together for a long time

Chapter 22 Ward

Jian Yan didn't want to say it so badly at first, because she knew that Ji Han didn't have bad intentions, and she was very kind to herself. Whether she was married to Ji Yunxin in the past or after the divorce now, she always regarded herself as her sister-in-law and treated her as her sister-in-law. It's my family, but I don't want to talk about some things, I'm afraid she will never understand.

It is impossible for her and Ji Yunxin, no matter what she does, it is impossible, instead of letting her try again and again, it is better for her to be a villain once and reject her thought.

Ji Han did have a hurt expression, she was speechless, and Ji Yunxin beside her remained silent, only looking at Jian Yan with unpredictable eyes.

Jian Yan didn't care about the strange eyes of the two people beside her, she said to Ji Yunxin: "President Ji, it's nothing, I'll go back first."

She changed her clothes. She wore a milky white knee-length skirt under the windbreaker. The skirt was narrow and curvy. Under the skirt, her legs were slender and straight. She stepped on seven or eight centimeter brown high-heeled shoes. She stood straight in front of Ji Yunxin.Ji Yunxin looked from her slender legs to her slender waist and slightly undulating chest, and finally landed on her beautiful face. Jian Yan took off her makeup before exercising. At this moment, her breathing was not completely calm, and her cheeks were faintly crimson. Seeing that Ji Yunxin didn't respond, she raised her eyelids, and met Ji Yunxin's eyes abruptly. The four eyes met, and those eyes were still deep, but Jian Yan didn't have any desire to explore.

She doesn't care what Ji Yunxin thinks now, nor what she thinks of herself now, and she doesn't even care about the consequences of what she said just now.

All the equipment in the gym was turned off, and it seemed very quiet. After Jian Yan finished speaking, she saw that there was no response from the other side. She nodded slightly and brushed past Ji Yunxin and Ji Han. Just as she walked to the door, the phone rang. Jian Yan took out the phone from her bag , Seeing the name on the screen, she held her breath and connected the phone: "Hello, screenwriter Luo..."

Luo Jing just came out of the studio. She likes to be absolutely quiet when she is working. The phone is always on silent, so she never heard Jian Yan's call. Just after she came out, she wanted to check Weibo, and then saw Jian Yan's phone.

Looking at the time, it was already two or three hours ago that Luo Jing called Jian Yan while regretting that she had turned her phone to silent.

The other end was very quiet, Luo Jing asked: "Where are you?"

Jian Yan was walking towards the elevator, and out of the corner of her eye, she saw two people walking behind her. She paused as she was walking towards the elevator, and then walked towards the window beside the corridor. There was a gap in the window, and the cold wind blowing in Come on, Jian Yan held up her mobile phone and said, "I'm at the company."

"Well, I was working before, so I didn't hear the phone ring." After explaining, Luo Jing added: "I'll pay attention next time."

Jian Yanxiu's hair was blown up by the wind, she dialed and said, "No, it doesn't matter if you're busy, I'll call you just to thank you for your Weibo."

"That matter." Luo Jing smiled and said, "That's a trivial matter."

"Are you still in the company? Shall I pick you up from get off work?"

Jian Yan immediately said: "No need!"

She spoke quickly and her voice was high-pitched, and the meaning of refusal was very obvious. Luo Jing was slightly stunned, and understood her hidden meaning. She walked to the sofa and sat down, wondering if she was pushing Jian Yan too hard. From Yan's point of view, they have only met a few times, and they are not even considered friends. These actions of hers must have troubled her.

But she couldn't help it, thinking back to the past four years she had been asking for news about her everywhere, asking everyone she met, and now that she finally got in touch, she couldn't hold back her thoughts.

Luo Jing slowed down her tone: "Why did you have such a big reaction, and you even said that you want to invite me to dinner? Don't you regret it? I just came out of the studio and I'm hungry."

She said this in a serious tone, Jian Yan blinked, and held back the words she had thought about asking, and finally said: "No, it's too late now, I'm afraid it's inconvenient for you."

"Let me see what time it is." Luo Jing glanced at his watch: "It's past eight o'clock, it's really inconvenient to go out."

