriedly waved her hands: "No, no, sit down."

She was worried that Luo Jing would really help her tidy up and pull her sleeves to sit on the sofa. Luo Jing looked down at her white fingers pulling her sleeves and pursed her lips and smiled, her eyes were full of tenderness. Jian Yan was still worried about the scene behind her, thinking He turned his head, but he was afraid that Luo Jing would see it, so his expression was very nervous.

The two sat on the tea table, Jian Yan moved her body and said, "I'll pour you a glass of water."

"Don't be too busy." Luo Jing grabbed her subconsciously and didn't expect to touch her hand, Jian Yan subconsciously withdrew it, and Luo Jing also said awkwardly: "Sorry, I didn't mean it."

Jian Yan nodded: "It's okay, you sit down, I'll get a glass of boiling water."

After what happened just now, Luo Jing didn't dare to be too presumptuous, she just nodded: "It's troublesome, by the way, I also brought you some fruits, I'll wash two."

Jian Yan turned her head: "You don't need to be so polite."

Luo Jing smiled: "It's okay, just by the way."

Jian Yan walked to the water dispenser and lowered her head to pour water from a disposable cup. Out of the corner of her eye, she glanced at the place where Ji Yunxin was standing on the balcony, but she couldn't see her figure. She breathed a sigh of relief, stood up and put two glasses of water on the tea table: "Drink some water .”

After Luo Jing washed the fruit and sat on the sofa, she took the cup and smiled at Jian Yan, took a sip of tea and looked around, and finally said: "How do you like this place?"

Jian Yan looked around and said with a smile, "It's pretty good."

Luo Jing nodded: "I remember you like watching the night, if you don't like this place, I can transfer you upstairs."

Jian Yan stretched out her fingers and touched her ears: "It's pretty good here." After she finished speaking, she looked at Luo Jing: "How do you know that I like the night?"

Luo Jing was slightly startled, and hurriedly said, "I've seen your interview before."

Jian Yan thought for a few seconds and pursed her lips and smiled. The heating was turned on in the room, and the two sat on the sofa chatting. Ji Yunxin stood outside the window so cold that she wanted to stomp her feet. Lifting up the hem of her clothes, cold air penetrated through the gaps in the clothes, she couldn't stop shivering due to the cold, her face was the same as the weather outside, she was cold and stiff, and she was pale, but the two of them inside didn't want to finish their chat Looking at the posture, Luo Jing is still peeling the fruit slowly, while Ji Yunxin's hands are hanging by his sides, holding tightly, nails pinching the flesh.

They seem to have a good chat?What are you talking about?

Ji Yunxin deliberately moved a little to the edge of the glass, but it was okay to keep her body still. A cold wind came in, choking her almost to sneeze again. She listened while resisting the urge to sneeze. Embarrassed.

Jian Yan was thinking of some reason to send Luo Jing away, she thought of several reasons but was rejected, at last she stroked her head and said: "Hiss..."

Luo Jing put down the fruit knife and looked at her, and asked, "What's wrong with you, Yanyan?"

Jian Yan said in a slightly lower voice: "I may not have had a good rest last night, and now I have a headache."

"Headache?" Luo Jing put her fingertips on her temples, the warm touch made Jian Yan stunned, she stepped back, Luo Jing said: "Don't be nervous, I often have headaches when I write scripts, there is a Chinese doctor The master taught me how to massage, let me try it for you?"

Jian Yan looked very unnatural, and refused: "No need, I'll just sleep."

Luo Jing curled up her hands and slowly retracted them. Her lips moved and she shouted, "Yanyan."

Jian Yan trembled all over, staring at Luo Jing closely, she was afraid that Luo Jing would say something she shouldn't say at this time, but luckily Luo Jing didn't say anything but just looked at her and said: "Okay, you rest, I will stay I'm by the side, you can contact me at any time if you need anything."

"If you have a terrible headache, please send me a message, and I will go downstairs to buy you some medicine."

"Remember to eat dinner, you are already skinny, and you will be skinny if you don't eat."

"and also……"

Jian Yan was in a daze for a moment when she heard her familiar instructions. She was also the one who told Ji Yunxin these words. Thinking of the past, her eyes were slightly red. When Luo Jing was chattering, she interrupted: "Luo Jing."

"You don't have to be so nice to me."

