Thinker in the entertainment industry

Chapter 268 268. Hope

"It's a normal thought." Zheng Zhiyong said.

"But incorrect?"

"It's not all right, it hasn't been abolished, but the pain is still fresh in my memory... I'm not sure if there is a reason for the lack of desire. In the four years of SM, I was too focused on practice, and I couldn't prove anything."

Although the fact is not as horrifying as An Xiyan's first thought, Zheng Zhiyong would tell her such a secret, which greatly exceeded An Xiyan's expectations. After being surprised, she felt a heavy sense of responsibility in her heart. He lowered his voice, making the voice that had nothing to do with Jianxi even deeper: "Does anyone else know about this? Or do you feel the need to speak out because it's me?"

"My parents know it, Jay Bum-ge also knows it, and six years ago, in order to make me look less bad compared to him, I almost told all my problems." It’s almost all done by parents, and their knowledge is normal. They didn’t tell Zheng Xiyuan and Zheng Taeyong not because they were afraid of being ridiculed or something else, it was completely unnecessary. Meaning, I am also afraid that I will be treated differently."

"For you... I haven't thought about it before."

So when An Xiyan took the initiative to ask about "asexuality", Zheng Zhiyong was immediately stunned.It is certainly not a good thing to say nothing and let An Xiyan think wrongly. Telling the truth early on would be too much for their current friendship. If you catch up, always tell the actual situation. "Sex" is not a dispensable link in the relationship between men and women. It is obviously "not good enough" but everything behaves normally. How is he better than a gay who cheats on marriage?To take a step back, problems can be discovered in love, and then get together or get together or break up, but Zheng Zhiyong does not want to imagine An Xiyan's reaction when he finds out that he is concealing, nor does he want to accept this form of parting.

"I don't know what to do. I don't know what you will think of me in this matter. Finally, I think for myself. Long-term anxiety is more terrible than momentary embarrassment."

After explaining his previous hesitation to An Xiyan, Zheng Zhiyong told the reason why he finally decided to find An Xiyan to confess everything.

"I believe that you have never been in a relationship." An Xiyan was quite devastated. If she hadn't met many people, she might not be able to handle the big news that Zheng Zhiyong threw at her, " I wish you didn't believe me that much."

Being trusted is a kind of honor, but also a kind of pressure.Obviously An Xiyan didn't want to see the consequences of accidentally leaking the truth - apart from Zheng Zhiyong's disappointment, there was also her own sense of guilt, so An Xiyan had to keep her mouth shut and tight-lipped.In addition, after Zheng Zhiyong said these things to her, it became unrealistic to alienate her immediately, because it would probably bring uneasiness to Zheng Zhiyong. Zheng Zhiyong proves that he is indeed credible.Zheng Zhiyong considered everything for her, and An Xiyan couldn't ignore Zheng Zhiyong's thoughts.

"Am I bothering you?"

An Xiyan shook her head.

For a moment, she wondered whether this might be Zheng Zhiyong's psychological warfare, but An Xiyan dismissed the idea in the next second - Zheng Zhiyong would not do that, and it was unnecessary.

"We can be more frank." An Xiyan said.

The relationship she just ended began with painful hesitation and difficult determination. She had the sweetness and comfort of taking a break from her busy schedule. She experienced the burnt out when her career was hit after being made public. Feeling guilty, she finally found out that they could not trust each other and be honest with each other, and finally they gradually drifted apart, returning to the relationship between senior and senior.After that, An Xiyan silently digested the unspeakable sadness, regret and regret.

After ending such a relationship, at least An Xiyan will not be confused by Zheng Zhiyong's confession. The surprise brought by Zheng Zhiyong's liking for her has passed in 2 minutes. Zheng Zhiyong's love for her Honesty and trust are what really surprised and disturbed An Xiyan, and now she has come out of these emotions and asked Zheng Zhiyong to express his request directly.

"Don't be affected by my words." Zheng Zhiyong looked at her and said, "I came to see you today because I don't want to endure uneasiness. If I have any hope for you——"

"All your wishes will come true in the end."

Under the dim light in the store, Zheng Zhiyong's dark brown pupils have a deep texture and a warm luster, as if the night is coming on a sunny day, the warmth of the sun still remains in the sky and the earth, but the stars have climbed up to the dome. The sky is flickering.

"Our relationship is like a steep ladder, so, i don't know how to get down."

"Why are you suddenly interested in this line? Could it be that Thinker sings this line particularly well?"

In the backstage of "showchampion", exid entered the standby mode after finishing the interview, waiting for their return to the initial stage on the hit song show.

Although it is the first stage, they are not too nervous. Besides, exid is not a fledgling new group after all. They came here when there were only a dozen or so fans for a meeting. After "Up and Down", they returned twice, which is not too out of the ordinary. These "old fritters" can deal with the situation with equanimity.As for the song that An Xiyan hummed after putting on makeup and changing clothes, it was not their return to the main hit, but "Every Night" with a long history. Xu Solzhi had no opinion, but she remembered that An Xiyan hummed the same song in the nanny car Sentence, just a little curious.

Of course, An Xiyan would not say that she was thinking about her relationship with Zheng Zhiyong. She changed the subject: "My sister thinks that I am interested in "Every Night" again, which line should I sing?"

Xu Solzhi: "Of course it's my part."

Of course, what she got was the eyes of her teammates who were full of "what should I do if my captain is so thick-skinned, wait online", An Xiaozhen even coughed lightly: "Haven't I sung this song before?"

When Xu Suzhi saw that the situation was not good, he immediately blamed him: "You are the author, you tell me." The lyrics of "Every Night" were written by An Xiaozhen, and the music was composed by An Xiaozhen and Sinsadong Tiger. "The author "An Xiaozhen fully deserves this title.