Following Jian Yan's words, she continued, "Then I won't bother you, go back early."

Jian Yan breathed a sigh of relief, it was clearly winter, she was standing in front of the window, still sweating, she said to the phone: "Then I'll hang up first."

Luo Jing said: "Don't forget the opening ceremony the day after tomorrow."

Jian Yan walked towards the elevator and said, "I see."

Listening to her crisp voice, Luo Jing never asked if you are free tomorrow, Jian Yan's attitude was very obvious just now, and she seemed to be ignorant when she continued to ask, she said: "That's it, goodbye."

Jian Yan hung up the phone, feeling that her performance just now was very poor.

Luo Jing helped her several times, and even made an exception for her. Even if she couldn't respond, she wouldn't face her with such a bad attitude. What she said just now must have made her uncomfortable, right?

Jian Yan held the phone and sighed, looking back at Cai's apartment, she still looked listless, Gu Cai didn't go to the bar today, but stayed at home watching a movie, when she saw Jian Yan came back, she rushed to follow her: "What's going on?"

"What's your relationship with Luo Shen?"

"Shouldn't everything on the Internet be true?"

"Who else is so boring to break the news, Yu Yue?"

Jian Yan waved her protruding head, and answered her unhappily: "Why do you have so many questions, Yu Yue, people don't know if they remember me or not."

"Then what's going on with you and Luo Shen? Really?"

"What a fart, screenwriter Luo and I are just friends."

"Tsk." Gu Cai sat next to her with snacks in his arms: "Do you think I'm blind? When did Luo Shen reveal his private affairs on Weibo, and this time he stood up for you. Why don't you feel like that? No?"

Jian Yan threw the bag on the coffee table, and collapsed on the sofa: "Feeling? What kind of feeling do I want?"

"I'm touched!" Gu Cai kicked her calf: "Are you not touched at all? No, you still like Ji Yunxin now, right?"

When Jian Yan heard her say those three words, she looked at her viciously. Gu Cai's hand holding the snack trembled, and the snack fell into the bag with a clicking sound. Jian Yan rolled her eyes: "I'm going to take a shower first."

Gu Cai was stunned by her gaze just now, and nodded: "Go, go."

Jian Yan returned to the room with her bag. She was lying on the big bed, thinking about what happened today and still feeling tired. In addition, she hadn't exercised for a long time, and she had just been exercising for half a day in the gym. Now she couldn't even raise her arms. She was not energetic. Yan lay on the bed, the phone beeped, she tilted her head and took out the phone from her bag, saw Weibo pushing her a gossip news, she clicked into Weibo.

The trending searches have been changed, and her name has disappeared without a trace, but her news is still on the trending list.

Luo Jing's Weibo post had more than 50 comments and more than 400 million likes. It was the most popular, and then the official Weibo of the crew and the private blogs of the crew were below. After describing her performance with embellishments, Jian Yan felt a little uncomfortable seeing them praise her to the sky one by one. The comments on Weibo were not bad, but there were also obvious doubts: Is Jian Yan really so awesome?

——I haven't filmed for four years, is it so awesome to come back?

——Why am I a little unbelievable, tell a story?

——How should I put it, I am now looking forward to this drama. If it is really what they said, Jian Yan's acting skills can still be expected, and I was amazed when I was successful.

——I was also amazed after I became successful. I just graduated, and my acting skills are very mature. Moreover, this is the first time that Luo Shen personally selected an actor. Unless she is really brilliant, otherwise how could Luo Shen choose her?

——Isn’t it because of the affection of friends?

——Ghost's friends, if Luo Shen really cared about these feelings, then she wouldn't be called Luo Shen!

Jian Yan bit her lip and stared at these comments, wanting to reply, she was invited to audition because of her friend, before she thought about it, Su Ziqi's name was displayed on the screen, Jian Yan hurriedly answered the phone: "Sister Su. "

"Huh?" Su Ziqi was picked up as soon as he got through unexpectedly, and said with a smile, "So fast?"

Jian Yan laughed dryly: "I was checking Weibo just now."