Jian Yan raised her head, met Luo Jing's eyes, and looked at each other. Jian Yan said bluntly: "I'm not worth it. I think you should find a better friend."

Luo Jing was stunned for a few seconds, then smiled suddenly: "I think you are fine."

"I'm not good." Jian Yan originally just pretended to have a headache, but now she really has a headache, she said to Luo Jing: "Maybe I think too much, maybe I get the wrong meaning, just treat it as my narcissism, Luo Jing Jing, don't waste your time on me."

Luo Jing saw that she had spoken so bluntly, so she didn't hide it anymore.

"Waste or not, I have the final say."

Seeing her, Jian Yan is like seeing her former self. She is too familiar with that obsessed look. She didn't wake herself up before, and now she doesn't want to see Luo Jing addicted. What happened in [-]? Do you know why I don't make movies?"

Luo Jing looked at her without blinking, and said without avoiding her eyes: "Why?"

Jane Yandao: "Because I fell in love with the wrong person, I wasted three years. During these three years, I have lived in pain, so I don't want to see you like me. You should stop your losses in time."

"What about now?" Luo Jing was silent for a few seconds, "Are you still in pain?"

Jian Yan said calmly: "I have already stepped out, so I don't want to see you repeat the same mistakes. You are suitable for a better girl."

"You're fine."

"But I don't like you." Jian Yan looked indifferent.

Three years by Ji Yunxin's side, the only thing she has learned is how to reject others, cruelly and mercilessly.

Luo Jing thought for a few seconds and said, "Am I pushing you too hard? I can give you some time..."

"It's not a matter of time." Jian Yan never thought of a showdown with Luo Jing so soon, but since the showdown has already happened, she might as well make it clearer, she said: "Luo Jing, you are a very good friend, I I have always been glad to meet you. If it wasn’t for you, I might still be in the swamp of the past. You helped me. I am very grateful to you, but this is not liking. I don’t want to lie to you, and I don’t want to give you any expectations. I won't talk about emotional matters now, do you understand?"

"I understand." Luo Jing smiled slightly, she opened her hand, Jian Yan was stunned, Luo Jing said: "Congratulations on getting out of the swamp, as a friend, a hug is not too much, right?"

Jian Yan was stunned for a moment, she was still talking to Luo Jing about whether she liked it or not, why did she return to the hug between friends in the next second?

Seeing that she didn't move, Luo Jing took a step forward, stood in front of Jian Yan, stretched out her arms to hug her, and patted her on the back, Jian Yan regained consciousness, trying to break free from her arms, Luo Jing leaned against her ear and said : "Since you have stepped out of the swamp, you might as well hug the flowers around you."

"It's okay even if you really don't like it." After she finished speaking, she let go of Jian Yan before Jian Yan clearly expressed her rejection, and took two steps back: "Jian Yan, you are better than you imagined, so don't belittle yourself, even if you don't accept I, I still consider you a friend."

Jian Yan's red lips parted lightly: "Luo Jing."

Luo Jing: "Being friends, you will never refuse, right?"

Jian Yan remained silent, Luo Jing smiled: "I'm going back first, you can contact me if you need anything."

After she finished speaking, she waved to Jian Yan and left the room, the door closed with a click, Jian Yan stared at her back, she didn't turn her head until there was movement behind her, Ji Yunxin's beautiful hair was blown a little by the wind, her face slightly White, dark circles under the eyes are obvious, Jian Yan didn't look carefully just now, but now she can see clearly, Ji Yunxin looked very tired, she focused her attention, and shouted: "President Ji."

Ji Yunxin looked at her from the corner of her eye, her face was like a peach blossom, her skin was fair and rosy, her eyes were full of water, full of affection, her facial features were originally carved out, delicate and beautiful, and the moles at the corners of her eyes were like a finishing touch, falling on her fair face Not only did it not destroy the beauty, but it added style. At this moment, Ji Yunxin was suddenly curious about what they were talking about just now.

Seeing that Ji Yunxin was silent, Jian Yan called again: "President Ji?"

Ji Yunxin's senses were about to fail when she was frozen outside, now she heard Jian Yan's calling, she calmed down and nodded: "Yes."

Seeing her responding, Jian Yan said, "You said earlier that I left something with you, what is it?"

Why don't you invite her to tea?Don't ask her to sit down?