An Xiaozhen was not stumped by his team leader: "After watching the video, I feel that thinker has a good way of 'how to sing well', and we must continue to work hard."

Her words were unanimously approved by her teammates. It’s not uncommon for the original singer to sing poorly in the cover, and they have no right to be sure that they will be an exception.

Of course, the most important reason is the video Zheng Zhiyong posted in the early morning of May 5. After Zheng Zhiyong confessed to An Xiyan that day, he recorded a self-playing and singing version of "Every Night" and uploaded it to the Internet. .It is not a temporary idea to make some small moves before exid's return, it is Zheng Zhiyong's idea very early on. With his talent in music and a period of practice and preparation, the finished product will naturally not be worthy of Zheng Zhiyong's current performance. fame.

The most intuitive manifestation is that the day before exid's comeback, the real-time sound source of "Every Night" picked up slowly, and after the end of the day, it ranked No.11 on the daily list on average. The promotion before the comeback can play such a role As a result, no one can say it was a failure.

Except for An Xiyan, no one in Yedang knew what happened in the three-dimensional world before Zheng Zhiyong's version of "Every Night" was released online. They just lamented Zheng Zhiyong's influence and his loyalty to exid.In order to keep in touch, on the way to "showchampion" this morning, Ahn Hyojin left a message under Zheng Zhiyong's ins: "Thank you for your love of "Every Night". If you like "Lie", I will be more happy."

"lie", the title song of exid's comeback this time.

At this time, when it came to "Every Night", Park Zhenghua couldn't help stretching out his hand to the phone: "Let me see if my sister's message has been answered... thinker replied!"

"Huh? What did he say?" An Xiaozhen asked.

Park Jung Hwa looked at her phone and read: "I'm more interested in covering unpopular songs."

The implication is that "lie" is going to be popular, and I'm not interested in singing a cover.

An Xiaozhen: "...then...thank you for your blessings?"

In the past two days, not many big names have come back. In today's "showchampion", Kim Jonghyun, a Shinee member who debuted earlier than exid and has a big name, returned solo. From companies such as starship’s monstax and cube’s clc, from small companies such as girl’sday’s junior group map6 and b1a4’s junior group ohmygirl.

Under such circumstances, exid's backstage preparations were relatively easy on the whole, and they were treated well when they went on stage to record - two complete songs, and there was plenty of time.

In addition to the title song "lie", they will also sing the mid-tempo lyric "Can you send me" which occupies the "second title" position in the album and was written and composed by Le Ahn Hyo Jin.

Five high chairs have been arranged in a row on the stage, and the smoke effect has been done on the stage. The five people in white singing suits sat in their positions with ease, and adjusted the angle after seeing the camera position clearly.

An Xiyan, who was wearing a short white dress, was sitting on the far right, with her legs slightly crossed, holding the microphone in her right hand, smiling brightly and peacefully.

"Can you drive me home, idon'twanta drive, you can walk, can you drive me, can you drive me home."

When selecting songs for this comeback, An Xiyan showed an extraordinary love for the song "Can You Send Me?" It sounds comfortable and it is her favorite style, and it doesn't have to be like "Up and Down" to sing comfortably , ""Up and Down" 2.0" ("ahyeah"), ""Up and Down" 3.0" ("hotpink"), the reason is that it is so simple and rude.

And now, she has a little more love for "Can you send me off".

"Noidon'twanta drive, it's okay to walk a little bit, don't be burdened, it's okay not to."

"Idon't really care, let's go, slowly. Wherever you say you want to go, I will follow you without saying a word."

When An Hyo Jin raps, he holds the microphone with his left hand. The free right hand makes gestures following the rhythm. An Xiyan turns her head sideways and looks at this powerful sister. action.

Looking at An Xiaozhen from this angle, this rap is not the first time, but since yesterday, An Xiyan has a strange feeling in her heart.

Rather than singing the cover of "lie", Zheng Zhiyong seems to be more likely to cover the song "Can You Send Me"? Thinking about Zheng Zhiyong's way of saying these words, it is really not against harmony at all. .

An Hyojin stood up, moved to Xu Suzhi's side while rapping, and stretched out his hand to her. Xu Suzhi accepted her "gentleman" behavior calmly, and stood up with An Hyojin's hand.

"Hold me when I'm a little tired. Laugh with me when I'm happy. Oh, all I want is—"

"All your wishes will come true in the end."

On that night two days ago, Zheng Zhiyong confessed his heart to An Xiyan.His thoughts are not all noble, for example, he was caught in a dilemma for a while, and he didn't want to suffer in lies, so he threw a bunch of big news when An Xiyan was about to return, but he told An Xiyan what he expected Time, but it is really reasonable, and noble enough to move people.

"Can you drive me home, idon'twanta drive, you can walk, can you drive me, can you drive me home."

An Xiyan left her best side for the camera, raised the microphone, and sang softly.

Zheng Zhiyong didn't ask her anything, not even "Can you send me?" An Xiyan sent Zheng Zhiyong once - Zheng Zhiyong, who was not yet famous at that time, was adapting exid "ahyeah", An Xiyan is not very familiar with him, just out of appreciation and a little routine to be kind to others.However, after just one year, many things have changed. An Xiyan talked about a relationship that had a great influence on her, and Zheng Zhiyong also became an existence that was not very close but could not be easily let go.

Fortunately, Zheng Zhiyong did not mention such an ambiguous request. If Zheng Zhiyong wanted to further the relationship in this direction, it would be a very embarrassing thing for An Xiyan.

She doesn't want to start a new relationship for the time being, and she doesn't want to hurt Zheng Zhiyong.