"I've read everything on Weibo. You've suppressed all the negative news before. Don't worry, there shouldn't be any problems." Su Ziqi asked, "Are you still used to exercising at night?"

Jian Yan climbed up from the bed and sat up, leaning against the bedside table, with one hand resting on her forehead, with the soft pillow behind her, she leaned on it comfortably, and said, "Fortunately, Coach Meng didn't press it very tightly."

"That's good." After Su Ziqi finished speaking hesitantly, Jian Yan asked, "Is there anything Sister Su can do with me?"

Su Ziqi then said: "I want to talk to you about something."

"what's up?"

Su Ziqi looked at the data analysis on the screen and said, "I want to strike while the iron is hot, and stir up a wave of scandals between you and screenwriter Luo. Do you have any objections here?"

She had thought about hyping up the scandal between her and screenwriter Luo before. The two were in the same crew and were about to go to the same show. She planned to ask someone to find a relationship so that they could form a couple on the show. No one expected the hype at that time. Now it happened ahead of time. Although it came out a little unexpectedly, the result was surprising. The CP she had been trying to hype almost didn't need her to promote it and was already popular. Now she wanted to add fuel to the flames and ignite this pair of CPs.

Jian Yan's scalp went numb and said, "No."

Su Ziqi didn't react, he was stunned for a few seconds: "What?"

Jian Yan was thinking about her words, and she said, "Sister Su, I don't think it's good to hype with screenwriter Luo, she's not even in the circle."

"She's a member of half the circle, the key is her influence, and I asked her before, and screenwriter Luo said no problem."

She said no problem, that's the big problem, Jian Yan is not that unbearable, trample on Luo Jing's sincerity to give herself a position, fire CP is easy, put a few smoke bombs on the news, say some specious things, take a few ambiguous photos, If she didn't know Luo Jing's intentions, she might have followed suit, but now that she knew, she would absolutely not agree, and Jian Yan flatly refused: "I won't fire this CP."

After she finished speaking, she said to Su Ziqi: "Sister Su, don't worry about the program team, you can come as the program team arranges."

Su Ziqi was confused: "No, what's going on?"

"It's nothing." Jian Yan pressed her twitching temples and said, "I'm fine with anyone, but I can't be with screenwriter Luo!"

So decisive?

It is not the first time for Su Ziqi to get along with Jian Yan, and she does not know her at all. Although she still does not know what Jian Yan has done in the past three years, she believes that Jian Yan will not change much in essence. She has always been very obedient in the past, but now that she is coming back, she is based on her opinion in everything. This time, such fierce opposition made Su Ziqi hesitate. She doesn't have to fire this CP, but this hype can make Jane Yan Shao took a lot of detours, the circle is full of people, what is Luo Sanri's identity, can get involved with her, the future road will be comfortable, but now the parties disagree, Su Ziqi thought for a few seconds and said: "Then Well, that's it for now."

Jian Yan apologized a little: "I'm sorry, Sister Su, I know you are doing my best."

"If it's a big deal, if you don't get fired, don't worry about it." Su Ziqi said: "Okay, you should be tired after a busy day today, go to bed early, and I will pick you up in the afternoon the day after tomorrow to attend the opening ceremony. "

Jian Yan said silently: "Okay."

She hung up the phone and leaned against the head of the bed, the cold wind was howling outside the window, blowing on the window and making a whirring sound, Jian Yan looked up at the outside, only the shadows of the trees were mottled, and a few leaves fell on the glass, looking lonely and depressed, She got up vigorously, rushed to the bathroom to take a hot bath, and then came out Gu Cai came to knock on the door, Jian Yan went out in her nightgown, her wet long hair wrapped in a dry towel, Gu Cai raised her hand: "Come here and eat dinner."

Jian Yan looked at her: "Can you still cook?"

"If you don't know how to cook, you can't go down." Gu Cai said as he put the plate on the coffee table: "Put whatever you want in there."

It is a small pot specially made for cooking instant noodles. There are noodles and green vegetables in it, and there are oil flakes floating on the top. Jian Yan doesn’t like meat very much recently, so she adds some vegetables and puts it in. After stirring, the oil flakes spread out. After a while, the pot was steaming. Gu Cai put down the snacks and sat at the tea table, picked out the noodles from the pot with chopsticks and said, "It's ready, eat."

