novelraw Chapter 379
Chapter 379
Zheng Zhiyong held the golden award trophy and walked down the stage with his head down.He was quite calm when he was facing the camera, but now that he finished speaking his prepared words, both his emotions and his heartbeat gradually started to lose control.His eyes are getting hotter and his throat is getting more and more bitter. Zheng Zhiyong walked hard step by step, using the rebound force he felt under his feet to keep himself awake and balanced, otherwise, he would probably be floating in the surging tide in memories.
His hot eyes made him ignore the cameras chasing him, and the gazes of colleagues and fans falling on him, but Zheng Zhiyong has not yet reached the point of blindness, getting closer and closer to his seat, Zheng Zhiyong Yong saw Lee Taemin who left his seat and walked a few steps forward, standing there waiting for him.
That familiar but not completely familiar face made Zheng Zhiyong even more helpless. He took two steps forward, hugged Li Taimin, and put his forehead on his shoulder. Li Taimin also hugged him tightly. After a while, Zheng Zhiyong felt the cold liquid dripping on the back of his neck.
The two sides embracing are not Haze thinker and Shinee member solo singer Taemin, but a trainee friend who reunited at the awards ceremony nine years later.The two major dancers among the SM trainees at that time changed their voices and grew their heads. All kinds of things that happened in the nine years made them who were originally similar had completely different encounters.Comparing the past and the present, there are always many heavy and uncontrollable feelings.
Fortunately, Zheng Zhiyong said that Li Taemin seldom shed tears. First, he has such a personality, and second, his life is relatively smooth. There are hardships, but they are not very painful. I improved myself to bring good works and stages, and I also saw the results and gained glory.The most difficult time for Li Taemin was the anxiety caused by the rumors when he debuted, and the hopelessness of trying his best but seeing no way out. He has never encountered it before.
Li Taemin remembered what Zheng Zhiyong said to him when he was a trainee. Compared with the past, doing a lot of things because of his handicap is twice the result with half the effort. After being a trainee, every effort and every effort will be rewarded.Using hard work in exchange for improvement and enjoying the process may be the biggest commonality between Zheng Zhiyong and Lee Taemin during the trainee period.
Then...then...fate diverged when none of them expected it.
"Don't you cry all the time?"
Zheng Zhiyong raised his head and said in a low voice.
"Sometimes." Li Taemin said with a sob.
There are very few things in his life that can cause him to worry about and suffer repeatedly for a long time, and Zheng Zhiyong is one of the "very few".The disappearance of those years brought rumors, even though Lee Taemin has become a veritable ace many years later, people around him seem to have forgotten the popular candidate before Shinee's debut, and Lee Taemin has never really let go of it.At the beginning of 2015, Li Taemin finally learned the truth. At the age of 23, he was no longer as simple and impulsive as before. Zheng Zhiyong's injury was not his fault, but he couldn't help thinking about it. If he knew that night "" Allergies” exists, or simply does not listen to other people’s instigation, what kind of results will he and Zheng Zhiyong usher in, and there is no way not to think about how Zheng Zhiyong has gone through these years. When recovering, how do you look at your debut self?
He later listened to some of Zheng Zhiyong's works, and also asked about Zheng Zhiyong's appearance in underground activities. "Without experience, you lack the right to speak" is one of Zheng Zhiyong's propositions, and Li Taemin also has a deep understanding of this ——He couldn't imagine Zheng Zhiyong's feelings.
Even if he doesn't think he should take the main responsibility for Zheng Zhiyong's situation, and knows that he and Zheng Zhiyong can't go back to the past, Li Taemin still can't easily forget the way Zheng Zhiyong waved his back to him that night, and even more so Unable to completely cut off all kinds of dark imaginations about Zheng Zhiyong, these regrets and anxieties erupted their sequelae at the moment Zheng Zhiyong held the trophy, which made Li Taemin burst into tears and couldn't help himself.
The elder brother who was excellent in all aspects during the trainee period finally showed his dazzling light, although he is no longer the familiar appearance.
"I'm fine." Zheng Zhiyong, who was lying on Li Taemin's shoulders just now, showed his brother again, stroking Li Taemin's back with his palms, "When people are always a little unlucky, I will get through it." Now, be happy for me."
"I'm just happy for you." Li Taemin's voice was still trembling.
"Can you still control your emotions?" Zheng Zhiyong continued to whisper, "If not, let's sit together."
"if possible?"
"I sat back and cried."
Because Zheng Zhiyong had a smooth life as a trainee, Li Taemin, who has never seen Zheng Zhiyong's characteristic of "emotional but generally rational when it should be": "...I will accompany you."
In the end, Li Taemin moved his position and pushed Zico aside.Zheng Zhiyong, who sat down, did not collapse as much as he imagined, but he did not calm down quickly either. He sat quietly in his seat, tears poured out slowly, piled up along the eyelashes, and fell drop by drop. on the back of his own hand.That's a look that Li Taemin is not familiar with... Forget it, Li Taemin is not familiar with the current Zheng Zhiyong. What he can confirm is that Zheng Zhiyong has reassuring principles and will not be shaken under any circumstances, but Zheng Zhiyong Ji Yong's feelings have changed so much that memory is useless here.
The blood in his whole body seemed to become sour, and Li Taemin, who was not easy to be emotional, felt that he might be infected by Zheng Zhiyong.
Contagion is contagion, who doesn't have a little sensibility?Compared to Zheng Zhiyong, who was still crying unscrupulously under the eyes of a circle of rappers, he was still far behind.
