To The Lovely You

Chapter 386

"How about you? Have you had a good time?" She finally asked what she had always wanted to ask.

"I..." Ke Shaoze wanted to say I was fine, but he couldn't say it anyway.

Soon after he came to Japan, he dropped out of language school. Because of the financial crisis in Japan at that time, the economy was depressed. The chain of Chinese restaurants that his parents originally operated closed down one after another.

Almost overnight, he changed from a "child of a rich family" to a "child of a poor family", or one who was so poor that he didn't make a sound.

Since then, he began a long working life, doing some physical work that he had never thought of. Because his Japanese is not good for newcomers, he can only go to Chinese restaurants to wash dishes and clean the toilet.

At that time, he didn't know how he survived. Physical exertion is not the most important thing. The most tormenting thing is the psychological gap.

Once upon a time, he was spoiled and protected by his grandparents at home. When did he do such dirty and tired work. But now, he not only did all the dirty work, but also looked at the boss's face and was shouted around.

If he had been in the past, he would have simply thrown the door and left. But now he can stand anything, because he needs money

During that period of the lowest tide, in every sleepless night, he wanted to call Su rourourou several times.

He really wanted to hear her voice and listen to her say anything. Even if he just listened to her breathing, he would be cured in an instant.

But every time he dialed half the number, he stopped. Because every time I come back from work, it's already midnight. He thought, she should have gone to bed

In fact, there is another reason. He never wanted to admit it, but he had to admit it - he didn't want her to know that he was so embarrassed and embarrassed.

At that time, he didn't know how he survived. When he came home every night and was physically and mentally exhausted and unable to support himself, he always turned on his mobile phone to see some videos he had taken for Su Rourou when he went on a trip that summer vacation.

Looking at the innocent and lovely smiling face on the screen, he seemed to regain endless energy, and all fatigue and grievances were swept away.

Brother Rou, you know what? I really miss you... He said to himself silently in his heart.

Later, he began to write to her. In every sleepless night, I sat under the lamp and wrote to her.

Looking at the empty letter paper, thousands of words filled his heart, but he didn't know where to start.

Finally, he just wrote down a few numbers in the middle of the letter - the words that can best express his feelings.

[I miss you so much...]

In order not to impose a psychological burden on her, he hesitated for a long time, crushed several pieces of stationery, and finally wrote down the most secret emotion in his heart in Japanese.

Although there were only four words, he wrote for two hours; Although there were only four words, he exhausted all his courage.

Fortunately, he didn't know that the letter he wrote with his heart had been translated by Luo Yichen into

Fortunately, however, those dark days were finally over. Although the family's economic situation still failed to return to the level of that year, it gradually saved some money.

Mom and dad have started planning to reopen a store... And he has also submitted an application and plans to go back to school.

Ke Shaoze, who fell into memories, was silent for a long time before he said: "brother Rou, you know? Although I am only 18 years old now, I have great regrets and regrets about my past life. My biggest regret is..."