Jian Yan also scooped up some hot soup with a spoon and put it in a bowl. After drinking it, her whole body felt warm.

Gu Cai ate a few mouthfuls of noodles and said, "Ask you something."

"What's the matter?" Jian Yan bit off the noodles, it was very hot, but it was warm after eating.

Gu Caidao: "Is screenwriter Luo really chasing you?"

Jian Yan paused while eating, tilted her head and glanced at Gu Cai, in fact, she had already had that guess vaguely, and she also felt that she had guessed wildly, it should be like that, Luo Jing was interested in her, but she didn't want to Delay and hurt Luo Jing, and Luo Jing didn't say it herself, so what if her guess was right, she didn't shamelessly add flowers to her face, and most importantly, she didn't want to bring any disadvantage to Luo Jing, Jian Yan shook her head: "No, she treats me as a friend. We met in the tour group before, and we got along pretty well."

"It's good to have a good chat." Gu Cai said: "When people get along with each other, they just need to have a good chat. Besides, I think Luo Shen's conditions are not bad. Although she is not as rich and powerful as Ji Yunxin, she gets along well with you. Come on, don't you think about it?"

"Let me tell you, Luo Shen will definitely not care about this matter if it is left to ordinary people."

Jian Yan tapped Gu Cai's head with chopsticks: "Why are you talking for her?"

"Aren't I afraid that you will be bitten by a snake for ten years and afraid of well ropes, Yanyan, do you still miss Ji Yunxin?" Gu Cai has always had an unscrupulous attitude, and it was the first time he chatted with her so seriously. Jian Yan was still not used to it, she put down her chopsticks, and said seriously: "No."

She has complicated feelings for Ji Yunxin, and it would be a lie to say that she let go of it completely, after all, the two of them just had a relationship that she longed for a month ago, but if she still misses it, it is really gone.

When she first signed the contract, she was still worried that she would show timidity in front of Ji Yunxin, could not help but want to look at her, and would subconsciously want to care about her, but the few times they got along with each other recently, she found that she thought too much, she still has backbone, and she can afford it. Let it go, stop as soon as you say it, and meet frequently these few days. In her heart, she doesn't pay as much attention to Ji Yunxin as the script. Although her mood changes occasionally because of her, compared with before, it's really not worth it. Speaking of which, she believes that if she gives herself a little more time, she can completely get out of the immature relationship in the past.

Gu Cai was very satisfied when she heard that she said no: "It's fine if you don't, I'm afraid you will feel sad for that person again, it's not worth it."

After thinking about it, Jian Yan will answer her: "Gu Cai, in fact, Ji Yunxin is not that bad. I also made mistakes in the past, so I can't blame her all."

"What's going on." Gu Cai swallowed and asked, "You still complained to me about her when you got married, but now you're talking for her after the divorce. Do you want to fall into it again?"

Jian Yan shook her head: "No, I just think divorce is good."

Only when she got divorced and came out, could she see that marriage clearly. In the past, she had always complained about Ji Yunxin, thinking that she was too indifferent to herself and didn't respond to herself, because she still missed her and wanted to covet her tenderness, so She would complain, but now that she has come out, she finds that her complaints are childish and ridiculous. Many things are done willingly. Ji Yunxin never forced her, but she puts herself in the position of the victim and feels that she has been wronged , but in fact, she was not the only one who was wronged, Ji Yunxin, what did she do wrong?

Is it Ji Yunxin's fault for not liking her?

No.

Jian Yan's melancholy thoughts infected Gu Cai, she rushed to the refrigerator and opened it, took two cans of beer out, stuffed a can for Jian Yan, Jian Yan waved her hand: "I won't drink."

"Is there an event tomorrow?" Gu Cai opened a can, raised her head and took a sip. The cold wine overflowed her throat which had just been scalded, feeling indescribably refreshing. She said, "Drink a little, it's a celebration of your divorce."