Lee Taemin, who had restrained himself from crying with joy, put his hand on Jung Jiyong's back with deep nostalgia and relief.
The mama organizer arranged a special camera to follow Zheng Zhiyong all the way, until Li Taemin stretched out his hand to comfort him, then cut the camera back to the stage for the next grand prize presentation.
The result is no surprise, exo's album of the year, BTS' artist of the year, the two top groups that are active this year will inevitably share a big award, unless mama has a feud with one of them, just like m and sm had a falling out many years ago when.
Fans who are unwilling to reconcile are still arguing with data and reasoning, and some other fans who have a good or bad opinion of one of the two will also get involved. , Most of the attention was cast on Zheng Zhiyong.
There is no way, Zheng Zhiyong has a lot to see.
Below the news about mama, most of the passersby’s na|ver’s hottest comments include congratulations to exo, BTS, and all the award-winning artists, and mama is really boring, it’s all about Zheng Zhiyong’s big harvest and his acceptance speech .
"Congratulations to all the award-winning artists, you have worked hard in the past year."
"exo, congratulations on the [-]th consecutive awards!"
"Exo, BTS, thinker, congratulations."
"Congratulations to thinker for winning three prizes for annual song, vocal, and rap."
"I feel like exo, bulletproof, and thinker will search for the rest of the award ceremony."
"Long time no see thinker."
"Everyone who comes here will get a prize, right? If it's so boring, just stop it."
"The most interesting thing in the audience was thinker's new lyrics. It's a pity that many audiences couldn't understand it. Let's do it in Korea next time."
"Don't get hurt, don't get hurt, and end the year in peace."
"Don't get hurt."
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As for pann, the sanctuary of rice circles, the discussion on mama is even more lively.Moreover, the topics discussed in na|ver are often official, but they cover all aspects in pann.
"hot: Thinker's embrace with Shinee Taemin after winning the grand prize."
Hot comments:
"Taemin is someone who doesn't cry when he wins an award. Seeing Thinker win a big award must have a lot of emotions."
"The dancer thinker I saw in the video provided by Taemin is really not easy."
"After nine years of tossing and turning, we finally meet at the summit."
"Even though we're on different paths, I'm still by your side."
……
"hot: Has the thinker with the third prize already reached the top?"
Hot comments:
"Winning all the awards in the vocal and rap departments, and winning the song of the year, this year is still godthinker."
"It is recommended to ask this question again when the annual list is published."
"Is thinker at the top? Please open Melon to view the real-time list."
""warmheart" has gone retrograde again..."
"Is there an end to thinker's creation of the Divine Comedy? No."
"If this continues, the male singer department will be dominated by the Thinker family. I'm afraid Zico will be very depressed."
"Looking forward to GD's comeback next year, it will definitely be very exciting."
……
"hot: The thinker who 'showed love' to Jay Park again."
Hot comments:
"Although thinker is not in aomg, fans of thinker have already completed Jay Park's information."
"The last time was "Richman". This time I received the big prize at Mama. Thinker always picks the most critical moment for thanks."
"I'm getting more and more curious about their stories."
"Reviewing "Show Methemoney", when Jay Park said that he didn't want to cooperate with thinker, thinker's little aggrieved eyes."
"Haven't we known each other for ten years? At that time, one was in SM and the other was in JYP."
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hot: "Mama version of "warmheart" full lyrics."
Hot comments:
"I feel very comfortable when I hear the words during the live broadcast."
"The two main themes of thinkers: You must understand me, and I understand you."
"Thank you thinker for your understanding, but it is really difficult to understand thinker."
"Thinker disappeared for two months. I was always worried that what happened to Jung Joon Young would affect him. After hearing "warmheart", I was relieved."
"I hope that everything I love and believe in will not change."
"Cje;&m, did you see it? Let's release the sound source."
……
"New: A detailed count of one hundred ways mama avoided thinker before "Dawn Comes"."
Hot comments:
"The director didn't make any mistakes here."
……
"new: The overlooked divine comedy, Dawn Comes."
Hot comments:
"It's true that the domestic performance is not as good as overseas, but it's really hard for the genre of Dawn to become popular in China."
"Thinker writes well in any style."
""Dawn Comes" is indeed very popular in Europe and the United States."
……
The trace left by the uproar two months ago has become so shallow that it is almost invisible. Netizens love Zheng Zhiyong's depth, delicacy and talent but feel helpless that he is too capable of doing things, just like before.
It seems like nothing happened in between.
An Shuojun placed the three trophies on the cabinet in the office, neatly lined up in a row.Zheng Zhiyong watched from the side, without any intention of doing anything.
Although he and mama are a family, it is not so easy for An Shuojun to get mama's trophy based on the artist resources and planning ability of the music department.
"The contract is signed?"
"Ah."
"Fang Ki-hyuk will continue to be in charge of your personal schedule. Son Dong-hoon will cooperate with you at mmo. If he doesn't cooperate, you can tell me." Ahn Seok-joon said, "Go and see your company in the next few days, Representative Zheng" .
"it is good."
"Wait", An Shuojun called him, took down the three trophies again, and held them in his arms, "Take these away and put them in the mmo town hall."
Zheng Zhiyong: "What about mma?"
"You still have the nerve to ask me for it?" An Shuojun glared at him, "You can carry so much by yourself? I'll let Fang Jihe send it later."