Ji Yunxin was sulking to herself. When she realized that her thoughts were not right, she took out her briefcase, reached in and took the recording pen, and handed it to Jian Yan. Jian Yan saw that the face of the recording pen changed. Ji Yunxin said: "I went back last night and saw of."

She felt that this recording pen should be very important to Jian Yan. Before she went abroad, she saw her sleeping with the recording pen several times, and also saw her several times after marriage.

Jian Yan did not expect that what Ji Yunxin sent over was a recording pen. When her parents passed away, she was depressed and her memory was declining severely. At that time, her psychiatrist gave her this recording pen. Originally, she wanted to record the happy things that happened to her. After coming down, who would have expected that she would use it all to tell her sad love affairs. When did Ji Yunxin come back, when did she talk to her, when did she see her, and when did she tell her a story? She recorded everything in detail, bit by bit, and later When Ji Yunxin went abroad, she was still depressed for a while, and she didn't get better until Ji Songlin sent her back to school.

This recording pen is indeed very meaningful to her, but that was before, since she decided to break up with Ji Yunxin, this recording pen has no meaning.

Jian Yan took the recording pen, pinched it in her hand, and said in a low voice, "Thank you, Mr. Ji."

Ji Yunxin raised her eyes and looked at her profile, and said, "I've heard the content inside, I'm sorry, I did it without your consent..."

"It's okay." Jian Yan interrupted her: "I wanted to give you this recorder for your birthday last year."

Ji Yunxin's heart twitched when she heard this sentence, as if being grabbed and pulled by someone, the pain caused her to frown slightly.

She celebrated her birthday last year and received a call from Jian Yan, but she didn't come home.

Jian Yan smiled in relief, this is her most cherished treasure and the only treasure, she naturally wanted to give it to her by herself, but she waited at home for a long time, the candles on the cake were all burned out, and she didn't wait for that Jian Yan said, "So Mr. Ji doesn't have to worry about it."

Ji Yunxin would say silently: "I don't know..."

"If you knew, would you go home?" Jian Yan suddenly said this, and both of them were stunned after asking, Jian Yan didn't expect that she would be entangled in such a boring question, and Ji Yunxin was silent because she found that she had nothing to do. Be right.

If she had known, would she have gone home?

will not.

At the beginning, she wished she could be buried in her work, and she avoided everything about Jian Yan, so she would not go home. Now that everything has returned to its original place, she suddenly felt a little annoyed with herself.

It's not that I hate that I didn't go back, but that I hate why she didn't have a chat with Jian Yan earlier, and even more that I hate my clumsiness. Ji Yunxin stood in the room with a briefcase, and Jian Yan said: "Mr. Ji, if there is nothing wrong, I will Let me send you down."

"Jian Yan." The soreness in Ji Yunxin's chest extended into her body, and her vocal cords were a little tight: "I'm sorry."

Jian Yan looked up in astonishment, and looked at Ji Yunxin. After the divorce, everyone in the Ji family said sorry to her. Xiaohan said sister-in-law, I will apologize for my sister. She burst into tears, saying that they didn’t take good care of her, they didn’t owe her any apologies, she got married voluntarily, she agreed to the hidden marriage, even Xiying, she took the initiative, all of these were done voluntarily, no one forced her, Unlike Ji Yunxin, she did it involuntarily.

Jian Yan said: "Mr. Ji, you don't need to say sorry to me. If you really pursue it, I still owe you an apology."

"You don't owe me anything." Ji Yunxin looked serious and serious, Jian Yan glanced at her and said: "Mr. I'm sorry and you're fine, we'll make it even."

"You treat me like a fart, and I treat that marriage as if it didn't exist, okay?"

Jian Yan's eyes are calm and clear, like a pool of spring water, cold and quiet, Ji Yunxin never thought that one day Jian Yan would look at her with such eyes, those eyes have no emotion at all, looking at her is like looking at a stranger, yes Her attitude is also completely different from the attitude towards Luo Jing just now.

You're treating me like a fart, and I'm treating that marriage as if it didn't exist, okay?

Is it not good?

Ji Yunxin didn't want to admit it, but after Jian Yan finished speaking, a voice suddenly appeared in her heart, soft, thin, and sharp, she couldn't suppress the voice bursting out, as if it was screaming through the eardrums .

Is it not good?

not good.