Jian Yan rolled her eyes: "I drank the day I got divorced."

"That's different." Gu Cai said: "At that time, I was so worried about you that I didn't drink much at all. Now that you are so clear about it, my old mother's heart is instantly at ease. Let's go?"

Jian Yan couldn't resist her, so he clinked glasses with her. The two drank a can of beer with instant noodles, and finally leaned on the edge of the sofa, listening to the noise on the TV. Jian Yan's mind was not chaotic after drinking, but very Sober, she opened her eyes and recalled all the details of that marriage, and found that there was no turmoil in her heart now. She was like an outsider, watching the past with cold eyes. Cai's snoring, she turned her head and saw that Gu Cai had fallen asleep.

The living room is cold, you will catch a cold if you sleep here, Jian Yan turns off the TV, shakes Gu Cai awake, and sends her back to the room.

After coming out, the coffee table was still messy, Jian Yan went forward to clean up the bowls and chopsticks and the small pot, the oil flower at the bottom of the pot had formed into a cake shape, reddish, with a thick oily smell, pungent, Jian Yan didn’t know what it was It wasn't that she felt uncomfortable after drinking a glass of wine. She always wanted to vomit. After several times of nausea, she still rushed to the bathroom and contributed all the noodles she ate at night. She didn't feel better until she flushed down the toilet.

After coming out of the bathroom, she tidied up the living room, and finally went back to the room. She has no schedule or activities tomorrow, so she can relax for a day. Just as Jian Yan thought about it, the phone dinged, it was a notification sound, and she reached out to take the phone from the bedside table. I saw someone send her a message on WeChat.

——Yanyan, do you have time tomorrow?

It was Du Yan, Jian Yan was distracted, typing habitually: What's the matter?mom.

When she was about to send it, she realized that her address hadn't been changed. She deleted it and thought about it for a few seconds before replying: I have time tomorrow. Do you have anything to do?

Du Yan quickly sent her a message: Tomorrow your grandfather will be discharged from the hospital. He has been nagging you for the past two days. If you have time, come and have a look?

Jian Yan recalled that at Ji’s house, Ji Songlin was very kind to her. Now that she has moved out and left the house, I’m afraid to be worried. Even if she told Ji Songlin that she lives with Gu Cai, he must still be concerned about it. , There is nothing to do tomorrow, Jian Yan replied: "Okay, then I will come over tomorrow."

Putting down her mobile phone, Jian Yan felt that this day was really tiring, but being tired also has its benefits, and she can fall asleep without thinking about it.

A night without dreams, Jian Yan had a rare good sleep, she woke up the next day when the scorching sun poured into the room from the window, she blocked the light with her hands, her arms were slender, her skin was fair, the sun jumped on it, it was almost reflective, Jian Yan Turned over, hid under the quilt and watched the video for a while, and waited until the drowsiness dissipated before she went to Weibo to check. All the popular news and Weibo about yesterday were suppressed, only the official Weibo still had a few A few fans mentioned her that she had left her private message on Weibo yesterday, and she came over overnight, with countless private messages, some scolded her for being shameless and robbed Li Weiqing of resources, and some said she didn't know who was behind her back, and the words were convincing, Some comforted her that it’s okay, you’re great, and some of them kowtowed at her and Luo Jing’s CP, drawing their Q-version avatars overnight and sending them to her. Jian Yan couldn’t laugh or cry when she saw these private messages early in the morning, and she didn’t say anything. Just turned off private messages.

Gu Cai has not woken up after leaving the room. Her biological clock always sleeps until the time. Jian Yan didn't bother her. She made porridge with millet. After breakfast, it was just after nine o'clock. Put on a mask and sunglasses, stand in front of the mirror several times to make sure you won't be recognized before walking out of the apartment door.

Jian Yan took a taxi to the hospital, and then went straight to the private ward. Passers-by along the way also looked hurried. She was wrapped tightly, and no one recognized her. When they arrived at the door of the private ward, there were two security guards. They recognized Jane. Yan took the initiative to open the door, Jian Yan took off the sunglasses and mask after entering, and heard voices inside before reaching the door of the ward.

"Isn't it possible now?" It was from Ji Songlin, his voice was still the same as before, full of energy, Jian Yan adjusted his facial expression and walked to the door.

"Grandpa." The smile froze on her face as soon as she finished speaking, Du Yan and Ji Shuiquan were not in the ward, only Ji Songlin and Ji Yunxin, Jian Yan lowered her eyes, she was really convinced of her luck, she couldn't see Ji Yunxin before Five months and a half years, but now I can see it everywhere. The old saying is true, I can’t see it when I want to see it, and I don’t want to see it anymore. I hang around all day long.

Seeing Jian Yan, Ji Songlin immediately said: "Yanyan!"

He was pleasantly surprised: "Why are you here? You didn't even say hello to me."

Jian Yan ignored Ji Yunxin's gaze and said, "Yesterday, my mother-aunt called me and said that you were discharged from the hospital today, so I'll come and have a look."

"Yes, Yunxin, you go and go through the discharge procedures for me." The tone was uncompromising, and Ji Yunxin sighed: "Okay."

Originally the doctor told Ji Songlin to rest for a week, but Ji Songlin couldn't stay and had to leave the hospital early. He didn't have any serious health problems, and he could be discharged, but Ji Yunxin wanted him to rest more and never let go. When Jian Yan came over, the two were still fighting After listening, Jian Yan said: "Grandpa, you can't be willful anymore, you still have to listen to the doctor."

"No problem." Ji Songlin said, "I know my own body."

Jian Yan originally wanted to persuade her, but thinking about those doctors who are much more professional than her, they had no objections, and it was hard for her to say anything else, Ji Songlin asked Jian Yan after he finished talking about himself: "Where do you work now? "

Jian Yan paused and said, "I'm back."

Ji Songlin froze for a few seconds, then repeated: "Come back?"

Jane Yan nodded: "Yes."

Ji Songlin turned his head to look at her, his wrinkled face was full of worry and relief: "It's good to come back, good to come back, do you have resources? I'll let Yunxin..." He smiled when he said this: "I I think you probably don't want Yunxin to help."

Jian Yan lowered her eyes, her expression was calm, she smiled and said: "I have resources, Mr. Ji is very busy, so I won't bother her."

Ji Yunxin was standing at the door just in time to hear this sentence. She looked up and saw Jian Yan's side face. The features were exquisite, and the facial lines seemed to have been sculpted. On the top, there was a slight movement, and the mole at the corner of the eye was clearer, more distinct, and more moving than usual.The fine sunlight outside the window jumped on her cheeks, making her skin fair and pink. Ji Yunxin rarely looked at her so carefully. Standing by the door at this moment, she looked at her for a long time, until Ji Songlin called her: "Yun Xin .”

She walked in, bowed her head and said, "Grandpa."

Ji Songlin said: "Call your dad and tell them not to come, we will go back directly."

Ji Yunxin said obediently, "Okay."

After listening to the two chatting, Jian Yan said, "Grandpa, then I..."

"Let's go have a meal together." Ji Songlin looked forward with some anticipation: "It's been a long time since we had dinner together."

Jian Yan nodded after thinking for a few seconds: "Okay."

Not long after the two chatted, Ji Yunxin came back, and she said to Ji Songlin, "I'm calling, let's go home."

"Yeah." Ji Songlin said: "Yanyan will go back with us and have a meal."

After he finished speaking, Ji Yunxin looked sideways at Jian Yan, walked two steps in and said, "Then I'll ask the driver to take you back, and I won't go back."

"What kind of temper are you playing!" Ji Songlin said angrily, "Do you still want me to invite you?"

Ji Yunxin's indifferent expression fluctuated, and she said, "That's not what I meant."

"Then what do you mean!"

Ji Yunxin looked at Jian Yan with a very natural expression and said, "Do you agree?"

Jian Yan was a little puzzled by the cue suddenly, she pointed at herself: "Me? Why don't I agree?"

Anyway, she has to make it clear to Ji Yunxin, why not just today.

Ji Yunxin said calmly: "Didn't you say that you can't eat it when you face me?"

Jian Yan: ...

are you crazy!